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Before he could stop it, Xiang Pei had already come over.He didn't seem to have heard Xie An'an's words, and his expression was still confused. Xiang Pei was shocked by the messy scene—there was a broken wine glass on the ground, and Xie An'an was restrained by Chen Zhaonan, and he was not in a hurry to resist.

Liang Zhang opened his blank eyes, and there were traces of dryness around his eyes.He didn't care about Xiang Pei's arrival, as if his soul had come out of his body, his cheeks turned red, not because of embarrassment.

"What's the matter?" Xiang Pei held Liang Zhang's arm, and Liang Zhang became a sapling in the storm, light and light, and fell forward as soon as he pulled it.Xiang Pei wanted to hug him, but Liang Zhang avoided him, turned his face away, and remained motionless with his head down.

He didn't dare to move, because if he moved, he would become the focus of the crowd.

Chen Zhaonan turned his attention to Xiang Pei, Xie Anan took advantage of the loophole, walked to the middle and pushed Xiang Pei, making him and Liang Zhang bump into each other firmly, standing under the light.

Dazzling lights, growing like crazy on the skin, the lines disappeared.Liang Zhang moved his fingers, as if he touched a piece of wetness.

The torture continued.

"I advise everyone not to associate with these two homosexuals. They are not only mentally sick, but also physically sick!" Xie Anan laughed, his eyes narrowed, and he was sure of winning, "I saw you two together that day. It's fucking bad luck doing dirty things in the corner."

In his 17 years of life, Liang Zhang was a flower in the greenhouse, a treasure, and a good boy.Today, he is rotten grass in the mud.The rain does not nourish him, it only breaks him.

He didn't know that people's mouths could be so vicious, Xie An'an's mouth seemed to store all the foul language in the world, as long as he wanted, he could use words to humiliate Liang Zhang to his heart's content.

More often than not, words can kill more than fists.

Liang Zhang just wanted to escape here before it was completely destroyed.

As he thought this way, his body began to move.He planned to go out from the left side, and saw the toes of countless people shaking in front of him, making Liang Zhang flustered, his teeth began to hurt again, his throat was swollen, and there seemed to be a pair of invisible hands inside, trying to pierce his neck.

Chen Zhaonan was still dealing with Xie An'an, and he was slightly shaken by his sharp questioning.Xiang Pei asked Chen Zhaonan not to act rashly, and turned around to block Liang Zhang's way.

"Liang Zhang, look at me." Xiang Pei wanted to see Liang Zhang's expression clearly, his knees bent a little, "don't listen to those words."

Xiang Pei cared more about whether Liang Zhang was sad than shutting Xie An'an's unscrupulous mouth.He felt that Liang Zhang was about to cry, but there were no water marks on his face, and his eyes were dry.

This made Xiang Pei even more frightened, so anxious to call Liang Zhang's name a few more times.

Liang Zhang raised his head, met Xiang Pei's gaze, and Xiang Pei trembled.

Eyes full of blood red, lifeless, the watery light of the past has all faded away, leaving only a shell that has nothing left.Xiang Pei was so heartbroken that he could no longer support Liang Zhang's shoulders, and his hands hung down weakly.

"Liang Zhang..."

What should he do to stop the sadness from spreading in Liang Zhang's heart.

"I want to go, let me go."

"It's just so sad to be here, I feel like I can't breathe."

Liang Zhang's voice was so low that only Xiang Pei could hear it clearly, as if he thought that as long as he amplified his voice a little for others to hear, it would be a shame and he would become the target of public criticism again.

Xiang Pei was still standing where he was, someone said "so perverted", and then more inaudible voices broke in. The discussion after the farce was very appropriate.

People always like to criticize differences to set off their own nobility.

Xiang Pei's face was livid, and his veins were bulging: "If you've seen enough, go quickly!" The crowd dispersed, and he pointed at Xie An'an, "You stay."

At this time, Xie An'an realized that he was afraid, but thinking about insulting Liang Zhang just now, it was very satisfying, and he had a lot of strength in his illusion. He felt that the word "homosexual" was Xiang Pei's excuse, so he was not afraid of his pressure.Little did he know that Xiang Pei didn't care about other people's eyes at all, he only cared about Liang Zhang.

Others said that being disgusted by Xiang Pei was someone else's business, but Xiang Pei didn't care about it.But Xie An'an made Liang Zhang sad, and Xiang Pei had to worry about it.

Xiang Pei grabbed Xie An'an's hair as hard as he was carrying trash.Xie An'an's body was tilted sharply, and his fingers were unable to wave in the air. He didn't know that Xiang Pei was so strong that he had no chance to break free. His scalp was in severe pain, and he screamed at Pei to let him go.

Chen Zhaonan had never seen such an angry Xiang Pei, panicked for a moment, grabbed Xie An'an a few times but failed to catch him, so he could only use his mouth to persuade: "Xiang Pei, don't be too impulsive."

Chen Zhaonan persuaded Xiang Pei not to be impulsive, this matter is usually quite dramatic, it can be seen that Xiang Pei is now under the influence of emotions, and he can't break free.

Looking sideways at Pei: "Are you going to stop me?"

Chen Zhaonan knew that he couldn't stop Xiang Pei, so he sighed and said, "Be careful."

Measures should be taken between people and between friends and family members.Xiang Pei knows how to measure, but now he is out of control.

Xie Anan was lying on the ground in the back alley of the bar, panting heavily, her eyelids were swollen, the corners of her mouth were torn, and her clothes were filthy.

On the other hand, Xiang Pei, except for the red knuckles, was still clean and tidy.Xie An'an kept trying to fight back, but in the end he was powerless to find that he couldn't even touch Xiang Pei's fine hairs.

Several times Xie An'an stared at him, his face seemed to be hit violently by a stone, he couldn't breathe, and Xiang Pei dominated the time of his life. Before he could struggle out of the dizziness, the next punch landed on him He has lost all self-esteem after repeating this in front of his face.

He even felt that Xiang Pei wanted to kill him, it was the first time he was on the verge of life and death, and Xie An'an was facing the embarrassment of lower body incontinence, which was caused by fear.There is no time to hate Xiang Pei, only the fear engraved in his bones.

The last punch hit Pei on the wall next to Xie An'an's ear, his back shook, and Xie An'an saved his life. He felt that after this punch, he might really die.

Xie An'an's mouth was full of saliva, and he begged for mercy inarticulately, even more humble than stray dogs on the street.

There happened to be half a bottle of mineral water on the ground, and Xiang Pei poured all the water on Xie An'an's face, kicked his limp left leg: "If you say those things to Liang Zhang again, I can't spare you."

Xie Anan nodded his head frantically, crossed his hands in front of his chest, indicating that he would not.

"I really won't let you go, don't think I'm joking," Xiang Pei tilted his head, "Now you can get out, don't get out of Liang Zhang's sight again."

As soon as he entered the bar, Chen Zhaonan and the others greeted him.The bar will not reopen tonight, there are no customers.

Chen Zhaonan glanced at the back of the door, opened the stool and let Xiang Pei sit down: "Are you all right?"

"Are you asking him or me?" He waved to Pei without sitting down.

Chen Zhaonan hesitated: "Everyone... just ask."

Xiang Pei Yun said lightly, "I'm fine, he won't die."

It was really a concise answer, and Chen Zhaonan couldn't find anything to refute: "What if he calls the police?"

Xiang Pei didn't think that Xie An'an would call the police if he was afraid of being like that, and because he had a good face, calling the police meant telling the world that he was beaten by a minor.

"will not."

After finishing the extra words, both of them were silent for a while.Chen Zhaonan didn't know how to speak, Xiang Pei was waiting for Chen Zhaonan to speak.

"Then you and..."

"Is the matter between you and Liang Zhang true?"

Before Chen Zhaonan finished speaking, Xin Yu interrupted suddenly, she was still comforting herself, trying to get a negative answer from Xiang Pei.

Several people waited, and Xiang Pei shattered Xin Yu's fantasy: "It's true."

Xin Yu's eye circles turned red, and she kicked the chair next to her: "I don't believe it! It's impossible! How could you like boys..."

She couldn't speak, couldn't bear to face Pei again, and ran out in a hurry.

Chu Ran flew after him, and before leaving, he patted Pei on the shoulder, hesitant to speak, and never opened his mouth.

Xiang Pei wanted to find Liang Zhang, walked to the door and turned around to ask Chen Zhaonan: "I like someone like everyone else, am I really doing something wrong?"

"I just like Liang Zhang."

Chen Zhaonan was startled, and was relieved of the news for a moment.He smiled and shook his head: "No matter what you do, I will always support you, Xiao Pei."

When Xiang Pei found Liang Zhang, he was sitting on the roof, looking up at the sky, shaking his head slightly, and humming.

Getting closer, Xiang Pei could tell it was Bohemian Rhapsody, although it wasn't quite in tune.

The moonlight was faintly white, like an invisible white house floating in the air. Liang Zhang sat in the center of the house, turned to Pei and walked in.

When Liang Zhang heard the movement, he turned his head and saw that it was Xiang Pei. He drooped his shoulders weakly, and said softly, "You can find me every time."

Xiang Pei leaned forward: "Let me see if you're crying?" His fingers brushed lightly over Liang Zhang's face, "You're pretty strong, and you're not crying."

"I don't like to cry, what are you thinking?" Liang Zhang was amused, but the smile was fleeting.After a while, he lowered his head again, feeling rather bewildered.

"When I first knew that I liked you, I asked Brother Jing if liking a boy was like a monster, and he said no. But I kept thinking about this question. I am different from others, and I am a different kind," Liang Zhang said , "Liking you is destined to be an abnormal start. I never thought that I would like boys or girls before. I think I just like you."

They can't hold hands and hug on the street, and they can only say they like each other secretly.Liang Zhang often lost his way in Xiang Pei's eyes, forgetting that this society does not allow two boys to be together, and what they will face in the future.

The prejudiced eyes and the words that are several times worse than disgusting are all that Liang Zhang will have to bear in the future.

Xie An'an's brain has successfully broken the barrier in Liang Zhang's heart, allowing him to see the truth clearly.

He might be able to bear it, but what about the self-respecting Xiang Pei?

Thinking left and right, Liang Zhang's thoughts rose to the sky with the moonlight, rising farther and farther.

"Liang Zhang, no matter what you face in the future, I will accompany you." Xiang Pei Wufinger clasped Liang Zhang's hand.

Liang Zhang always felt that Xiang Pei had a special tacit understanding with him, and Xiang Pei could understand many things without saying anything.Just like now, he doesn't have to worry about it, Xiang Pei can firmly hold his hand and tell Liang Zhang that everything is with him.

It seemed that wherever Xiang Pei appeared, Liang Zhang could feel at ease.

"Have I become a small stain in my life?" Liang Zhang asked in a low voice, leaning on Xiang Pei's shoulder.

The moonlight entered Liang Zhang's eyes, and his eyes and lips became moist, like peaches.

Pretend to Pei: "If you want to say that you are a stain, so be it."

"What?" Liang Zhang frowned, and slapped Xiang Pei lightly on the face, "I'll give you a chance to say it again."

"Liang Zhang, you are like the light in my life."

The wind lifted Xiang Pei's hair, smelling of mint.

"It is an existence similar to music in my gloomy life."

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