song for the city

The muffled sound of Xiang Pei's hammer on the door may have frightened the people outside the door, the knock on the door was silent for a while, and Liang Zhang was more worried about whether Xiang Pei's hand hurt or not.Seeing that Xiang Pei approached him again, the knock on the door intensified, more urgent than before.

"Xiang Pei! Open the door!"

It was Chen Zhaonan's voice.

Xiang Pei replied loudly: "Wait a minute!"

It may be an illusion, Liang Zhang seems to have heard a few curses to Pei in a low voice.

Liang Zhang couldn't hold back his excitement, as if he was dreaming, his whole body was dry and hot.He tried his best to calm down, ignored the people who were in the way outside the door, and said, "Haven't you never been in love?"

In fact, Xiang Pei was also nervous. All the actions just now were thoughtless, and he was too caught off guard. He only now received the signal of this unwise incident.

Xiang Pei Qiang pretended to be calm, and said expressionlessly: "I haven't talked about it."

"Then why are you so proficient?" Liang Zhang's cheeks were still red, his lips were shining with water, and his eyes under the long eyelashes were very bright. Looking at Xiang Pei, his throat felt dry and his Adam's apple moved.

"You can learn without a teacher." He answered seriously.

Liang Zhang also wanted to ask Xiang Pei about his purpose. Although the answer was obvious, he wanted to hear Xiang Pei say it.

The incomprehensible people outside were knocking on the door again, Xiang Pei had no choice but to open the door.

Chen Zhaonan still maintained the posture of knocking on the door. After seeing Xiang Pei with a gloomy expression, he took a step back and peeked at the scene inside.Liang Zhang stood behind Xiang Pei, only showing half of his face. Chen Zhaonan felt that Liang Zhang's ears were red, so Xiang Pei took a small step to the left, completely blocking Liang Zhang.

"What?"

Chen Zhaonan said uncertainly: "I thought you guys were fighting inside."

"You think too much."

Xiang Pei asked Chen Zhaonan to come in, Chen Zhaonan said no, and took out a bank card from his pocket: "You Jing asked me to give it to you."

Leaning against the wall, Liang Zhang glanced at the bank card, without saying a word, thinking about what to do with borrowing money from Pei, wandering around and remembering seeing Xiang Guo at the hospital in the afternoon.He realized something, and his chest felt a little tight.

If Xiang Pei hadn't taken the initiative to mention it, You Jing probably wouldn't have directly given Xiang Pei the bank card.Xiang Pei has stronger self-esteem than ordinary people, and no matter how good his relationship is, he will not accept help easily.

Surprisingly, Xiang Pei didn't take the bank card, he pushed back Chen Zhaonan's hand: "I may not need this money for the time being, thank you Brother Jing for helping me."

The atmosphere was oppressive, Chen Zhaonan was very steady at the critical moment, he didn't say much, he didn't take the initiative to ask what happened to Pei, and You Jing didn't seem to tell him either.

"If you need help with anything, tell me."

The meaning in the words was very clear, Chen Zhaonan knew that Xiang Pei had something to tell him, he didn't mind, he just waited until Xiang Pei was ready to talk about it.

The door was still open, Xiang Pei turned his head and glanced at Liang Zhang quickly, the corner of his mouth was a bit torn, probably because Xiang Pei accidentally bit it just now, a pink tongue stuck out to lick the cut, brows frowned.

It probably hurts.

What they have done is obvious, the experienced Chen Zhaonan will definitely guess it when he is close, and the reason for fighting may be just a fool.

"Let's go out and talk."

Xiang Pei said to Chen Zhaonan, and closed the door behind him.

The corridor was very quiet, it was almost dark, and the shadow of a bird flitted through the cracks in the wall.The smell is not good, there is a dog at the opposite door, and it smells like urine.

Coming out temporarily, Xiang Pei was wearing a vest and shorts, without a cigarette, asked Chen Zhaonan for one, lit it, and took a puff of enjoyment.

"I love smoking your cigarettes the most, expensive."

Chen Zhaonan chuckled: "I'll give you a few bags later."

The fire light flickered in the darkness, squinted his eyes at Xiang Pei, and flicked the soot that fell on his body: "My dad was diagnosed with stomach cancer last month, and it was in the advanced stage. He said he didn't want to be treated anymore."

Friends who have known each other for many years are not suitable for being too hypocritical to comfort each other.Chen Zhaonan also took a puff of the cigarette, felt a slight pain in his stomach, and sighed: "Life is so fucked up."

Just because they have known each other for too long, Chen Zhaonan understood the reason why Xiang Pei Neng lived to such an age safely, and it is a miracle that he didn't become crooked.He knew that Xiang Pei hated sympathy, so Chen Zhaonan just felt sorry for him.

"Yeah," Xiang Pei spat out a series of eye circles, watching them shatter in front of his eyes, "tell You Jing that Liang Zhang can't live in his house anymore."

Xiang Pei entered the room smelling of cigarettes, and an extinguished cigarette in his hand was half lit.

There was broken glass on the ground, and Liang Zhang squatted on the ground to pick up the candies mixed into it.He carefully avoided breaking the shards of glass, picked out the candy and put it in the palm of his hand, as if he was counting in his mouth, which seemed a bit silly no matter how you looked at it.Xiang Pei thought this was Liang Zhang's characteristic, he was so stupid that he didn't know it.

Xiang Pei squatted next to Liang Zhang, helped him pick up candy, and reminded him in a low voice, "Be careful."

The figure next to him came over, Liang Zhang's mouth was parched, he wanted to drink water, but he didn't want to stand up, so he could only lick his lips to quench his thirst.

He hummed lightly, and accidentally touched Xiang Pei's fingertips, which were warm, reminding Liang Zhang of the scorched asphalt road.

"Since when did you like mints?"

Xiang Pei stared at the green mint in his hand and asked a question.

Peel off the candy wrapper with your fingers, the green mint candy is round, and you can smell the faint mint flavor, which stimulates the nerves.

Under the light, Xiang Pei's facial features are very strong, which makes Liang Zhang dizzy.He stuffed mints into Xiang Pei's mouth, and stroked Xiang Pei's lips intentionally or unintentionally with his fingertips, soft.

"Mints are your flavor." Liang Zhang stared at Xiang Pei in a daze, his eyelashes were long and curled up.

Xiang Pei pressed the tip of his tongue against the mint, and his right cheek bulged. He had never noticed the mint smell on his body.The smell of mint spread from the mouth to the nasal cavity, and the whole head seemed to be filled with the smell of mint.

Hope Mint has briefly confused Xiang Pei for a while.

"Xiang Pei, try it with me."

Liang Zhang approached Xiang Pei, the folds on his clothes touched Xiang Pei, he could not feel the temperature of Xiang Pei's skin, nor the rhythm of his heartbeat.The waiting process was more difficult than any other time in Liang Zhang's life. It was like getting on a train and driving through a never-ending tunnel.His head drifted uncontrollably, as if undergoing a slight convulsion.

In the end, Liang Zhang's eyes turned black, and he began to regret that he shouldn't be so blunt and abrupt. Even if Xiang Pei kissed him, it didn't mean he could accept being with a boy.

Xiang Pei witnessed the light in Liang Zhang's eyes slowly extinguishing, and those always bright eyes were shrinking, fleeing from his sight.

The cicadas chirping outside the window were too loud, disturbing Xiang Pei's mind.

"When did I fall in love with you?"

Turning his head to Pei, he met Liang Zhang's eyes.

I don't know when Liang Zhang became a different existence in Xiang Pei's life.When Liang Zhang helped him up from the bathroom, he saw Liang Zhang's thick black eyelashes, or Liang Zhang stuffed cold Coke into his hand, and Liang Zhang held a cake on the rooftop and sang birthday to him Happy, gave Xiang Pei the experience of his first birthday.

Xiang Pei no longer wants to tangle with his past memories, he has never been a timid person.From birth to now, he has done many rebellious things, such as growing long hair, tattoos, and doing many other things for music that are considered different in the eyes of others.It is said that people who run bands have a kind of debauchery in their bones.

So what's so strange about liking a boy now.

Liang Zhang's eyes opened wider and wider, full of incredible expressions.

"It's up to me to say this—be my boyfriend, Liang Zhang."

The author says:

Temporarily let you sweet a few chapters~~~