[Kuroko's Basketball] Real Girl

School started in Luoshan in April, and Koi went to Class B for the first year without any suspense.It is said to be the best class this year, whether it is a teacher or a student.

To be honest, Koi doesn't like this kind of class. After attending the school for a month, Koi thinks so.Her grades were originally dependent on the tutoring of Akashi and Uehara Mai. After school started, as the president of the student union and the basketball club training, he didn't have time to tutor himself. At most, he showed her his original notes.

Just looking at the notes doesn't really help.Just chasing the progress every day is worth it. Compared with the class she used to have when she was in Taiguang, all the students paid the same money to enter the school as her, this class really makes her feel a lot of pressure.

Most of the students are aiming at first-class universities such as Kyoto University and Tokyo University, and many of them are aiming to go abroad.She, a person who doesn't need to think about what to do in the future, seems a bit out of place.Koi, who is already difficult to get along with others, feels even more lonely.

A little better than before is that occasionally I meet my brother at school, he will greet her, and sometimes chat a few words to ask about her situation.At this time, Koi felt very happy. She was like a child who knew that she would get candy by doing so. Her favorite thing to do every day was to wander around the campus, looking forward to meeting her brother by chance.

In this way, there will be no sense of presence in the class.This reminds Koi of Kuroko Tetsuya.Later, my brother mentioned the people in the Generation of Miracles to her. When talking about Kuroko Tetsuya, he mentioned the problem of the other party's weak sense of existence.At that time, she still thought that no matter what, a person would not have such a weak sense of existence, right?Is there anyone around that no one else knows about?

Thinking about it now, is it similar to her current situation?

It's probably because there are so many bullies in the class, so a scumbag like her can only be in the cloud every day and doesn't know what she's doing.Because she has no friends and feels that she can’t keep up with the progress, there are more and more desertions, and this time she was assigned to the protagonist seat in the second-to-last row by the window on the left. Handheld games.

I often think that it would be nice if she was still in Teiko, at least she still has a homeroom teacher who is as close as her sister and a friend who has a complicated but still very good friend Haizaki Shougo.Occasionally in the class because of Uehara Mai, some classmates also talk to me.

But there is one thing about this class that is no different from her previous class—————

"Let me tell you! I met Akashi-sama on the road this morning!"

"Really?! Where is it?"

"I really want to meet Akashi-sama!"

The girl who spoke first raised her head with a smug look, "It's over there at the subway station, but I don't know where he came from, but I'll wait at the subway station early tomorrow, so I can still see it." !"

"Oh! Call me tomorrow, my house is not far from yours, let's go together!"

"But it's so annoying if my family doesn't go there!" The girls were talking about their elder brothers, as if adoring the prince.

That's right, my brother's popularity is still strong in Luoshan, but she is still unknown.Although no one here understands their relationship, it is still impossible for them to be unscrupulous in school.After all, her surname is also Akashi, so you can know this kind of thing after a little inquiring.

But it doesn't matter if we go to school together by tram every day, and we will separate when we arrive at the station.Originally, Akashi lived in the school, but because she still chose to live at home.

Anyway, the wish of the two of them to go to school together has come true!Koi comforted himself like this, even if he only walked a short distance.

But the more she felt Akashi's popularity, the more she felt small.This feeling was especially evident when she saw him delivering a speech at the opening ceremony.

Such emotions prompted her to want to show off her relationship with her brother, wanting him to only look at her.But deep down, she wanted to break away from the other party's control that suffocated her, such as checking her credit card.

She was always contradictory, and she couldn't figure it out herself.What is she thinking?

Before she could figure it out, one day she received a call that made Koi’s gloomy life a little more colorful——————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————— It's been a long time since I came to a friendly match and asked her if she was free to show him around Kyoto.

Naturally, she agreed, she was upset recently, Huizaki really came at the right time!But she didn't know why, but she didn't tell her brother about it.So after Akashi went to the basketball club to practice on the weekend, she also got up early and went out.

When he came to the agreed place and saw Haizaki, Koi almost mistook him!I really don’t want to admit that I know this guy—————————— “What are you doing, let me tell you!! Are you really playing basketball?! Make sure you’re not going to be a gangster or a bad boy gangster. Is it like that? Or did you go to Africa?!"

Haizaki's otherwise messy gray hair was dyed black, long and braided behind his head.She was born with a fierce face, but now with this hairstyle, it is even worse.Speaking of which... don't tell me, you really look a bit like Oguri Shun in "Hot-Blooded Low School"!

"Do you care about me?!" Haizaki didn't expect that the other party would scold him when he didn't see him for a long time, his whole face flushed and he could only stare with bluffing eyes, and said fiercely.

This time it became even more terrifying.Koi felt that this was unbearable, so he walked over a few steps and pulled Huizaki forward: "No! I can't tolerate you like this! I'm not afraid, what should I do if I scare the children? Let's go to the barber shop!"

"Obviously very handsome..."

"How handsome is it?!" Such a handsome face, if you insist on ruining it like this, what's wrong with the appreciation level of these men? !Or her brother, don't worry!How beautiful it looks!

Under the rare strength of the koi, Haizaki struggled to no avail, but was caught and went to the barber shop, where he changed his horrible hairstyle back.

Interestingly, because he didn't want to change his face, he frightened the barber brother in the barber shop.Finally, trembling, I changed it back for him, and when he left, he kept saying, "You are so handsome, young man, don't do it casually next time, it's scary!" But even darker.

After spending too much time in the barber shop, it was already afternoon when they came out, and they found a random ramen restaurant to eat their hunger, and Koi proposed to visit the nearby shrine.

Going to the festival hall, he threw a coin into the donation box and made a wish. Koi asked Haizaki what he had promised.

"You really want to say it?" Haizaki raised his eyebrows, "That's right, anyway, it's doomed to fail, so it doesn't matter if you say it."

Before the koi could react, the boy suddenly turned his head to look directly at her, and said seriously, word by word:

"Hey, actually, I've always liked you."

Koi froze for a moment, turned his head in surprise and was at a loss, "You, what are you talking about, Xiangwu, I, I..."

"Look at you! Is it so scary to be liked by me?!" Haizaki just smiled, then turned his head and looked at the rattle in front of him, "Don't worry, I know you don't mean that, so I don't ask for it." What kind of response did you get? It’s just that I’ve been holding it in for so many years, and it’s only going to break down sooner or later if I go on like this, and I’m just asking for a refreshment.”

He raised his hand and scratched his head, then turned his face and looked seriously at the koi who didn't know what to say, and continued: "There are many things in life that are worth pursuing besides love, and now I'm exhausted just playing basketball." All the energy, no time to talk about love or anything. Besides, the so-called failure in love, no matter what, God should make up for me in other places, right?

You probably don't quite understand this feeling right now.Originally, I thought that I would become successful one day, and I could confess my love to you when I was alone, and then...to be together or something.After all, I always feel that I have no skills, so why talk about those children's love.But it’s really until this day that we realize that it doesn’t matter whether we love or not. We are already at the same height, looking at the same scenery, and there is no gap, that’s enough. "

She never knew that that rebellious boy could grow into such a person in just one year, and he was much more mature than herself.In fact, how could she not understand?For her brother, why isn't she like this?I can't get what I want, the more we are together, the more we feel the gap between the two, the more lonely and tired we feel.

It turns out that it's not that they don't love each other, but that there are too many differences between the two.He bent down vigorously, and she vigorously stood on tiptoe, but her hands were farther and farther away, and she became more and more tired.

Love is not just about being together, and the prince and princess living happily together is just the end of a fairy tale.In real life, there are too many various things mixed between two people.They confirmed the relationship too hastily, because of the cause planted by her naive and naive recklessness at that time, and now they can only taste the bitter fruit by themselves.

Although my brother's desire to control is excessive, although his desire to monopolize is too strong, these problems have actually existed since a long time ago.The reason why it has become so excessive until now is probably because he also feels the distance between the two sides, and wants to use this method to prevent the two from being separated, and to prevent her from being hurt.

Akashi has always been that Akashi, and it has always been herself who needs to change.

Until now, koi have only understood this simple truth.

It's not because of her incompetence, it's just that she has too low self-esteem, never thought of changing and working hard.She just stood still, unwilling to go forward, and every time her brother came back to accommodate her.

The distance is getting bigger and bigger, she waits to feel lonely, and then complains that the other party is really tired; and the brother who is walking forward is also tired every time he returns to the same place.

In fact, she did nothing wrong at the beginning. If she really learns not to rely on the other party and learns to enrich herself, like Haizaki, how can she have time to feel lonely?How can you feel uneasy and cranky?Not to mention being unwilling to open your heart because of low self-esteem for fear of being hurt, how did you get to where you are today?

She thought it was time to have a good talk with her brother.