[Kuroko's Basketball] Real Girl

That night, Koi lay on the bed wondering and regretting.I couldn't figure out why my brother was angry, and regretted that she had done something that made him angry.

What was the cause of the disappointment in those eyes, she didn't understand at all.She just wanted to be with him, but... she didn't want to be left alone at home again.It's such a simple idea, what went wrong,

During the lodging of the Luoshan basketball club, Akashi would occasionally send emails to Koi when he was free. The content was the same as before, and they were all routine things, as if what happened that morning was just a dream she had.After all, with the way his brother left, Jinli thought that there was a conflict between the two of them.

But even if she would receive the email, she would still be alone.I have nothing to do every day, and when I go shopping, there are some strange people and strange places.The uneasiness in her heart swelled, and when she was shopping, she reflexively took out the secondary card that her brother gave her, but took it back abruptly.

Maybe brother just feels that he is so burdened by relying on the other party wholeheartedly?Yes, she has grown up too, so she must be more independent, right?There must always be some independent space between people, right?

So, let's start with this.

Koi wants to become more independent. It's not that she doesn't have money, and she can get a lot of money for contributing articles to the magazine's column. She hasn't told Akashi about this, and the card she uses is also bought before. Identity proof, so she wants to at least learn to support herself on this first, right?And how much money she spent on her brother has to be paid back, otherwise she won't open another account, she just wants to pay back to the other party in her own name, instead of taking the living expenses that her father made in her name Card.

My brother is not a father, so there is no need to treat her like this.

So as if she had finally found a target, she put on her clothes, packed up and went to the bank.After showing the proof, I hope the other party can print a copy of all the card swiping records of this credit card so far.

"Miss Akashi, I'm sorry, except for the card swiping behavior, other functions of your supplementary card must be signed by the main cardholder or have a power of attorney with a signature. Moreover, you have already printed the card a week ago. Recorded."

How can it be?Because she has to report to the school when the school starts, she has relevant identity certificates on her body, and it is logically impossible that she cannot handle it.There will be such a restriction, and it is only possible that the principal cardholder has specifically put forward such a condition.But why is there such a restriction?So the record from a week ago... is it brother?Didn't he say he wouldn't care about this card?

In the end, she didn't print the credit card record.

On the way back, she kept thinking about a question.That's why Akashi did it.And besides this incident, is it true that Akashi also has this kind of secret action in other places?

But even if there is, what can she do?Ask your brother why he did this?After knowing the truth?

Koi intuitively feels that these things should not be asked, as both he and his elder brother will only get hurt if they ask.But this incident seemed to be a seed, buried in the heart of the koi.

After another week, Akashi was not as busy as before when he came back from the camp.In the more than half a month before the start of school, he accompanied Koi to familiarize himself with the surrounding places, bought necessary daily necessities for the family, and because of his father's request, he took her back to his hometown in the countryside to meet his grandparents.

"The koi looks more and more like your mother." Because there were no outsiders, and the appearance and demeanor of the koi reminded me of an old friend, my grandmother beckoned her to come to her.

Compared with Akashi Seijuro, Koi's facial features are softer, and they look more like their mother.Every time grandma sees her, she always thinks of that woman, thinking that she was responsible for the development of the matter, so that it ended in tragedy, and she can't help but sigh.

So for this child, the grandmother has some complicated feelings in it.None of the children of the Akashi family is an elite figure, and they all have extraordinary talents in different fields.Even if there is no innate quality, it can be cultivated through high-intensity one-on-one education, and there is a big gap compared with ordinary people.

Boys can be independent outside, and girls are all famous and admired.Wherever they go, they will always receive a lot of attention, making people unable to help being envious and unattainable.

However, this child is not like that at all, as if it is the complete opposite, low to the dust.His youngest son let her go his own way and concentrated on nurturing his eldest son, with an attitude of letting her go.Even though she has always been in the same school as her brother, she is not at the same level in terms of physical fitness, character, talent, IQ, grades, and how she behaves.

It can be said that they are not children of their Akashi family.If it weren't for the fact that her looks are completely undeceiving, maybe grandma would really think so.

It stands to reason that when encountering such a descendant, grandma originally thought that she might dislike her, and she was not even willing to admit her.But when she thought of the child's mother, and thought that the reason why her youngest son did what he did was because of that woman, she had to feel sorry for the child.

I heard the old servant say that Akashi Somasa did not bring the koi to the Akasaka Imperial Land Spring Fair, so I already understood what this son meant.Grandma really didn't know how to deal with the koi, and she didn't know what else to do except for occasional material care.Probably this is the only weakness of the perfect Akashi family, right?

When it comes to feelings, there is always no way.Only those who respect each other as guests can live a long life. Like Koi and her parents, the feelings are too strong, but in the end they can only slander each other, thus separating heaven and man forever.

The so-called poor people must have something to hate.

"If your personality is more cheerful, it will be more similar. You are a little introverted, it's really not good, how can you help your brother in the future." Grandma clapped her hand and said, still a little dissatisfied in the implication.She is dissatisfied with her cowardice and pettiness, and also dissatisfied that her son has violated her ideas and is unwilling to send the koi out.But it is true, a weak temperament like koi is really not suitable for marriage.

Although I feel sorry for this child, as the head mother of a big family, as a woman who once supported the Akashi family, such feelings are just a tiny drop in the bucket.She takes a longer-term perspective and a bigger perspective.What grandma cares about is not the people of the Akashi family, but the entire Akashi family.

Koi didn't speak because she didn't know what to say.Compared with her father, she still has hope and love.And for this grandmother, she is really afraid and afraid.On the other hand, Akashi said, "I don't need it."

In fact, it's just a very normal sentence, and it also solved the problem of koi.But the speaker had no intention of the listener, and Koi, who had been a little cranky recently, only felt that the other party's tone was full of a feeling of not caring.

"Okay, okay, I know you are capable. We all know how good Seijuro is." Because the grandmother didn't know the relationship between the two brothers and sisters, she didn't have time to understand them except for the occasional contact with these children during the Chinese New Year. them.Apart from getting information through the superficial situation, she didn't know the details, so she just thought that Akashi was a little dissatisfied with her ability being questioned, so she naturally swayed towards him when she spoke.

Reminiscent of the disappointment in my brother's eyes before, my grandmother's words seemed to prove the disdain in what he just said in disguise.Is it because of her incompetence?That's why?She didn't realize that she was once again caught in the same endless loop as when she was in junior high school.

It's not that she is incompetent, Akashi has never disliked her.However, she impulsively broke through the barrier in middle school, and the two seemed to be together naturally.But the problem has not been resolved, and she still has doubts and fears, even to the point where she is about to have doubts about this love.

The real crux is Koi's inferiority complex.

This kind of inferiority complex caused the distance between the two, caused her dependence, and caused mutual exhaustion.

It's like Qingfeng is worried that no one can be his opponent, and his opponent is worried about his doomed failure————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————— The more irritable and uneasy I feel, in the end, I will either go beyond such a barrier to see a wider sky, or get stuck at the bottleneck and give up on myself.

They didn't stay at the main house for long, and neither of them liked this place, so even if grandma asked repeatedly that night, Akashi didn't accept the invitation to stay.

On the way back she was very silent, just like at Ben's house.Seeing the koi like this, Akashi felt tired again after dealing with his grandmother.No matter what he did, she was always unwilling to fully open her heart to him.

After all, what should be done to make the other party happy?Shouldn't it be good to stop holding her?

No, he can't.That would hurt her. He couldn't control the surrounding situation, so he could only control the koi.In order to ensure that the other party is safe and stable until he can grasp the situation, and there is no need to make a business trip.

Akashi Seijuro, like his father Akashi Somasa, never said or explained much about what he was going to do.He felt it was right, so he did it directly with strong motivation, which fully complied with the phrase 'quick and decisive' in his motto.

It is precisely because of this, that Koi, who always thinks too much because of low self-esteem, has no way to pay attention to his painstaking efforts, and instead has a huge misunderstanding.

Both of them are the type who can't speak, one is walking forward, the other is waiting on the spot.

As the problem grows bigger and bigger, there is only one opportunity before it can break.

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