goodbye sunny day

Jia Yibing reacted quickly, stood up and greeted him.Si Jie held the door frame and took a slow breath, keeping his eyes on the person on the bed.Seeing Jia Yibing approaching, he raised his hand and patted his shoulder.

"How is he?"

Jia Yibing looked back at Qin Tian, ​​and now he finally reacted, covering his head with a quilt and making an ostrich shape.

"I just woke up, and I'm fine for now."

Seeing Qin Tian silently hiding his head in the quilt, Si Jie thought to himself that this person still has the energy to feel ashamed, so he is probably fine, and after listening to Jia Yibing's words, his hanging heart finally fell land.

"Could you please go out for a while? I want to talk to him."

Jia Yibing nodded: "It's getting late, don't chat for too long, he's still weak."

Qin Tian pricked up his ears under the quilt and listened. The "click" sound of Jia Yibing closing the door was like a switch, and his whole body tensed up with tension.There were only two people left in the room, and the air seemed to be condensed.Qin Tian didn't expect Si Jie to get the news so soon, and he didn't expect him to kill him so directly. He had mixed feelings in his heart. While he was happy that the other party still cared about him, he couldn't help feeling sad that the two met again. In such a situation, I couldn't find a suitable expression to face for a while, so I had to learn from the ostrich to escape from reality.

"It's because I didn't take good care of you." Si Jie's deep voice sounded very clear in the quiet single room, "Mr. Brown told me about your mother's deterioration and what happened on the day your mother passed away .”

"sorry."

Qin Tian, ​​who was still thinking wildly at first, was taken aback when he heard the sudden apology, then his nose soured, and tears rolled down his cheeks silently.He still remembered the cold war between the two of them because of Xia Yixing. At that time, it was almost impossible for Young Master Si to bow his head.

"I didn't expect my dad to contact your parents. I originally thought that I would have plenty of time to chase you back after I got my dad settled." Scie paused, then continued, "But now I finally got my dad dealt with." , let him agree to stop interfering with my feelings, but he can't chase you back."

In the past two months, Qin Tian had almost retreated and was filming on the set. In addition, he tried his best to avoid all kinds of entertainment news. He was afraid of accidentally seeing Si Jie and Xia Yixing appearing in front of the media, so he missed a lot of news.For example, the stock price of Zhengde Films suddenly plummeted after the daily limit lasted for more than ten weeks. Another example is that Zhengde Films’ year-end financial statements involved falsification of earnings, which made the stock price worse, and the market value evaporated tens of billions in just two weeks.

Qin Tian almost thought that he heard it wrong, he had already broken up with him, Si Jie didn't need to compete with Si De anymore, why did he still...

Seemingly aware of the surprise of the people under the quilt, Si Jie suddenly hugged the quilt, which Qin Tian regarded as a talisman, together with the person under the quilt, and moved his head closer to comfort him: "It's my fault. , wishful thinking that as long as my family does not object, you will be by my side, but you did not expect such a thing to happen, you must be very helpless at that time, if I can be by your side, you will not be so hard."

When Lu Ming told him the news of Qin Tian's suicide, his heart almost stopped beating. No matter what, he couldn't imagine that the big boy who was brighter than the sun would commit suicide.He contacted Mr. Brown who used to be Su Tian's attending physician.If a person like Qin Tian hadn't encountered a great change, he would never do such a negative thing as suicide. Something must have happened, and he ignored it!On the way to the airport, those things that he didn’t know were revealed one by one from Mr. Brown’s mouth. Si Jie, who was obviously sitting in an air-conditioned car, still had a thin layer of sweat on his back and lived for 30 years. He felt scared for the first time.He hugged Qin Tian tightly in his arms, deeply afraid that this person would disappear if he let go.

Qin Tian let the generous chest cover his body, even through the quilt, he could feel the warmth from the joints. The two of them just cuddled tightly, as if everything in the world had nothing to do with them.The world is safe and secure, and it is worthy of Tathagata and worthy of Qing.There is family affection on the one hand, and love on the other. Before he even had time to fully feel the touch from Si Jie, Qin Tian was shrouded in despair that followed.He closed his eyes in a farewell gesture, greedily absorbing Si Jie's body temperature, but he could only force himself to respond to the other party with the most indifferent words, and now he can't look back, even if his heart is broken, he will do it against his will.

I don't know how long it took, but when Si Jie almost thought that Qin Tian had fallen asleep, the person in his arms suddenly said, "You don't have to blame yourself, it's all in the past, not to mention, we have already broken up." Every word is like a knife, hurting others and hurting oneself.

Si Jie visibly froze when he heard the words, and smiled wryly.Ever since the time he met Qin Shouzheng at the airport, he had noticed that the other party had obvious hostility towards him. At that time, he only thought that Professor Qin blamed him for causing Qin Tian to suffer, but he never thought that there was a story behind it.Now that the truth is revealed, he actually understands Qin Shouzheng's mentality, and also understands Qin Tian's dilemma.

"Qin Tian, ​​do you know? I made a bet with myself on the way here."

"What bet?"

"I don't want to force you to make a choice between me and your dad." Si Jie tightened his arms and moved closer: "Tomorrow I will take the plane back to City B at [-] am. If the plane takes off, you still If you don’t want to come back to me, I will respect your wishes and choose to give you up.”

Qin Tian's throat tightened, and there was a sudden void behind him, the warm chest was gone, he opened his mouth and bit his hand, trying to hold back tears.

Si Jie got up and walked to the door, there was no point in staying any longer.He secretly laughed at himself thinking that he had been rushing over all the time, but in the end he could only hear his voice but not see him.Even so, at least Qin Tianren is still alive, that is a good thing.Before he left, he still felt reluctant to part with him, so Si Jie couldn't help but turned around and took a last look at the figure on the bed.

"Whether I'm here or not in the future, you have to take care of yourself and don't make people who care about you sad, you know."

"kindness."

"I am leaving."

"kindness."

"Are you okay?" When the nurse came to deliver the medicine to Qin Tian early the next morning, he saw a thick blue shadow under his eyes, staring blankly at the ceiling.

Qin Tian stayed up all night, his voice was hoarse: "What time is it?"

"It's nine o'clock."

Si Jie's plane took off, and since then, the two have had nothing to do with each other.Qin Tian silently closed his eyes and let himself fall into darkness.

At noon, Jia Yibing came to help him go through the discharge procedures. Qin Tian didn't have any luggage, so he packed it up quickly. He was so numb that he followed Jia Yibing and walked out. When he passed through the corridor of the inpatient department, two nurses were talking and laughing from them. pass by.

"Hey, did you read the headlines in the morning? Xia Yixing and Si Jie actually broke off their engagement."

"After looking at it, the two of them were originally married. Most likely they didn't have any feelings for each other. It's just a pity that the engagement ceremony back then was a sensation."

"It's just..."

The two danced and gossiped, and walked away after a while.

Jia Yibing looked back at Qin Tian who was still in a daze, and urged, "Let's go."

Three years later.

"Qin Tian, ​​you haven't woken up yet? Danny's birthday party is about to begin!" Jia Yibing's serial calls woke Qin Tian up from his sleep.He sat on the bed and reacted for more than ten seconds before he realized that today is Danny's birthday, and he promised Jia Yibing and Tracy that he would attend.He picked up his phone and saw that it was already past twelve noon, so he hurriedly got up to wash up and rushed all the way to Tracy's house, luckily it wasn't too late.

"Uncle Qin!" Danny rushed over enthusiastically as soon as he saw him, shouting in substandard Mandarin.

"Happy birthday, little Danny!" Smiling, Qin Tian took out the gift he had prepared and handed it over, smoothing the chubby little hair.

"Why are you here so late?" Tracy also came over after hearing the sound, holding a plate of fruit salad in her hand.

Qin Tian scratched his head in embarrassment and said, "Last night, I was busy with my graduation project. I changed several times and my tutor was not satisfied. I stayed up all night."

"Your mentor is really strict." Tracy glanced at her mouth, "But you should also pay attention to your body, the depression that the doctor explained may recur when the psychological pressure is too great."

"Let's put it down, I have a sense of proportion." Qin Tian smiled back.

When the news of his suicide was released by the hospital staff, it immediately caused an uproar in the entire entertainment circle. The gossip said that he was trapped by love, and it was widely spread. In the following months, the depression caused by long-term worries was up and down. , Qin Tian finally announced his decision to quit the entertainment circle to the media and many fans at the birthday party.At the end of that year, he had two blockbuster films "Onitsuka Sword" and "Family Gate" released. It was supposed to be a good time for a comeback, but his stardom came to an abrupt end. Many people in the circle still talk about it with embarrassment. endlessly.In the blink of an eye, these things were all three years ago, and those who disturbed and finally fell into the torrent of time were forgotten by people.Later, Qin Tian came to the United States for peace of mind and treatment, and then stayed to study art. He also said that he wanted to study art when he was joking before, but he did not expect it to become a reality.Sometimes Qin Tian recalled that if he had died at that time, he would not have had this experience. It is a pity that the unpredictability of life is mostly due to this.Qin Shouzheng's relationship with his son has gradually eased in the past three years. Since Qin Tian's illness, he has been reflecting on it, but he always feels that the United States is a sad place and he does not want to come back. Fortunately, Jia Yibing also came to the United States to settle down two years ago. And married Tracy, so Qin Tian is not alone.

After Danny's birthday party was over, it was already evening, and the sky was full of burning clouds, which were particularly red.Qin Tian turned on his phone and found an unread text message from Rui Feng.

"I will wait for you at your school's Manhattan campus early tomorrow morning."

Ever since he decided to learn fine art, Qin Tian has gradually alienated from his former colleagues in the entertainment industry. Except for Wei Wei and Shen Siyuan who still contact him from time to time, the others have very little contact. Instead, they have more common topics with Rui Feng. When he came to the United States for an exchange visit, the two quickly made an appointment.