no fun

Yan Shaoxing smiled indifferently. He knew that his ability to bear was very strong, even stronger than that of this powerful man. Maybe some people have a long time to accept rebirth, but he soon thought opened.

He hugged the man back and comforted him, "I believe you are real."

"I'm already 29 years old." Mai Yantong's eyes were red, and he hugged the person in his arms tightly, "I knew you when I was 4 years old, and I knew I fell in love with you when I was 16 years old. I have loved you for 13 years " Mai Yantong's voice became deeper and deeper, "I don't know how many 13 years I have left to like you."

A warm current slowly gushed out from the bottom of Yan Shaoxing's heart until his whole body was filled with warmth, his eyes were wet, but he said with a smile: "I will like you for 13 years, You like me together." Yan Shaoxing didn't ask Mai Yantong why he liked him for so long, 13 years, longer than he imagined.

"After you lost your memory at the age of eight, I haven't had much contact with you." Mai Yantong seemed to be lost in memories, "But I have been observing you secretly."

Mai Yantong hesitated for a moment, and seemed to feel that the word 'secret observation' was not a good use, so he changed his words and said: "I paid attention to you secretly. When I was 16 years old, I realized that I liked you because of certain things, and this is what I told you. father found out."

Yan Shaoxing was taken aback for a moment, as if he didn't think that Mai Yantong had experienced these things before. He understood that Mai Yantong said these things, but he didn't want him to feel that he was hiding something from himself. Okay, he didn't wish he knew these things at all.

"My father was very angry when he found out." Mai Yantong was sorting out his words, trying to figure out what he should say, "Maybe it's because he never got your father's heart, he stopped me from seeing you, Later, even I couldn’t figure out why, he let me enter the entertainment circle, and the condition I proposed was to leave Mai Zhai and everyone in Mai Zhai after ten years.”

Yan Shaoxing was a little distressed, he didn't know how to comfort this person, and he was afraid that he would hurt his self-esteem by saying the wrong thing, so he just gave him a favor and let him continue talking.

"Later, I kept bringing the actor home, which was also his request. He seemed to have fallen into a deep demon, and wrote the story of him and your father into a script, and wanted to find someone to perform it, as if he wanted to reproduce the scene at that time. situation, but he will never be able to get rid of his demons."

When Mai Yantong thought of Mai Zhilian, most of it was hatred. He hated this so-called biological father who gave him life but never allowed him to get the care he deserved.But sometimes I feel pitiful for him, who spends his whole life thinking about it, but in the end he thinks he is in love with someone, but he will never get his heart, and he falls into deep annoyance and endless pain.

Mai Yantong once wondered over and over again why Mai Zhilian's heart was finally received by Dou's father, but he just thought that for a person like Mai Zhilian, what he can't get is the best.

"In the script written by Mai Zhilian himself, there may be what happened between your father and him back then. But even I can't find all the scripts." Mai Yantong only knows the scenes that Mai Zhilian asked them to act , most of these scenes are repeated, full of quarrels between the two, and these scenes seem to linger in Mai Zhilian's mind.

"When you died." Mai Yantong paused, and continued: "I can't believe that you will leave my world, and then I met Yan Shaoxing, who was similar to your original habits, and slowly you revealed A few flaws, I found that I don’t know why, you are Dou Tiancheng, those deep-rooted feelings will not deceive me.”

Yan Shaoxing was shocked. He didn't know under what circumstances he would use the word "deep to the bone marrow", and he didn't know under what circumstances a person could recognize him with just a few subtle habits. , will no longer be someone else.

"I'm very grateful. No matter what the reason, you came back to me again. I will never allow you to be lost again." Mai Yantong said in a hoarse voice, suppressing his emotions. He felt that saying these things was enough, he I don't want Yan Shaoxing to show a sad expression because of his past.

Yan Shaoxing stuffed himself into Mai Yantong's arms, felt Mai Yantong's emotions, and whispered, "Let's do it."

Mai Yantong held Yan Shaoxing's hand tremblingly. He didn't know how to speak, but he still said, "Are you really ready?" Shao Xing, and he was afraid that his irresistible desire would scare this person away.

Yan Shaoxing nodded cautiously, feeling that there was no better decision than this at the moment.His anxiety about the future disappeared all of a sudden, and he felt that no one in his life could touch his heart except this person in front of him.

Yan Shaoxing unbuttoned his pajamas silently, but Mai Yantong grabbed his hand and said, "Let me do it."

Mai Yantong pressed Yan Shaoxing under him all at once, and kissed him from the forehead, to the tip of the brow, to the bridge of the nose, rubbing his lips bit by bit.

But he slowly untied his pajamas, "It's the first time you understand that falling in love with a man will make you feel very scared? Even if you know that it may be your love for idols, but in some cases you understand your feelings and love for idols. Different love, this kind of feeling is enough to destroy a person's life."

Yan Shaoxing fell into Mai Yantong's kiss and couldn't extricate himself. He felt his lips move down slowly, and said, "I don't regret it."

This sentence is enough, Mai Yantong feels that this sentence can offset all his past experiences, those bad experiences, and good ones, even if the good ones are only for a moment in his life.

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Yan Shaoxing felt sore all over his body when he woke up, because Mai Yantong had already cleaned him up, so he didn't feel the greasy and uncomfortable feeling.

Mai Yantong woke up a long time ago, and sat on the bed with a notebook to deal with official business. When Yan Shaoxing woke up, he put the notebook on the bedside table, leaned down and kissed Yan Shaoxing.

Yan Shaoxing was filled with the smell of peppermint in his mouth. After kissing for a while, Mai Yantong let go of him, lay down beside him, touched his forehead, and said apologetically, "Last night you were For the first time, I was so unrestrained, why are you uncomfortable?"

Yan Shaoxing's face flushed, thinking about what happened last night, he felt a little embarrassed, his entire voice went hoarse, he still held back the pain in his throat and said, "It's just a little sore."

Mai Yantong stretched out his hand to rub the sore part for him, leaned in front of Yan Shaoxing, and said with a smile, "How did you feel last night?"

Yan Shaoxing blushed almost to the point of bleeding. He looked at Mai Yantong's smile and was unconsciously attracted to him, but remembering what happened last night, he didn't dare to look him in the eye, and said, "It's okay."

Mai Yantong didn't move his hands straight, but he moved closer to Yan Shaoxing's face, stole another kiss, and asked with a smile, "Is it all right?"

Yan Shaoxing was afraid that Mai Yantong would say something that would make him feel even more embarrassed, so he turned his face away, not wanting to answer this question.But when he closed his eyes, it was full of that person's heavy breathing last night, and the force he couldn't bear.After doing it once, Mai Yantong pressed him to do it again, he couldn't help begging a bit, in exchange for the man's stronger strength, he had to give up on himself.

He felt as if he was trapped in a narrow and closed space, with nowhere to escape. He kept retreating and bumping into the hard metal plate, but only got more powerful impacts.He was firmly locked by this person and could no longer escape. This was the only feeling he had at the time, and this feeling was deeply engraved in his mind by Mai Yantong's penetrating time and time again.

Mai Yantong saw that Shao Xing turned his face away, afraid that he would tease him too much, so he quickly stopped him in his arms, and said with a smile: "I have done everything, why are you so embarrassed. Be a man now, You need to be thick-skinned, you are so thin-skinned, how do you act? How do you grab the role?"

Yan Shaoxing was rendered speechless by what he said, so he couldn't help but bumped him with his elbow, and said, "Your male god image will be ruined."

"I wake up every morning with no makeup, am I still a god in your eyes?" Mai Yantong raised his eyebrows and glanced at him.

"Suyan, are you handsome too?" Yan Shaoxing said indignantly, "I'm ugly when I don't have makeup in the morning, okay? You still kiss me every time without waiting for me to brush my teeth."

"Not ugly, you are not ugly at all." Mai Yantong quickly caught the key words in Yan Shaoxing's words, and asked: "Are you afraid of leaving a bad impression in my heart, so you have to swipe your phone in the morning? Good teeth, wash your face and arrange your hair before you let me kiss you?"

Yan Shaoxing was poked at the sore spot with his foot, and wanted to blow his hair, but he insisted on pretending to be nonchalant, and said, "That's not the case, I just feel bad."

Seeing him blowing hair, Mai Yantong seemed to have never seen him like this before, smiled, and said: "We will spend a lot of time together in the future, we will get used to each other, and we will see each other the most When he was embarrassed." Mai Yantong restrained his words, and with Yan Shaoxing, he would never be embarrassed again, and the most embarrassed time was when he knew that he had lost this person.

"Move to our house." Mai Yantong couldn't help but said, "Here, we might disturb Yu Mo."