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"I don't want to be an orphan." A trace of loneliness flashed in Yan Shaoxing's eyes. He looked at the passing vehicles outside the car window, the bright street lights, and the buildings hidden in the night not far away. Now that he thought about it, he Already indifferent.

There are many things that he can't choose. In fact, he is very grateful to be able to live with the guard of Mai's house. They are like a big family, and Lang is the head of the big family.

Many things are just like Lang Zheng taught him, complaining about others, but things are still the same, neither the best nor the worst, just accept it calmly.

Scenes of Lang Zheng teaching him martial arts flashed through Yan Shaoxing's mind. Since he was a child, Lang Zheng had always assumed the role of his father. Every time Yan Shaoxing got into trouble, it was this stalwart man who blocked him. resolved in front of you.After Yan Shaoxing was reborn, he wanted to tell Lang Zheng about his rebirth more than once, but Yan Shaoxing thought about it a lot, thinking about Lang Zheng's care for him all these years, he couldn't bear the kindness, He always seems to be just a troublesome kid hiding behind Lang Zheng.

Yan Shaoxing couldn't even imagine that without Lang by his side, would he be able to take care of himself? Facts have proved that he can live well by himself, and perhaps withdrawing from Lang Zheng's life, Lang Zheng would lose a lot of responsibilities.

Yan Shaoxing is very content and has no long-term plans. He knows that looking at things optimistically may make things develop for the better.He looked at the people beside him. Mai Yantong was different. He thought too much, was far-sighted, and would be entangled in troubles. Everything that happened in the past made him calm and responsible.And this is what Yan Shaoxing wants to be.

Mai Yantong didn't know that Yan Shaoxing's thoughts turned for a few times, and when he mentioned it, he asked the question he had always wanted to ask: "Do you hate your father?"

"Hate?" Yan Shaoxing repeated softly, "That happened a long time ago, not to mention that I lost my memory, Lang Zheng told me these, it sounds like someone else's story." Hate Everything was from a long time ago. For this father who can't even remember his appearance, he only has one photo, and he only has a feeling of alienation and indifference.

Mai Yantong didn't speak any more, and frowned slightly, as if troubled by some problems again.He parked the car in the garage, and the two took the elevator to the fifth floor. It was already late at night, and Yu Mo had already fallen asleep.

Yan Shaoxing and the two washed up and lay on the bed. Mai Yantong asked a little nervously: "Then do you hate the person who caused all this?"

Yan Shaoxing had doubts in his heart, and asked, "Who caused all this?"

Mai Yantong knew that he had made a slip of the tongue, and didn't know whether he should tell Yan Shaoxing about it. After hesitating for a long time, he looked at Yan Shaoxing's questioning eyes, and after a little thought, he said, "Actually, all of this has something to do with Mai Zhilian. .”

Yan Shaoxing frowned deeply, thinking about what all this would have to do with Mai Zhilian.

Thinking of Mai Zhilian, Mai Yantong suddenly sneered, and of course he had to tell Yan Shaoxing about these things, otherwise he would live in deceit and lies all his life, while the person who should really bear all these things lived a good life.He believed in Yan Shaoxing's ability to bear, what's more, it was always better to know than not to know.

"I'm the illegitimate son of the Mai family. You can see how chaotic Mai Zhilian's private life is. Back then, Mai Zhilian fell in love with your father and used some means to force your father to agree, and your father has always had his own pursuit. Want to enter the entertainment industry. Mai Zhilian used you as a threat. Your father didn’t like Mai Zhilian’s oppression at the time, so he had no choice but to leave Mai’s house. Later, your father’s death was completely buried and no one knew about it. Why did he die?" Mai Yantong said while observing his expression, seeing that he was only frowning, and then said everything.

Of course, Yan Shaoxing understood that Mai Yantong imperceptibly said that his father's death was linked to Mai Zhilian, even if it didn't directly lead to his father's death, but there was some connection. Yan Shaoxing also had doubts in his heart: "Lang Zheng just told me that my father put me in Mai Zhai for foster care in order to enter the entertainment industry, and later died of unknown reasons, and even the police couldn't find out the reason. To be honest, I have many doubts in my heart. That is, my father left Mai Zhai to enter the entertainment industry when I was five years old, and died when I was eight years old. During these three years, there should be film and television works left, but the strange thing is that I have used various methods to find There is no trace left by my father."

Yan Shaoxing huddled in Mai Yantong's arms. In the dark night, his eyes were wide open, but he could only see Mai Yantong's bare chest muscles. He felt a kind of peace of mind, and then told Mai Yantong that he never Not telling anyone: "The second point is the issue of police evidence collection. I found the information left by the police at that time, which recorded in detail the time, place and surrounding environment of my father's death. It was defined as an accident because of drunkenness, but I don't know why, I always feel that things are not that simple."

Yan Shaoxing paused, and said in a tone full of confusion: "What really puzzled me was my memory loss. I was eight years old at the time, and Lang Zheng told me that it was because my father's death caused too much stimulation to me. , and I asked other people, and they said the same thing. But I think that at the age of eight, my mind should be mature enough, and I should not be the kind of person who will lose memory if too much stimulation is received. "

These confusions have troubled him for a long time, but now he said it to Mai Yantong, which made him feel more relaxed. He knew that Mai Yantong could not answer these questions, but he still felt that the big burden in his heart was much lighter .

Mai Yantong has always been troubled by the first two questions, but he has been unable to find a breakthrough point in these years, as if everything has been erased by Mai Zhilian, but he knows that there will always be loopholes in things, and He has been unable to find this loophole.

As for the third point Shao Xing said, he never noticed that he did not personally witness the process of Yan Shaoxing's amnesia, so who misled the idea of ​​amnesia caused by his father's death?

Mai Yantong tried his best to think back to that time, when the news of Dou's father's death came, the news of Dou Tiancheng's coma also came, and it was accompanied by the news that a child was so stimulated that he fainted from crying.Later, when he came out of the hospital, everyone knew that Dou Tiancheng had lost his memory, but Mai Yantong didn't see it with his own eyes, and only heard it from other people's mouths. It seems that there is another mystery behind it.

"I can't answer these three questions now, but I will try my best to find the truth." Mai Yantong said seriously, "If your father entered the entertainment industry, I don't believe that there will be no trace left. In the entertainment circle, you should be careful when you see people with wrong expressions, your body and face are very similar to your father's."

When Yan Shaoxing first entered this body, he didn't have this feeling. Later, after his eyebrows and eyes grew, Yan Shaoxing realized that this boy was more and more like his father, even as if he was carved out of a mold.But the original Dou Tiancheng was slightly different from his father.

Yan Shaoxing's desire to know the truth of the problem has faded a lot. He knows that someone deliberately concealed the truth back then, and his method is quite perfect, so it is really difficult for him to find clues.

But Mai Yantong remembered something, and asked: "Did you have any scars on your head? It may be the sequelae caused by the violent impact." Thinking of this, Mai Yantong's face changed. It's equivalent to deliberate murder. If a child's strength is not well controlled, it may lead to brain death.

Yan Shaoxing thought for a while and said, "No, I don't usually have headaches or anything."

"Maybe it's hypnosis or something, I'll take you to see it when I have time." Mai Yantong stroked Yan Shaoxing's head, with a consoling meaning.

"Hypnosis may be to seal the memory. As for where it is sealed, no one has been able to research it so far. Maybe it is on the dead body." Yan Shaoxing couldn't help but have a big brain.

"Your body has been cremated, and your father's body has also been cremated, but the police did not find any abnormalities, and we could not find any abnormalities." But Mai Yantong suspected that the forensic doctor might have done False evidence, when he wanted to find the forensic doctor, he was told that the forensic doctor had died, so it was difficult to continue the investigation.

"This feeling is really strange. I am still alive, but I am told that my body is dead, and the memory of death is still clearly in my mind." Yan Shaoxing's tone was very flat.

But Mai Yantong's complexion changed, and he hugged the person in his arms tightly. Hearing these words, he felt a little flustered in his heart, and said, "Go for a full-body examination when you have time."

Yan Shaoxing felt a strong force restraining him, knowing that Mai Yantong was worried about him, and comforted him: "It doesn't matter, no matter what, I have already made money. If I change back to Dou Tiancheng, who was still the guard at the beginning, I may be in trouble for the rest of my life." Won't take a step, you may never know that I like you, maybe even if I know you like me, I dare not be with you. So sometimes, I think, am I dead, and this It was just a dream I had, or I actually turned into a vegetable, these are all my imagination."

Because of this, Mai Yantong's eyes turned red all of a sudden, and said in a hoarse voice: "You are still alive, you are still alive, I am real, you have to believe me."