We who can't be heroes [Comprehensive]

With Yoshino's help, Sakuya successfully moved her things back to the dormitory.

After putting down the things, Yoshino wiped his sweat, glanced at the things Sakuya bought, and said with black lines all over her head, "Nanase, you really bought a lot of snacks." After flipping through, she felt again, saying Snacks seemed inaccurate. After all, things like instant noodles and bread accounted for the majority, so she changed her mouth, "A lot of food."

Sakuya said helplessly: "I get hungry easily, what can I do?" Since entering Scepter4, she seems to use her personality more times than before, and she can't sleep until she is full every night.Once, because I was too tired, I fell asleep on the bed after returning, but I still woke up hungry in the middle of the night, and got up miserably to find something to eat.

Yoshino looked at Sakuya enviously: "Nanase, your physique is too enviable, no matter how much you eat, you won't gain weight. I always feel that you are thinner than when you first joined the job."

Sakuya covered his face: "Maybe work makes people lose weight. Hey. By the way, do you want to eat something? I have newly bought desserts, and there is still ice cream in the refrigerator. As a thank you for helping me bring things up, I ask Do you want to eat?" As she spoke, she carried her things into the kitchen, "Would you like to stay for dinner by the way?" Every female dormitory in Scepter4 has a kitchen, so you can cook in your own dormitory without going to the public kitchen. .She said, "I don't know what time the deputy chief will get off work today."

Yoshino said with a smile: "I won't spend time with you, I have an appointment at night, I came back to change clothes and left. As for Miss Awashima, I know she seems to be out for a meeting today, and I don't know when she will come back."

"That's it—" Sakuya approached Yoshino with a smirk, "Is it a boy? Going to a friendship?"

"No, no, it's just a party with friends!" Yoshino blushed instantly, "Nanase, you are really good!"

Seeing Yoshino's reaction, Sakuya knew that even if it was a party, it should be a party of a fellowship nature.She nodded, intentionally elongated her voice, and said meaningfully: "Oh——I see~"

"Nase!"

"Sorry, sorry, hahaha." Sakuya laughed, "Because Yoshino is so cute, I couldn't help but tease him."

Yoshino pretended to be angry and said, "No matter how you say it, I'm a Scepter4 senior who is older than Nanase, how could you play tricks on me like this!"

Sakuya tilted her head: "Well——because Yoshino-senpai is very cute~ he is the cute type among big sisters." She belongs to the same type as Chimoto from the animal shelter.

Yoshino suddenly couldn't laugh or cry: "Nanase, you really like big sister. Do you like big sister more than looking for a boyfriend?"

"Yeah," Sakuya walked to her bed, picked up the plush dolphin on the bed and rubbed it vigorously, "After all, people in this materialistic society are indifferent, and only the big sister's embrace still has a trace of warmth."

Confusion was written on Yoshino's face, and she scratched her short hair: "I feel like you special agents are all strange people." Inadvertently glanced at the clock hanging on the wall, Yoshino screamed, "Wow Ah——I can't tell you anymore, I have to hurry up, or I'll be late." She shouted as she ran outside, "I wish you and all your big sisters a speedy HE! Bye—"

"Goodbye——" Sakuya waved at Yoshino's back, then fell down on the bed, burying his face in the soft body of the dolphin.

"My own sister is enough for me, if I can," she murmured.

It would be nice if my sister could come back.

I don't know if it's because of being tired all day, after returning to her bed, Sakuya suddenly relaxed, exhaustion also swept over.She hugged the dolphin's pillow and curled up on the bed, and fell asleep without knowing it.

But she did not sleep deeply.

The spirit is in a state of light sleep, but she still has a lot of dreams.In the dream, when she was a child, she was held by her sister to run on the grass in the garden at home, and her sister gently reminded her not to fall.After running tired, two little girls are sitting on the green lawn

.She looked at her sister helplessly, watching her slender and white fingers nimbly weave the flowers together, and finally turned into a beautiful wreath, which was worn on her head.

The elder sister looked at her with a smile, and her voice was soft: "Our Sakuya is so cute."

Sakiya thought about it, took off the wreath and put it on her sister's head.Her small voice is still immature, but she has a firm determination: "Sister, will you be Sakuya's princess? Sakuya can protect her sister, and Sakuya will become a hero."

"Okay," my sister held Xiao Sakuya's face. The two looked almost exactly the same, but the sister's pupils were lighter and looked more gentle. "Sakuya will become the best hero to protect my sister."

In the dream, Sakuya also saw many other pictures, all related to her sister, but the pictures switched too fast, she couldn't remember what she dreamed about.In the end, she saw her sister melt into the huge halo little by little, but she couldn't move as if she was stuck in a quagmire. She could only watch her sister disappear helplessly.

"Sister! Sister—"

"... Nanase, Nanase? Wake up, are you alright?"

Waking up suddenly from the dream, Sakuya heard someone calling his name.After she gradually woke up, the voice also became clear.Opening his eyes with difficulty, what came into view was Awashima's anxious face.Seeing Sakuya waking up, she finally breathed a sigh of relief: "Great, you're awake."

"Hmm, deputy chief?" Sakuya rubbed his eyes and asked in a daze, "Why are you here?"

Awashima regained his composure, and his voice was as flat as ever: "I came back from work and saw the door of your room was open, so I came in." She wanted to ask how Sakuya's vacation was today, but she stood at the door After knocking on the door, Sakuya didn't hear a response, so she came in directly, but saw Sakuya lying on the bed and fell asleep, but her expression was very painful, as if she was trapped by a nightmare.She was a little worried, so she woke up Sakuya.

Staring at Sakuya, Awashima frowned and said, "You sweat a lot."

"Yeah." Sakuya raised his arm and wiped his forehead.Not only on her forehead, but also on her body, she was sweating a lot. It was obviously not summer yet, and she had the windows open, so the wind kept blowing in from outside.

Sitting down beside Sakuya's bed, Awashima asked with concern, "Did you have a nightmare?" She took Sakuya's hand and comforted softly, "It's okay, it's all a dream." Sakuya gradually calmed down, The expression also eased a lot.Staring at Sakuya's expression, Awashima tentatively asked, "Did you dream about your sister?"

With lowered eyes, Sakuya nodded: "Yes."

"I've never heard you say that." Awashima said rather unexpectedly.She, Sakuya and Yoshino will have private gatherings between some girls, and the topics are ever-changing. Awashima thought about it carefully, and Sakuya never mentioned her family, nor did she say that she had a sister.Not long ago, I met Sakuya's father outside the village, making her guess that she should have a bad relationship with her father.But it would be a little strange not to mention my sister.According to how much Sakuya likes her big sister, she should be a crazy sister.But don't mention it, she didn't even mention it, which is very strange.

Sakuya pursed her lips, then took a deep breath, but it looked very difficult.She opened her mouth and replied in a dry voice: "Because, sister, she is no longer here."

"Not here anymore?" Awashima opened his eyes wide in surprise, then calmed down again, "Is your sister... did something happen?"

"When we were young, we were kidnapped. My sister was taken away by the kidnappers in order to save me." Sakuya hugged her knees and huddled up on the bed, "Then the police came and so did the hero, but no one found my sister. Everyone said that my sister is dead, and my...mom and dad also acquiesced to this fact." Her vision became blurred, and her voice became choked up, "I'm so useless, sister, she has no personality, and neither is she. A supernatural person, she is just the most ordinary person. I obviously have a personality, not only did I fail to save my sister, but was also protected by her... I said I would be her hero, but the fact is that I can't be a hero at all... What am I? Will not work……"

"It's not your fault." Awashima stretched out his arms, hugged Sakuya in his arms and comforted softly,

"At that time, you were just a child. It was normal to be afraid, fearful, and helpless. Your sister is very brave. She protects you because she loves you. And, now you are very You are an outstanding person, and it's not that you can't do anything, and I think your sister will be proud of you."

Sakuya didn't speak, just kept crying.Awashima didn't speak either. She felt that Sakuya should not be crying just because of her sister.She joined Scepter4 right after graduation, and the heavy workload should have brought her a lot of pressure. Scepter4 is a place where elites gather, especially the spy team. Although there are a few people who are usually a little out of touch and unreliable in private, but when it comes to work-related matters, no one will relax. This also makes Saki Night has more pressure.The accumulation of these things made her cry like this.

"Telling that I can't do anything, saying that I just want to be a salted fish, but I complete the work perfectly, Nanase, you are such a person." Awashima said with a smile.

Sakuya choked and said, "Because I don't want to let the people around me down..." She had already let her sister down before, and she didn't even have a chance to prove to her sister that she would never let her down again.

Awashima tentatively asked, "Are your parents?"

Sakuya pursed her lips and said, "No."

"Did you have a bad relationship with your parents because of your sister?" Awashima asked again, "Your father came to see you before, but you happened to go to Yokohama that day."

Sakuya nodded: "I know, Senior Benzai told me. The relationship between me and my parents... is a bit complicated."

Seeing that Sakuya didn't want to mention it, Awashima didn't mention it again.She touched Sakuya's head, and after feeling that she had gradually stopped crying, she asked, "Does it feel better after crying?"

"Hmm." Sakuya's eyes and nose were red from crying, she came out of Awashima's arms, saw that the other's chest was wet, and immediately apologized in a panic, "I'm sorry, deputy chief, I dirty your clothes It's gone!" It's so embarrassing, tears are dripping onto the deputy chief's clothes.

Awashima said nonchalantly, "It's okay, the uniform should have been washed."

"Ah, clothes!" Sakuya's face changed, "It's broken, I threw the clothes in the washing machine before I went out today!" She also forgot whether she had chosen the drying mode when washing clothes today, if she didn't choose... I hope Don't re-wash it again!

Seeing Sakuya looking at her clothes in a hurry, Awashima laughed for some reason.Anyway, Sakuya is still living hard.She heard Sakuya shouting happily: "Ah, ah, that's great, I turned on the drying mode, and the clothes are already dry!" She couldn't help shaking her head, feeling in her heart, after all, she was still a child, emotional The ups and downs change so quickly.

Walking to the bathroom, Awashima said to Sakuya: "Put your clothes away and take a shower yourself. Come to me for dinner tonight. I'll cook. What do you want to eat?"

Walking out with a pile of clothes in his arms, Sakuya looked at Awashima with wide eyes: "Hey, is it okay?"

Awashima smiled slightly: "It's just this one time, not the next one. Don't worry, I have to clean up myself first."

"Then I'll be there in an hour!"

"can."

After making an appointment with Awashima, Sakuya started to do her tidying up.You have to fold the clothes and put them in the closet, you have to sort all the things you bought today into the lockers, you have to tidy up the messy room, and you have to mop the floor.After finishing these, she went into the bathroom, ready to tidy herself up.

All along, she tried her best to avoid mentioning things related to her sister.Knowing this, Xin Cao rarely mentioned it in front of her.She felt that she was cowardly, and she didn't dare to face it, and she didn't want to accept the fact that her sister was no longer in this world.One of the reasons why she didn't want to go home was because she didn't want to see the sadness hidden in her parents' eyes.

After all, she just wanted to escape.

But after crying and confiding to Awashima just now, Sakuya felt that she seemed to be a lot more relaxed.she started

Realized that what I had been doing all along seemed wrong.In the past, her thoughts were very naive, and she thought that escaping and forgetting were the solutions, but in fact, she did not forget, and escaping did not make her feel relaxed.

She is no longer a child, she should face it and solve the problem with a mature attitude.She hasn't figured out how to do it yet, but she feels that she should figure out a way.

After taking a shower and drying her hair, Sakuya changed her clothes, adjusted her mood and went to the room next door to Awashima, holding in her arms the box of coffee beans that Tsunayoshi had given her earlier.Awashima was sorting out the refrigerator, and she said to Sakuya: "It's just right, look at these ingredients, what do you want to eat?"

"Well——" Sakuya rolled his eyes and said, "Cream mushroom spaghetti. Sister deputy chief, where is your coffee machine? Lend me to use it."

Awashima tied up her light blonde hair and opened the kitchen cabinet: "I'll find it for you. Do you want coffee now? It's almost seven o'clock. If you drink it now, you won't be able to sleep at night."

Sakuya shook his head and said, "No, I want to grind some coffee powder and give it to Fushimi-senpai."

"Give it to Fushimi?" Awashima was a little surprised, "This is really strange. It's the first time someone in the secret service team wants to send something to Fushimi. That guy has always been out of the crowd." Putting the phone on the dressing table, Awashima said again, "However, you and Fushimi seem to get along better with him than the others. Why do you suddenly want to send Fushimi off?"

Sakuya blinked, and replied: "As a thank you, I'm not on vacation today. Senior Daoming Temple told me that Senior Fushimi specially told them not to disturb my vacation, so I can spend today so easily. emmm —Although there was a little accident in the end.”

Awashima threw the ingredients to be used into the pool, and when she heard Sakuya's words, she asked curiously: "What happened? It's true that the secret service had an accident today." It was the first time she heard about disturbing Sakuya's vacation. She never expected Fushimi to have such a caring side.

"That's right, didn't the head of the office pick up an outsider's child outside the garrison, and let everyone in the special service team take care of him today. When I was shopping this afternoon, Senior Daomingsi and Wudao encountered an urgent task. Search and locate They found me, and asked me to take care of the little baby. As a result, the two of them forgot after they were busy."

Awashima frowned: "These two people are really——that's the accident I'm talking about," Awashima raised his forehead, "I've exhausted everyone today, and I have to take him with me when I'm on duty. But I'm going to a meeting later , plus I went to the police station to ask them to help find the parents of this outsider, so I don’t know what’s going on with them.” After returning from the meeting, she also went to the intelligence room to take a look, and found that everything was normal. I thought there was no sudden situation, and I didn't know that Sakuya helped take care of them for a while, so I let them get off work. "Speaking of which, today the intelligence room was damaged because of this outsider, and I will trouble you Nanase again tomorrow."

Sakuya was already grinding coffee, and after hearing what Awashima said, she said helplessly: "I know, Senior Fushimi told me when I sent the baby back to the garrison today. He just let me know so that I don't have to worry about it tomorrow." I was intimidated when I went to work."

Awashima paused while washing mushrooms, and looked at Sakuya suspiciously: "Why do I feel that Fushimi treats you very well?"

Sakuya raised his head in horror: "Don't say such a terrible thing, sister deputy chief!"

Awashima was noncommittal and continued with the action.

"By the way," Sakuya asked again, "Is that little baby still in the intelligence room?"

"No." Awashima said without raising his head, "Nobody in the secret service team worked overtime today. Akiyama and the others took the baby back to the dormitory to take care of it."

"Did Fushimi-senpai not work overtime?"

"He was the first to go."

"It's so strange!" Sakuya thought that Fushimi was already synonymous with working overtime.

"Fushimi is not a robot," Awashima sighed, "Sometimes I worry that he will be squeezed too much by the room chief."

"That's what I said..."

When Sakuya finished grinding the coffee powder, Awashima's dinner wasn't ready yet, so she lay beside the dressing table, brushing the terminal while waiting for dinner.Suddenly, the news of Green Valley jumped out.

"Student Nanase, my mother agrees with me to keep a cat at home!!!"

Three exclamation marks are enough to see how excited Green Valley is.She replied an "OK" emoji to Lu Gu, and then pulled him into a chat group called "Ms. Aizawa's Cat Raising Knowledge Lecture and Large Cat Sucking Club".

There is a fox fairy in your family: Pooh, who is "I am for everyone"?

Hypnotist: ...OneForAll can still translate like this?I served

Soba noodles are the best: Green Valley, you were pulled in by Nanase

I am everyone: yes o((⊙﹏⊙))o my mother agreed with me to keep a cat, and also said that if I am not at home, she can help me take care of it

There is an adult fox fairy in your family: Green Valley has been out for a long time? ?Hero figure? ?I am for everyone? ?Niubi

I have a cat: Green Valley, do you want to raise a cat?

I am for everyone: Yes!Is this Mr. Aizawa?×

Cherry Blossom Flavored Salted Fish: That’s Him

I am everyone: I feel like I am still in class with Xiongying _(:з」∠)_ (Take out a small notebook

Best Soba Noodles: Green Valley, You've Fallen Lesson

The hero of the universe is heartbroken: Hey, smelly for a long time, you read the chat group file yourself, we have done the quiz in class, why didn't your fucking cat come in and hang around?

I am everyone: Nanase-san pulled me in!

Cherry Blossom Flavored Salted Fish: Anyway, he will have it sooner or later, pull it in first and then talk

I am everyone: there is also a quiz... Mr. Aizawa is still as strict as ever

There is a fox fairy in your family: Boof, when it comes to cat-related matters, Mr. Aizawa is stricter than teaching you in school~

Cherry Blossom Flavored Salted Fish: Bakugo has already become a teacher. Today, he compares human cubs with cats. He is actually an apprentice brought out by Mr. Aizawa himself.

Hypnotist: Damn, I lost

Cherry Blossom Flavored Salted Fish:? ?Do you want to compare this kind of thing?I suggest you change your name to the world's number one Aizawa Fuki

"System prompt: "Master of Hypnotism" has been renamed "The World's No. [-] Teacher Fuki Aizawa". "

The world's number one Aizawa teacher blows: You must respect the teacher, so I added a teacher

There is a fox fairy in your family: You are so coquettish...

Soba noodles are the best: Green Valley, I can borrow my notes for you to copy, and I will scan them and send them to you later

I am for everyone: woo woo woo boom, classmate, you are so kind!

Cherry Blossom Flavored Salted Fish: I prove that Hong is a good person!

I have a cat: I have gone to brush the pencil, so Green Valley, when are you going to get a cat?

I am for everyone: You can do it anytime, wait a minute and my classmate will send me the notes, I will see what I need to prepare in advance, and then I will pick up Maomao after I am ready

I am everyone: I still can't believe Mr. Aizawa has a cat...

There is a fox fairy in your family: Boof, a large wave of pencil photos is on the way

I have a cat: [picture]×52

Best soba noodles: My terminal keeps beeping

Cherry Blossom Flavored Salted Fish: Our deputy chief asked me if there was something wrong with the terminal system

The world's number one teacher Aizawa blows: Mr. Aizawa takes care of the pencil really well, Mr. Aizawa is awesome!Applause.GIF

The hero of the universe broke his heart:? ? ?How the hell did you see that?Wasn't the cat brought back by him yesterday?Big orange question.JPG

Cherry Blossom Flavored Salted Fish: Blow or Ah so you can blow.thumbs up.JPG

Soba noodles are the best: Bakugo is already using the photos of the boss to make emoticons

The hero of the universe is heartbroken: he is the king of explosive killing! ! !

I am everyone: Worrying about you?So the hypnotist just now is the world's number one Aizawa

The teacher is blowing, is it Mr. Xin Cao?

There is a fox fairy in your family: Didn't you recognize it just now?

I am everyone: I am just a little skeptical, but Mr. Aizawa's blowing is so fresh and refined, it must be Xinsao-kun

I have a cat: Do you believe me, Green Valley?

I am everyone: Believe it!

There is an adult fox fairy in your family: Pfft~ Forget about the cat, let me ask you, whose child is it?

The world's number one Mr. Aizawa blows: What child?

I have a cat: whose child?

Cherry Blossom Flavored Salted Fish: ... I have an ominous premonition

The Best Soba Noodles: Could It Be...

I am for everyone: Today the...

"System prompt: "There is a fox fairy in your family" reposted a piece of news: Shocked, young mothers are holding babies in the street, and three well-known heroes have become baby daddies. Whose children are they! "

The hero of the universe broke his heart: I fucking killed this stupid [beep] reporter! ! !