I see the snow

When the two of them made love, Qin Yi never spoke.

He always wanted Mu Ziling to face him, his dark eyes filled with his own reflection.

This is the most cooperative time Mu Ziling has ever done.

He will do whatever Qin Yi asks him to do.

He only looked into Qin Yi's eyes.

For Mu Ziling, Qin Yi is like his heat source, being close to him and being hugged, every time he is like a traveler walking in the eternal night and encountering a bonfire when he is about to freeze.

Qin Yi kissed his collarbone, from the earlobe to the heart.

In Qin Yi's eyes, the pale and unruly head of a hundred ghosts clings to his arms so softly and gently, the visual stimulation almost burns out all the thoughts in his mind.

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Finally, Mu Ziling kissed Qin Yi's Adam's apple lightly.

"...Qin Yi, I am today."

I like you very much today.

He murmured very softly, leaning his head slightly on Qin Yi's broad and straight shoulders.

Mu Ziling thought for a while, but still didn't say the last four words, but closed his eyes and smiled slightly.

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Afterwards, Mu Ziling simply wrapped his robe and went to the bottom of the stairs of the tavern barefoot to get a jug of wine.

There are gorgeous kiss marks on his neck, which are particularly obvious when he tilts his head up to drink.

Qin Yi looked at him and said in a hoarse voice, "Drinking strong alcohol will make you feel uncomfortable."

However, while Mu Ziling's hair was still dripping with rain, he glanced at him from the corners of his long and beautiful eyes, and said with a casual smile:

"none of your business."

The wind and rain outside made the window paper "huhu", and Mu Ziling felt the burning sensation of the strong wine from his throat all the way to his stomach, and lowered his eyes and smiled:

"The most important thing is to be happy."

The top of the inner jacket probably only reached Mu Ziling's thighs. He lazily intertwined his legs and hummed a song that Qin Yi couldn't understand in a low voice.

Mu Ziling's voice was cold and clear. The affair had just ended, and his voice was hoarse and lazy.

Qin Yi listened quietly, his eyes fell on Mu Ziling's bare feet.

The line from Mu Ziling's calf to ankle is extremely beautiful, slender and sharp, and the ankle bone is also round and beautiful. Qin Yi pinched it there for too long just now, and now there are a few light red fingerprints.

"Do you know that Chifeng Pass used to be a maple forest, not a desert."

Listening to Mu Ziling's singing, Qin Yi didn't know what was touched, he raised his head, took a sip of wine, and said in a low voice.

"The book that my mother told me said that it was because God's sword fell here that it became like this."

Mu Ziling paused, and seemed to be attracted by the phrase "the sword of the gods", and looked towards him.

Qin Yi said indifferently, casually: "Thousands of years ago, the gods of the ten heavens had not yet died out. There was a god who had a good relationship with Emperor Wujianming. He is the head of the gods of the ten heavens. The common people, watch over the Infernal Lord who is wantonly wandering."

"...It's just that Wujian and Shichongtian are destined to be hostile. Not long after that, the two worlds fought. The god died at the hands of his best friend, and the sword fell into Chifengguan, which made Chifengguan a hundred miles of yellow sand.

Thinking of the songs and fairy tales my mother used before going to bed every night many years ago, a faint smile appeared on Qin Yi's cold face:

"My mother likes to tell me these legends... It's just that Liang Cheng doesn't believe in ghosts and gods. Every time my father finds out, he will scold her."

Mu Ziling's humming had stopped, Qin Yi looked over at him, chuckled and said:

"Did your mother teach you this ballad?"

Mu Ziling let out a "hmm", but looked far away.

"She didn't tell me stories."

"But it taught me the tune," he said.

"What song is this?"

"When will you come again?"

Mu Ziling said softly: "My mother sang it when she was waiting for her lover...'Qingqing knows what I want, ride the wind and walk slowly'. She sings a thousand times a day, and I remembered it when I was four years old. gone."

Qin Yi smiled: "It's a very interesting song... It would be great if I could do it alone."

Mu Ziling looked at him with raised eyebrows: "Do you want to learn?"

Qin Yi gave a "huh" and repeated: "'Qingqing knows what I want, ride the wind and walk slowly.' This sentence sounds very sad."

"It's an ominous song."

Mu Ziling said: "The waiting that I sang will never be realized."

Qin Yi laughed, "Liang Cheng doesn't believe in ghosts and fate."

Mu Ziling looked at him, his eyes were deep and quiet in the dim light and shadow.

"Ok."

Mu Ziling smiled, moved closer to him, and sat side by side with Qin Yi, humming softly. "I teach you."

They started with the first sentence, and Mu Ziling led Qin Yi sentence by sentence.

The tone of this piece is light and open, in a large and empty tavern, it is as graceful as an old dream.

It's just that Qin Yi's voice is deeper and thicker than Mu Ziling's singing in Yunyan's foreign dialect, which has a sense of desolation.

It's like chasing a wind that has long been lost in time in a deserted wilderness.

Getting tired of singing, Qin Yi brought two jars of wine.

When leaving, he did not forget to put one of his pendants on the wine cabinet.

"What are your plans for the future?"

Mu Ziling took a sip of wine and asked Qin Yi.

Qin Yi paused, not expecting why Mu Ziling would suddenly bring up this topic.

"Do you want to attack Shengyang's last city?"

Mu Ziling asked.

"Naturally, we will attack."

Qin Yi said.

"Okay, I'll help you."

Mu Ziling narrowed his eyes and blurted out very casually.

Qin Yi was slightly taken aback, he didn't expect Mu Ziling to jump to this topic all of a sudden.

"I'm going to kill them."

Mu Ziling said in a low voice, feeling the faint pain in his heart, and said in a hoarse voice, "Everyone who has hurt me will have to pay the price."

"..."

Qin Yi was slightly dumb, and after a moment of silence, he said, "I remember, you said you wanted to kill 700 million people."

"Ah."

Mu Ziling responded, but lowered his eyes, and said with an indescribable expression: "But... I have changed my mind a little bit now."

Qin Yi raised his eyebrows and looked at him.

"At that time, I will die too."

Mu Ziling smiled, and said casually: "With so many people, my life span will be eaten up in less than a day. Even if the Fallen God Tower is destroyed... Even if the Fallen God Tower is destroyed, what's the use?"

He looked up at Qin Yi: "Everyone has only one life. Why don't I live for myself for a while?... Now, I don't think the world is that bad."

In the dim and blurry night, half of Mu Ziling's face was hidden in the night, and half of it was revealed in the bright moonlight.

But Qin Yi looked at him at this time, but felt that his clear and pale facial features showed an indescribable softness, which was quite different from the indifference and rebelliousness of the past.

"The last time I thought this way was eight years ago."

Mu Ziling smiled slightly, and said, "At that time, I had a sweetheart."

"..."

Qin Yi was drinking, but when he heard this, he couldn't help frowning, and wiped the corner of his mouth with his rough sleeves, feeling an indescribable feeling in his heart.

Feeling a little aggrieved, unhappy, and bored for no reason.Qin Yi frowned.

But Mu Ziling didn't notice, and continued on: "He is a very good person, and I wanted to live for him."

"He gave me the first warmth in my life, and made me understand that this is how it feels to be taken care of by others."

Mu Ziling said in a low voice, in the night, some subtle and strange changes suddenly occurred on his usually indifferent and pale face, and his eyelashes trembled involuntarily in the candlelight.

"He is very nice, the first time we met, he saved me from desperation."

When speaking, Mu Ziling showed a slightly expectant expression.His profile was in the moonlight, and for a moment it slightly overlapped with the boy in Qin Yi's memory.

He saved me, saved me who could only kill.

I really like him.

He is my light.

"My original wish was to go to his house with him, taste the delicious pastries he said, and see the beautiful scenery he said, and then be with him again."

Mu Ziling said in a low voice, but then smiled again: "But I realized later that he actually doesn't like me and forgot about me."

The air suddenly became silent. Qin Yi listened quietly at first, but suddenly stopped abruptly, and couldn't help frowning:

"and then?"

Mu Ziling said, "There is no more."

... This is really a story with no beginning and no end, and Qin Yi couldn't help but pause.

"Perhaps he hasn't forgotten."

He was quite speechless and said: "How do you know that he has forgotten you?"

However, there was a mocking smile on the corner of Mu Ziling's lips, looking cold, staring at the empty night in a daze, without making a sound.

The wind gradually picked up at night, sneaking in through the loose door.

After being exposed to rain, it is very easy to feel cold.Qin Yi and Mu Ziling drank wine one after another in order to keep warm.After a while, a layer of crimson slowly appeared on Mu Ziling's neck.

A'Zhu entangled him, and slowly climbed up from the crest of his neck.

Already drunk, Mu Ziling tore off A'Zhu's neck and held it in his hands.

He was like an aimless child, trying to manipulate Ah Zhu into various shapes.

Qin Yi watched Mu Ziling's movements for a while, and found that he was tying Azhu back and forth in a butterfly shape, so he couldn't help laughing, and asked:

"You want to tie it as a ribbon?" [*Note 1]

However, Mu Ziling didn't pay any attention, resting his chin on his knees, as if he didn't hear it in a daze.

A'Zhu Snake's body is flexible, and Mu Ziling can endure no matter how hard he tosses, but this ribbon is too difficult, and he finally annoyed it, and nibbled on Mu Ziling's hand with a "hiss".

Mu Ziling was so hurt that he withdrew his hand, blood dripped from his fingertips, and he stared at the blood beads in a daze.

It's like I can't figure it out.

Qin Yi looked at his expression, and suddenly felt that Mu Ziling was so cute, so he couldn't help but hold his finger and said:

"Let me see."

Mu Ziling looked up at him, the corners of his eyes were reddened by drunkenness, and there was a rare gleam in his eyes.

He frowned slightly, Qin Yi blew on his fingers, then sucked off the blood, and said with a smile:

"Is this all right? It doesn't hurt anymore."

But Mu Ziling shook his head and said in a low voice:

"There's still some pain."

Qin Yi was about to burst out laughing. When Mu Ziling was awake, he had so many scars on his body, but he didn't even frown.

Now that I'm drunk, I know it hurts to talk about it.

"Then I'll make a little thing for you."

Qin Yi caught a glimpse of the hemp rope that tied the wine jar just now, picked it up from the ground, and wove a straw grasshopper.

He smiled and put it in front of Mu Ziling: Yu Xidu+.

"Send it to you."

Mu Ziling looked at the grasshopper in the palm of his hand, a small one, against his thin and lonely hand, it was extraordinarily delicate and small.

"Gu did a lot when I was young, but now the skills are a little rusty."

Qin Yi smiled and said, "When I'm free, I'll make up some better-looking ones for you."

Mu Ziling didn't speak, and looked at the grasshopper very quietly, his eyes were foggy.

Qin Yi felt that he was probably extremely drunk, and the wine jars beside him were almost bottomed out.

Will fall asleep in the next second.

But Mu Ziling looked at it for a while, then suddenly took out a small bag from his bosom and put the grasshopper in it.

It was a small gray bag, the four corners were rubbed against the edges, I don't know how long ago it was.

The small brocade bag was bulging, and it seemed that there were other things in it. Qin Yi glanced at it and saw some messy notes inside.

what?

Qin Yi thought, why have I never seen it before?

Mu Ziling was like a treasure, Qin Yi wanted to take another look, but he had already taken it back.

"All right."

Qin Yi could only say, "Go back?"

He grabbed Mu Ziling's arm, trying to pull him up, "If you stay any longer, you will freeze to death here."

However, Mu Ziling frowned, as if a little uncomfortable.Qin Yi held his left arm while clutching his chest, and after a while, he suddenly vomited a mouthful of blood.

The dark red blood splashed on the porcelain floor looked shocking.

"……What’s wrong with you?"

Qin Yi immediately grabbed Mu Ziling's wrist, looking extremely nervous, and checked his body in a panic.

But Mu Ziling's expression seemed to be very used to it, and he quietly wiped the corners of his lips, and there was a blood stain on his snow-white sleeve.

His lower lip looked extraordinarily bright red, and his expression was slightly tired.

"It's ok……"

He murmured, "They're eating my life again."

"It doesn't matter."

Qin Yi was unexpectedly persistent, insisting on seeing if the wound on his heart was open, and there was obvious anxiety in his eyes: "I told you not to drink so much wine just now."

But Mu Ziling suddenly pulled him back without warning, and stared at Qin Yi's face quietly.

Qin Yi didn't know the situation, thought he was going to say something, so he stopped there, waiting for Mu Ziling.

But who would have thought that Mu Ziling's ears and neck were blushed from the smell of alcohol, and her black and blue eyelashes trembled violently.

After staring at Qin Yi for a while, he suddenly leaned forward and kissed him very lightly——

His lips were cold and soft, and Qin Yi was so shocked that he subconsciously ducked to the side—only Mu Ziling kissed the corner of his lips.

Deviated.

Qin Yi never expected that Mu Ziling would come to him so suddenly, and his gloomy eyes were full of surprise.

But before he could stiffen for a long time, Mu Ziling fell headfirst, and Qin Yi had to hug him in a hurry.

"Qin Yi."

He murmured, "...I'm going to die."

Qin Yi heard him slurring something, it was vague and messy, as if he was talking in a dream.

"I knew this day was coming, but—"

Mu Ziling was pulled up from the ground by Qin Yi, covered with a white robe and hugged her in his arms.

He closed his eyes, smiled, and said, half asleep and half awake:

It's just that I didn't expect that I would want to live again because of you.