I see the snow

Not long after Mu Ziling woke up, he started walking around by himself.

Sometimes when the door is pushed open and the room is empty, it is only then that the person realizes that the person has gone out again.

It's just that Qin Yi didn't come here very often during this period. For some reason, it seemed that when Mu Ziling was seriously injured, he was the same as now.

At that time, I was very anxious; now I avoid it intentionally or unintentionally.

"Master Mu went out this morning."

Seeing him come again with great difficulty, the servants were terrified, but Mu Ziling happened to be away.

"go out?"

Qin Yi frowned: "How long has he been better, just wandering around like this?"

It was a bad day, dull, like it was going to rain.

Qin Yi seldom remembered that injured people would always feel uncomfortable when the weather changes, so he came to see him, but Mu Ziling was not there.

Sitting on Mu Ziling's bed, he smelled a faint fragrance of white camellia.

The quilt was not folded - Mu Ziling never had the habit of folding the quilt.It was lying on one side of the bed in a mess, and a few pieces of blood-stained gauze were randomly thrown beside it.

"Master Mu said the room is too stuffy."

The servant looked at Qin Yi cautiously, and murmured, "I have to go out every day these days."

Qin Yi stood up, couldn't help but started folding the quilt for Mu Ziling - he really couldn't see it, he couldn't stand the quilt being so unevenly folded.

Hearing what the servant said, he frowned slightly, and said displeasedly: "Just woke up and ran around like this? Go and find him alone."

He put the quilt on the head of the bed, and took the gauze out with him.

The servants stared dumbfounded at Qin Yi's natural movements—in Liang Cheng and Qin Yi's own palace, the beds were always made by the servants, and he was never allowed to do it himself.

Today at Mu Ziling's place, he did it so proficiently.

It wasn't until Qin Yi was about to walk out of the corridor that the servants regained their composure and chased after him again:

"It's going to rain."

They said: "Mr. Mu didn't take an umbrella when he left. Your majesty should take an umbrella."

A child is holding two plain umbrellas in both hands.

The surface of the umbrella is snow-white, and a corner of the edge is dotted with bright roses.

Qin Yi took a look and took it: "One handle is enough."

……

Everything was silent, and the bricks and tiles of the city wall blackened by the fire lay in pieces on the ground.The once peaceful and bustling frontier town disappeared, and all that remained were these collapsed ruins.

Mu Ziling walked quietly, his white boots decorated with gold threads were stained with black scorched earth.

His pace was very slow, and when he walked a little faster, the wound would be involved again.

All the dead bodies have been disposed of, but there is still a faint smell of putrefaction in the air.

The porcelain tables and chairs in the common people's homes were smashed to pieces, Qin Yi's soldiers were fairly disciplined, and they never looted the money of ordinary people——

So when Mu Ziling walked through the blood-soaked street, he even stepped on a few hard and small gold nuggets under his feet.

...It was originally supposed to be hidden in a porcelain jar.

I saved a little from food and expenses every day, and accumulated a lot of time to exchange them into these few small gold nuggets.

In the remote and impoverished frontier, it is not easy to save such a little gold.

Maybe it was used to marry the youngest daughter in the family?I hope that she will not be underestimated at her husband's house with these rare and valuable things, and she will have a little bit of private money hidden, and her hands will be more affluent.

If you want to buy rouge, you don't have to look at people's faces.

It may also be saved for the sons to marry.Thinking that I am getting old, I will always have a woman with the same temperament as my son in the future, who will support each other, take care of each other, and walk through the rest of life together.

Mu Ziling looked at these filthy pieces of gold, his eyes were a little blank.

However, all hopes had long been turned into vain when Liang Cheng's army arrived.

"What are you doing?"

Just when Mu Ziling was about to walk around the little thing that made him feel hot, Qin Yi's voice suddenly came from behind.

He held a plain white umbrella in his hand, and was dressed in extremely comfortable and casual black clothes.

This man really changed his clothes, just changed his appearance.

When he was wearing dark armor and strong clothes earlier, he looked handsome and tough.Even the messy hair and the blood on the palm prints seemed full of conquest.

Now that he has changed back to low-key regular clothes, even if it is just a simple style, he still looks like a pampered prince and grandson.

Mu Ziling turned his gaze, turned around and walked forward:

"I'm bored, come out for a walk."

Qin Yi followed him and frowned: "Your injury is healed? Come to such a far place."

Mu Ziling didn't answer him.

Qin Yi said again: "It's going to rain soon."

He walked beside Mu Ziling, keeping a close distance.

Mu Ziling didn't look at him, neither expressed good nor bad, and just walked forward.

His figure was thin and thin, and he was just recovering from a serious illness. Standing in such a dead city full of scorched earth, he looked like a ghost wandering around in the underworld.

"What are you thinking?"

Qin Yi looked at his quiet and gloomy profile, and asked in a low voice.

Mu Ziling lowered his eyes and looked down, only looking at his feet, his cheeks that had not healed for a long time were thin and bloodless.

The fluttering eyelashes are getting darker.

"...I was thinking," Mu Ziling paused, and didn't answer him right away, but said after a while, "I wonder why that little ghost wants to kill me."

Qin Yi paused.

"In Yunyan, I'm not the most unlucky kid."

Sure enough, Mu Ziling went on to say: "Although I am a son, I have a mother who is a queen. I was bullied when I was young, but I can still survive until I was 14 years old. Compared with those who were thrown into the fire when they were born The children burned to death in the fire are much better."

Mu Ziling sighed softly, and finally looked at Qin Yi——

But ever since Qin Yi saw him, he had the impression that Mu Ziling was very cold and paranoid.At this moment, he showed a dazed look.

"After I betrayed the country, I expected to be hated by those royal nobles."

Mu Ziling said: "But I didn't expect that even those children who had a more miserable life experience than me would wish me to die so much.... I thought we were together."

The sky started to rain, Qin Yi opened his umbrella to cover Mu Ziling and himself.

"why?"

Mu Ziling murmured, "Don't they hate the nobleman of Yunyan who made him die so young, but hate the traitorous son Yin?"

"..."

With rain and wind, it becomes very cold.

Mu Ziling had just recovered from a serious injury, and couldn't help coughing again, covering his mouth, feeling more and more depressed.

Qin Yi took off his coat and put it on him.

Mu Ziling looked at the coat on his shoulders, it was dark blue with dragon patterns embroidered on the sleeves.There is also a little bit of Qin Yi's body temperature.

Very warm.

"Sometimes, the human heart is so strange."

Qin Yi finally spoke, looked at Mu Ziling and said: "When a person encounters misfortune, he is unable to resist. This is a very sad thing. But what is even more sad is that he may become indifferent because of it. The next time we meet When a person is as unfortunate as himself, he uses his own misfortune to condemn the resistance of others. This kind of flattery-like submission is the real submission."

The raindrops fell densely, "crackling" on the umbrella.

Like jade beads falling on the plate one after another.

"I... just want to live like a human being."

Mu Ziling laughed, closed his eyes, and his voice was slightly hoarse and trembling: "They just can't tolerate me like this...!"

He remembered the attack that pierced his body:

How truly they wanted him dead at that moment.

"Let them die."

A mocking smile appeared on Mu Ziling's face, and he said softly, "Some people deserve to rot in the mud."

In this torrential rain, his voice was low and slight, revealing a kind of coldness.

Qin Yi moved slightly closer to him. The umbrella was too small, and the shoulders of the two of them were almost touching each other.

It was raining heavily, and one of them was dressed in white than the snow, and the other was noble in brocade robes, as if they were the only pair of each other in the world.

"Your clothes are wet."

Mu Ziling's eyes fell on Qin Yi's wet shoulder, and said softly.

The area under the umbrella was too small for two people, so Qin Yi naturally leaned towards Mu Ziling.

The outer side of his left shoulder was completely soaked by now.

"Ah."

Qin Yi glanced at it, but didn't seem to care too much. "It doesn't matter."

Mu Ziling laughed, thinking that this person is really strange.

She always said she hated him while being nice to him.

He was the best person for Mu Ziling in his life.

"When I was in Yunyan, there was only one umbrella in my hall."

Mu Ziling suddenly said in a low voice: "It often rains in Yunyan's summer, every time Momma goes to do laundry, and I go to the small kitchen to get food, I have to get out in the rain."

Qin Yi looked at him, Mu Ziling took a step and left under Qin Yi's umbrella.

Standing in the rain, he looked at Qin Yi with a slight smile:

"So I'm not afraid of rain at all."

The dense and heavy rain fell on Mu Ziling's body, and he was drenched to the skin in just an instant.

His white robe was sticking wetly to his body, revealing a thin but lean and beautiful body frame.

A 17-year-old boy is exactly the best age.

Qin Yi stared at him silently, under the umbrella was peaceful and dry, with the sound of turbulent rain in his ears.

After a long time, he slowly closed his umbrella and stood in the rain with Mu Ziling.

The "crackling" rainwater stirred up a layer of white mist on the ground.

Mu Ziling looked at Qin Yi, then suddenly walked a few steps closer, stood on tiptoe and kissed him.

Qin Yi's cheeks were covered with rain, and when Mu Ziling kissed him, he dodged slightly, only letting him touch the corner of his lips.

He seemed to be in some great struggle, his hands hanging by his sides and shaking.

But Mu Ziling's body was cold and thin, but the kiss made Qin Yi's whole body heat up.

After a long time, Qin Yi finally grabbed Mu Ziling uncontrollably, pressed the back of his head with one hand, bit and kissed him like a wild beast, and hurriedly pulled his clothes with the other hand.

Mu Ziling dodged for a while, only kissing Qin Yi's Adam's apple repeatedly.

In the heavy rain, he pushed Qin Yi slightly, and said vaguely:

"Go to the tavern."

In the ruins of the dead city, the two of them crashed into an empty tavern.

The tables and chairs were tilted here and there, and the owner fled in a hurry when fleeing, leaving only a scene of panic in time.

A few wet footprints were left on the scorched black and dusty floor.

Mu Ziling is like a sickly and strange flower, which grows from the mud and dark corners, without sunlight all day long, and finally turns into such a pale and gloomy appearance.

Qin Yi's hair was dripping with water, dripping on Mu Ziling's face.He was a little short of breath, and stroked Mu Ziling's cheek with his callused thumb.

"All my life, I will only live for myself."

Mu Ziling's chest heaved violently, but he smiled palely, and said, "... But recently, I suddenly discovered that this world doesn't seem to be so unrestrained."

Qin Yi interrupted him with a kiss, messy and disorganized.But Mu Ziling felt as if a warm butterfly flapped its wings and landed on his neck and eyelids, igniting clusters of small warm flames.

He always feels very cold, and even the blood of revenge can't warm his fingers, but Qin Yi can always make him feel very warm.

He is like a moth that is determined to jump into the flames, he has been frozen for too long, and he is willing to sacrifice his life for a trace of warmth.

Only at the end, he couldn't help but want to confirm.Panting, Mu Ziling pushed Qin Yi away, staring at him persistently with dark eyes, and asked:

"Qin Yi, do you know that I am Mu Ziling."

"..."

Qin Yi didn't answer him, just pinched Mu Ziling's waist, and grabbed him back without saying a word.He licked his eye sockets and earlobes coldly and fiercely.

Mu Ziling's long black hair was messed up, and the red rope fell to the ground lightly.

At that time, Qin Yi hadn't actually thought about it yet.

He hadn't seen his own heart clearly yet, but Mu Ziling had already been seduced by a misunderstanding, and fell deeper and deeper.

The rain outside the window was getting heavier and heavier, and it was pouring fiercely, and the room in the tavern was beautiful.

This is a deserted dead city.