I see the snow

Yin Zhichuan was still unaware of the seriousness of the situation at that time.

He just thought that Xi Huai was angry with him somewhere, that's why he got into trouble.

He was even more anxious to dig out Xi Huai and reflect on his mistakes.

However, he didn't realize that Xi Huai's face was full of tears until he saw the face of the man in white.

Tears rolled down one by one from the eye sockets as if they didn't want money, and the long black eyelashes couldn't help trembling and fluttering.

Yin Zhichuan stared at the crystal clear teardrops and was stunned, but Xi Huai turned his face away and lowered his head, unwilling to let him see it again.

"What's the matter, exactly?"

Yin Zhichuan asked softly.

He was so overwhelmed by the tears that his heart was about to break.

I just want Xi Huai to stop crying, and stop being so sad.He is his darling, he frowned sadly, he was so sad that he was about to die, not to mention crying like this?

"Okay, okay, someone bullied you, right?"

Yin Zhichuan said: "I'll beat them up, I'll ask them to apologize to you. Tell me, who is that person?"

who's that person?

Who is that person who makes you cry in pain and heartbroken?

Xi Huai's shoulders trembled, he felt like a big stone was blocked in his heart, he couldn't speak, and he couldn't speak.

Because the person with that name knows nothing, everything is caused by him, everything is caused by himself.

"I'm a loser."

After a long time, Xi Huai trembled from his sobs and said, "I messed up everything...Love is also messed up, and hate is also messed up."

"..."

Yin Zhichuan held his face, looking at Xi Huai's tear-filled face.He wanted to comfort him gently, but he didn't know what to say.

So thousands of words turned into a kiss, he gently kissed away the tears that could not stop falling on Xi Huai's face, once and for all, then teased Xi Huai with a bitter face, and said with a smile:

"It's so salty."

Xi Huai didn't speak, but seemed to be burned by Yin Zhichuan's kiss, and trembled even more.

Tears fall like broken threads.

It is wrong to be tempted, and it is also wrong to approach him.

It was wrong from the very beginning, so the more we went astray, the harder it was to turn back.

Three days later, Xi Huai really fell ill, he was so ill that he couldn't drink water or rice.

The encounter between him and Yinzhichuan made both of them hurt, and it was deeply rooted in their hearts.

While sick, Xi Huai had a dream.He dreamed that Yinzhichuan knew the truth and stood watching him from afar.Ask softly:

"So you've been lying to me all along."

"You know my temper, and you know that I'm so easy to deceive, that's why you deceive me again and again..."

Xi Huai had expected this day to come, but he didn't panic.

He looked at Yinzhichuan calmly, but when Yinzhichuan still stared at him, the look in those eyes stung.

No, it is not.

He said in his heart, I didn't know you were like this... When I got close, I didn't know you were like this.

But his rebuttal was feeble and he couldn't speak, Yin Zhichuan also wouldn't listen to his explanation anymore.

He stood in a place that Xi Huai couldn't touch, his eyes were cold and indifferent.

At that moment, Xi Huai understood that there was a barrier between them that could never be crossed.

"There are many things in this world that I regret."

After a long time, he passed by Xi Huai.At the moment when their bodies missed each other, Xi Huai heard Yin Zhichuan say a word to him.

When those words fell to his ears, Xi Huai's thin and thin figure froze immediately.

Yin Zhichuan said: There are many things in this world that I regret.

But the first thing is that I really loved you deeply.

"..."

They finally made it this far.

Yinzhichuan took back everything he had given Xihuai, including his love and sincere heart.

Xihuai returned to the place before he met Yinzhichuan, but this time, he was even more scarred and riddled with holes.

No one gave him a kiss when he was crying, tried to make him happy when he was sad, no one looked at him seriously in that deep alley and said softly: " I love you, and I want you to know."

He no longer has to worry about losing anything, because he finally has nothing.

After waking up from this dream, Xi Huai looked at the empty top of the bed for a long time, then closed his eyes.

Decided to leave the town government.

He may be a coward in the final analysis, he doesn't know how to face Yin Zhichuan, and he doesn't know how to face his dead parents and sisters.

So he wanted to escape, to a place where there was no Yinzhichuan and no constant persecution from Shangjing, where he would grow old alone, incognito, and no one would know who he was until he died.

In this way, Yinzhichuan may never know that Xihuai lied to him, and he will always love the white-robed boy who once fascinated him, but then left without a sound.

Until he got old, Xi Huai still had a special place in his heart.

Or maybe he knew it, he was furious and disappointed, and wanted to take back his love for Xi Huai as in a dream.

But Xi Huai was no longer by his side at that time, so he wouldn't know.He can always lie to himself that Yin Zhichuan still loves him. In this world, there is still one person who loves him like life.

Even if he is already so mutilated, dirty and sinful.

He is really weak, he can't make a choice, he buries his head in the soil like a camel, doesn't listen or look, just runs away.

But Xi Huai had no choice, he was sorry to his parents and sisters, and also to Yin Zhichuan, he made a mess of love and hate.

is all sinners.

……

"Is your birthday coming soon?"

A few days later, when Yinzhichuan and Xihuai were basking in the sun under the eaves of the courtyard, Xihuai suddenly spoke to him.

Yuxi Dujia.Yin Zhichuan was startled, and said:

"It's over."

That was before Xi Huai was poisoned.

Originally, Yinzhichuan also planned to hold a good one to make the mansion lively.But because Xi Huai's life was hanging by a thread, the whole mansion was filled with a depressive and depressed atmosphere, and Yin Zhichuan's 23rd birthday passed away without a sound.

He originally took the life card back specially.

"Let's make it up one more time."

Xi Huai said softly.

He looked at the books flipping in the courtyard, and the white sunlight fell on them, dazzlingly bright.

Yinzhichuan was a little surprised why Xihuai suddenly thought of this, but in fact, Xihuai had a few words in his heart that he hadn't said yet——

...He wanted to say, while I'm still by your side, take advantage of these last days and do a few more things that make you happy.

In this way, when we separate in the future, there will be more memories of the past.When you think of me in the future, it won't be a completely bad and disappointing memory.

The bag Xi Huai that Shangjing gave him has been carried in his bosom, and after a long time, it has almost become a thorn in there.

Xi Huai thought about it, and decided to make another one for Yin Zhichuan.

In their hometown, beside the Qinhuai River, there is a custom of expressing affection with purses.Yinzhichuan is a young general, he was bathed in blood on the battlefield, drinking horses in the frontier, his life must have been on the line many times.

Xi Huai just wanted to tattoo the word "Peace" on that purse, to let him know that no matter what time it is, there are people who wish him well.

He gave him a love that will never change until death, and he will return him a memory that will never be forgotten in the ends of the world.

"Do you want to give me something?"

Yin Zhichuan looked at Xi Huai's expression, he was so concerned about Xi Huai's thoughts, he had already guessed from his expression that he was inseparable, and asked with a smile: "What is it? I can't wait like this, and I don't want to wait until Send me back next year."

"Next year...there will be next year's gift."

Xi Huai looked away from the open ancient books, forced a smile, and looked at Yinzhichuan.

"Do you want any presents?"

Yin Zhichuan asked: "I'll give you the same thing too."

"I have received what you gave me."

But Xi Huai said: "You don't take it away...it's fine."

When he said this, Yinzhichuan gradually appeared in his eyes.

Yinzhichuan could even see his own reflection in those dark and deep pupils.

However, Xi Huai just looked at him silently, without moving away for a long time, as if he wanted to put his figure in his eyes and take it away.

"……What's wrong?"

Yin Zhichuan was in a daze, and suddenly noticed something strange in Xi Huai's gaze, and smiled strangely: "Recently...you seem to have something on your mind."

From shedding tears for no reason in the past few days, to now I am always looking at Yinzhichuan's figure as souvenirs.

Even if he was as dull as Yin Zhichuan, he seemed to realize something was vaguely wrong.

"It's nothing."

But Xi Huai said: "I think of my father. In a few days, it will be their funeral."

Yin Zhichuan opened his mouth, but before he could say anything, Xi Huai closed his eyes.

He faced the sun, and the sun's rays fell on his face, making him paler and paler.

His figure and face revealed a sense of fragility, like a handful of glass that would be destroyed and shattered at the slightest touch.

"I sometimes think, if only I could live like this forever."

After a long time, Xi Huai said softly: "But why do things in the world always get separated and get together less?"

"..."

Yinzhichuan couldn't answer his question - like him, he was a person who had suffered from parting.

Finally, outside the courtyard wall, there was an old man passing by carrying bean curd.

With a pole on his shoulders, he walked and sang:

"The moon has its ups and downs, and people have their joys and sorrows. This matter is difficult to complete in ancient times.... I only hope that people will live a long time and share the joys and sorrows with you."

——I hope that people will live a long time, and share the joys and joys with you thousands of miles away.

Xi Huai listened quietly, the melodious voice seemed to come from another life, telling all the unresolved sorrows and sorrows in his life.

If you really can't stay together forever, then we can watch together in the bright moon, and you can ask the wind to deliver it from a distance, and send lovesickness thousands of miles away.

Looking at the white walls and high fences, Xi Huai was in a daze, and burst into tears for some reason.

That night, Xi Huai stayed up under the lamp for half the night, and finished the purse.

And put a piece of letterhead inside.

It wrote something he had never said to Yin Zhichuan.

Xi Huai put the letterhead into the purse, and imagined Yinzhichuan receiving the purse.

Maybe he will be very happy?

Xi Huai thought: In the future when he is not by Yinzhichuan's side, this purse will replace him, so that Yinzhichuan will not be alone.

Thinking of this made Xi Huai himself a little happy, and he really wanted Yin Zhichuan to receive it as soon as possible.

He checked the stitching of the purse again, they were all beautiful and meticulous, then he sealed the purse, put it under the pillow, and walked slowly to the table to blow the lamp.

The moon quickly rose to its highest point, and the night was dark.

Near the fourth watch, a thin hollow tube pierced the window paper, and a few wisps of white smoke were blown in silently.

Leng Sichun squatted on the eaves, and walked into Xi Huai's bedroom after a while.

Then he went straight from the bed and took the purse under Xi Huai's pillow.

"Mr. Hua."

He returned to the roof, but very respectfully, he knelt down on one knee in front of a wheelchair.He offered Xi Huai's purse with both hands.

Huacishu took it indifferently, held it in his hand and looked at it.It's a soft and delicate thing, and you can tell it's been thoughtful at a glance.

It's just that I only knew that Ye Zhuyan's poems were well done before, and I didn't expect him to be able to make such exquisite and unique expressive things when he was willing to love someone.

"This silly boy."

Huacishu said in a low voice, but without any emotion, he just put it in the palm of the man in black behind him, and ordered: "Add the Dream Grass into it...Since Mr. Ye can't do it, let's do it for him. "

"Don't leave any traces, and then put it back as it was."

The author has something to say:

This purse was given by Xi Huai.

He didn't know that it was poisoned by the flower tree.

Looking back, Yinzhichuan received...

@追色comes out to take the blame.