I see the snow

"There are many more important things in this world than loving someone."

Huacishu stared at him and said slowly.

"Love is short-lived and fragile, like the morning dew in an instant; but hate is long-lasting in the world, unswerving until death."

Huacishu is very good at deceiving people, especially he has such a beautiful but disabled appearance.

Whatever you say seems to be deeply affectionate, yet ruthless.

Like all the assassins in Beijing, he has experienced incomparable cruelty and incomparable hatred.

So he can be their leader.

He is the most vicious and vengeful ghost.

He struggled back to the world from endlessly, just to drag those hated people down together.

"Do you really want to like Yinzhichuan like this, without giving up everything?"

Huacishu asked softly: "Abandon your father, mother, and sisters—they also love you, but are you going to abandon them and die in vain?"

"..."

"Your life is given by them."

Hua Cishu looked at Xi Huai's eyebrows and eyes, his voice was very soft, but such calm words could hurt Xi Huai the deepest and heaviest: "You are going to use the life they gave you to love and kill them the murderer?"

"...No, no..."

Xi Huai said feebly, his voice already showed weakness: "I didn't....I just..." He paused, "I just...he was so kind to me. He saved me."

"Then your parents didn't save you?"

Huacishu smiled: "They raised you and taught you... They also treated you very well. When the catastrophe came, they even sacrificed their lives for you to escape. Do you still remember going to the Yanqiren barracks? Looking for your sister?...Xi Huai, why do you want to repay the kindness of another person with everything from the person who loves you? Is this fair to them? "

"..."

Xi Huai's lips trembled, unable to speak.

"You have been to the capital of the stars, and you have seen the capital of the stars. You know what kind of country it is."

The flower tree sighed and said: "It's rotten and old, it's pedantic, and countless people suffer in it. Don't you want to destroy it? You know that Mo Bihuan once revealed your father's secret, which made your whole family suffer. Exile. He made you suffer so badly, yet he still replaces your father’s poem name in the capital of the stars. It’s good that you have dealt with such a person who repays kindness and revenge, but are you going to stop here?”

"Ye Qingming is dead, but there are still countless 'Ye Qingming' in Shengyang who are still being bullied in corners that you and I can't see."

Huacishu stared into Xi Huai's eyes: "Your father is a very good person, even I respect him. He once gave you candy when you were young; he lifted you up to watch the puppet show on the stage; You drove away the child who bullied you... Now that he has passed away, do you want to abandon his grievances and pursue your own love and warmth?"

He knew the subtext of Huacishu's unspoken words——

One cannot be so selfish.

"..."

Xi Huai pursed his lips tightly, his clear eyes became confused.

Psychology has gradually collapsed.

No, it's not like that.

He said in his heart, I didn't think so.I have never forgotten my parents and sisters.But, but...

"Where did your hatred go?"

After a long time, Huacishu sighed lowly.

"Do you still remember how you were when you first entered the Starfield Capital?" He asked, "Xihuai, it's cold and lonely to hate someone, I understand all of this."

"It's like soaking in the deepest, undisturbed bottom. But hate is a much more useful thing than love. It will give us the strength to go to the highest point."

Xi Huai stood in the wind, he knew what Huacishu said.

He also once stood in the abyss, looking at everyone coldly and indifferently.

But later he met a man who rescued him from the abyss and said to him:

"Leave yourself alone. Let me come to you. I will give you my heart."

"Xi Huai."

Looking at the stunned young man, Hua Cishu pushed the wheelchair all the way to Xi Huai's side.

Under the moonlight, he gently held Xi Huai's hand - a cold hand, and held the other.

"This world is very cold, but we cannot use the fire lit by the bones of our blood relatives to warm our hands."

He said softly: "Do you understand? My dear boy?"

Xi Huai closed his eyes, his eyelashes trembling slightly.

"Here's your red pill for this month."

Huacishu put a small wooden box into Xihuai's palm, and said with a smile, "Use it to make a dream. The dream of having sisters and parents, and they are still by your side. Wake up from the dream... and then tell me you are careful." The answer after thinking about it."

Xi Huai didn't want to take it, he had been trying to quit this kind of small ball for a long time.

But in such a dark night, bathed in such a quiet and cold moonlight, immersed in an old dream without calculations, scars, and losses, it is too tempting.

Huacishu looked at Xihuai's eyes for the last time——

Very graceful and dull eye shape, slender and clear, with the tails of the eyes slightly raised.But such a pair of eyes was already on the verge of shattering under the stimulation of the flower tree.In the deep eyes, Huacishu sees a layer of water that has been lingering for a long time, but has always been holding back the water that refuses to show timidity.

He was very satisfied with his harvest today, waved his hand behind him, and called out:

"Brother Six."

The man in black walked over quietly, covering the flower tree with his tall and stalwart body.

He gently hugged Huacishu into his arms, and then, without seeing how hard he was exerting himself, he just raised his toes, and the wheelchair stood upright, supported by his shoulders.

He hugged the flower tree while supporting the wheelchair, and just walked out the door.

Huacishu's stumped leg, which was unconscious, was placed very well by him, with only a slight cough - the cold wind at night was too cool.So he also grabbed the cloak of the man in black and covered himself with it.

This person, he is willing to fall into the abyss together for Huacishu.

But... Xihuai was reluctant to let Yinzhichuan do this.Even though he might want to.

Therefore, Huacishu will never understand Xihuai's pain and struggle.

……

After Yin Zhichuan told Li Sinian about the progress of the relief investigation, he also heard about some things in Jinghua Palace.

——Chu Yuan seemed to have a gap with Shen Yan.

I don't know why, but I just feel that the two people seem to be separated for no reason.It seems that Shen Yan's relationship with Chu Yuan has become very delicate since the accident in Cangyun Palace.

Although he didn't say it clearly, anyone in the palace could see it with a wink.

They didn't know what was going on, and Chu Yuan didn't say anything.

Some courtiers watched their words and expressions, followed others, and gradually became slack towards Qiu Xia, Chu Yuan was just silent.

His thoughts were all on Yan Jin's side, thinking of how to rescue Yan Jin——

He didn't want Yan Jin to be involved because of himself.

But Chu Yuan didn't know that in that bottomless hell, Yan Jin was collapsing, doubting everything... and getting farther and farther away from him.

"Chasing face, chasing face—"

Yinzhichuan hummed a ditty and stepped into Zhanyuan.

It was a sunny day, and Yinzhichuan brought a bunch of magnolias and pastries on the way back.

He doesn't like these flowers and plants, but the magnolia is a special product of this season in the capital of stars and wilds. Yinzhichuan didn't know if Xihuai had seen it before, so he wanted to buy it back for him to see.

However, the door of Xihuai's room was closed tightly, and Zhanyuan was extremely quiet, as if there was no one there.

A few days ago, Xihuai stayed in Zhanyuan for several days under the pretext of catching a cold, and Yinzhichuan didn't see him much.

Seeing that there was still no movement in the room, he couldn't help but feel relieved, opened the door and walked in.

It was dark inside.

Xi Huai lowered the curtain, but no light from outside came in.

There were a lot of quilts piled up on the bed, and the blankets were crowded together messily, at a glance, Yinzhichuan hardly saw anyone from Xihuai.

After a while, he found the faint undulation under the sheet.

"what happened?"

Yin Zhichuan pulled out the thin figure hidden under the quilt, looked at his expression that was obviously not right, and probed Xi Huai's forehead: "Is there something uncomfortable?"

However, Xi Huai's voice was faint, low, and a little hoarse. After being thrown out by Yinzhichuan, he shrank back under the quilt, as if afraid of light.

He closed his eyes and whispered, "Nothing."

"You look so bad."

Yin Zhichuan said, "Are you sick?"

Xi Huai didn't say a word, but still curled up at the corner of the bed.

"Want to drink water?"

Yinzhichuan asked again.

He brought a teacup from the table, poured a glass of water for Xi Huai, and before sending it over, he even slightly tested the water's coolness or heat.

However, Xi Huai didn't look at him, he just turned over and went deeper into the corner of the bed.

"Stop losing your temper."

Yin Zhichuan smiled bitterly and said: "Come and drink this cup of warm water. If you still feel uncomfortable, we will call the doctor....Here, here are the white magnolia and purple potato cakes I just saw on the street today. Do you want to come and have a taste?"

In fact, Xi Huai was not very sad at first.He has been lying in bed like this for several days.

But just when Yin Zhichuan talked to him like this, coaxed him to drink water, and said that he had brought him the fun and novel gadgets he saw on the street, tears suddenly burst from the corners of his eyes for some reason. Feel down.

"Did I make you angry somewhere, huh?"

Seeing that Xihuai didn't move, Yinzhichuan asked again, and began to reflect: "I didn't wash my mouth before I kissed you that morning, and now I still hold grudges? Hey... I'm sorry, I was wrong, Yanyan, don't be angry with me, okay?" good?"

He looked at Xi Huai's thin and thin back, buried in the pile of thick clothes and blankets, like an awkward, pitiful and cute cat.

He couldn't help but rubbed it, and then rubbed the back of Xi Huai's neck, they always did this before——

If Xi Huai gets angry, Yin Zhichuan will poke the back of his neck to coax him.

There is Xi Huai's itchy flesh, if Xi Huai can't help laughing, the two of them will get back together.

But this time, no matter how Yin Zhichuan teased him, Xi Huai refused to look up from under the quilt.

Yin Zhichuan couldn't help lowering his voice, and said in a low voice:

"What's the matter... Yanyan?"

"Don't touch me."

However, he waited for a long time before he heard a muffled and choked voice from under the blanket: "Don't touch me anymore.... You go, you go."