Don't look for the old attack in the crematorium

[...Especially in the past few years, he couldn't sleep without taking sleeping pills, and even had a mental breakdown to the point of self-harm. ]

[... Lin Qingran said that only when he felt the pain in his body and watched the blood flow out little by little, could he feel alive. ]

The few words He Yi said kept circling in Gu Wenyu's mind, and then Lin Qingran held a knife in his empty eyes and swiped forcefully across his wrist, then showed a soulless smile, with a pale and indifferent expression on his face. Looking at the picture of blood spilling down from his wrist.

The bright red blood dripped onto the ground bit by bit, slowly extending around the ground, and the surrounding areas were suddenly melted with bright red blood, constantly impacting his brain.

Gu Wenyu felt cold all over, he tightly clenched the aching wrist of his left hand, murmured in a hoarse voice, "Of course I'm going to self-mutilate" and opened the car door to rush to the set.

"Brother, don't be impulsive!" Gu Haifeng hurriedly grabbed Gu Wenyu, he didn't hear Gu Wenyu's words clearly, but he could guess what the man was worried about, and hurriedly said: "Senior is on the set now, nothing will happen, even if there are dangerous thoughts. It might be now!"

"Aww!" Meat floss went down from the other side, bit Gu Wenyu's trousers and pulled it back, constantly yelling "Aww", as if to persuade Gu Wenyu to calm down.

His body paused, and he stopped stiffly in place. It took a long time for Gu Wenyu to sit in the car again.

Gu Haifeng heaved a sigh of relief, murmuring in his heart that Gu Wenyu is obviously such a shrewd and good at manipulating people's hearts, but every time when it comes to Lin Qingran's affairs, he is always so impulsive and irrational.

The man always has a lofty attitude, the aura of a person in power, and his deep and handsome face is indifferent and ruthless, but once he faces the matter of Lin Qingran, he can see many emotions that he has never dared to think about appearing in his eyes.

Lowering his head and rubbing the blood-stained bandage on Gu Wenyu's wrist, Gu Haifeng said with some concern: "Brother, the wound on your wrist is open, let's deal with it first."

Gu Wenyu shook his head, as if he couldn't feel the pain, he didn't give his bleeding wrist a little bit of a look, he closed his eyes to suppress the worry and fear in his heart, and returned to his original indifferent and alienated appearance.

"Tell me all about what you saw last night, including all the details."

Fan Li and Lin Qingran discussed for a while in the waiting room, and also rehearsed a few parts, now it's time for them to play.

Yesterday's filming of Lin Qingran's painting was so amazing that it had to make people look at it again. It didn't take long for yesterday's incident to spread.

Some actors were so excited that they even wanted to post on Weibo, but thinking that the official post had not yet been posted, they refrained from posting for fear of spoilers, and only posted on Moments.

However, some of the artists' circle of friends are friends who have known each other. It is rumored that not only the actors on the entire set know about it, but even some actors who did not appear in the movie know about it.

"Ahh! It's the first time I've been so excited about an actor since I became an artist! Lin Qingran is really amazing!"

"Did you watch the clip where Lin Qingran played Li Yang and was targeted for drawing Jian Yang in the classroom? I also watched the video posted by others. I really admire it!"

"That's right, that's right for me too! Now I finally know the benefits of being an artist. I can see my favorite artists up close. It's great! I'm now a true fan of Ranran!"

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The set was no different from yesterday, and everyone was still very excited to see Lin Qingran.

Fan Li was keenly aware of all this. He saw yesterday's video from his assistant, so he became more curious about Lin Qingran because of that video.

Third-tier and fourth-tier artists actually don't have the WeChat of an actor of Fan Li's level. Yesterday Fan Li was able to see it because it happened that his assistant reposted it.

"You are indeed special. Other artists rely on promotional packaging to attract fans to become popular, but you first became popular in your own circle, and you are surrounded by your fans." Fan Li joked.

Lin Qingran smiled politely, and didn't feel that she was very good: "It's just drawing casually, it's my honor to be recognized."

Fan Li turned his head to look at Lin Qingran, the warm sunlight shone on his delicate side face, soft and beautiful, like a beauty depicted in an oil painting.

Lin Qingran was wearing the same school uniform as yesterday's filming. The loose school uniform wrapped his slender body, and the hem of the school uniform floated gently when the breeze blew his soft hair.

Fan Li looked a little fascinated, as if he had really returned to the school days, because Lin Qingran's school uniform was not at all unsuitable, his face was exactly like that of a seventeen or eighteen-year-old teenager, with a youthful aura, exuding cleanliness all over his body. The feeling of clarity.

Especially those eyes, which are so pure and clean that it makes one's heart itch but is afraid of being tarnished. Fan Li has played against so many people, and this is the first time he has such a dazed feeling.

He stared at Lin Qingran's beautiful eyes, feeling a little confused, hidden in these clear and beautiful eyes... What is the story?

"All departments are ready, action!"

In the camera, Li Yang, played by Lin Qingran, hastily ran out of the school gate from the crowd after school, stood outside the gate and looked hard at the crowd, as if anxiously looking for something.

Through the crowd of students, he glanced at the teaching building closest to the school gate.

Senior high school students came downstairs one after another from that teaching building, and then walked towards the school gate. Li Yang looked at everyone seriously, as if he was afraid of missing anyone.

As the crowd gradually dispersed, only a few students who came out late slowly walked towards the school gate, Li Yang's anxious gaze gradually turned into disappointment.

He withdrew his gaze, lowered his thick and long eyelashes silently, trying to hide the disappointment in his eyes.

"Li Yang."

When a low and gentle male voice came from behind, Li Yang suddenly stopped, turned his head subconsciously, and saw that familiar face with a bright smile on his face.

At this moment, the camera moves back, giving a close-up of the face of Jian Yang played by Fan Li.

"Jian Yang, what a coincidence, we just met."

Jian Yang looked at Li Yang who was smiling brightly, but his eyes stopped on the wound on the corner of his mouth, but the person concerned didn't seem to care, as if he didn't even know that the corner of his mouth was injured.

When Li Yang smiled, the corners of his mouth curved up, and happened to be pulling the wound on the corner of his mouth, Jian Yang frowned unconsciously: "How did you get the corner of your mouth?"

Li Yang touched the wound on the corner of his mouth, and said with a smile as if he had just discovered it: "I didn't notice it if you didn't tell me, maybe I got it by accident while eating."

Not wanting to continue this topic, Li Yang skillfully changed the subject: "Let's go back."

Jian Yang and Li Yang walked side by side, with some distance between them, the shadows of the two gradually elongated under the sunlight, but they were separated even further.

"Jian Yang, why did you come out so late?"

After saying this, Li Yang hurriedly added as if patching it up: "I was curious because I heard you calling me after I came out late!"

"It's not because I've been waiting for you!"

Jian Yang turned his head to look at Li Yang, Fan Li, who played Jian Yang, met the eyes of Lin Qingran who had entered the scene now, and he suddenly remembered the question he asked Lin Qingran in the lounge.

In order to chat with Lin Qingran for a while, at that time he just picked up a random topic and asked Lin Qingran what Li Yang's real mood was at this moment.

He looked at the sunlight outside, and said softly: "Probably because he feels that the sun is beside him, and he wants to touch it, but he is afraid that he will tarnish the sun's light."

At that time Fan Li couldn't help being stunned when he heard this sentence, not because of Lin Qingran's answer to his question, nor because of Lin Qingran's thorough understanding of Li Yang's role, but because of the look in Lin Qingran's eyes when he said that sentence.

Although he could see that Lin Qingran was trying his best to hide his emotions, but he was more sensitive to the people he cared about than ordinary people, so he could still see it.

When Lin Qingran said these words, his clear eyes looked at the sunlight outside, the golden light spilled in and reflected in his amber eyes, they were obviously so shining and beautiful, but he could see a touch of sadness.

As if he had experienced it himself.

"Card!"

A "block" brought Fan Li's thoughts back, Fan Li knew that it must be his own ecstasy just now, he turned his head to look at Director Wang and apologized very apologetically.

Director Wang was not annoyed, but asked in doubt: "Fan Li, you didn't rest last night, okay? Why don't you take a rest first and then shoot after you get back to normal."

Fan Li had no way to explain his fugue just now, he couldn't tell the real reason for his fascination, he could only use the steps given by the director to go down.

"Director Wang is very sorry, then I will deal with the situation and continue filming later."

Pulling Lin Qingran's arm, he said apologetically, "I'm sorry that you were 'stuck' with me, go and drink some water."

Lin Qingran smiled at him with a smile on the corner of her mouth, her dense and long eyelashes were slightly fanned, as if she was staring at him with eyes hiding thousands of stars.

"it is good."

Seeing Lin Qingran's smile, Fan Li was stunned for a moment, the tip of his heart trembled just now, which made him flustered for a rare moment.

Going to the lounge, Fan Li handed Lin Qingran a bottle of water: "Drink some water."

Lin Qingran took the water pipe and thanked him, his eyes were filled with soft and warm smiles, just as he was about to turn on the water, the assistant rushed up and handed over a thermos cup.

"Brother Ran, your stomach hurts easily when you drink cold water. Drink hot water."

The thermos was filled with pure hot water, and the milky white medicine with a sweet taste had the disadvantage of being prone to drowsiness. Gu Wenyu was afraid of affecting Lin Qingran's filming, so he specially ordered his assistant to give him the medicine only after Lin Qingran finished filming.

"You have a bad stomach?" Fan Li asked.

Lin Qingran nodded, kept his eyes on Fan Li, shook his head with a smile, "But it's okay, it's not a big problem." After that, he declined the assistant, and wanted to unscrew the bottle of mineral water Fan Li gave him to drink.

"Hey Lin Qingran!"

"Brother Ran!"

Fan Li and his assistant stopped Lin Qingran at the same time.

Fan Li snatched the bottle of mineral water from Lin Qingran's hand, took the thermos cup from the assistant's hand, and handed it to Lin Qingran.

"If you have a bad stomach, you should drink hot water. If you drink cold water, the stomachache will not only hurt you, but also affect the filming."

"Well, it's up to you." Lin Qingran happily took the thermos cup Fan Li handed him, unscrewed the lid and poured out a cup of hot water to cool down.

Looking at Lin Qingran's pretty side face, Fan Li tightened his hand holding the mineral water bottle, and his eyes stayed on Lin Qingran's face.

Fan Li kept holding on to the mineral water bottle, he lowered his eyelashes and raised them again, calling out to Lin Qingran.

Seeing Lin Qingran quickly turned his head to look at him, keeping his eyes fixed on him, with a smile on his mouth, Fan Li's hand holding the mineral water bottle tightened a little bit, and the plastic packaging paper with the trademark of mineral water made a slight sound.

It turned out that Lin Qingran hadn't been in the show, now Lin Qingran was not Lin Qingran, but Li Yang, no wonder Lin Qingran's attitude was much closer to him just now.

Lin Qingran's state of being involved in the film has been maintained until the end of filming.

It's a good thing for an actor to be involved in a film, but Fan Li has seen so many actors, this is the first time he has seen Lin Qingran continue to be involved in a film like this.

Recalling the emotion hidden in Lin Qingran's eyes when he said, "Maybe I feel the sun is beside me, but I want to touch it but I am afraid that I will tarnish the sun's light", he sank his thoughts slightly, as if he was thinking about something.

After changing their clothes, the two left the locker room.

"Qingran, let's go have a meal together later." Fan Li invited, he really wanted to solve the mystery in his heart, and at the same time put aside his curiosity, he really wanted to be alone with Lin Qingran.

Lin Qingran raised his head to look at Fan Li, and responded with a smile in his eyes: "Okay."

"Oh, what a coincidence~" Yang Jiu's voice came from outside the locker room door.

Yang Jiu glanced at Fan Li. He had heard Fan Li's invitation to Lin Qingran just now, and he smiled flirtatiously, but his eyes were more provocative.

He leaned close to Lin Qingran's ear and pressed his voice: "It's a quick move. Have you fallen in love with Fan Li, the great actor? Last time I rejected my invitation, but this time I can't hold back when facing the actor? Or do you want to use him to take the position?"

Fan Li had heard the rumors about Yang Jiu. He didn't have a good feeling for Yang Jiu, and when Yang Jiu looked at him just now, his eyes were obviously unfriendly.

His intuition is sharper than the average person, and his way of dealing with people he doesn't like is that he doesn't want to deal with them at all.

Recalling Lin Qingran's attitude towards him just now, Fan Li knew that he hadn't played yet, so he happened to take this opportunity to get rid of Yang Jiu.

Looking at Yang Jiu, Fan Li smiled lightly. He glanced at the watch on his hand and said regretfully, "Although I don't know what you want to do with Qingran, I've already made a reservation for the restaurant, and Qingran also agreed. , I can only borrow his time, please come to him next time."

Although what Fan Li said seemed sorry, the tone between the lines did not feel apologetic at all.

After he finished speaking, he turned to look at Lin Qingran, his tone was completely different from before, "It's getting late, Qingran, let's go."

Lin Qingran nodded happily, and followed Fan Li to the outside of the set.

Looking at the backs of Fan Li and Lin Qingran, Yang Jiu squinted his eyes and gritted his teeth. It was the first time someone dared to embarrass him face to face. He stared at Fan Li's back and suppressed his voice angrily, "Thought he/mother would be the only one who won an actor talk to me?"

The hand holding the mobile phone clenched his fist tightly, and he punched the wall with a fist, his temper was so violent that he had nowhere to vent.

"Lin Qingran, you f/m are hanging on to me, don't you think it's so pure, and refuse me to turn around and climb into Fan Li's bed? Sooner or later, I will let you cry and beg me under me!"

The two went out to the entrance of the studio, and Fan Li called his assistant.He is an actor and has a lot of fans. There will always be paparazzi staying at the site. For safety reasons, the agent does not let him act alone.

He called the assistant because he wanted the assistant to drive a car over. He and Lin Qingran would go to dinner together later, and he didn't want to be followed by others.

"Senior." Gu Haifeng walked over, just now he had been watching Lin Qingran and Fan Li not far away for a long time, and in the end it was the meat floss that kept clamoring to come over, so he had to bring it here.

"Aww..." The meat floss jumped out of Gu Haifeng's arms, rubbed against Lin Qingran's feet, looked at Lin Qingran pitifully, and wanted him to hug it.

Lin Qingran squatted down bluntly, touched Rousong's head, and seemed to have no intention of hugging it, Rousong kept rubbing against Lin Qingran's palm, with ears and tail drooping, claws crawling on his trousers, constantly "Aww "Call.

After the meat floss yelled for a long time, Lin Qingran seemed to finally get out of the act slowly. He reached out to hug the meat floss, rubbed its head comfortingly, and said apologetically, "Let's go home and eat delicious meat floss later. Don't be sad. OK?"

"Wow..." Rousong raised his head, looked at Lin Qingran with round black eyes, rubbed his head against his chin, and hummed softly.

Fan Li watched from the side, and his gaze stayed on the puppy with fluffy golden hair like floss in Lin Qingran's arms.

He originally thought that this dog belonged to the person who came over to call Lin Qingran "senior" just now, but seeing how Lin Qingran got along with it now and their conversations, he knew that this dog belonged to Lin Qingran.

"Do you like dogs?" Fan Li asked probingly.

Lin Qingran caressed the meat floss's head, nodded to Fan Li, and smiled politely: "To be precise, I like meat floss."

When Rousong heard his ears pricked up, he went to rub Lin Qingran's chin coquettishly, "Aww~" and leaned softly in Lin Qingran's arms.

Fan Li's sense is sharper than the average person's. Looking at Lin Qingran's expression, he soon knew that Lin Qingran had already appeared in a play, and the meat floss contributed a lot in this respect.

His eyes turned to the puppy in Lin Qingran's arms. He looked at it carefully, looked at this small ball of meat, recalled just now, this dog seemed to know that Lin Qingran was in the play, and deliberately ran over and kept barking. Let Lin Qingran play

"Is meat floss its name?" Fan Li kept his doubts in his heart, and looked up at Lin Qingran.

Lin Qingran nodded, Gu Haifeng finally spoke at the side, he glanced at the time and said to Lin Qingran: "Senior, let's go back first, the floss is also hungry."

Thinking of agreeing to Fan Li's invitation when Lin Qingran was in the play just now, when Lin Qingran was thinking about what to do, Fan Li said first: "It's okay, the floss is very sticky to you, you go back and feed it, we can have a date next time."

Just now, he took advantage of Lin Qingran's state of being in the show, and added his own selfishness to ask him out, now that he is in the show, he should respect his own decision.

Lin Qingran said "sorry", thinking of Fan Li saying that he had made a reservation for the restaurant, he still felt very embarrassed.

Fan Li saw Lin Qingran's concerns, he said that he had made an appointment to get away from Yang Jiu with Lin Qingran quickly, and he didn't really make an appointment.

It could have been resolved by talking about it, but he just didn't want to talk about it.

Looking at his phone, there happened to be a message, Fan Li clicked on the message and looked at it: "I almost forgot that I have an appointment tonight. about."

He lowered his head and glanced at Rousong, then raised his head and seriously mentioned the next invitation: "Next time I will tell you in advance, please make time to show your face, I am looking forward to it."

Hearing what Fan Li said, Lin Qingran felt relieved, accepted Fan Li's invitation, and after saying goodbye to him, Lin Qingran left with meat floss and Gu Haifeng in her arms.

Fan Li stood at the same spot and looked at Lin Qingran's back, he thoughtfully glanced at Gu Haifeng who was next to Lin Qingran.

Thinking back just now, the man next to Lin Qingran called Lin Qingran "senior", so they are the relationship between senior and junior, but it seems that the relationship is only familiar and not very close, but the man was able to bring Lin Qingran's dog in, the relationship seems to be not normal The relationship between seniors and juniors.

Fan Li was thinking about it, the assistant drove the car in front of him, and interrupted his thoughts by calling him.

"Brother Li, what are you thinking about so preoccupied that you don't even know I'm here." The assistant teased curiously: "It's rare for you to think about things so preoccupied. Is it possible that there is finally someone who can haunt your dreams?"

Fan Li glanced at the assistant, pretended to be mysterious and said "guess", then got into the car, leaned back on the seat as if weary, and said in a weak voice, "Go back."

"Go back?!" The assistant remembered what Fan Li said to him just now, and asked, "Didn't you say that you want to borrow a car and go to dinner with someone? Don't eat?"

As if he suddenly figured something out, the assistant said in shock: "Look at you, brother Li, you are so decadent, and you even said that you want a car to eat with someone else. Could it be that the person you want to eat with is the one who influences your mood?!"

"My God! It finally appeared! Thank you for God's blessing!" The assistant exaggeratedly said: "I thought you would end up alone forever with your character, Brother Li. I never thought that no one would be able to escape the sweet torture of love~"

Fan Li glanced at the assistant helplessly, but his voice was still uninterested: "Drive well, as long as you talk too much, your brain power can be used as a screenwriter, or you can just quit your job and become a screenwriter."

The assistant kept "hehe" joking with Fan Li's rainbow fart, but Fan Li didn't listen carefully and leaned back in his chair to rest, when Lin Qingran's smiling face suddenly flashed in his mind.

That delicate and beautiful face was soft and shining under the reflection of the warm golden sun, and it seemed that even the light of the sun shining on his face was not as bright as him in a trance.

Fan Li pinched his eyebrows, and mocked in a low voice: "Could it be that you're too tired?"

Lin Qingran returned to the hotel's presidential suite, and the waiter just came in and brought the meal as if he was pinching an order.

Seeing that the table was still full of meals, he was in a daze and didn't know what to do with it.

He can't eat much. He Yi and Han Jin were there a few days ago, at least there won't be much left, but today Han Jin has to go back because the company has something to do, and He Yi sent him off. Neither of them is here, and now he is the only one left. and Gu Haifeng.

"Aww...~" Looking at the dishes on the table, Rousong seemed to have joined the camp of thinking, with gleaming black eyes leaning against Lin Qingran's embrace obediently.

At the end of dinner, it turned out that even Gu Haifeng could not solve much, and finally they took the rest of the meal to the alley below to feed the stray dogs.

After taking a shower, Lin Qingran and Rousong stayed in the room, remembering what happened last night, Gu Haifeng deliberately kept an eye out.

First, he was really afraid that something was wrong with Lin Qingran, and second, he was afraid that if Lin Qingran really committed suicide, Gu Wenyu would really go crazy.

Gu Haifeng thought of Gu Wenyu's impulsive emotions this morning, and he didn't dare to imagine what would have happened if he hadn't pulled the man back.

The night is gradually falling, and the stars tonight are a little sparse, just scattered in the black night sky, not the usual starry sky.

The gauze-like clouds cover the corner of the moon, and even the moon looks so cold.

At two o'clock in the morning, Lin Qingran opened the door of the room and came out. The meat floss was still asleep, so he did not wake the meat floss up in a low voice.

Everything around is very quiet, the moon shines in through the transparent glass floor-to-ceiling windows, and the silver cold light shines on the carpet, which is especially cool.

Lin Qingran woke up twice during this period, but later on he was too tired from the state of awakening, so he didn't continue to sleep.

He didn't have a scene tomorrow, so he didn't have to go to the set. He turned his head to look at Gu Haifeng's room. After hesitating for a while, he went to the wine cabinet and took out a bottle of red wine.

Pour the red wine into a high wine glass, the dark red, rich and mellow red wine looks very clear under the moonlight.

Leaning against the floor-to-ceiling windows, Lin Qingran looked at the tranquil lake outside, and finished the glass of red wine in her hand.

Gu Haifeng heard the sound in the room and opened a gap to see it. When he was hesitating, his mobile phone vibrated.

Fearing that Gu Wenyu would do something impulsive, he explained the matter in detail.

"Aww..." Rousong woke up at some point, came out of Lin Qingran's room, and rubbed Lin Qingran's feet worriedly.

Lin Qingran's capacity for alcohol is really not good, or it may be that the alcohol content of the red wine he drank was too high, and he became drunk not long after.

His clear eyes were tinged with a haze due to drunkenness, looking pure and lustful, but also mixed with a little bit of distress that made people want to hold him tightly in his arms.

Gu Wenyu seemed to have been guarding Gu Haifeng's message, and rushed over after a while.

"Of course." Gu Wenyu's hoarse voice was full of remorse and distress, he hugged Lin Qingran in his arms and took him back to the room.

Seeing Gu Wenyu coming, Rousong followed behind with a "woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo" and Gu Haifeng also followed behind.

Afraid of waking Lin Qingran, Gu Wenyu asked Gu Haifeng to go out, and Rousong sat on the side with his paws on his back, obediently silent.

Sensing the familiar atmosphere around her, Lin Qingran trembled her long eyelashes, and slowly opened her eyes.