Don't look for the old attack in the crematorium

Gu Wenyu paused when he heard the sound, some memories suddenly emerged from the depths of his mind, his hand holding Lin Qingran was a little stiff.

With a hoarse voice, he asked softly, "...But, what does 'alive' mean?"

Lin Qingran's long eyelashes trembled, and she buried her head in Gu Wenyu's arms, biting her lower lip tightly, and her clenched fingernails were deeply embedded in her flesh.

"I'm sorry Ranran, we don't want to think about it anymore, can we have a good sleep?"

Gu Wenyu stretched out his hand to gently touch Lin Qingran's lips, looked at his bloodshot lips after being bitten so hard, and softly coaxed with distress: "Of course, don't bite your lips, it will hurt."

Seeing that Lin Qingran was still biting his lip tightly, he gently stretched his hand between his teeth to replace Lin Qingran's lower lip.

"Good, of course."

Lin Qingran's lower lip was bitten too hard, and there were deep tooth marks on it, and Gu Wenyu's hand was now also imprinted with tooth marks.

Gently stroking Lin Qingran's cheek, Gu Wenyu smiled softly. Although Lin Qingran was still biting his hand unconsciously, he felt his heart was wrapped in honey.

His heartbeat was beating like a drum, and he was rubbing the tooth marks on his fingers. All he had left in his heart was overflowing warmth.

But in the next second...the corner of his mouth was sour.

Lin Qingran's low voice just now was still reverberating in his mind, and along with those words, some fragments flashed in his mind, and all those fragments made his heart start to tighten.

[...After all, watching the blood flow from your wrist, don't have some pleasure~]

[... Lin Qingran said that only when he felt the pain in his body and watched the blood flow out little by little, could he feel alive. ]

So... "...she said... was alive..." This sentence...

Gu Wenyu suddenly felt suffocated and didn't dare to think about it. He gritted his teeth tightly and stroked Lin Qingran's warm face over and over again, as if confirming something. He was afraid that the person in his arms would die in the next second. Disappeared in general.

The rain was still falling, and the outside of the house was already gray. The curtains of the floor-to-ceiling windows were not closed. Looking out from the floor-to-ceiling windows, there was already a lot of mist outside.

The raindrops hit the floor-to-ceiling windows, and gradually turned into water marks that slowly slid down, repeating continuously, and the sound of "click" on the leaves sounded like a prelude to howling for some reason, which was shocking. And fear.

Gu Wenyu hugged Lin Qingran tightly in his arms again, wishing to rub him into his bones and carve it into his bones.

A kind of unreasonable fear sprouted from the bottom of his heart, like a vine absorbing his fear of losing and growing vigorously, constantly spreading everywhere in his body, constantly eroding him.

Holding Lin Qingran's hand in his own, Gu Wenyu took his hand and gently kissed the back of his fingers, his eyes stopped on the wristband Lin Qingran wore on his wrist.

Taking off the wristband on Lin Qingran's wrist, what caught his eyes was still the shocking scars that he saw that night.

There were countless scars, and they remained on Lin Qingran's wrist in a disorderly manner. The skin on the fair and thin wrist was covered with scars, and the original skin could not be seen.

Gu Wenyu gently stroked the scar on Lin Qingran's wrist, his slender fingers with well-defined joints were trembling constantly.

When his fingertips touched those scars, it was like a knife gleaming with cold light hung from the tip of his heart. The touch of his fingertips slowly spread to his heart, and then the slashes were slow.

Usually Lin Qingran can't wear wrist guards when filming, he will use something to cover it, like covering his already scarred heart.

Caressing these scars, Gu Wenyu's eyes were flushed, he looked down at his bandaged wrist, his dark eyes were stained with emotion.

"...Of course." Gu Wenyu called Lin Qingran softly, and kissed him lightly on the corner of his lips.

He held his hand on his wrist, untied the bandage wrapped around his wrist, and pressed it hard, the new wound was torn open again, and the new tender flesh was blurred due to the rough movements, slowly. Blood oozes slowly.

Although the injuries he suffered were not a thousand times as great as Lin Qingran's, but he wanted to use these scars to feel Lin Qingran's pain at that time, even if he could only feel a little bit of it.

This rain has been falling for a long time, and when Lin Qingran woke up from the bed, the rain still did not listen, as if someone was crying all the time, even the heaven couldn't hold back the tears.

Lin Qingran opened his eyes in a daze, his long eyelashes fluttered a few times, looking at the quilt covering him, he frowned suspiciously.

"Why am I on the bed? Did I fall asleep?" He murmured softly, and he closed his eyes and narrowed them for a while.

He felt as if he was wrapped in a warm blanket and fell into a deep sleep. His body has relaxed a lot since he slept, at least mentally, he is not as tense as before, it is soothing.

Lying on his side on the bed, he opened his eyes again and reached out to touch the mobile phone on the bedside table. There were several unread messages on it, which were sent to him by He Yi.

Sitting up, Lin Qingran called back.

"Finally I'm willing to reply to the message. Why haven't you come back? What time is it? The assistant said that you have opened a room. Come back soon!" He Yi's voice was a little hoarse, and he sounded a little tired.

"...Brother Yi, drink some water first, your throat hurts, I will restrain myself next time."

Another man's voice from brother Yi came over the phone, Lin Qingran heard the corners of his mouth curled up and smiled from the bottom of his heart.

"What are you talking about, I'm on the phone, you go away!" He Yi said to the man, although he sounded a little tough, but he was a bit shy.

"What did you say just now? Yes, come back quickly and wait for you to have dinner!" He Yi raised his voice a little higher, as if trying to cover up something: "Anyway, come back quickly and wait for you!"

"Okay, I'll go back." Lin Qingran smiled gently, listening to the voice of He Yi and Han Jin talking and laughing, she finally let go of the thing she had been holding on to.

Returning to the presidential suite on the ninth floor, Lin Qingran opened the door and went in to see He Yi wearing a loose T-shirt that was not his, sitting on the sofa, and Han Jin was hugging him and feeding him water.

"Brother Yi, drink some more water, your voice is hoarse."

He Yi patted him angrily: "Who is to blame for my hoarse voice?"

Han Jin rubbed against He Yi's shoulder, but didn't let go of his hand, and responded obediently: "Blame me, blame me, brother Yi, don't be angry, or I'm afraid I can't help it."

He Yi glared at Han Jin angrily: "What nonsense are you talking about!"

The two flirted so much on the sofa that they didn't realize that Lin Qingran had returned.

"It's all Brother Yi's fault. Don't hide it from me next time. Tell me everything, right? Otherwise, Brother Yi will not only be hoarse next time."

There was no smile in Han Jin's words just now, and his tone was serious: "Brother Yi, we have agreed, otherwise you know what will happen to me."

He Yi pursed his lower lip, leaned back against Han Jin, and rubbed against Han Jin's arms. Han Jin skillfully rubbed He Yi's waist.

After a while, He Yi said softly with a little apology: "I know, I won't hide it from you in the future."

Lin Qingran looked at all this with a warm smile in his eyes. Seeing He Yi get the happiness he wanted was the happiest thing in these years.

Not wanting to disturb the two of them, he wanted to sneak back to the room while He Yi and the others were not paying attention, but suddenly there was a knock on the door, and his idea was killed before he could implement it.

He Yi looked towards the door, and met Lin Qingran's eyes at a glance. He glanced at his current ambiguous posture with Han Jin, and reflexively got up from Han Jin's arms, with a rare blush on his face, and his eyes looked around. Random glances.

He coughed twice to cover up his embarrassment: "Why are you silent when you come back?"

Lin Qingran smiled, and was about to explain, when there were several knocks on the door, these knocks were more urgent than the one just now, as if there was something urgent.

Turning around to open the door, Lin Qingran saw the anxious assistant at the door before he had time to ask anything, the assistant took a deep breath as if he was relieved.

"Brother Ran, you are here. I was so scared to death that I thought you had gone somewhere, and I couldn't get through to your cell phone. I wanted to come to Brother He Yi to help find you."

Lin Qingran took out her mobile phone, pressed it a few times but found that the screen was black, and said apologetically, "Sorry, the phone is out of battery and turned off."

"It's okay, it's okay!" The assistant quickly waved his hand: "Brother Ran, as long as you're okay, then I'll go first!"

He Yi walked to the door, looked thoughtfully at the back of the assistant walking away, he turned his head and patted Lin Qingran on the shoulder and said, "Let's eat, it's almost ten o'clock now, you must not have eaten."

Lin Qingran nodded, he didn't expect that he would sleep for so long, not to mention dinner time, now it's almost time for supper.

"Dong dong dong." There was another knock on the door that had just been closed.

Opening the door, Lin Qingran found that it was the assistant again. He was about to ask "what's the matter?" the assistant handed him the insulated box in his hand: "Brother Ran, this is the soup I bought, drink some!"

"Thank you, but no need, you can keep it, I have something to eat."

Lin Qingran declined politely, but the assistant seemed determined to ask him to accept it, and squeezed in through the door with an insulated box.

The assistant opened the insulated box, and a very fragrant smell wafted out of it. It was boiled soft old soup. When you smell the smell, you know that a lot of effort has been put into it.

"Brother Ran, just drink it." The assistant looked at Lin Qingran pitifully, and almost said "please".

He Yi glanced at the assistant, and saw the clue from his somewhat nervous expression. He leaned closer and smelled the soup in the incubator, and frowned slightly.

He turned to his assistant and said, "Okay, you go back first, he will drink."

The assistant glanced at Lin Qingran overjoyed, then turned around and looked at He Yi with clasped hands: "Brother He, you will watch Brother Ran drink, right? You must let Brother Ran drink!"

"Must let Brother Ran drink it!" the assistant asked again worriedly.

After closing the opened insulation box and getting the guarantee, the assistant slowly breathed a sigh of relief, and the tension on his face eased a lot, but when he left, he was still slightly worried.

"What's wrong with Xiao Li? Why does it feel a bit strange?" Sitting on the sofa, Lin Qingran was puzzled and said, "He didn't seem to be like this before."

He Yi shrugged his shoulders and said vaguely: "Who knows, maybe I want to raise my salary."

While eating the grapes that Han Jin fed him, He Yi looked at Lin Qingran's puzzled expression and jokingly changed the subject: "Maybe I was suddenly fascinated by your beauty, don't think about it, let's eat first, I'm starving to death !"

"Dong dong dong." There was another knock on the door.

He Yi stared at the door impatiently: "Who is it again? Every day, are you annoying!"

Han Jin stroked He Yi's back and kissed his face: "Brother Yi, I'll open the door."

Outside the door was a waiter pushing a dining car and waiting at the door. Seeing Han Jin politely opening the covered food on the dining car, he said: "This is a set meal given by our hotel to thank all customers for their stay. I wish you all a good meal. joy."

Put the meals delivered by the waiter on the table, all of which are expensive and precious ingredients, and a large table is full.

He Yi and the others had ordered the food delivery service before, and seeing the food he had ordered delivered long ago, he curled his lips helplessly.

Sitting at the dining table, He Yi stared at these RMB-like foods, and lowered his eyelashes in thought, "It's pretty good at deceiving people."

"What?" He Yi's voice was too low, and Han Jin couldn't hear the question clearly.

He Yi waved his hand, took the lead to grab a piece of Buddha Jumping Wall and ate it, "It's nothing, since it's a gift, don't waste such a good food, eat it, or it will be cold later."

The rain that lasted all day and night finally stopped on the second day, and everything in the world was completely new after the baptism of rain.

The fresh air is mixed with the fragrance of soil and flowers, and the leaves are much greener than before. There are still water droplets on the leaf tips that have not been evaporated by the sun, and they wobble on the leaf tips. Reluctant.

When I went to the studio, the water on the ground was evaporated by the sun above, and the air regained some dry heat.

Lin Qingran stood in a shady place on one side and looked at the area where the monitor was facing the actors were filming. He accidentally caught a glimpse of a familiar handsome figure on the other side, and he frowned slightly.

"Lin Qingran, we are really destined~"

The sudden sound diverted his attention, Lin Qingran turned his head to look at the source of the sound, and saw Yang Jiuyi walking in a high-profile dress, and the assistant next to him was holding an umbrella for him covered in sweat.

Yang Jiu was wearing a red leather coat, a pair of orange sunglasses, and her hair was waxed. She didn't look like she was here to act, but to watch a show.

"Because I knew you were going to play today, I came here specially. How about I treat you well?"

Yang Jiu walked up to Lin Qingran, put on the orange sunglasses on her head, and did not intend to hide the frivolity in her behavior at all.

Looking at Yang Jiu's behavior today, staring at his face, the memories of three years ago flashed by.

Lin Qingran's long eyelashes drooped, and an indifferent smile flashed in his eyes.

That smile was quickly hidden by him, and when his long eyelashes were raised, it disappeared without a trace. Lin Qingran nodded with a smile: "Thanks to Young Master Yang for his love."

Yang Jiu has a habit of addressing this aspect of "Master", and everyone in and out of the circle knows it.

Facing Shanglin Qingran's beautiful eyes, Yang Jiu was suddenly taken aback.

Some time ago, the hot search was full of excitement. Gu Wenyu came to the scene just to make Lin Qingran smile, but everyone knew that Lin Qingran did not give Gu Wenyu a good attitude.

Later, it was revealed that a photo that was suspected to be Lin Qingran's boyfriend was taken, and this incident was even more sensational.

Yang Jiu looked at Lin Qingran's demon-like eyes hiding thousands of stars, and he was rarely stunned for a while, as if his whole body was about to be sucked in by these beautiful eyes and sink deep into it.

He suddenly understood why Gu Wenyu, who has always been known as the male god of abstinence, condescendingly came to pursue Lin Qingran.

This exquisite face, these charming eyes, and his soft peach-colored lips, all of his whole person makes people's blood boil.

At the beginning, he wanted to squeeze out the original actor of this role to occupy his role because Lin Qingran was there, but he didn't expect to see a real person, and he was more anxious than he imagined.

Coupled with the treatment that the national male god Gu Wenyu did not receive, Yang Jiu felt his blood boil even more.

Suddenly his throat was dry and uncomfortable, he licked his lower lip, leaned closer to Lin Qingran and smiled, and deliberately lowered his voice: "You are free tonight, see you at eight o'clock in the evening."

Moon Language is a famous restaurant in N City. The reason why it is famous is that this restaurant is connected to a hotel, which has various types of rooms to meet the needs of various customers.

Lin Qingran gently raised his eyelashes, his amber eyes blinked slightly, and he apologized: "I have an appointment tonight, sorry Mr. Yang."

After finishing talking here, Lin Qingran also went to the locker room to change, and it was going to be his part later, so he had to make preparations in advance.

Yang Jiu looked at Lin Qingran's back, licked her dry lips, dark desire/desire could not be restrained welling up in her eyes.

The assistant stood in a shady place under a large parasol, no one noticed because he had no sense of presence, he looked at Yang Jiu's frivolous face, frowning and thinking, he always felt that this face was somewhat familiar .

"Ah!" The assistant patted the back of his hand, and he suddenly remembered, isn't Yang Jiu that person!

Looking at Yang Jiu in disbelief, he remembered the incident he had encountered when he was abroad, and thinking of Lin Zi, he couldn't help but glared at Yang Jiu who had always had a bad temper.

The filming of "Mud/Mud" was not filmed in the order of the script, because Fan Li not only wanted to shoot "Mud/Mud", but also had another unfinished film before this, so he had to adjust the shooting order.

Now Lin Qingran is going to be filming his own monologue. The fragmented Li Yang's family he plays has even become the reason for others to exclude him. Maybe it is to prevent others from bullying him even more. He has always been obedient and silent in the face of others' bullying. out of the way.

The scene where the filming started was the classroom. Lin Qingran was wearing a school uniform. Now Li Yang is a sophomore in high school. Originally he was supposed to be in the third year of high school, but he stayed in the first grade because of his family.

Lin Qingran looked at the surrounding cameras, his expression was calm and calm, he lowered his eyelashes lightly, and when he raised them, he suddenly seemed to be a different person.

"He got into the movie very quickly." The editor just happened to come over today when he was free, and happened to meet Lin Qingran filming a scene, so he couldn't help talking to Director Wang who was sitting on the monitor.

Director Wang nodded, and said proudly: "Of course, how could the person I choose be bad."

This scene was filmed when Li Yang came back to the classroom on vacation. As soon as he got back to his seat, he saw a lot of dirty things poured on his seat, and there were words "Pervert!" Son!" "Get out!" These curse words.

Since Li Yang's father entered the police station, Li Yang's mother has been throwing things and beating and scolding Li Yang. In order to survive, she also started working in that area.

Li Yang looked at the stinking garbage on his seat, and didn't scold or ask who did it, because this situation has been going on for a long time, especially after her mother started that business.

The camera zoomed in slowly, took a close-up of those things on Li Yang's seat, and then slowly moved away.

The editor and Director Wang focused on the monitor and nodded unconsciously to the monitor, expressing their satisfaction.

The camera continued to shoot, Lin Qingran's every move seemed to be Li Yang.

Li Yang brought a broom and a trash shovel, and swept up the trash on his seat in a good temper. The surrounding students looked at Li Yang's position and kept laughing.

"Go away! Disgusting guy!"

"That's right, you have a father who takes drugs and a mother who is a prostitute, what kind of person are you! It's disgusting!"

"Stay away from us, we are afraid that your disgusting factor will be contagious!"

……

Everyone cursed one sentence at a time, but Li Yang just smiled lightly, as if these things didn't matter to him at all.

The abuse from the surrounding students continued until the teacher entered the classroom. Li Yang sat on his seat and secretly took out a sketchbook and put it on the table.

Because no one wanted to sit at the same table as Li Yang, so he sat by himself, in a corner of the last row of the classroom.

His grades are not good, they are almost always at the bottom, as long as he does not make noise in class to disturb the teacher, the teacher will hardly care about him.

Taking out the sketchbook, Li Yang sketched on the sketch paper quietly.

Although Li Yang's character design is poor in study, he is very talented in art. He has not learned to draw systematically, and most of the time he draws casually by himself.

But any picture he draws at random can be hundreds of times better than the pictures drawn by art students who have learned how to draw systematically.

Lin Qingran drew a few random strokes on the paper and drew the outline of a boy. Although it was just a few simple strokes, he could tell who the boy was.

"He can still draw?!" The editor looked at the monitor in surprise and asked.

Director Wang didn't seem to have expected it either, and he was also a little shocked and said, "I just found out that the drawing part was originally planned to be edited and added at that time."

"Old Wang, you are absolutely amazing. The person you are looking for not only looks in line with the original acting skills, but also has such accomplishments in painting!"

The editor couldn't hold back for a moment, the surprise in his eyes when he saw Lin Qingran's high-definition and exquisite profile in the monitor didn't fade away at all, instead it became more and more obvious.

On the monitor, through the lens, they saw Lin Qingran quietly continuing to draw the handsome boy he had already outlined. Under his brush, the boy quickly came to life on his sketch paper.

Lin Qingran looked at Jian Yang on the sketch paper he had drawn, with a slight smile on the corner of his mouth, the smile was beautiful, the sunlight shone in through the uncurtained glass window next to him, and sprinkled on his side face, beautiful Can't get anything.

In the original novel, Li Yang likes Jian Yang, Director Wang's movie basically fits the original novel, the relationship between Li Yang and Jian Yang has not been deleted or changed by magic.

"Looking at Lin Qingran's faint and warm smile just now when he was looking at the painting, I seem to have seen Li Yang alive." The editor shook his head and sighed: "He even performed micro expressions without lines so deeply rooted in people's hearts."

"It's so beautiful, I want to take a picture!"

"Ahh! This is the face that keeps Mr. Gu awake at night. I am so lucky to see that I am about to cry. This face in the sun is absolutely amazing!"

"With this face, it's no wonder Mr. Gu is willing to be a mistress, and I'd be willing to change it for me too!!!"

The surrounding actors kept sighing, and more people kept taking pictures of Lin Qingran from various angles with their mobile phones.

"It's amazing, is that really Lin Qingran's painting? It seems, if I didn't see it with my own eyes, I wouldn't believe it!"

"It feels like God is so unfair. There are really people who are not only good-looking and good at acting, but also good at drawing!"

"It's really amazing! The Fan Li drawn by Lin Qingran on paper is not to say very similar, but exactly the same. This level is absolutely amazing! I admire it!"

Some actors watched from around the monitor, exclamation continued one after another.

Director Wang also lamented, he thought he was lucky to find Lin Qingran, because there are really few actors in his age group who can have such good acting skills.

But now it seems that what he dug up is a treasure.

Now it is no longer necessary to find someone else to do the painting instead, because Lin Qingran not only finished it, but also finished it hundreds of times better than finding someone else to do it.

Director Wang didn't let the actors around him and the crew disperse, they stared at the monitor and couldn't take their eyes off for a moment.

In the parking lot outside the studio, He Yi just got out of Han Jin's car, and before he took two steps, his phone suddenly vibrated a few times.

After clicking on the message and looking at it, he frowned displeasedly, turned his head and said to Han Jin who had just parked the car: "You wait for me in the car for a while."

After he finished speaking, he walked to a black luxury car on the opposite side, and cast a glance at the handsome man leaning against the door, his eyebrows furrowed even more displeasure.

"Gu Wenyu, what do you want from me?"

He Yigang and Han Jin played around in N City. Looking at the time, Lin Qingran should be about to finish filming. This time, he and Han Jin can make qualitative progress thanks to what Lin Qingran said to him, thinking that the three of them will have a meal together Have a good meal.

The plan was interrupted by the sudden message from Gu Wenyu, He Yi did not intend to cover up his attitude at all, he hated Gu Wenyu unabated from the beginning to the end.

Gu Wenyu raised his cold eyes slightly, and said in a low voice: "Tell me in the car."

He Yi's impatient attitude was obvious, and he directly refused: "No, just tell me if you have anything to say."

Gu Wenyu's long and narrow eyes sank, and then he said in a hoarse voice: "What does Ranran mean by 'alive'?"