Scum so you can't stop [Quick Transmigration]

When a man with an extraordinary IQ and a strong will decides to change himself, he will succeed.

Qin Xin turned down a big scientific research project he was working on, left a lot of work and went on vacation.This kind of behavior is irresponsible, but Qin Zi believes that if he can't get out of this hurdle, he will definitely suffer from a terminal illness. It is inhumane to let a terminally ill patient continue to work.

If Jin Yan is lost, then the work he loves, the hobbies he likes, and his young life will lose their meaning.

Qin Zi slept on Jin Yan's bed and read all the books beside Jin Yan's bed.Go to eat the food that Jin Yan has eaten every late night, and watch the movies that Jin Yan has seen.Every day, he spends a lot of time researching Jin Yan's museum, and even meets the friends Jin Yan made when he was in Africa.

He wants to enter Jin Yan's world, but this is no longer to become someone who Jin Yan will never forget, but to find a way to make Jin Yan happy, hoping that he can no longer live up to Jin Yan's goodness and become a man worthy of Jin Yan. Yan people.

Maybe one day, he will confidently walk up to Jin Yan and say, "No one knows how to love you better than me."

Only by putting down the shield in your hand can you truly gain courage.

Qin Zi learned to open his heart to see the things that happened in his life. He recalled and missed every little thing he had with Jin Yan over and over again. Every time he grew up, he would see something new in his memories. Things, and the more I realized that I had really missed many heart-warming moments.

Half a month later, Qin Zi's longing for Jin Yan became more and more uncontrollable. At two o'clock in the morning one day, Qin Zi wrote at the foot of the bed with a carving knife: Everyone is teaching me to be realistic and indifferent, only him, Taught me to believe and love.

In the [-] mountains, Jin Yan has been in the Dafan Temple for half a month.It's not that he doesn't want to leave, it's just that the business of the museum just coincides with that of Dafan Temple, so Jin Yan works here by the way.

The food here is simple, but the delicate Luo Anyue stays happily every day, feeding the pigs today, teasing the geese tomorrow, Jin Yan reluctantly plays with her.

At six o'clock in the evening, the quaint bells rang, and the bells permeated the green and verdant forests, startling a lot of birds. The world is far away from here.

The smell of cooking smoke rose, and Jin Yan was leaning against the gate of the blue brick and gray tiles to blow the wind. At this time, he planned to go back to the dining hall to help cook.

A man came up the moss-covered stone steps below. The man was wearing a high-tailored sportswear with exquisite writing all over his body. He climbed such a steep mountain without blushing or panting.

"Qin Xin?" Jin Yan was a little surprised, "Come to ask God?"

Qin Xin stood still on the highest step and smiled at Jin Yan: "Yes, come to ask for a marriage that belongs to me."

The forest was shaded, Qin Xin smiled affectionately.Compared with the childish and paranoid affection of the past, Qin Xin at this moment is more stable and determined, and the tenderness seems to be engraved in the bone marrow, deep but not ostentatious.

"There is no marriage that is exclusive to anyone." Jin Yan turned and walked towards the Zhaitang.

Jin Yan followed behind Qin Xin: "Indeed. You have to find out what you want, and then try your best to understand him and be worthy of him. Those who are unwilling to work hard will naturally not get their own marriage, but I'm not that kind of person anymore."

Jin Yan hooked the corners of his lips, and asked softly: "This mountain is notoriously steep, did you climb up to find me?"

Qin Xin froze for a moment, then laughed: "Of course." For some reason, Jin Yan asked this question, and his heart softened.Qin Zi wants Jin Yan to understand that for him, climbing a mountain is really nothing, but this is not something that can be said, and he must find a way to prove it to him.

The Zhaitang is quite simple, and even cooks by burning fire.Qin Xin took over the job of the young monk, nestled in the stack of straw and lit the fire, while Jin Yan was cooking on the stove.

"I still remember my grandpa holding me and lighting a fire in the straw stack when I was a child," Qin Xin said fondly. "Before I went to Qin's house, my grandpa and I lived in the countryside. In winter, we cooked every day. Every now and then, grandpa would sit in this small stack of straw with his arms around me, lighting the fire with firewood, and grandma would be cooking in front, and it was really warm at that time."

Jin Yan didn't speak, Qin Zi continued: "After going to the Qin family, my parents don't want me, and the Qin family is not my real home, I am actually wandering in the world alone.

I admit that I used to miss the sense of stability in my childhood, the warmth and simplicity of burning a fire, and I was attracted to you at first because of your warm and stable temperament," Qin Zi recalled when they first met He couldn't help smiling softly, and then he thought that Jin Yan was cooking on the other side of the low wall where he burned the fire, and felt that the future could be expected, "Now I have grown up, and a 30-year-old person said such things Ridiculous perhaps.

But I used to be very cowardly and naive. At the age of 22, I shrank myself into a shell called cowardly because I was afraid of being hurt, and looked at the world with narrow and naive eyes. At the age of 29, I grabbed you like a life-saving straw. I derived a sense of security and love from you, but I didn't know how to pamper you.

I have failed you too many times, Jin Yan.Today, I want to tell you that what I like is not stability or home, but you. "Qin Xin sighed, "We have known each other for ten years. Since I first met you, my desire to stay by your side has never changed.I am willing to make any changes for you, you, can you give me another chance? "

Jin Yan didn't answer, only the sound of firewood and spatula remained in the air, the long silence brought infinite pressure.

Qin Xin's hand was placed by the fire, and the burning sensation caused a stinging pain, but he had no strength to avoid it, so he waited nervously, fearfully, and devoutly for Jin Yan's answer.

The silence lasted for too long, Qin Xin asked doubtfully, "Jin Yan?"

Qin Xin poked his head out from behind the low wall where the fire was burning, and a large amount of white smoke rose from the large iron pot on the stove. Qin Xin could vaguely see Jin Yan standing with his back to the stove.

"Jin Yan, what's wrong with you?" Qin Zi walked up to Jin Yan, Jin Yan closed his eyes and sighed, the tails of his eyes were red.

Qin Xin's heart was trembling: "Don't cry." He hugged Jin Yan violently, as if he wanted to rub Jin Yan into his body, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm such a jerk..."

Qin Zi seemed to want to say all the sorrys of his life, no amount of sorrys could express the guilt in his heart, he hated himself for being cowardly in the past, if he was a little braver, maybe he would be more emotionally mature and smarter , would not let Jin Yan shed tears for him.

After a while, Jin Yan stretched out his hand and gently hugged Qin Xin back.

Qin Xin's words stuck in his mouth, ecstasy and sadness intertwined on his face, the room was quiet, but his emotions were turbulent.

Qin Xin didn't know how to treat Jin Yan well in the future in order to restore the past harm. There was only such a person in the world who made Qin Zi feel soft-hearted and filled with all kinds of tenderness when he thought of it.Some people say that heartache is not a kind of sympathy, but a kind of love. In the past 30 years, Qin Xin has never felt such a hypocritical emotion. Today, he finally realized this kind of sweetness with a sour feeling.

The two hugged for a while, and Jin Yan patted Qin Xin's back lightly: "The rice is going to be mushy."

Qin Xin hurriedly helped Jin Yan serve the rice, but fortunately the rice was not mushy, otherwise the monks in the temple would have to eat mushy dog ​​food.

After serving the meal, Qin Xin accompanied Jin Yan to eat under the eaves.Qin Xin ate for a while, looked at Jin Yan and smiled for a while.The sun was shining brightly, there were butterflies flying around in the peach garden, the previous hellish time seemed like a dream, and now this man belonged to him again.Qin Xin really felt that he was very lucky. He was lucky to meet such a good person, but he himself was given a third chance when he was obviously so bad.

Qin Xin has always felt that happiness depends on his own hard work, and all his brilliant successes have nothing to do with the word "lucky".But every time he meets Jin Yan, he really feels lucky. He was lucky in the small bar at the age of 22, lucky in their small villa when he was 29, and lucky now at the age of 31.

Jin Yan is also in a very happy mood. His play is basically over, and Qin Zi has already been locked up by him. Even if he behaves like a scum in the future, Qin Zi will forgive him. The task has basically been completed by 90.00%. .

In the next few days, Qin Xin accompanied Jin Yan to live in Dafan Temple where there was no meat to eat. They played pigs and geese with Luo Anyue. Every day, the two energetic men could play from the foot of the mountain to the top of the mountain several times. When the time comes, the two of them will also quietly eat some wild game to satisfy their cravings.

On this day, Jin Yan caught a pheasant in the back mountain, and hid with Qin Zi in the back mountain to give the chicken and mud, and then made it into a delicious beggar chicken.

There is a large piece of weeds on the back mountain. Through the dense jungle, you can see the prosperous city in the distance below the mountain.

Jin Yan gnawed on the chicken and asked, "You have been out for so long, what should the institute do?"

"There's nothing to do," Qin Xin showed a domineering smile, "They can't do anything to me either."

"So confident? Are you afraid that the professors will have opinions on you?"

"Wait until they find someone more talented than me."

Qin Xin smiled vigorously, and Jin Yan also laughed with him.

Jin Yan stretched out his hand to gently outline Qin Xin's face, admiring his infatuated eyes, and said in his mind, "Do you dare to swear in front of God that you will love me forever?"

Qin Xin smiled and asked for a bite of Jin Yan's finger: "Okay. Although I don't believe in gods and Buddhas, if there are gods in the world, I also want to pray for them to bless you with peace and joy in your life."

"After we finish eating, we will go to the Great Brahma Hall and stamp our seal in front of God." Jin Yan said.

"No, I'm going to make a tassel for blessing first, so it looks more solemn. I haven't worshiped gods devoutly in the past ten years. If I don't show some sincerity this time, gods will definitely not notice me. "

So, Qin Xin ran to the foot of the mountain to learn how to tassel with the little girls in the village. Jin Yan sat aside and watched: "Qin Xin, do you believe in God?"