Qin Xin took the water glass, looked at Jin Yan with complicated eyes, and after a while, said: "I'm sorry."

Jin Yan sat on the opposite sofa, leaning lazily on the backrest: "I'm sorry for what? A hangover or a fight?" When Jin Yan said this, it seemed that Qin Xin was a scumbag.

Jin Cheng, who was hiding behind the door, covered his face: "My son is so scumbag that I can't see it, it's his own."

Qin Xin felt a little guilty when he said that, he was clearly determined to win back Jin Yan's heart, but what he did pushed Jin Yan away little by little: "I'm sorry, I... have not been in a good mood recently good."

"Oh." Jin Yan responded indifferently.

Qin Xin seemed to realize something, and quickly explained: "But even if I'm in a bad mood, it shouldn't hurt you, it's all my fault."

"Yeah." Jin Yan nodded, still conscious.

Qin Xin breathed a sigh of relief, and then asked cautiously, "Well... are you and Yue Zhiyi really going to get engaged?"

"No." Jin Yan said softly, he lowered his eyes and looked at the coffee table, not at Qin Zi.

Hearing this 'no', Qin Xin was quite happy, but he had to stay focused and pay attention to Jin Yan's emotions at all times, so as not to make Jin Yan unhappy again. Jin Yan's mood has been cloudy recently, Qin Xin was very afraid that he would break up immediately if he turned his back on him.

"Then... Yue Lingchao and you last night..."

"The photo Wei Yan sent you?" Jin Yan suddenly looked at Qin Xin.

Qin Xin froze for a moment, nodded and said, "Yeah." Then he quickly explained, "I have no contact with Wei Yan, but he seems to be a little jealous of me, so he always likes to add trouble to me."

"So," Jin Yan suddenly smiled sweetly, "You just flew over here? Isn't your scientific research team leader angry?"

Qin Xin hasn't seen Jin Yan smile like this for a long time. He looked at Jin Yan foolishly: "It's okay, he can't control me, and it's useless to be angry."

"Are you jealous?" Jin Yan propped his chin with his hand, and leaned close to Qin Xin's face, blinking at Qin Zi with beautiful eyes.

"I..." Qin Xin's brain was muddled, he didn't know whether he should be jealous or not, and finally choked out a sentence, "Yeah."

Jin Yan narrowed his eyes: "Are you perfunctory?"

"No, no, I'm not, I'm not jealous, I trust you." Qin Xin hurriedly replied.

Jin Yan's smile disappeared visibly to the naked eye, and Qin Xin was about to break out in a cold sweat: "That... I'm still a little jealous..."

Jin Yan leaned back on the sofa again: "Do you know why I changed three secretaries in two years?"

This topic jumped too fast, Qin Xin couldn't react, and said in a daze, "I don't know."

Jin Yan supported his forehead lazily, a strand of hair slipped from his forehead: "Because they all fell in love with me, and I don't like being ambiguous."

"Ah?" Unexpectedly, there was such an answer. Qin Xin's heart went numb. Before falling in love with him, Jin Yan didn't have the habit of changing secretaries. It goes without saying who he did this for. Qin Xin said almost reverently, " It's normal for them to fall in love with you, I always feel that everyone who has met you should fall in love with you."

"But you didn't." Jin Yan said softly.

"Why do you think so?" Qin Zi didn't expect that Jin Yan would have such an idea, and he blamed himself for being too slow and clumsy to give Jin Yan such a feeling. Qin Zi couldn't wait to dig out his heart and show Jin Yan , it was full of Jin Yan without leaving a single gap.

Jin Yan's eyes suddenly turned cold: "Let's break up."

One look, one sentence, fixed Qin Xin in place, and Qin Xin tremblingly said: "Is what you said true?" Jin Yan's cold eyes pierced Qin Xin's heart like an awl, making him I don't even have the courage to speak up.

Qin Zi staggered two steps towards Jin Yan, and knelt down at Jin Yan's feet: "But I really love you, you are my everything, without you I don't know what I would become. "

"If you want to find a sense of home or security from me, then I'm sorry, I don't want to give you these anymore, you can go." Jin Yan's usually gentle and immortal facial features showed their fierce side at this time , Qin Xin knew for the first time that Jin Yan would have such a chilling expression.

"I don't just want these..." Qin Zi didn't know how to explain all this. He wanted to say that he loved Jin Yan, not wanted anything from him, but he did get it from Jin Yan Without a sense of home and security, his mind was in a mess and he didn't know what to say.

Jin Yan suddenly smiled, a smile Qin Xin had never seen before, that smile was as fickle and sloppy as those playboys in Linhai, but prettier than any other playboy: "You are so stupid, I was just looking for an excuse I just dumped you, but you are still seriously refuting me."

"No, you are not such a person." Qin Zi stood up tremblingly and walked towards Jin Yan, "Don't say that about yourself, tell me why you want to break up suddenly, no matter what I did wrong, I will change it, it must be me If it’s not good enough, I can change it.”

"I've played enough, it's that simple." Jin Yan's expression was a little impatient, "How many times will I have to say it before you understand?"

"No, you are not such a person." Qin Xin felt something warm flowing from the corner of his eyes, and he had begun to faintly believe what Jin Yan said, but he dared not accept all this, how could his little angel be Such a fickle person?How could those tender pasts be all fake?Qin Xin felt that the protective wall that Jin Yan built around his heart in the past two years was collapsing inch by inch, and the shackles he built for his heart had already been opened for Jin Yan. Facing the cruel world and ugly feelings, and then being hurt bloody.

Qin Xin didn't even know how he walked to the door step by step. He felt the pain in his heart and morbidly thought that this feeling was not bad. Without the shackles and walls, he felt the world and Jin Yan with his heart. The love and hurt brought to him, this feeling is unprecedented but incisive, which makes him feel 'alive'.

When he was holding the doorknob, Qin Xin looked back in a strange way. He saw Jin Yan who was standing in the living room watching him leave, and saw those eyes that haunted him. Those eyes were looking at him deeply. Qin Xin, who put all his guard against him, was extremely keen, and an extremely firm thought appeared in his mind: "You still love me, right?"

Jin Yan only replied with one word: "Get lost."

Qin Xin opened the door, turned his back to Jin Yan and said: "I feel it, you must still love me. I used to be too dull, I didn't do well enough in many places, and I failed a lot of your tenderness. I let you down , even..." Qin Xin choked up, "...you are not willing to give me a chance to correct now, but I still hope you believe me, I will try my best to be worthy of you, please, wait for me .”

The door was closed, and the living room fell into silence. All the plots were finished according to Jin Yan's plan, and the only thing left was to wait for Qin Xin to come to him again, but Jin Yan couldn't laugh at the moment.He sat on the sofa and ate mangoes, thinking about what Qin Xin said before he left.

Jin Chengze finally walked out of the study: "What's the matter with you? Gay?"

Jin Yan responded perfunctorily: "Yes."

"Then why are you still going on a blind date with your mother, harming other girls?" After finishing speaking, Jin Chengze added, "Also harming boys."

"I learned from you." Jin Yan choked on Jin Chengze, turned around and went upstairs.

Jin Cheng sighed, and called Luo Anyue: "Xiao Yan's friend is gone, you should come back. By the way, don't arrange blind dates for Xiao Yan anymore... No reason, he is so good-looking and it's not like he can't be found If you find someone, let him find it by himself."

Back in the room, Little Seahorse appeared in mid-air: "You are too cruel this time, Shou Shou will not give up on you directly. If you fail the mission, you will be locked up in a small black room for a year. How about you?" Proceed carefully."

Jin Yan leaned on the bed and flipped through the book, and said after a while: "Tell me, can he do it?"

"Ah? What did you do?" Little Seahorse asked in confusion.

"That's right, he said when he left..." Jin Yan threw the book away again after speaking halfway, "Forget it, it's not important."

On the eighth day of the Lunar New Year, Luo Anyue packed her luggage and prepared to return home.When she and Jin Chengze divorced, Luo Anyue was a little prone to mild depression. Jin Yan took Luo Anyue to live in Dafan Temple for two months, and she gradually thought about it. Going to Dafan Temple for a two-week vacation.

Luo Anyue never allowed Jin Chengze to accompany her to Dafan Temple, but she really hoped that Jin Yan could accompany her: "Xiao Yan, are you busy with work this year?"

Jin Yan still doesn't know whether he is a human or a ghost, and he is a little apprehensive about places like Dafan Temple.But since Luo Anyue remarried, Jin Yan hasn't been with her well. Seeing her looking forward with anticipation at this time, Jin Yan's heart softened and he agreed: "Not busy."

"Well, we haven't been there together for three years. You have been so busy with work these years, you should take a good rest. Just go and let the master give you some hints about marriage." Luo Anyue started after receiving an affirmative answer. Chirping' helped Jin Yan pack his things, like a hardworking little lark, Jin Yan couldn't help but smiled softly, "Don't bring too many things, you can buy them there."

The world is really memorable, and after staying for a long time, people will long for feelings.

"By the way, we have to go back to your father's house to get something. The consecrated jade pendant that the master gave me is in your father's study."

Jin Yan picked up the car key: "I'll just go."

Jin Yan returned to Jin Chengze's house and opened the study.Jin Chengze's study room is very grand, the whole room is circular, and there is a bookshelf specially used to put jade ornaments. Jin Yan searched the shelves one by one, and there was a small green bookcase in the lower left corner rabbit.

Jin Yan stared at the little rabbit coldly, and smiled ironically.This rabbit was bought by Jin Chengze and Aunt Li from an antique peddler. This is a rare real thing in the low-grade antique market. They bought something worth tens of thousands for a few dollars.Jin Yan still remembers that Jin Chengze showed off this little rabbit for a long time when he went home. At that time, Jin Yan was still wondering why his father was so excited about something worth tens of thousands of dollars.

'Kara', the precious jade rabbit was broken on the ground, Jin Yan took off Luo Anyue's jade pendant expressionlessly, and the warmth that had just risen in his heart disappeared.

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