Scum so you can't stop [Quick Transmigration]

Qin Xin waited downstairs in Jin's house all night until nine o'clock in the morning, when Qin Mingrui called and asked him to go to work.

Qin Xin sat in the company in a daze, and Qin Mingrui looked at him suspiciously: "What's the matter with you? You never take your work seriously. Did something happen to you?"

Qin Xin hesitated for a moment and asked, "Do you know what happened to the Jin family?"

Qin Mingrui said inexplicably: "Don't you know? Jin Chengze is getting divorced."

Qin Xin sighed: "I know this, but I went to find Jin Yan yesterday, and there is no one in their family."

Qin Mingrui was even more inexplicable: "If there is no one, there will be nothing. Maybe Luo Anyue is in a bad mood and took her son out to play with her. There is nothing to sigh about, you are too sensitive."

Qin Xin still couldn't think about it, but he didn't want to tell Qin Mingrui, so he could only perfunctorily say, "Maybe."

Seeing his frowning expression, Qin Mingrui said helplessly, "If you have something to do, go ahead and take care of it. I'll give you a day off."

When Qin Xin heard this, he turned around and left, Qin Mingrui was annoyed: "You little bastard."

In a city as big as Linhai, Qin Zi looked around for Jin Yan like a chicken without a head. He asked the nanny, Qin Kuo, and anyone else Jin Yan might know, and drove to all the places he might meet. Where Jin Yan was, he didn't know what he was doing, but he couldn't stop. If he couldn't see Jin Yan, then at least he was on his way to see Jin Yan.

Jin Yan was investigating cases in Linhai Mental Hospital at this time, and the dean was sitting beside him. Jin Yan asked: "People with mental illness don't have to pay legal responsibility for killing animals?"

The dean nodded: "I'm sorry, Mr. Jin, our patient caused you trouble. He performed well a while ago, and he was sure that his condition has improved. His wife strongly urged him to leave the hospital to take care of the child, so we released him. , I didn’t expect such a big thing to happen.”

Jin Yan looked at Dr. Lin's face on the hospital file, and smiled: "It's okay, it's the same if you can't do prison and be locked up in the hospital. I'll help him pay for the medical expenses and give him the most expensive medicine. Please make sure he Obediently stay in the hospital for treatment."

Qin Xin drove like crazy for a day, but ran into Jin Yan when he returned to the gate of Jin's house at night disheartened.

Jin Yan was wearing a gray sportswear and a black baseball cap, carrying a bunch of document bags, and was looking for a key to open the door.

Qin Zi carefully got out of the car and stood behind Jin Yan, but he didn't dare to call him.

Jin Yan turned his head sharply, and Qin Zi caught Jin Yan's sharp and sinister eyes the moment he turned his head.

"It's you." Jin Yan saw that it was Qin Xin who came, and regained his composure, and continued to open the door with the key, without any intention of answering Qin Xin.

Qin Zi moved to Jin Yan's side and looked at Jin Yan carefully. Now Jin Yan looked indifferent and unpredictable, a little dangerous.Qin Xin felt very sad for no reason, maybe they would never go back to the relaxed and happy time.But Qin Xin felt even more sad that Jin Yan could no longer have a carefree life. Even if Jin Yan was no longer his little angel, he still hoped that Jin Yan could be happy.

Jin Yan opened the door, glanced at Qin Xin, and licked the corners of his lips without emotion: "Would you like to come in and sit down?"

"I..." Qin Xin was embarrassed to go in, but he didn't want Jin Yan to leave. After thinking for a long time, he said awkwardly, "I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry, I was really cowardly yesterday, I... I regret it, can you give me another chance?" Qin Xin explained incoherently, "I only have you as a friend, and I only want to be friends with you. "

Jin Yan stared into Qin Xin's eyes. There is no doubt that this man hurt him yesterday, but there is also no doubt that this man is sincere to him: "It's okay." Jin Yan smiled slightly, looking innocent .

Although he was forgiven, Qin Xin still felt anxious. He grabbed Jin Yan's wrist: "I waited here for you all night yesterday. I was very worried about you. What did you do last night?"

Jin Yan smiled: "It's nothing, don't worry."

"Jin Yan..." Qin Zi held onto Jin Yan's arm tightly and dared not let go, but he couldn't hold Jin Yan's heart. Now he wanted to listen to Jin Yan's confession, and he was willing to share Jin Yan's entire life. pain, but Jin Yan was unwilling to tell him.

Jin Yan looked at and grabbed his hand tightly, feeling a little unbearable. He had no intention of torturing Qin Xin, nor did he blame him: "Don't worry, we are still friends."

Qin Xin looked at Jin Yan in confusion, not knowing whether to believe this sentence, he just felt that Jin Yan's heart was getting farther and farther away from him, and he had indeed made an unforgivable mistake.

Jin Yan stretched out his hand to hold Qin Xin and held his hand tightly, showing a comforting smile, his apple muscles bulged slightly, and there was a bit of quiet tenderness between his brows and eyes. back again.

"Qin Xin, what happened yesterday was not your fault. I understand why you left, and you should also understand yourself. Some bad experiences have left you with scars, it's not your fault, I don't blame you, You shouldn't blame yourself either. It doesn't matter whether you say or don't talk about those things, whether you listen or not, let's just let it go."

Qin Zi looked deeply at Jin Yan, feeling the slow throbbing of his heart. Even though things are different, even though Jin Yan is no longer sunny and beautiful, he always has a way to make Qin Xin deeply fascinated by him.

Jin Yan's tolerance, Jin Yan's gentleness, Jin Yan's pain, everything made Qin Xin deeply puzzled, how could there be such a good person in the world?

Qin Xin remembered what happened last night, and asked urgently: "Then what happened last night? Is there anything I can do for you?"

"It's nothing." Jin Yan shook his head. He can forgive Qin Xin, but he can't mend the hurt he has suffered. He will never do such things as pouring out his pain to others.

"Jin Yan, I can help you. If you have any difficulties, you should tell me."

Jin Yan looked at Qin Xin who was worried about his eyes wholeheartedly, and suddenly felt very reluctant. It would be great if Qin Xin could always remember him like this, but unfortunately this is impossible.

Qin Zi is special to Jin Yan, Qin Zi is the first person he met after entering the gay circle, and the last person he dated before his family broke up, Qin Zi accompanied him through the two days of the college entrance examination, Qin Zi... ...and the first man who really liked him.

Jin Yan thought: Maybe no one will like him so much in the future. After all, he is no longer as lovable as he used to be, and he can't even communicate with others with a completely open heart. It's a pity that Qin Zi is not A man who has the courage to love him, they are destined to be impossible.

"Okay, I will find you if I have any difficulties. I have to go back to accompany my mother. You can go home first." Jin Yan patted Qin Xin on the shoulder, turned and entered the house.

Qin Xin stared at the gate of Jin's house, almost overflowing with fear in his heart. He always felt that he was losing something, and maybe he would regret it ten years later.

Qin Xin saw Jin Yan again half a month later, and the divorce case of the Jin family was settled.Jin Chengze's determination to divorce is very firm, as if he can't bear this marriage anymore, but at the same time, he gave most of his property to his wife and son, and only kept those that must be managed by him to run. property.Jin Chengze's contradictory and miraculous behavior was also discussed by the spectators for a long time.

In the tavern where they met for the first time, Qin Zi led Jin Yan to his special box on the second floor, where he could see all kinds of beings on the first floor.

Jin Yan looked down indifferently. In the past, coming out of the closet was the most important thing in his life, and being a minority was also the biggest difficulty in his life.But looking back now, it really wasn't such a big deal.

Whether he likes men or women, love is an unreliable thing, and he no longer wants to have it.

Qin Xin looked seriously at Jin Yan's side face, not seeing him for half a month, Jin Yan has changed a lot, whether it's a sharper and more handsome appearance after losing weight, or a whole body temperament. s difference.

Jin Yan suddenly turned his head to look at Qin Xin, showing a blushing and heartbeating smile, Qin Xin caught the inconspicuous pampering in Jin Yan's eyes: "What do you see me doing?"

Qin Xin rubbed his nose and said hesitantly, "I think you've changed a lot."

Putting his face on one hand, Jin Yan smiled and said to Qin Xin: "But you still think it looks good, don't you?"

Jin Yan is always like this, seeing through all Qin Zi's thoughts easily, but Qin Zi doesn't feel uncomfortable at all, at most... shy: "Everyone will think you look good, not just me." Qin Zi has a lot of tenderness in his heart, What he said was always as if he was eager to clear up the ambiguity.

Jin Yan didn't care about Qin Xin's cowardice and incomprehensible style. He knew how he had changed in the past half a month, and also knew that Qin Xin still liked him. It seemed that no matter what he became, Qin Xin would always like him.

But Qin Xin didn't dare to admit it after all, and Jin Yan had no intention of forcing him.

"Qin Xin, my mother and I are going to immigrate to the United States."

"Ah? Why?" Qin Xin grabbed his sleeve with his hand, thinking 'Jin Yan is leaving! '

"There are too many messy people here, and there are too many rumors, there is no need to stay." Jin Yan sighed softly.

"Then we will keep in touch." Qin Zi looked at Jin Yan almost begging.

"I don't know when I will come back." Jin Yan said lightly, "Even if we keep in touch, we will suddenly cut off someday."

"No, definitely not, I can still go to find you." Qin Xin said eagerly.

However, Jin Yan's interest faded: "It's better to..." If you don't live in the same circle and can't see each other often, how can friendship be maintained?Not to mention their ambiguous friendship.Instead of waiting for things to change in the future, it is better to make a clean break now, at least they are still beautiful in memory.

"Don't!" Qin Xin held Jin Yan's hand anxiously, "We will never drift apart, I will be your friend forever."

Jin Yan looked into Qin Xin's eyes, and the warm emotion in it was undisguised, burning his heart.

Qin Xin looked at Jin Yan eagerly. Suddenly, Jin Yan's facial features magnified in front of his eyes, so big that he could clearly see the texture of Jin Yan's skin, feel the warm temperature on Jin Yan's body, and then there was something soft. something, kissed him.

It was just a light touch, and it fell apart immediately, but it seemed to be scratching deep in Qin Xin's heart, a little shocked.

Qin Zi heard Jin Yan's voice and said to him: "Nothing is forever, but I think you will always remember me."