Scum so you can't stop [Quick Transmigration]

Jin Yan was not angry, and did not even show the slightest disappointment. He let go of Qin Xin's hand quite understandingly, and comforted: "It's okay, it's normal."

Qin Xin held his right hand with his left hand, and the rough touch just now seemed to stay on his right hand: "Can we still be friends?"

Jin Yan smiled and said, "Of course."

Qin Xin said bitterly, "I'm sorry."

Jin Yan turned his head in doubt: "I'm sorry for what?"

"I'm not good enough. I'm not a good friend. If you're unhappy, I can't help you."

The heroine fell into the deep sea from the cliff, the theater lighted up slightly, the sprinkler was turned on, sprayed wildly at the audience, and there was a commotion in the theater.

Jin Yan looked at Qin Xin, Qin Xin's neat hair was sticking to his face wetly at this moment, and there was genuine guilt in his eyes, even inferiority complex.

Jin Yan knew that Qin Xin was clumsy in interpersonal communication, but he never felt that Qin Xin was not good at being friends.

Since they met, Qin Zi has been helping him, Qin Zi will definitely do what he promised him, and has been treating him sincerely. During the two days of the college entrance examination, Qin Zi put aside all his things to accompany him, There will be no more competent friend than Qin Xin in the world.

How can those sweet words and communication skills compare to a reliable person and a sincere heart?

"You are my best friend, Qin Xin." Jin Yan said slowly, "You are reliable, excellent, keep your promise, treat me well, and you have done a very good job."

Qin Xin asked himself: Am I really as good as he said?I'm afraid not, I'm not worthy to be his friend, but I greedily want to be his friend all the time.

After the movie screening ended, people in the theater left one after another.

Jin Yan pondered for a while, then seemed to make up his mind, and said, "Qin Xin, I want to tell you something."

It was the first time Qin Zi saw Jin Yan showing such a cold and deep expression. At this time, Jin Yan was so strange, as if he was not the same person he had known before. Qin Zi was a little panicked, but still said: "You tell me."

Jin Yan stared at the ground, and for the first time, he expressed all the dark emotions in his heart to a person: "Recently, I was thinking about a word, there is no banquet that lasts forever, and at the same time, I was also thinking about some vicious things, such as how to go Hate, how can I take revenge on those who hurt me. I stayed in the crematorium for a day, thinking that my life is only a few decades, and it will burn out after all. Maybe I shouldn’t fall into the demons to torture myself, but And I can't help but think, when will those people who hurt me come here to receive services?"

"...Qin Xin, my father cheated, maybe in the eyes of many people, this is not a big deal. But in my house, my mother will not be able to survive, I will lose everything, and no one will love me anymore... "

Qin Xin couldn't listen anymore, he couldn't listen to the suffering in the world, no matter how sad the movie or the sad news, he couldn't even imagine a trace of his sadness when he came to him, he couldn't bear these things.

Qin Xin couldn't stand his little angel Jin Yan, that happy and sunny Jin Yan would also experience such a thing, with such dark sadness.

Qin Xin acted like a coward: "Stop talking, you should calm down first."

Jin Yan froze for a moment, then smiled: "Okay."

Qin Xin stood up: "Let's go, I'll take you home."

Jin Yan smiled and stared at the ground: "No, I want to stay a little longer."

Qin Xin left as if he had run away, Jin Yan learned another lesson tonight, don't confide your sadness to others easily, no matter if you get an impatient response or hypocritical sympathy, it won't be what he wants need.There is no difference between pouring out sorrow to others, and handing over a knife that can hurt oneself to others.

During this period of time, Jin Yan experienced too many disappointments, and what Qin Xin gave him was only a small part of it. He believed that it would not take long for him to adjust, and when he returned home, he would return to normal.

Qin Xin panicked and drove the car back to Qin's house. Qin Kuo was watering the yard with a hose. He was a little surprised to see Qin Xin go and return: "Brother, why are you back? How did you watch the movie?"

Qin Xin fumbled in his pocket to find the car keys, but he couldn't find them, and seemed a little out of his mind.

Qin Kuo frowned and looked at Qin Xin for a while: "Brother, there is something wrong with you."

Qin Xin turned around suddenly: "Do you know that something happened to the Jin family?"

Qin Kuo nodded: "The whole circle has heard that Jin Yan's parents are getting divorced."

"Then why don't you go and see Jin Yan?"

"Ah?" Qin Kuo said inexplicably, "There are a lot of cheating in our circle, but divorce is rare, but it's not uncommon, brother, you shouldn't be so anxious."

"You are Jin Yan's buddy, you still don't understand his family's situation? He needs comfort now, how can you not care about him so much?"

Qin Kuo felt even more inexplicable: "I asked him, and he said it's okay. And brother, why don't you care about him yourself. I can't help him if he says it's okay, they are all big men Is this awkward? If he is willing to confide in you, then it is up to you to comfort him. "

"He didn't tell you..." Qin Xin said in a daze.

Qin Kuo seemed to understand something, and continued: "Not only did he not tell me about his family, he also didn't tell anyone else. If he told you, then you should be the first person he confides to."

Qin Xin got into the car quickly, kicked the accelerator, and the exhaust sprayed Qin Kuo's face.

Qin Kuo touched his face: "Damn, be careful!"

When he arrived at the Tiandi Casino, Qin Xin backed the car into the garage and rushed into the theater at a speed of [-] meters. The place was empty.

Qin Xin stared blankly at the seat where Jin Yan sat, and suddenly slapped himself, then took out his mobile phone to call Jin Yan, the first time, he didn't answer, the second time, still no.

Qin Xin took a few deep breaths, forced himself to regain his senses, then rushed to the underground garage and drove to Jin's house.

At the gate of Jin's house, Qin Xin was running into the nanny aunt who was about to go out: "Auntie, is Jin Yan at home?"

The nanny looked at Qin Xin vigilantly: "Why are you looking for Xiao Yan?"

Qin Xin hurriedly took out a photo with Jin Yan and showed it to the nanny: "We are friends, let me come and see him."

The nanny looked at the photo, and her expression softened: "I'm sorry, I misunderstood you as that vixen. Xiao Yan and his wife are not there, it seems that something happened again, Xiao Yan and his wife just went out in a hurry , you should call him and ask where he is."

"I'll just wait here for him. If you have anything to do, you can do it first." Qin Zi reluctantly smiled politely at the nanny, and then went back to his car and stayed there.

At this moment, Qin Xin felt that her hands were trembling, and her heart was divided into several pieces, each bearing emotions such as anxiety, worry, regret, throbbing and so on.

At two o'clock in the night, Qin Xin fixed his eyes on Jin Zhai, fearing that he would miss Jin Yan's figure. He had been here for five hours.

Jin Yan and Luo Anyue drove directly from the backyard into the underground garage, and then took the elevator up to the third floor.

Luo Anyue held a brown box in her arms, which contained Alexander's body: "Let's bury it in the backyard."

Jin Yan nodded: "Okay, I'll find tools."

Jin Yan helped Luo Anyue to sit on the bed. His expression was very calm at the moment, and he didn't show any sadness. The sadness in their family had reached a critical point. He no longer had the right to vent his emotions. He Now it is Luo Anyue's only psychological support.

Jin Yan found a shovel from the utility room: "Let's go to the backyard."

Luo Anyue wiped her eyes, she couldn't lift a sliver of strength, she could only walk with Jin Yan's support, but her hands were tightly holding the brown box in her arms.

The community they live in keeps the lights on 24 hours a day. Even in the middle of the night, the street lights are still on. The environment of the community is gorgeous and beautiful, giving people an illusion of tranquility.Jin Yan helped Luo Anyue to the rose garden in their backyard. Luo Anyue fell weakly on the dirt, watching Jin Yan dig a hole with a shovel with empty eyes.

Luo Anyue looked at Jin Yan for a while, and suddenly said: "Do you think this is a warning from God? Now it's Alexander, and next, it should be me? It's cold out here, and I happened to go down to accompany Alexander."

Jin Yan sneered: "According to your logic, I should be the one who wants to be killed by the old world. Starting from the youngest, Alexander, I, you, and then Jin Chengze, all went down and continued to fight below. .”

"Don't say that, bah bah bah, you are still young, how can you go down!" Luo Anyue patted Jin Yan lightly.

Jin Yan took a ruler to measure it, and felt that the hole was almost dug, and said to Luo Anyue: "Okay, let's put it in."

Luo Anyue hugged the box: "No, I don't want to."

Jin Yan sat aside indifferently: "Then you can hug me for a while, and I'll give you half an hour."

Luo Anyue pursed her lips: "Half an hour is too little."

After being silent for a while, Luo Anyue said again: "Why are you not sad at all? You were obviously such a gentle and soft-hearted boy before, but now your demeanor and tone have become the same as those heartless stinky men. Every good thing about a man, will you become like that when you grow up?"

Jin Yan looked at the gray sky, and said with emotion: "What are long-term hearts and lungs used for? Isn't it used to make yourself happy?"

Luo Anyue wanted to refute Jin Yan's words, but she didn't know what to say, so she didn't say anything in the end.

Jin Yan looked at Luo Anyue, patted her on the shoulder lightly, and said softly: "Mum, you too, don't keep saying that you can't die. The person who poisoned Alexander hasn't been found yet, don't you want to do it for me?" Does it take revenge?"

Luo Anyue, who has always been gentle, stared at the pit in the rose garden and nodded firmly: "I think, I will definitely not let the person who did this go."

Jin Yan nodded, took the small wooden box, put it into the pit, and buried Alexander with one shovel after another under Luo Anyue's persevering eyes.

After compacting the soil, Jin Yan glanced at the phone: "It's already two o'clock, go back and rest, Mom."

Luo Anyue walked back into the house step by step, Jin Yan sighed, and put her arms around Luo Anyue: "Don't look, maybe Alexander has been reincarnated and left. Let's go to the market where I bought Alexander and find him again. came back."

Jin Yan watched Luo Anyue fall asleep before coming out of her room, and he returned to the place where Alexander was buried in the rose garden, looking down at the ground silently with his eyes down.His eyes were clear and light, and the surrounding air seemed to quiet down along with him.

Small flying insects fluttered under the yellow light of street lamps, and rose petals fell all over the ground.Maybe life is like this, walking all the way to say goodbye, since it is destined to be like this, it seems that there is no need to be hysterical and ugly.

"Goodbye, Alexander." Jin Yan stroked the messy petals on the ground, his eyes were clear and tender.

Back in the room, Jin Yan called out the surveillance in the yard, the surveillance has been destroyed, the method is not clever, Jin Yan can repair it himself.

The lights in the house were not turned on, and he didn't know how long he had been staring at the computer. Finally, the monitor returned to the screen.The video on the surveillance camera was black and white. A hunched man in black sneaked into their garden, added something to Alexander's rice bowl, and left sneakily. I also stumbled.

Jin Yan is very familiar with this kind of body that seems to be a waste. In the dark, Jin Yan smiled slowly: "I know who you are."