I can't, I can't

"I don't blame His Majesty", "I don't blame", these two simple words perfectly explained the active and passive relationship between the little emperor and Sheng Lingyu's overnight accident.

Kang Jiangxue seemed to be struck by lightning, her breath was stuck in her chest and she couldn't get out or get out.At this time, some vague scenes reappeared in his chaotic memory, which happened to be evidence that he took the initiative to force Sheng Lingyu—the little emperor bit Sheng Lingyu's shoulder, and cried out, "I beg you."

Kang Jiangxue was shocked: Sheng Lingyu was loyal and righteous all his life, if the little emperor became lustful while drunk and insisted on forcing, Sheng Lingyu would obey even if he was unwilling...

Makes sense, does make sense.

It's really him, how could he do such a thing to Sheng Lingyu?

The little emperor's face was pale, and he woke up feeling dazed and didn't know what to say. At this moment, he was completely at a loss for words. His eyes fell on the deep mark on Sheng Lingyu's shoulder, and he flinched, as if his mind was electrified.

Beast, he is just a beast, he forced Sheng Lingyu, and even caused people to have this scar...

Kang Jiangxue couldn't think about it anymore, at this moment, Sheng Lingyu's skin was suddenly covered by the material, Sheng Lingyu quickly put on her inner shirt and outer robe, and walked towards the door with the little emperor's panicked expression.

Kang Jiangxue thought that Sheng Lingyu was going to leave, and she fell into a panic instantly, and she couldn't help but tug on Sheng Lingyu's belt in panic. Sheng Lingyu paused for this, and turned her head to the little emperor and said, "Your Majesty, my servant is going to fetch water."

I'm going to fetch water... don't I have to leave?Kang Jiangxue swallowed dryly in her throat, let go of her hands embarrassingly, lowered her eyebrows and pleasing her eyes, and nestled in the brocade quilt obediently, feeling as if she was sitting on pins and needles.

Not long after, Sheng Lingyu came back with hot water, put it on the wooden table beside the bed, and stretched out his left hand towards the little emperor.

Kang Jiangxue felt uncomfortable all over, and her heart was also confused. Seeing that Sheng Lingyu was about to touch him, she dodged reflexively.For a moment, Sheng Lingyu showed a slightly hurt expression.

The little emperor's heart was numb, and his heart was full of sourness. He had no face to face Sheng Lingyu after doing such things. kind of thing."

Sheng Lingyu just shook her head, and stretched out her hand again. Seeing that he insisted, Kang Jiangxue dared not hide anymore, and obediently let Sheng Lingyu hold his ankle, rubbing it inch by inch from the ankle.

Neither of them spoke, and in the eerie and quiet atmosphere, Kang Jiangxue didn't know where to look.

He treated Sheng Lingyu like this, but Sheng Lingyu was still wiping his body at this moment to prevent other palace people from finding out. Kang Jiangxue felt guilty and moved, so she could only close her eyes.I don't know if he blamed himself too much, but he always felt that time passed extremely slowly, and Sheng Lingyu took an extraordinarily long time to wipe his skin.

Sheng Lingyu's movements were very light and gentle, but also very slow, tossing and turning, repeatedly rubbing on her legs and feet.

After wiping for a long time, Sheng Lingyu said: "Your Majesty, lie on your side."

Kang Jiangxue was stunned: "Lying on your side?"

Sheng Lingyu said: "Yes."

Suddenly, Kang Jiangxue reacted. With this reaction, his face became colorful, and his eyelids twitched unconsciously.

In fact, he had already felt the abnormality in his body, but because of the excessive pressure in his heart, self-blame, regret, and self-loathing overwhelmed him, so that he has not faced this problem properly until now.

He offended Sheng Lingyu, but, but he really couldn't believe that he was the one below.

This recognition gave him no less shock and complexity than the moment he woke up and saw Sheng Lingyu's back, not only because Sheng Lingyu had always been a "beauty" in Kang Jiangxue's impression, but more importantly, he himself Zui Qiuhuan subconsciously chose to be the receiver, which was really beyond Kang Jiangxue's range of acceptance.

Kang Jiangxue always thought she was a 1.

The little emperor blushed and shook his head, his skin was almost worn out, and said desperately: "No, I will do it myself."

Sheng Lingyu didn't insist this time, he said without beginning or end: "It's my minister's voluntary."

Kang Jiangxue didn't hear clearly: "What did you say?"

Sheng Lingyu suddenly raised her head, met the little emperor's gaze and said, "No matter how you start, I will do it voluntarily. I don't blame Your Majesty, it's just..."

Kang Jiangxue choked with sobs: "Just?"

Sheng Lingyu said: "It's just that I'm afraid... Maybe Your Majesty, I don't want to see me again from now on."

Sheng Lingyu spoke normally, the loneliness in her voice almost made my heart ache.After finishing speaking, Sheng Lingyu lowered her eyes, stopped looking at the little emperor's eyes, and said to herself: "I will take my leave."

Kang Jiangxue panicked and wanted to shout out, but she heard Sheng Lingyu say: "The minister is guarding His Majesty at the door."

"..."

This time, Kang Jiangxue couldn't speak anymore, and when the door closed, only Sheng Lingyu's blurry back was left at the door, Kang Jiangxue suddenly buried her head in the pillow.

Being hit by Sheng Lingyu, he almost... He really had the idea of ​​trying not to see her in the future, not because he didn't want to see Sheng Lingyu, but because he was ashamed to see Sheng Lingyu.

Kang Jiangxue's mind was exposed, and she couldn't help feeling even more ashamed. Sheng Lingyu was the victim, and he was the one who was sorry for Sheng Lingyu. How could he still be ashamed to immerse himself in his emotions?He sucks, really sucks.

……

Kang Jiangxue completed the follow-up cleaning by herself.He was unwell, his bones seemed to be falling apart, but he was not injured, and he was intact after experiencing the first time, but he was overworked.

It is a good thing that he was not injured, but Kang Jiangxue was a little bit embarrassed because of this. He vaguely remembered that Sheng Lingyu's utensils were perfect, and the little emperor himself had no experience. It seems to be really talented and very silky.

Kang Jiangxue really didn't want to mention it. After all the cleaning operations were over, he went to the front hall to have breakfast as usual.He forcibly stabilized his emotions, and intentionally changed his mood to chat with Sheng Lingyu again. He saw Sheng Lingyu, but the latter took the initiative to ask him to go out to do some things temporarily.

Sheng Lingyu's state is very calm, and it seems that he is not in the same state as the little emperor, but the little emperor faces Sheng Lingyu, but he has no master, and there is nothing he can do.It wasn't until Sheng Lingyu really left that he realized that he forgot to ask Sheng Lingyu what he was going to do and when he would be back. Also, Kang Jiangxue hadn't asked what Sheng Lingyu thought about the absurdity of the night.