I can't, I can't

There were more foreign objects in Kang Jiangxue's mouth, and her faltering voice became more and more difficult to utter. Her tongue seemed uncontrollable, and she was drooling indistinctly.He had no choice but to open his eyes and be forced to look into the eyes of "Sheng Lingyu" right in front of him.

"Sheng Lingyu" looked at him deeply, his hair covered his shoulders, he had broken it, so his hair wasn't too long, but it was black like a brocade, contrasting with his cold white complexion, he hardly looked like a real person.

The clothes on Kang Jiangxue's body had faded away a long time ago. At this time, she was pressed down, and only then did she come back to notice that "Sheng Lingyu" was still wearing her middle clothes. "Sheng Lingyu" called him "Your Majesty", but Kang Jiangxue felt that "Sheng Lingyu" was the one who controlled everything on this bed.

This kind of cognition carries a strong sense of shame, and Kang Jiangxue can't look at "Sheng Lingyu" calmly.His eyes were red, and he could only let the physical tears fill his eyes.

"Sheng Lingyu" looked at him crying, and said, "Why are you crying? Being with me makes you so sad?"

Kang Jiangxue couldn't speak, so he could only shake his head, but he also knew that even if he could speak, he would never be able to speak.

He was too ashamed, not because of Sheng Lingyu, but because of himself who had such a dream.

The "Sheng Lingyu" in front of him is undoubtedly unfamiliar, not the Sheng Lingyu he usually knows, but even so, Kang Jiangxue still feels that her heart is clamoring, and she may fall into it every minute and every second.

Sheng Lingyu's voice, Sheng Lingyu's breath, and Sheng Lingyu's body temperature can all make him dazed. The little emperor's throat is thirsty, piercing the bottom of his heart like a window paper.

He clearly promised time and time again in his heart that he has no selfishness towards Sheng Lingyu, he will never have any reverie about Sheng Lingyu, and he will never have the same thoughts about Sheng Lingyu as Zha Gong, but now this dream is like a slap in the face of him. Kang Jiangxue inevitably realized what she had been hiding in the dark.

How could he treat Sheng Lingyu like an ordinary person?He already liked men, and Sheng Lingyu was so perfect, how could he not make any waves?It's just a matter of deceiving oneself with psychological hints, hiding from the source those inferiority complexes and timidity that are not worthy of Sheng Lingyu.

Without realizing it, without approaching it, without thinking about it, you can guard Sheng Lingyu's bright moon. Sheng Lingyu can live a life with a wife and children, and he can be content with being ordinary.

……

The crimson on Kang Jiangxue's body spread from her cheeks to her neck and to her ears, making her whole body look trembling. "Sheng Lingyu" looked at the tears in the little emperor's eyes, suddenly showed a kind of pity, and said softly: "It's really pitiful."

"Sheng Lingyu" frowned, and seemed to be full of pity for the little emperor, but his face changed again in a blink of an eye, and he suddenly pressed the little emperor's hands on the head of the bed: "But I won't let you go, It won't stop either. Your Majesty, cry, just cry all night, I will keep listening."

"Sheng Lingyu" was extremely tough, his badly injured right hand was trembling, but he could still exert strength that ordinary people could not imagine.

Kang Jiangxue's body seemed to be on fire. Under Sheng Lingyu's endless torture, from a few spots to wildfires, the feeling of powerlessness and numbness spread from one place to another, making him tremble uncontrollably.

Kang Jiangxue wanted to tell "Sheng Lingyu" not to hold him anymore, and told him that he also wanted to hug "Sheng Lingyu" tightly, but as long as he uttered "let go of me", he would get "Sheng Lingyu" which made people almost suffocate kisses.

"Sheng Lingyu" swallowed up all his words.

Only allow him to moan, only allow him to gasp.

His leg suddenly bent, "Sheng Lingyu" asked him, "Your Majesty, do you feel it?"

Kang Jiangxue desperately hid her face in the pillow, answering without a face.

His own body naturally didn't need others to remind him. Without "Sheng Lingyu" saying, the little emperor knew what situation he was in.

Muddy and wet.

It's a mess.

Kang Jiangxue had no experience, but "Sheng Lingyu" teased him and kissed him, his body seemed to be ready to meet the other party.

This is not a normal reaction at all, and only a dream can explain it.

But since it was a dream, she would wake up sooner or later. Before she woke up, Kang Jiangxue no longer tried to resist.He has always been so weak-willed, not to mention that in this secret and beautiful dream, he is as eager for "Sheng Lingyu" as "Sheng Lingyu" is for him.

Hugging suddenly, "Sheng Lingyu" leaned close to him, Kang Jiangxue tensed her toes, and at the moment of integration, she was shocked suddenly, and her whole body trembled.

"Sheng Lingyu" said: "Pain?"

Kang Jiangxue bit her lip, unable to speak, she could only shake her head desperately.The little emperor's face was blushing enough to bleed, and he wanted to cover up the tragic situation just now, but "Sheng Lingyu" didn't give him a chance, and hugged him face to face.

Kang Jiangxue shouted in a low voice: "No... I just—"

All the remaining words were blocked, "Sheng Lingyu" broke his voice with movements, and the beauty said hoarsely as if begging: "I am willing to do anything for His Majesty, so don't want me, and don't reject me."

After a long fight, Kang Jiangxue lost her voice and lost her strength, but she never saw "Sheng Lingyu" intending to stop.Sometimes he is stubborn, sometimes gentle, but he never stops.

Kang Jiangxue lost consciousness several times, but was pulled back by Sheng Lingyu. She couldn't stand it anymore, so she begged in a low voice. "Sheng Lingyu" just bowed her head and kissed him without stopping.

Judging by the expression of "Sheng Lingyu", he is not as obsessed with it as the little emperor, he has been sober all the time, during which he kept getting reactions from the little emperor, but he himself did not seek an end, it seems that compared to obtaining happiness, continuous seeking The process made him more at ease and satisfied.

As a result, the feelings accumulated by the two parties were very different. The more they continued, the more Kang Jiangxue felt that she was on the verge of going crazy, and there was nothing in her mind, only a blank.

"I don't want it anymore... Really, Sheng Lingyu... I really can't do it."

"Sheng Lingyu..."

"Sheng Lingyu!!"

The little emperor's eyes were swollen with tears in his eyes: "Please, Yulang... please forgive me."

Yulang, Sheng Lingyu finally stopped. From the mouth of the little emperor, he heard this title again.

Who is the little emperor calling?Sheng Lingyu was already difficult to distinguish.

Once, he thought that this title was calling him, for this reason, he did not dare to show that he could not restrain himself and was really happy.He didn't tell anyone, but he always felt that in the heart of the little emperor, he might be different from others.

The little emperor would call him Yulang, write his name quietly at night, carry the jade rabbit pendant he gave him with him, and raise a white rabbit named Xiaoyu. These signs once made Sheng Lingyu have a little expectation. Thought that although the little emperor might not choose him, at least he was in his heart.

He is special to the little emperor—Sheng Lingyu always thought so, until the appearance of Zheng Lanyu disrupted Sheng Lingyu's cognition and turned his thoughts upside down.

He suddenly had uncontrollable doubts about everything in the past——

The little emperor paid close attention to Zheng Lanyu, and was overjoyed by Zheng Lanyu's appearance; above the court, he was very indulgent in the face of Zheng Lanyu's provocation; he clearly told him that he had never met Zheng Lanyu, but in Zheng Lanyu's eyes, it was clearly a reunion surprise.

More importantly, that familiar name——Yulang, combined together, Sheng Lingyu could no longer think calmly, let alone sort out and divide those memories that he had used as comfort.

Is the "Yulang" whom the little emperor would call intimately really him?

Sheng Lingyu didn't know, and couldn't be sure.

Anyone can analyze everything he faces in a nutshell, but only the little emperor, as long as he thinks about it, it will make him fearful and worry about gains and losses.

He couldn't think about it, he didn't dare to think about it.

At this moment, the little emperor called again: "Yulang."

Sheng Lingyu's muscles tensed, looking at that crimson face, she suddenly kissed it.

He told himself: It's him, it can only be him.

When he came to his senses, Sheng Lingyu smiled abruptly, and whispered close to the little emperor's ear, "Call, call a few more times, so that in the future, whenever His Majesty calls Yulang, he will think of this night and think of me being so close." You kiss you, no matter who Yulang was before, after tonight, it will be me."

"I am Your Majesty's Yulang."

……

As dawn approached, the little emperor was completely lethargic. Sheng Lingyu wanted to clean up the traces for the little emperor, so she got up to get a handkerchief. The water had already cooled down earlier.The temperature of the cold water pierced Sheng Lingyu's skin, and also cooled Sheng Lingyu's thinking. Sheng Lingyu looked back at the little emperor, and suddenly gave up the plan to clean up.

I don't know what kind of reaction the little emperor will have when he wakes up like this and sees the traces on his body after waking up.

Sheng Lingyu wanted to know very much.

Last time, when the little emperor got married, Sheng Lingyu also faced such a choice, but after hesitating several times, he finally chose to run away, but this time, he no longer wanted to run away.

Sheng Lingyu gently climbed onto the bed and lay down next to the little emperor.The little emperor's eyes were closed tightly, his lips were moist and swollen, the corners of his eyes and the tip of his nose were also slightly red, and he looked like he was crying hard.

Sheng Lingyu stretched out her hand and gently touched the little emperor's face, her heart was filled with the little emperor's exhaustion, and she was no longer as helpless as before.Up to this point, he still didn't have any regrets. After he actually did it, he became more clear about his thoughts than before.

What he wanted was this person, this young man, this emperor, who was called the Lord of the World, the Ninth Five-Year Lord.

He wants to take him for himself.

Sheng Lingyu stared at the little emperor, his eyes finally became gentle, but when he opened his mouth, he pressed on every step of the way. He said softly: "I will not run away, so Your Majesty...don't even try to run away."

……

Kang Jiangxue opened his eyes, the sky was bright, and the glaring light made him unable to recover for a long time.I don't know if it's because of the hangover, but his dizziness and dull pain are endless, he can't lift his shoulders, his legs are heavy, his throat is burning, and there is no place for comfort.

How can it be so uncomfortable?

Kang Jiangxue was very uncomfortable, she slowly turned her head to call out, and suddenly saw a very beautiful back, with a cold white complexion, covered with many bloodstains from fingernails, facing him.Kang Jiangxue was taken aback, and sat up abruptly, causing more soreness on her body, and a coolness rushed to her tailbone. Kang Jiangxue let out a "huh", her calmness disappeared, and every cell was sharp. shouted.

it hurts--

There is also a sticky feeling.

What are these? ? ?

Kang Jiangxue was dumbfounded and couldn't speak a word.Just at this moment, the person with his back turned his head, revealing an extremely familiar face.

Sheng Lingyu.

There was a bang in Kang Jiangxue's head, and she lost her mind in just a moment.He stared dazedly at Sheng Lingyu's uncovered body, and then looked down at his chest rising and falling with his breathing, all the blood poured into his brain.

why?last night, last night...

Kang Jiangxue tapped his forehead and racked his brains to think about it. Many fragments flooded into his mind and he almost vomited blood. Shouting, joy, and entanglement were not coherent, but they were enough to explain the situation in front of him.

He and Sheng Lingyu were really, really... their voices stuck in their mouths, and the little emperor's eyes kept flickering, and he was completely panicked.He looked at Sheng Lingyu stiffly, and quickly dodged after just one glance, his hands and feet cramped and nervous.

how so?why? !Didn't he drink with Zheng Lanyu at the champion banquet?

The little emperor didn't know what to do, he could see all the panic at a glance, Sheng Lingyu looked at him quietly, and suddenly said with a flash of eyes: "Your Majesty is drunk, I don't blame His Majesty."