I can't, I can't

Sheng Lingyu cried for a long time, and amidst the crying, all his strength and unyielding collapsed like a mountain that had reached its limit.Sorrow and pain overwhelmed the last bit of clarity in Sheng Lingyu's consciousness. He clutched Kang Jiangxue's clothes tightly with his left hand, and finally fell asleep.

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Sheng Lingyu didn't know how long he had slept. He opened his eyes in the hazy light. His thinking recovered very slowly. After he could see things, his mind was filled with a vast snowfield.

For such a short period of time, he forgot who he was and where he was, until a continuous twitching pain came from his wrist, which awakened Sheng Lingyu's perception.

Sheng Lingyu raised her arm reluctantly, and saw that her right wrist was tightly wrapped in gauze. The gauze was new and dense, and it looked like it had been recently put on.

In an instant, all the memories flooded in like a tide, and the pain that he had temporarily forgotten surged through his limbs and bones.Sheng Lingyu remembered the news of his mother's death, his father's crimes, the downfall of the Sheng family, his grandfather's innocence, his sister's safety... Everything in an instant turned into dense pain, pulling him back to reality among.

Sheng Lingyu made a slight noise, which alarmed the guards outside. A little girl with big eyes came over and asked, "Mr. Sheng is awake?"

That little girl is Haitang, and she has been ordered to guard Sheng Lingyu for several hours, now she heard some movement on the bed, she rushed over immediately, she came quickly, she just saw Sheng Lingyu staring at her right hand in a daze .

Haitang originally wanted to say a lot, but seeing this scene, her chest couldn't help being blocked, and she fell silent for a while.

An hour ago, she was the one who changed Sheng Lingyu's bandage. Although she was young and did not know medical skills, Mr. Sheng's wound pierced through flesh and veins, and it was difficult to heal no matter how she looked at it. She felt terrible, so she secretly asked Ping Wuqi, the way Ping Wuqi shook her head heavily at that moment made her feel sad until now.

Mr. Sheng is such a good person.

Haitang would never take the initiative to bring up other people's sorrows, so she hurriedly asked: "Mr. Sheng is exhausted and hasn't eaten for a long time. The servant has prepared some for you. Do you want some?"

Sheng Lingyu didn't respond, she was still in a daze slowly, that appearance reminded Haitang of the little emperor before she went out.Speaking of which, before His Majesty left, he held Young Master Sheng's right hand in his hands for a long time. The difference was that Young Master Sheng was expressionless, and the expression on His Majesty's face was far more sad than the way Young Master Sheng looked at his right hand.

Haitang came back to her senses, and said again: "Young Master Sheng is thinking about Miss Sheng? Don't worry, Young Master, the girl slept soundly the first night, although she hasn't woken up yet, she is already much better."

Sheng Lingxi's news really awakened Sheng Lingyu's mind, and Sheng Lingyu turned her head to gather her consciousness, and she had a completely clear understanding of the moment.

I remembered, he is now in Zhengyang Palace, Lingxi is also in Zhengyang Palace, it is His Majesty...

His Majesty sheltered them.

Everything about yesterday, Sheng Lingyu was in it but felt extremely chaotic, everything around him was pushing him away, he couldn't care about anything, he didn't think about anything, but now, with a clear mind, he finally remembered what happened in the Taimiao. The mouthful of blood that the little emperor vomited reminded him of the white jade hairpin that he broke with his own hands, and the glimmer of hope he got when he was in despair.

He told His Majesty to leave it alone.

But His Majesty still took care of it.

At the moment when all his thoughts were lost, it was the little emperor who stretched out his hand to pull him up. The little emperor even hugged him and indulged his subsequent gaffe.

Why?Why did His Majesty still choose... Sheng Lingyu was silent for a while, and after a long time, he asked, "Where is Your Majesty?"

Sheng Lingyu's voice was very dry, it was too different from his usual clear voice, Haitang was stunned, and then replied: "Your Majesty went to court today, and it has been less than half an hour since you left, but Your Majesty Before leaving, I specifically asked my servants to take good care of the young master, if you have anything to do, you can tell the servants."

The little emperor was ill for three or four days, and he vomited blood again yesterday, Sheng Lingyu didn't understand: "His body..."

Haitang knew what Sheng Lingyu meant, and hurriedly replied: "My lord, don't worry, His Majesty's health has recovered, and it is reasonable to rest for a few days, but it is a pity that the posthumous matter is very important and involves a lot. To be there, therefore to be there."

Haitang originally explained that she didn't want to get Sheng Lingyu more doubts. Since Sheng Lingyu woke up, his face had been expressionless. At this moment, a crack appeared on his face. Sheng Lingyu asked: "...Empress?"

This question left Haitang at a loss. Yesterday, Ping Wuqi personally accompanied Mr. Sheng to pick up the girl from the Sheng family. After such a long journey, Haitang thought that Sheng Lingyu knew about it, but she didn't expect that Ping Wuqi didn't tell him. .

"Mr. Sheng didn't know?" Haitang was stunned for a second, and had to explain herself, "Your Majesty has conveyed the order in Zhengyang Palace to make Mr. Sheng's younger sister a queen. At this moment, the court seems to be discussing this matter. After the conversation is over, His Majesty will welcome Miss Sheng into the main palace as quickly as possible, and from now on, Miss Sheng will be His Majesty's queen."

After taking a breath, Haitang smiled softly and said, "Of course, Mr. Sheng is the new Uncle Guo, so there is no need to worry about it anymore."

What a big deal it is to be a queen. Sheng Lingxi's becoming a queen not only means that the safety of Sheng Lingyu and Sheng Lingxi is guaranteed, but also shows that the other branches of the Sheng family who have been implicated also have a way out and can be protected from unnecessary humiliation .Haitang wanted to use this news to make Sheng Lingyu look good, but before she finished speaking, Sheng Lingyu suddenly lay down beside the bed and retched.

As if out of control, Sheng Lingyu's face was pale and she vomited non-stop, but because she had been fasting for a long time, she couldn't vomit anything after repeated retching, only her eyes turned blue, and a little moisture appeared in her eye sockets.

Haitang was taken aback, and quickly patted Sheng Lingyu's back to try to make Sheng Lingyu feel better, but it didn't work. She patted Sheng Lingyu many times, but Sheng Lingyu didn't get better. The illusion of crying.