I can't, I can't

Sheng Lingyu's reaction was very slow, or he didn't respond at all.

Kang Jiangxue waited for several seconds, but did not get a response from Sheng Lingyu, so within a breath, Kang Jiangxue's heart was swallowed by a strong fear, and he shouted: "Sheng Lingyu...raise your hand."

Sheng Lingyu didn't respond, so Kang Jiangxue had to grab Sheng Lingyu's hand by herself. The light shone on Sheng Lingyu's wrist, which was wrapped with several layers of white cloth, and the white cloth tied the wrist tightly. At first glance, it seemed that she was not injured.

However, Sheng Lingyu's hand was out of control. Kang Jiangxue touched it carefully, but felt that the hand was extremely cold, and every fingertip was trembling.

Sheng Lingyu's hand was convulsing.

Kang Jiangxue didn't see the wound, but the tremors were enough for Kang Jiangxue to figure it out: Sheng Lingyu... Sheng Lingyu's tendon was broken.

This is Sheng Lingyu's right hand.

He used his right hand to use a sword, lift a pen, sweep away thieves, and paint mountains and rivers.

How important this hand is!Kang Jiangxue still remembered Sheng Lingyu's sword dance at the Tanabata Banquet, and remembered that Sheng Lingyu's painters would invite him to the Painting and Calligraphy Bureau.

Sheng Lingyu was supposed to use this hand to ride horses and shoot arrows in her later life, defending her family and country, but now, all these assumptions are gone.

All gone.

Sheng Lingyu's right hand is useless.

He can't... can't lift Jiyue Sword anymore.

No, this hand must still be able to heal, it can be cured of everything.Kang Jiangxue's eyes turned black, and he felt suffocated. He desperately tried to find some hope, but there was another voice in his heart telling him: It won't be cured, it can't be cured.

Lu Qiao broke a leg and was left with lameness. Now that she wants to write it off, it is impossible to leave room for Sheng Lingyu.This is the result. This tragic and irreversible situation is the choice he made for Sheng Lingyu, and it is the result of him.

It's him, it's all his choice.

It is impossible for Lu Qiao to let Sheng Lingyu come back unscathed, he already knew it.

Kang Jiangxue couldn't make any sound. He wanted to ask Sheng Lingyu if it hurt, to comfort Sheng Lingyu, to collapse, to shout, but Sheng Lingyu stood there... so calm.

People who are in pain don't cry out for pain, how can Kang Jiangxue have the right to cry out, the little emperor looked at Sheng Lingyu's hand for a long time, and finally turned around abruptly after exhausting all his strength.

At this glance, Kang Jiangxue saw Haitang.

Haitang stared at the little emperor's face in a daze, covered her face and began to cry, Kang Jiangxue didn't know what kind of expression he showed that made Haitang suddenly feel so sad, but her mind went blank, saying no If you speak, you can't turn back.

At this moment, there was a burst of noise from inside, and someone from the palace cautiously asked, "Your Majesty, the situation of the Sheng family girl is probably not good, may Your Majesty want to take a look?"

This sound broke the blank in Kang Jiangxue's mind, and pulled the little emperor back before his emotions fell into the abyss. He came back to his senses in a trance, and quickly followed up.

Kang Jiangxue actually wanted to say something to Sheng Lingyu, but he didn't know what to say, let alone what else to say at this moment.

He went to the inner hall as if fleeing, and asked dryly, "How is it?"

The hall was noisy and the situation was chaotic. After the little emperor came in, there was almost no place to stay.The palace people kept changing the clean water and towels and moving the dirt out.Ping Wuqi was beside the bed, holding Sheng Lingxi to vomit for a while, after subsiding, Sheng Lingxi was still delirious and broke out in a cold sweat.

The situation looked very bad, and Kang Jiangxue was even more at a loss than before, but unexpectedly, Sheng Lingyu, who cared more about her sister than herself, did not follow up in the inner hall, but sat down at the door leaning against the door , he leaned against the door, only showing half of his back, silently listening to the various sounds of taking care of Sheng Lingxi in the hall, but he never approached.

"Is the medicine ready?"

The palace man replied: "Okay."

Ping Wuqi quickly took it, and fed Sheng Lingxi intermittently. After a while, Sheng Lingxi's complexion finally stopped turning blue. All the palace people present had never seen such a life-saving scene. Seeing Sheng Lingxi's face softened Come down and breathe a sigh of relief together.

Kang Jiang Snowman was also almost aphasic among them.

Sheng Lingxi was Sheng Lingyu's last relative, if something happened to her, there would really be nothing left of Sheng Lingyu.

Fortunately, fortunately—

Ping Wuqi has been busy for a long time, and he didn't have time until then. He checked Sheng Lingxi's situation carefully and confirmed that Sheng Lingxi had really settled down. Worry, as long as you take care of yourself, you will be able to recover some vitality in a few days, but Miss Sheng's body is very weak, and this injury to her body may still affect her lifespan to some extent, and I'm afraid it will be..."

Kang Jiangxue always knew that Sheng Lingxi was not in good health, but she didn't know what happened to this. He looked at Ping Wuqi in surprise, and Ping Wuqi said solemnly: "When we arrived, Miss Sheng was given a bowl of water. Medicine is three-point poisonous, especially the kind of medicine that damages the body. A healthy woman may be able to bear it, but Miss Sheng has been taking medicine all year round. After drinking this bowl of medicine, half of her life will really be lost. "

Kang Jiangxue could only hear clearly at this time, but she still couldn't understand: "What did you say? Did you take medicine? What kind of medicine?"

Ping Wuqi replied: "Pharmaceutical for children."

There was a bang in Kang Jiangxue's mind, and just three words shocked him.

He didn't understand, he had clearly agreed to Lu Qiao, and he agreed, why did Lu Qiao still do this?What kind of era is this? A bowl of child-killing medicine can easily ruin Sheng Lingxi's future. Even if Sheng Lingxi has no chance to remarry or have children in this life, she shouldn't suffer.

She is just a daughter's family, a daughter's family who does not fight or fight for a long time.

The little emperor's expression was in a trance, and Ping Wuqi said slowly when he saw this: "Young Master Lu didn't want to be on guard against His Majesty."

Kang Jiangxue didn't say a word, and didn't respond to anything.

Perhaps for Lu Qiao, it was Sheng Lingxi who was on guard, but now, all the reasons are no longer important.Kang Jiangxue waved her hand and pushed everyone back. The palace people cleaned up the chaotic inner hall, and soon only Kang Jiangxue, Sheng Lingxi, and Sheng Lingyu were left.

Before Ping Wuqi left, Kang Jiangxue thought about Sheng Lingyu's hand injury, but she didn't know if she already knew the answer in her heart. She was afraid of being confirmed. After all, he didn't ask. Ping Wuqi and Sheng Lingyu came back together. , I must have done it while bandaging the wound.

After everyone retreated, he stayed by Sheng Lingxi's bed and pulled the quilt around Sheng Lingxi.Kang Jiangxue didn't do too many actions, he just waited for Sheng Lingyu outside the door to walk in, or to say something, but after a long time, there was only silence in the room.

Kang Jiangxue couldn't wait for a long time, so she had to look at the back and walked slowly.

Sheng Lingyu was still sitting there, staring at a certain point in the sky with ecstasy, her eyes were empty.

Suddenly, all of Kang Jiangxue's preparations were gone. He had thought about what to say for a long time, but after watching it, he suddenly realized that he hadn't really looked at Sheng Lingyu well since he entered the door.He only paid attention to whether there were any wounds on Sheng Lingyu's body, and only noticed that Sheng Lingyu didn't cry out for pain or speak, but he didn't find that Sheng Lingyu's state was so wrong.

Sheng Lingyu's eyes were clearly open, but Kang Jiangxue couldn't tell whether he was conscious or not, because Sheng Lingyu's eyes were too empty, without even a trace of focus.

From that day to now for four days and four nights, Kang Jiangxue suddenly realized that Sheng Lingyu probably didn't close her eyes for a second.

He is not calm.

He's just at the end of his rope.

Kang Jiangxue didn't make a sound, she stretched out her hand tremblingly and gently touched Sheng Lingyu's cheek.Sheng Lingyu's body trembled, and she looked over as if suddenly awakened. She was vigilant at first, and then gradually recognized and relaxed after a while.

Sheng Lingyu called out: "...Your Majesty?"

When this sound came into his ears, Kang Jiangxue felt even more stinging. Before that, he always thought that Sheng Lingyu was awake. The moment he stepped into the hall, the moment he hugged him, he thought that Sheng Lingyu's thoughts were clear. But it turned out that it wasn't his illusion, all of Sheng Lingyu's reactions were indeed slow, but he wasn't slow, he was just too tired.

No wonder Sheng Lingyu said so little, no wonder Sheng Lingyu who knows the most etiquette has not stubbornly thanked him as usual, because he can't care about anything, he has already fallen down.

He fell while standing.

Kang Jiangxue couldn't bear to cry at this moment. He faced Sheng Lingyu, holding back the endless heartache, forced a smile, and said softly, "Sheng Lingxi is fine, don't worry."

Sheng Lingyu seemed to think for a while, her eyes were not fully focused: "Is she okay?" Kang Jiangxue nodded and asked, "Do you want to see her?"

Sheng Lingyu was silent. After a long time, she shook her head.

This was Sheng Lingyu's second avoidance of Sheng Lingxi. Kang Jiangxue still didn't know the reason, but he didn't pursue it. He just said, "Sleep for a while, I'll ask someone to make your bed."

After Kang Jiangxue finished speaking, she got up, and before she could take a step, Sheng Lingyu suddenly grabbed him with her still intact left hand. The little emperor turned around and bumped into Sheng Lingyu's eyes. A very strong emotion.

Sheng Lingyu said, "It's me."

The sound was so abrupt that Kang Jiangxue didn't understand what it meant, and then Sheng Lingyu began to speak continuously. Those words seemed to be engraved in the depths of his soul, and they had been accumulated for too long, so that when he spit them out , Every sentence is like tearing the soul.

Sheng Lingyu said: "I was the one who killed my mother, the Sheng family, and Lingxi."

"... Before my grandfather died, my mother should kill my father as an example to others. On that day, I begged my mother to save my father's life. It was I who knelt down to beg for love. It was also I who suggested that my mother take my father away from the imperial city. Me! Your Majesty has already reminded me, and clearly reminded me, why, why... It's all my fault, it's my fault, how can I still have the face to face Consonance?"

Sheng Lingyu couldn't make a sound anymore, but Kang Jiangxue clearly heard the cries that Sheng Lingyu didn't vent. He had too much to say, but at this second, he only had time to hug Sheng Lingyu tightly and hug this person tightly.

Kang Jiangxue said: "Sheng Lingyu, Sheng Lingyu..."

What should he say when he stopped talking?Say it's not your fault, blame him, blame Xie Chengan, blame Yang Xian?

No matter what you say, it won't help. Kang Jiangxue knew in her heart that she could only close her eyes and say, "...Sheng Lingyu, cry."

Sheng Lingyu paused suddenly, and after a long time, he burst into tears in the arms of the little emperor.