Congratulations to the king of the net for capturing a genius

更新时间2015-3-3013：25：37字数：2478

Tezuka was silent.

The young man beside him smiled so well and confidently that he couldn't say a single word, blessing or rebuttal.

He had never seen Buer so resolute, the kind of decisiveness and calmness that bet everything—yes, calmness, even when he was talking about the difficulties he might face in the future, there was still a trace of clarity on his lips. A shallow and calm smile.

Such a long time friend, he was stunned for the first time, but it seemed to be taken for granted that he didn't understand Budu. The kind of peace and warmth that seemed to have passed through time made this boy who was clearly only 15 years old look so mature. and strong.

.

After finishing the long series of words, Bu Er also froze in a daze.

... Talking about this with Tezuka felt a little weird.

In another time and space far away, there was also a young man with chestnut hair and blue eyes who hesitated to speak and said with a smile-"No matter what... please let me face it with you".On the other hand, the cold and handsome young man just nodded silently, moved his lips slightly, and finally said nothing.

At that time, how naively I thought that the boat would go straight to the bridge, and the car would have a way to the mountain.At that time, how did he quietly swallow all the words that he wanted to face his family after seeing the brows of his lover furrowed again and again.Whether it is evasion or procrastination, it is not clear.In fact, he was afraid, afraid to open his mouth, afraid to challenge the majesty of such a traditional and powerful family, so Shengsheng dragged the chessboard with a chance of life to a dead end—the moment the old man fell on the hospital bed, It is doomed that the forbidden love that two people have not had time to speak can never be presented in the sun.

...No one is wrong, it's just that we don't have the courage.Everyone is wrong, too naive to think that time can solve everything, and delusional to deliver the imminent worries to the future self, but they don't know that the future only means greater uncertainty.

Tezuka, if you know—if you know... Heh, what are you thinking, what if?

Buer twitched the corners of his mouth slightly as if mocking himself, and then returned to a peaceful smile.

...No matter what, whether it is because of the courage brought by rebirth, or the lessons brought about by the failed love affair, the self in this life will not ignore the hidden worries behind because of the sweet happiness in front of me. ——Perhaps, it's unfair to Tezuka.After all, the person who interacted with Seiichi was more willing to take the initiative and take responsibility because of his psychological age or previous lessons, but when he was with Tezuka at that time, the pressure was more on the seemingly reliable and powerful on the man.However, if there is no lesson from that life, how can it be possible to have the courage to face everything now?

And now, Tezuka, who no longer has a future entangled with himself, will no longer be caught between his lover and family, burdened with heavy responsibilities and suppressed by heavy thoughts.

—Whether it is fair or not, who can tell?

.

"Fuji! Fuji! Let's sing! Stop chatting with Tezuka all the time!"

Kikumaru, who sang several songs in one breath, turned his head and stared at Fuji with bright eyes.

"...Okay." Fuji replied with a smile, "I'll sing after Ah Tao and Kaitang finish singing."

"Let's order a song first! In case you shirk it later!" Kikumaru pouted, obviously being fooled by Fuji too many times, and she had already learned a lesson.

"Yeah." The chestnut-haired boy nodded with his eyes bent, got up and walked in front of Tezuka to the jukebox.Passing by Taocheng and Haitang who are fighting over the ownership of a drink, passing by the one who is pushing his glasses to calculate which song he has the highest probability of singing well, passing by worriedly trying to stop the two second graders from fighting and going to see Kikumaru to stop it from time to time Dashi, who continued to order songs, passed by Kawamura, who had a gentle and generous expression because he didn't get any sticks, and finally looked seriously in front of the song jukebox.

...Actually, there's nothing wrong with that, isn't it? Everyone is in their best form now.

.

If it wasn't for Oishi's worried face persuading "I can't go back too late" and Tezuka's cold face, it is estimated that Maiba Kikumaru and Kaido Momojo, who are so noisy, would still be tossing go down.

Because I told my family in advance that I would return late, I was not worried.When we got home, everyone had already fallen asleep. The silence and darkness were as expected, but there was still a strange sense of loneliness.Pressing the switch of the light, the warm orange light instantly enveloped the entire living room, but it was still unavoidable to feel a little cold in the body at the edge of the light.

Probably... the reason for the wind that has been blowing for too long just now.

...Just now, after being separated from the others, there was a strange silence between the two of them during the walk with Tezuka.It was Tezuka who spoke first afterward, which is really rare. Generally, when two people stay together, they always start the conversation first.It seems that Tezuka is not too used to it, so the words that are very easy to make the atmosphere worse - "Fuji you - do you want to study in Lihai in high school?"

"Yeah." Fuji nodded, and belatedly realized that the embarrassment—Tezuka seemed a little annoyed after asking about his relationship with Yukimura—was the kind that wanted to show that "I'm not to you guys." I'm just a little worried about what we think together" but I can't express my annoyance anyway, and my own silence is just a little dazed because I think of the past, but it is roughly interpreted by Tezuka as "worried and unhappy by that topic" up.Therefore, Tezuka seemed to be trying to convey something, but was ignored by himself who was rarely out of state.

Realizing this, Buer was a little speechless, so he tried to tactfully convey that he didn't mind his question.So Fuji finally managed to bring the issue of Tezuka's deviation back to the focus of the two people's discussion without any trace.After he made it clear that he absolutely didn't mind being asked questions about his relationship with Yukimura or his sexuality, Tezuka obviously relaxed a lot—although his face, which has remained unchanged for thousands of years, would not be seen by anyone who is not very familiar and careful. Nothing came out.

Before the two parted, Tezuka hesitated for a while, and finally said softly, "If you are in a bad mood or in trouble, you can come to me."

"...Okay." Buer froze for a moment, and then outlined a shallow smile.

——This, or Tezuka can say, as a very good friend, the most gentle words.This man was never used to saying this kind of thing, he just supported and gave silently.

"Speaking of which, after everyone goes on a trip, you will go back to Germany." Standing at the fork in the road where the two separated, he smiled at the man from a short distance away, "—I won't see you for a long time There you are, too, and you can call me if you have any problems. Come on—and—have the best of luck.”

Tezuka was also stunned for a moment, then nodded slightly, knowing that he must be wondering why there is still time to get along, and he would say such words in advance.

...I just suddenly wanted to say this, to bless him earnestly.Bless him to fly this time, not to be held back by someone who stays on this island.The most painful relationship in a different place is not that it cannot withstand the time or the distance, but that the relationship that can only grow in the dark crevice can no longer share joy or worry with others, and can only rely on the relationship between two people. The maintenance of the soul has to endure all kinds of tests and tortures.This time, in this life, just travel with confidence, nothing can stop you.

……

This time, they turned around at the same time.As he walked towards home, his fingers subconsciously reached into his pockets, and the moment he touched the phone, he gently outlined the location of the shortcut keys.

——Hey, Jingshi, suddenly, I really want to call you.