imaginary rival

Rings and coins can all be said to be their own.

There is Jiang Shiyu's name on the jade pendant, and there is a photo of Jiang Shiyu's ID below it.

How can this be explained?

Jiang Shiyu forgot to put it here, so he stuffed it under the bed?

Yan An stared at the things in the bedside table, and suddenly felt shortness of breath. The air in the room seemed to be sucked away in an instant, and the skin all over his body was taut.

The fingertips have that feeling after the electric current has flowed through, and they are soft and numb after the current flows through, and they can't exert strength, and they can't even make a fist.

calm.

Calm down.

With these things alone, mother might not be able to guess the relationship between him and Jiang Shiyu... right?No mother would casually suspect that her son is gay, and they probably wouldn't think in that direction at all.

Yan An touched the mobile phone beside the bed, and he didn't know what he was going to do, but he suddenly realized that just the possibility of being discovered by his mother made him feel infinitely terrified.

During the time he was with Jiang Shiyu, he didn't think too much about what would happen after he was discovered.

The college entrance examination took up too much thinking space, and Jiang Shiyu had been comforting him, telling him not to be afraid of some things too early... It was hard for him to relax.

At this moment, Yan An returned to the state he was in when he was with Jiang Shiyu.

disturbed.

Scared.

I am afraid that my mother will say that I am sick, and I am afraid that I will be denied by my family.

Fearing that everything in the family would change and collapse because of his sexual orientation. Yan An is the person who loves his family the most in this world, but also, he is also the person in the world who is least likely to let go of Jiang Shiyu.

Two loves collide, how to choose?

Yan An touched the phone, wanting to send a message to Jiang Shiyu, but just as the phone was brought over, he was still organizing words in his head, and the door of the room was pushed open.

He froze for a moment, and almost couldn't hold the phone.

My mother stood at the door, still wearing an apron. After saying "oh", she took two steps back, knocked on the door with her backhand, and said with a smile, "Remember to knock on the door this time."

"...En." Yan An responded.

"Get up and eat when you wake up," his mother said to him, "Are you going to a party this afternoon?"

"Yes," Yan An stood up, "Old Liu said that he has made an appointment with a hotel."

After saying this, Yan An was stunned for a moment, regained his senses, and said to his mother, "No, he made an appointment tomorrow."

"The second day after the college entrance examination?" Mom asked.

"En." Yan An nodded.

"It's the second day now," my mother laughed, pointing to him, "Don't you know how long you slept?"

Yan An was stunned for a while, and finally had the opportunity to turn on the phone. There were several missed calls on it, from Xie Lanlan and Jiang Shiyu, and the time on the top showed that it was already the next day.

He actually fell asleep for so long.

"Let's have some lunch casually," my mother still smiled, "I'll have something to eat in the afternoon, so get up quickly."

Before Yan An could reply, his mother walked out of the room and even closed the door behind her. He was stunned for a moment and took a deep breath.

Just now I was squatting by the bedside table.

The bedside table was opened, and he didn't have time to close the cabinet the moment his mother came in.

Mom knew what he was looking at.

But Mom didn't say anything, didn't even mention what was in the cupboard.

Yan An closed his eyes and took several deep breaths before he found Jiang Shiyu's phone number and called back.

There are a lot of people in the hospital.

Jiang Shiyu took off his mask, took a breath, put on the mask again, and continued to wait in line for his number to be called.

When he woke up, he actually had a fever. He didn't know if it was caused by being too relaxed after unloading the last burden. He was a little dizzy and very fragile.

But he saw that in the group of three, Xie Lanlan said: I have a fucking cold.

Jiang Shiyu then replied: Me too.

Yan An didn't return, probably because he hadn't woken up yet.

The children on the stool next to them hadn't been numbered yet, and they were already crying just looking at the doctors and nurses in white coats passing by. There were so many people at the moment, it was quite noisy.

Jiang Shiyu was wearing earphones, and the sound of music could soothe some of his dizziness, but the song in the earphones was played halfway, and suddenly stopped.

stuck?

Headphones out of battery?

Jiang Shiyu was stunned for a while before he came back to his senses, there was a phone call.

He took out his cell phone and saw that it was Yan An calling.

Before answering the phone, Jiang Shiyu's mouth hooked up, and he answered the phone: "Huh?"

"Jiang Shiyu," Yan An's voice was a little hoarse, "Where are you?"

"Hospital," Jiang Shiyu said, "I have a fever, I'm here to get some medicine... Did you just wake up?"

"...Well, yes," Yan An said, "Why are you calling me?"

Jiang Shiyu was stunned for a moment, but didn't speak.

It's strange that Yan An didn't chase after him to ask about his fever.

After all, in his heart, he should be a person who will fall when the wind blows. He used to feel that he was too weak to take care of himself, but this time he didn't respond.

Shouldn't you ask why you have a fever, or ask which hospital you are in?

Why are you not in a hurry?

Did you not hear clearly?

Your little brother has a fever!

Woke up with a fever!They all came to the hospital to get medicine!

"You..." Jiang Shiyu paused, thought for a while, and asked, "Did something happen?"

Yan An suddenly lost his voice.

Jiang Shiyu waited quietly for his reply, when he happened to be called over there, he went in, took the medicine and came out again, raised his hand and pressed the earphone.

"Jiang Shiyu." Yan An obviously sniffed on the other end of the phone.

"Well," Jiang Shiyu's heart tightened bit by bit, "What's wrong?"

"... When are you going to the restaurant in the afternoon?" Yan An's voice was still hoarse, "Did Lao Liu say what time you will arrive?"

"He said it's fine to arrive in the afternoon." Jiang Shiyu walked out slowly, already took out his mobile phone, and took a taxi to Yan An's house.

"Oh, then... Let's meet in the afternoon." Yan An lowered his voice, becoming cautious, as if afraid of being overheard, "Let's talk about it when we meet."

Jiang Shiyu was stunned for a while, and suddenly had a bad premonition in his heart.

Ever since Yan An was completely relieved of their relationship, he hasn't spoken to himself in such a voice like stealing a mine for a long time.

He frowned and said tentatively, "Then I'll pick you up at your house?"

"No!" Yan An immediately said, "No! Don't come! We can just go to the hotel."

"Okay," Jiang Shiyu immediately replied, "I understand."

Yan An said a few more words before hanging up the phone.

Jiang Shiyu pulled off the mask, pinched the bridge of his nose, and took a deep breath.

He didn't wear glasses today, and the bright and dazzling sunlight outside fell on his eyes, becoming blurred and blurred together with the shadows of the trees. Jiang Shiyu only felt uneasy in such a hot weather.

On the second day after the college entrance examination, when all the pressure was released, Yan An was unexpectedly abnormal... It could only be because of some unexpected incident.

Can't let myself go to his house for emergencies...

Jiang Shiyu didn't cancel the order to go to Yan'an's house. He waited for the car to arrive and sat on it. He put his fingers on his knees and nodded inadvertently. He looked out of the window, his eyebrows furrowed slightly, and he never let go.

When he arrived outside Yan An's residential area, he didn't go in directly, but found a milk tea shop across the street and sat in. He sat in a place where he could see out of the window and was not too conspicuous, so that when Yan An came out from inside, he could be the first to sit. You can see it in time, you can see his expression and emotions.

Yan An said that when we meet later, I'm afraid it's not something that can be explained clearly in one or two sentences.

The bad premonition in Jiang Shiyu's heart became stronger and stronger. He drank the lemon tea, and the crushed ice in it crawled from the straw to his lips and tongue, and he sipped it vigorously. The ice cubes turned into a puddle of water after a while.

Yan An...

Jiang Shiyu squeezed the cup.

Was it discovered?

No... If he was found out, Yan An probably wouldn't take the initiative to call him, nor would he explain anything to him, after all, Yan An wasn't mentally prepared for this.

During the period of senior year in high school, Yan An took up too much thinking space. He didn't have more time to think about coming out, and Jiang Shiyu didn't want him to think about it.

So, once their matter was revealed suddenly, Yan An would have no time to prepare.

He will subconsciously make the most basic choices in his heart.

...it is impossible to choose me.

Jiang Shiyu paused, and did not continue to think in this direction.

It's not a question of who to choose, but now he wants to know what happened to Yan An.

"Let's take a taxi together," Xie Lanlan said on the other end of the phone, "and save money."

"Okay," Yan An replied after touching the little ice, "Then you go out quickly, don't dawdle every time."

"I'll change a pair of shoes," Xie Lanlan said, "these shoes are a bit worn out, and they bleed last time."

"Come on, do you have any pair of shoes that don't rub your feet, and you don't know how to change them until you bleed every time?" Yan An smiled, but just as the corners of his mouth curled up, they fell down heavily. He took a breath and continued to put himself The funny words came out, "Are you confessing your blood?"

Xie Lanlan ignored him, probably because he was putting on his shoes.

Yan An let go of Little Binghai, and followed him out the door. It was relatively simple for him to put on his shoes, and he just stepped in. His mother told him to come back early in the living room, and he answered vaguely, and walked into the corridor.

Xie Lanlan's voice came from the other end of the phone.

"Xiao'an?" Xie Lanlan's voice was intermittent, she should have entered the elevator, "Are you...or...ah?"

Yan An took the phone away, looked at it, and saw that his signal was full, and there was something wrong with Xie Lanlan, so he simply hung up the phone and went downstairs to wait for her.

The weather is fine today.

It's only June, and the weather hasn't completely warmed up yet. The sun is warm on the body. This season is very suitable for drying the quilt.

Yan An lowered his head, pinched his phone, and opened Jiang Shiyu's dialogue box several times. He wanted to say something, but didn't know what to say, so he quit and looked at his profile picture again and again.

After a while, Xie Lanlan arrived.Yan An always felt that this was the first time he saw her without a school uniform this year. It was just a floral skirt with a cardigan, and she must have put on makeup. She looked whiter than usual, and she looked pretty. The whole person feels refreshed.

"Hey," Xie Lanlan stared at him for a while, "Are you okay?"

"What am I okay?" Yan An looked at her, "Are you okay? Such a nasal voice."

"Don't tell me I have a cold, Jiang Shiyu also has a cold." Xie Lanlan walked out with him, "You don't have a cold too, do you? I always feel that your volume... is a little lower than usual , what happened?"

"...It's nothing." Yan An didn't intend to discuss this matter with Xie Lanlan.

But after saying these words, he suddenly paused.

Jiang Shiyu also caught a cold?

When he called just now, Jiang Shiyu seemed to say that he had a cold?

Yan An subconsciously took out his phone, glanced at Xie Lanlan, collected himself, and said, "Go first, I'll go find Jiang Shiyu."

"Hey," Xie Lanlan was stunned for a moment, "I thought the three of us would go together?"

"I have something to do with him," Yan An turned and walked in another direction, "You go first."

"Xiao An!" Xie Lanlan suddenly called out.

Yan An stopped, turned to look at her, and didn't respond in any way, he just remembered the sentence "Jiang Shiyu also caught a cold".

He was so distracted just now that he didn't notice that Jiang Shiyu said he had a cold?

It shouldn't be.

Jiang Shiyu felt so aggrieved.

"If you have something to do, just say it out loud," Xie Lanlan waved her hand, the car they had called for a long time had already parked on the side of the road, she opened the car door, and continued to say to Yan An, "Don't quarrel !"

Yan An nodded, and said seriously: "Don't worry, we won't quarrel."

Xie Lanlan just got into the car.

She saw Yan An trot all the way, and finally turned into a run, running towards Jiang Shiyu's house. At the same time, a person suddenly followed behind Yan An, which was quite familiar...it was Jiang Shiyu.

Xie Lanlan couldn't hold back a "tsk".

These idiots.

What the hell is going on again.