imaginary rival

Mom came back for a long time this time.

Every time Jiang Shiyu came home, he was prepared that his mother was not at home, but the moment he inserted the key into the keyhole, he found that his mother was at home, and she didn't look like she was going out.

It's hard to say what it feels like.

You can't think too clearly about many things. If you really think about it, the person who can't be placed in the middle is yourself, so it's better not to think about anything.

Little Hail was very obedient when he was vaccinated. The doctor grabbed the back of his neck and couldn't move. After the injection, Little Hail didn't even make a sound, but stayed in a corner after the vaccination, looking at everyone in horror. .

Yan An had already started planning when to take Xiao Binghai to be eunuched, and asked the doctor in advance when he would be eunuched, and calculated the time in his mind.

Jiang Shiyu looked at him speechlessly: "Do you particularly like planning the future?"

"Huh?" Yan An said, "What do you mean?"

"Little Hail has only been a few months old, so you want to eunuch it," Jiang Shiyu said.

Yan An was happy for a while, and said, "This is called a sense of ritual, you don't understand."

Jiang Shiyu really didn't understand.

In his opinion, life is lived day by day. It is very meaningless to think about others for a long time and count down.

There is no way to be sure that that person will still be around when the countdown ends.

It seems a bit hypocritical recently.

Jiang Shiyu thought.

I don’t know if it’s because of the rainy season. He had never experienced such a long rainy season when he was in the north. The sky is always cloudy and the air is always humid. This kind of atmosphere can easily depress people’s mood, and what he didn’t expect The rainy season here is so long.

When talking nonsense on the way back from school, Xie Lanlan once said that it started to rain here in January, and it was completely clear in mid-January, and it continued to be sunny until the end of February. The rainy season will last from spring to summer, and at the end of summer, it will enter July. The rain will stop in the second ten days of the month, entering the midsummer season, and after the National Day, there will be endless rain again.

According to this logic, Jiang Shiyu felt that his hypocrisy might not get better.

There are 360 ​​and 360 days in a year, and he has to be hypocritical for [-] and [-] days, leaving one day to dry himself, pick the mushrooms on his body, and then take a taxi to the big city to treat rheumatism.

It is too humid. The south in early April is not only wet, but also cold. The damp chill is wrapped in the clothes and sticks to the skin anytime and anywhere, making people very uncomfortable.

"Like close-fitting clothes, you should blow them with the blower before you wear them." Yan An rubbed the edge of Nian Jiang Shiyu's shirt collar with his fingers, "It's just a little moist, are you drying it on the balcony?" gone?"

"Ah," Jiang Shiyu said, "otherwise, where would I hang out?"

"Blow it with a blower for a while when you take it off," Yan An said, "Blow it for a few minutes and you won't feel that way... Oh, you're not used to it, right? Then blow it for a few more minutes."

Jiang Shiyu clicked his tongue.

"Your clothes are not dry at all." Xie Lanlan went to buy milk tea, and the three of them each had a cup, and walked towards home with them, "I've been wearing them all day, how could the neckline still be moist?"

"What if his body temperature is low." Yan An put the habit into the cup.

"No matter how low the body temperature is for a day, I'll cover it dry, if I didn't cover it..." Xie Lanlan glanced at Jiang Shiyu, "I guess he's been dead for a while."

Yan An and Jiang Shiyu enjoyed themselves for a while.

"Your shirt may not be dry," Xie Lanlan said. "The weather is very wet and cold, and the clothes feel wet and cold. It's easy to not tell whether it's dry or not. Next time, blow it with a hair dryer for a while. Blow it up and touch it and it will come out."

"Okay." Jiang Shiyu nodded in response.

A few people walked forward for a while, and when they were crossing the road, Yan An suddenly caught a glimpse of a familiar figure behind him, and when he looked back, it was actually Ruan Yu.

Xie Lanlan noticed his movement, turned her head and asked in a low voice, "Hey, why is he here? Isn't his house in this direction?"

"Ah," Yan An replied, "Maybe there is something wrong."

"He's working in the supermarket outside my house," Jiang Shiyu said in a low voice, "Maybe he's going to...go to work now?"

"Ah? Oh," Xie Lanlan nodded without asking further, "Let's go, the green light is on."

A few people just walked over.

Ruan Yu followed them all the time, and when Jiang Shiyu and Yan An finally parted, he couldn't help but look back. As expected, he entered the small supermarket at the entrance of the community. Throwing the milk tea into the trash can, I took out the key and went upstairs, but my mother was still at home.

"What do you want to eat in the afternoon?" Mom wore glasses, and the coffee table was filled with various materials about her company. "I'll do it later."

"Let me do it," Jiang Shiyu put down his schoolbag, "Is there any other materials in the kitchen?"

Mom didn't answer, she touched her phone and glanced at it, her tone suddenly sank, and she said, "Let's order takeaway, it's getting late, and go to do your homework after eating."

Jiang Shiyu looked at her, nodded silently, picked up his schoolbag again and went into the bedroom.

When he was about to enter the house, his mother suddenly called out: "Jiang Shiyu."

"...Mmm." Jiang Shiyu turned to look at her.

"... Has Jiang Xing contacted you?" Mom asked in a low voice.

"No," Jiang Shiyu clenched the door handle a little bit. He took a deep breath and said, "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing," Mom finished, and paused for a while. Jiang Shiyu was very familiar with such pauses. Mom had something to say, but she didn't know how to say it. She hesitated for a long time, and finally she just let out a long sigh, "Go Do your homework, Jiang Shiyu, you can't waste your studies... We, only the two of us are living together, do you understand?"

Jiang Shiyu didn't say a word, his breathing became difficult, and he didn't want to continue listening to her.

"Jiang Xing looks down on us, we can't be decadent, I, you," mother folded the materials on the coffee table, glanced at Jiang Shiyu, and said slowly, "We can't let him look down on you, you understand?"

Having said that, she looked up at Jiang Shiyu, feeling a little excited suddenly, and asked, "Don't you understand? Don't you even understand this? Just because you don't adapt to the environment, your grades are so poor, who are you sorry for?" ?”

"Why should I be worthy of anyone?" Jiang Shiyu gritted his teeth and replied in a low voice, "Why should I live so that others can look up to me?"

Mother was stunned, and the documents in her hand slowly fell down. She stared blankly at Jiang Shiyu, but Jiang Shiyu stopped looking at her.

Jiang Shiyu felt that his arms were a little stiff, pushed open the door and sat down at the desk, not even knowing what to say, not thinking about anything, he took out all of today's homework, and took a stack of draft paper to vent his anger It seems to be writing hard on it, calculating.

He used too much force, and the tip of the pen was pushed back into the pen holder, making it impossible to write. Jiang Shiyu threw the pen away, stared blankly at the draft paper, finally took a deep breath, and started looking for a new pen in his schoolbag.

"I..." Yan An walked halfway, and suddenly stopped, looking at Xie Lanlan, "I think..."

"You want to talk to Ruan Yu, right?" Xie Lanlan answered immediately, "Then I'll go back first.

As she spoke, she saw a milk tea shop next to her, "I'll go buy another cup of milk tea."

"Okay," Yan An breathed a sigh of relief, and asked with a smile, "Aren't you going to lose weight?"

"I drink iced milk tea, which has no calories," Xie Lanlan replied eloquently, "Go quickly."

Yan An nodded, turned around and walked towards the small supermarket outside Jiang Shiyu's house.

Why didn't you talk at school, why didn't you talk when you came back just now, Xie Lanlan didn't have too many questions, let Yan An go by himself, this kind of relaxation and understanding made Yan An feel very comfortable.

very comfortable.

He felt that the biggest reason for his friendship with Xie Lanlan for so many years, apart from the good relationship between his parents and the two of them growing up together, was because Xie Lanlan knew very well what it means to "not ask too many questions".

She won't ask more questions about irrelevant things, and she doesn't have so much extra curiosity.

not like myself.

Yan An walked back to the entrance of the small supermarket, took a few deep breaths before opening the curtain and entering the store, and met Ruan Yu's gaze at a glance. with him.

"...what to buy?" Ruan Yu asked.

"Buy," Yan An paused, reached for a box of chewing gum, and whispered, "This."

"Oh." Ruan Yu responded, took the chewing gum, scanned the barcode, and asked Yan An to pay. After paying the money, Yan An put the chewing gum into his coat pocket, didn't leave, just stood outside the counter and looked at him.

There are no people in the supermarket at the moment, it would be better to say that there are no people in this supermarket itself, it has been open for too long, the things inside are a bit old and messy, and the boss is often not in the store, so I just cleared a person to look at the door , which made it easier for Yan An and Ruan Yu to talk.

"What's the matter with you?" Ruan Yu's question was not a question, he looked up at him after a pause, "If you want to say it, then say it, if you don't say it, then..."

"I just want to ask," Yan An interrupted him with a click of his tongue, "You and Qi Fang, what's going on?"

Ruan Yu slowly clenched his hand on the counter.

"You weren't...then what," Yan An said with difficulty, "I...after that, did he still block you?"

"...No," Ruan Yu sighed, pointing to the seat behind, "Sit and chat for a while?"

"...Okay." Yan An responded, and sat down at the small table behind.

"I thought about it," Ruan Yu said, "Did I suddenly tell you that I was gay before, did it scare you?"

"Ah." Yan An looked at him.

"After all, you haven't thought about it, homosexuality," Ruan Yu pointed to himself, paused for a while, and asked again, "You should be homophobic, and now you come to me to ask these things..."

"No," Yan An said, "I just want to know if he still blocks you, and if you want us to help."

"No need," Ruan Yu breathed a sigh of relief, and smiled at Yan An, "He didn't come again, I..."

Before Ruan Yu finished speaking, the door curtain was raised, and Jiang Shiyu walked in from the outside, glanced at the two of them, and was obviously taken aback.

"What to buy?" Ruan Yu stood up.

"Buy a pen." Jiang Shiyu said.

"I'm buying a pen again." Ruan Yu said.

"En." Jiang Shiyu glanced at Yan An, as if asking with his eyes, didn't you leave?

Yan An got up and walked to Jiang Shiyu's side, took the same look at him, and said, "The sea of ​​bitterness is boundless, turning back is the shore, I...turn back to find the shore."

"Yan An." Jiang Shiyu said.

"En." Yan An responded.

"You don't need to talk when you can't find an excuse." Jiang Shiyu continued.

"... Oh." Yan An replied, rubbing his face and smiling awkwardly.

imaginary rival