邪门 的 爱情 出现 了

Xu Jiale only came home in the morning to take a shower, hugged Xia An and finally squinted for a while, then took a taxi directly to Yixuan Pavilion, because Xu Lang invited everyone to have lunch together.

When they arrived at Yixuan Pavilion, Xu Lang, Murong Jingya, Jin Chu and Nan Yi who lived in Junya Villa had all arrived in the private room.

Xu Jiale didn't have much energy, so he nodded in greeting, then hugged Nan Yi and kissed him several times.

The little guy was discharged from the hospital not long ago and needs more rest, but the situation has been pretty good these days.

"Daddy!" Nan Yi showed his pink gums without front teeth: "Look, the bear necklace that Grandpa Murong gave me."

As he spoke, he lifted the necklace from his neck and showed it to Xu Jiale with great interest.

I saw that the shape of the necklace pendant was the shape of the little bear on the packaging of the little bear biscuit, and the whole pendant was made of gold.

"Oh? From Grandpa Murong?" Xu Jiale looked at the necklace carefully before subconsciously smiling at Nan Yi.

Although the gold seems to be Murong Jingya's handwriting, the details of customizing the bear biscuits can only be thought of by Xu Lang, and he can understand it just by looking at it.

In fact, it was a bit strange for Xu Lang and Murong Jingya to come together.

Xu Lang likes to nest in Jincheng, where he raises several cats and dogs, and there is a large yard with flowers and plants, which is troublesome to entrust, so he usually doesn't come to City B.

Before, Murong Jingya would come back to look for Xu Lang every time she was in heat. Xu Jiale and Murong Jingya got along very awkwardly, so they would often go to a friend's house to avoid it. Later, when he went abroad to study, he didn't have this trouble at all.

Seeing Murong Jingya was very upset, but now this kind of trouble is nothing in his life, it doesn't hurt or itches.

"Honey, did you sleep well? Is there any discomfort in your throat?" Xu Jiale touched the little guy's face.

"Okay!" Nan Yi said, grabbed a bunch of hair standing on Xu Jiale's head with his fingers, and pouted: "Daddy, your hair is messy."

Of course it was embarrassing to be rejected by his son, Xu Jiale hastily ran his fingers twice before apologizing and said, "I'm sorry, Dad got up late."

Murong Jingya was sitting opposite Xu Jiale, coughing occasionally, but she didn't say anything all the time, but she still frowned displeasedly when she saw Xu Jiale's appearance.

Of course Xu Jiale could understand the meaning in Murong Jingya's eyes: how did he make himself into this kind of virtue.

The typical Murong Jingya is as solid as ice. In his eyes, any fragility and emaciation are just signs of incompetence.

"Didn't sleep well? Have some tea." Xu Lang poured Xu Jiale a cup of chrysanthemum tea, and asked softly, "How is Mr. Fu?"

"Except for the contusion of the wrist, there is nothing else after the examination. I have called the hospital. They will continue to track the situation and let me know if there is anything."

"Ah..." Xu Lang nodded thoughtfully.

He was very concerned about Fu Jing who appeared suddenly, so he called last night to ask about the test results, and asked again today.

About breaking up with Fu Xiaoyu, Xu Jiale and Xu Lang briefly talked about it on the phone. At that time, he was not in the mood to talk about it in detail, so Xu Lang only knew that the Omega who pounced on him yesterday was Fu Xiaoyu's father.

But now Jin Chu and Nan Yi are sitting next to each other, so it's really hard for him to ask more questions.

……

When eating, Murong Jingya and Jin Chu were very quiet, and Murong Jingya was always like this, and basically didn't speak when eating.

Jin Chu was never at ease in front of Murong, so he just drank the soup silently.

Only Xu Lang, Xu Jiale and Xu Nanyi chatted together, most of the time listening to Xiao Nanyi talk about him.

The little guy is about to enter the first grade, and he will be separated from his kindergarten friends. When he mentioned his favorite children Brad and Francis, his eyes were full of reluctance, and Xu Lang even picked him up and coaxed him for a while.

When everyone was almost done eating, Xu Jiale finally found the opportunity to ask: "Speaking of which, why did you come to City B together all of a sudden?"

Xu Lang turned his head and glanced at Murong Jingya, and then answered carefully: "Yes, I wanted to talk to you about this matter today. Your father and I will probably stay in City B for a while."

"Ok?"

"When your dad and I went abroad a while ago, I felt that his cough didn't seem to be very good, so we did a chest CT over there, and it turned out that there were two nodules in the left lung lobe."

Xu Jiale's expression became solemn all of a sudden, and Jin Chu who was beside him was also stunned, only Nan Yi looked around without knowing why.

For things like nodules, it’s okay to be benign, but once it’s malignant, it’s actually lung cancer, but because it’s discovered earlier, it might not be that bad.

The scary thing is this uncertainty.

Xu Jiale subconsciously glanced at Murong Jingya, that Omega poured himself a cup of tea, then poured another cup for Xu Lang, and didn't seem to have much reaction.

"After all, we were not very familiar with various aspects there, so we brought the film back and asked an expert we knew to re-read the film, mainly to judge what kind of situation these two nodules belong to. We only need to do a pathological biopsy. Or just cut it off."

"What did the experts say?" Xu Jiale asked immediately.

"It's still relatively optimistic. He suggested that the smaller one should continue to be observed, but it is safest to remove the large nodule directly. We have already made an appointment with the hospital, and the operation will be performed in two weeks..."

Xu Lang's voice was very low, and he kept calm throughout the whole sentence just now, but he paused for a moment when he said this, as if he was a little lost in thought.

Murong Jingya glanced at Xu Lang, and suddenly said: "It's just a minor operation, nothing to do. The main thing today is to talk to you, don't worry too much. It's fine, let's go when we've finished eating."

Although he didn't talk much, but because of the habit of the superior, he concluded his words as soon as he opened his mouth, and his expression was even more calm, as if Xu Lang just said that he was not the one who was going to have the operation.

Before leaving, Xu Lang took the time to pull Xu Jiale to the balcony of the private room, and said in a low voice, "Are you okay? You look very bad."

"I'm fine." Xu Jiale leaned sleepily on the railing.

Murong Jingya's unshakable indifference made him feel an indescribable boredom in his chest. All concerns and worries seemed meaningless to this person.

Xu Lang is like a joke, and so is he.

So much so that he doesn't want to say a word about himself now.

"Lele..." Xu Lang hesitated to speak, his eyes were full of worry.

"I'm fine. I'm going to have an operation. You can spend more time with Murong Jingya during this time. I'll take care of my affairs myself."

Xu Jiale said succinctly: "Also, is there a software archive for chest CT? Send me a copy later."

It is true that Murong and Xu Lang are looking for a bad person, but he also has acquaintances himself, so it doesn't matter if he looks again.

Xu Lang finally didn't say anything more, his temper has always been like this, so gentle that he can almost be slaughtered.

In fact, for so many years, Xu Jiale and Xu Lang had always been very harmonious when they were alone. They were not like father and son, but more like brothers and friends, and Xu Lang rarely interfered with his decisions.

But only when Xu Lang and Murong Jingya appeared together, Xu Jiale would be very irritable, and he even had to spend a lot of effort to restrain this agitation so that he would not stab Xu Lang.

Sometimes he just couldn't help but feel sad for Xu Lang.

……

Xu Jiale received a call from Wen Ke in the evening.

Omega's voice sounded anxious on the phone, and when he picked it up, he asked directly without even saying hello: "Fu Xiaoyu said you broke up? Because of the child?"

"It's a breakup." Xu Jiale didn't know how to answer this series of questions for a moment.

"Xu Jiale," Wen Ke took a deep breath, and there were a few noises from the phone, Han Jiangque's voice vaguely said something excited behind, and then Wen Ke continued: "Is it convenient for you now?" ? I'll go find you."

"Are you in City B?"

Xu Jiale hesitated for a moment before opening his mouth. In his current messy state, he really didn't want to see anyone.

I just thought about it, no matter what happens, I might as well just come together.

"convenient."

"Also, Han Jiangque is here too." Wen Ke's tone was a bit dignified.

"I know." Xu Jiale smiled wryly: "Come to my place."

Wen Ke and Han Jiangque actually only found out that Xu Jiale and Fu Xiaoyu had broken up this morning.

When Wen Ke saw on DingTalk that Fu Xiaoyu had taken several days off, she sent a message to ask.

But Fu Xiaoyu was in a bad mood at that time, and knowing that Wen Ke had just given birth, Han Jiangque was busy recovering his body, and the two of them were being pestered by two cubs who had just given birth, it was really hard.

So I just said "I'm not feeling well" and just prevaricated.

So after a few more days, Han Jiangque found out that Fu Xiaoyu had changed his avatar, clicked into Moments and found that the group photo had been deleted, and then chatted with Wen Ke until Fu Xiaoyu asked for leave, and suddenly felt something was wrong.

When he called Fu Xiaoyu again this time to inquire, Fu Xiaoyu only admitted it.

Han Jiangque became anxious immediately, and the two of them rushed to City B in the Han family's car without waiting for a moment.

Originally, I went to the Gemini Building first, but unfortunately, Fu Xiaoyu was in a meeting right now.

When Han Jiangque was in a strong mood, how could he wait in the Gemini Building for nothing? He was going to call Xu Jiale directly, but Wen Ke stopped him halfway, and then made an appointment with Xu Jiale himself.

"Han Jiang Que,"

On the way, Wen Ke sat in the back seat of the car, shook Han Jiangque's hand with some worry, and said in a low voice, "Calm down then, let me ask him first."

Although Han Jiangque also held Wen Ke's palm, he didn't say a word.

He didn't directly refute, but at this moment, his silence to Wen Ke was already an expression of his attitude.

Wen Ke sighed, and stopped persuading her.

When Wen Ke and Han Jiangque arrived at Uloft, they didn't expect Xu Jiale to stand outside and wait for an unknown amount of time.

This is somewhat odd behavior.

That Alpha was wearing a dark blue Tee, and was carrying nothing but a mobile phone. He looked down at the ground, as if he was looking at something in the lawn.

It wasn't until the car stopped in front of him that Xu Jiale slowly raised his head.

"boom!"

The movement of Han Jiangque when he got out of the car and opened the door was enough to explain his emotions.

But as soon as the extremely tall Alpha got out of the car, Wen Ke who followed down grabbed his wrist, and his strides that were originally striding were suddenly stuck.

Although he was obviously angry, he didn't break free from Wen Ke, but stood there until Wen Ke also got off the car, and then held Wen Ke's hand backhand.

Xu Jiale has been silently watching the movements of Han Jiangque and Wen Ke.

I don't know why, these two people have always been like this, and their breath is full of love.

But he used to just playfully glance at it and laugh at it, but today he looked at it very carefully, and even stared blankly at the habitual clasped fingers for several seconds.

"Xu Jiale, what's the matter with you? Are you sure you really broke up with Fu Xiaoyu like this?"

Wen Ke didn't even mention "into the room".

Although he was pulling Han Jiangque just now, his tone was a little impatient.

Fu Xiaoyu had already told them the reason for the breakup.

The point now is not even the reason, but that no matter what, he still feels that it shouldn't be so divided.

Xu Jiale was silent for a moment.

For the first time, he discovered that answering this question turned out to be so difficult.

Han Jiangque silently took a step forward.

His face was ashen, and he restrained himself almost with all his strength.

This was also because he was also waiting for Xu Jiale's answer.

Xu Jiale bitterly said: "Yes, it's broken. I..."

Before he could finish his sentence, Han Jiangque broke away from Wen Ke when he heard the word "divided", rushed up and punched Xu Jiale in the face.

"Fuck you, Xu Jiale."

Alpha's muscles are still recovering due to the rehabilitation process, and he is no longer the demeanor of a boxing champion at all, but this punch did use his full strength.

Xu Jiale's head went "buzzing" from the beating, and before he could react, Han Jiangque had already pounced on him again.

This Alpha was 1.9 meters tall, and when he was furious, he looked like a bear. He pushed Xu Jiale against the hood of the Tesla beside him, making a loud "bang".

"Why are you?"

Han Jiangque was furious: "Why are you? Xu Jiale?"

"Han Jiang Que!"

Wen Ke was taken aback, his complexion was very bad, Xu Jiale yelled at him before he could come over.

"Fuck, Wen Ke, you don't need to come here."

Xu Jiale's voice was hoarse, and when he shouted, he also hugged Han Jiangque with his backhand, and the two of them immediately rolled onto the lawn together, tearing into a ball.

In fact, as soon as the soldiers met, he had already felt Han Jiangque's physical strength——

Of course he can restrain this Alpha.

Xu Jiale's eyes were also red.

At that moment, my heart became manic, not so much because I was angry at Han Jiangque beating him, but because everything that happened in the past few days caused him too much pain, Nan Yi, Murong, Fu Xiaoyu, Fu Xiaoyu.

The pain reached a threshold and turned into some kind of outburst of anger.

He grabbed Han Jiangque's neckline, and just as he was clenching his fists to fight back, he suddenly froze again when he saw Han Jiangque's eyes like a wounded wolf.

In a split second, he recalled the scene of him and Fu Xiaoyu going to H City to have dinner with Han Jiangque Wenke that day.

That Omega was drunk, and mischievously imitated him like a cat, repeatedly pulling and pulling Han Jiangque's wheelchair, and Han Jiangque was pushed around so honestly.

Princess Han is actually very cute.

So did Fu Xiaoyu.

More lovely.

The beauty of that scene made all his anger suddenly deflate like a punctured balloon.

Forget it.

Hit him.

"boom."

Han Jiangque punched him again.

Xu Jiale was beaten to the side, his glasses fell to the side, and he almost gnawed a mouthful of dirt on the grass, but he grunted but didn't struggle.

Alpha hit him hard again, this time right on the bridge of his nose.

Being hit on this part, the sour taste made Xu Jiale almost cry. For a moment, he didn't know if he was blinded by the beating, or because his glasses fell off, and he just felt dizzy.

Wen Ke finally rushed over, dragging Han Jiangque's clothes back by the collar.

As soon as he intervened, Han Jiangque didn't bother much. After all, he didn't have enough physical strength. After standing up, his chest was still heaving and panting.

Xu Jiale wiped the nosebleed from his face, took out his glasses from the lawn and put them on again, then stood up without a word.

His face was bloodstained and he didn't show any expression. The way he stood silently supporting Tesla really made Wen Ke feel uncomfortable.

Wen Ke really didn't know what to do. If Han Jiangque had to be controlled, he was afraid that Han Jiangque would be too sad.

"Wen Ke, I don't want to talk to him anymore."

Han Jiangque's eyes were also red, and he said in a hoarse voice, "I want to go back and be with Xiaoyu."

"it is good."

Wen Ke said, "I'll go there later."

Han Jiangque had already turned around, but he quickly turned his head again, strode up to Xu Jiale's side, and said fiercely, "Give me the earrings."

"What did you say?"

Xu Jiale suddenly raised his head.

He was fine when he was beaten, but at this time his face was covered with blood, and when his eyes behind the glasses stared blankly at Han Jiangque, he was really very dangerous.

Wen Ke felt a little nervous when he saw it, so he pulled Han Jiangque and said, "This first..."

"Xu Jiale, give me the earrings." Han Jiangque didn't let go at all, and said each word: "Fu Xiaoyu's earrings are for the person he likes, not for the person who hurts his heart of."

Although Han Jiangque was arrogant and stupid, but this sentence completely penetrated Xu Jiale.

Xu Jiale turned around and rushed into the room, walked out again after a few minutes, and handed the small blue velvet box to Han Jiangque without saying a word.

When Han Jiangque was about to leave, Wen Ke also followed, holding the car door and whispering again: "Han Xiaoque, please accompany Xiaoyu first, and Xu Jiale and I have a few more words, and we will go over immediately."

Alpha was probably a little upset that Wen Ke had to stay for a while. He had already got into the Han family's car, but when he looked up, he realized something and got out again.

"I'll take a taxi." He whispered, "Brother, I leave the car to you. Call me when you come."

Wen Ke had just given birth for more than a month, so of course he kept this in mind all the time.

"Okay." Wen Ke patted the back of his hand.

After Han Jiangque left, Xu Jiale led Wen Ke into the room. He was silent all the time, first he washed the nosebleed off his face casually, then poured Wen Ke a cup of warm tea, and then I took out a few small tangerines.

The two sat on the sofa and looked at each other for a while, and finally Wen Ke spoke first.

"The child's matter... It's not that I can't understand your mood."

After all, he is also a father, and he sighed as soon as he opened his mouth: "I heard from Fu Xiaoyu that Nan Yi suffered from asthma. You don't think you can directly talk to him about the divorce, do you? But really Break up? It’s not that it’s unsolvable.”

"Hmm." Xu Jiale lowered his head and silently peeled the oranges, not knowing what question he was addressing, and handed half of the oranges to Wen Ke after peeling.

Wen Ke was really uncomfortable watching, Xu Jiale was really not in an ordinary state now, and he couldn't explain what was going on, this Alpha was sitting there, as if he had become like a walking dead because he was too tired.

The Xu Jiale he knew shouldn't be like this.

Xu Jiale was the one who was able to enlighten him with a few simple words when he was at his lowest point. His spirituality and clarity seemed to be gone.

"Xu Jiale,"

Wen Ke said: "Can you talk to me? You can say anything, your mood, your thoughts, you have to say something."

"Wen Ke, I really don't know what to say." Xu Jiale swallowed a piece of orange slowly. It didn't feel sweet, but the act of swallowing made him feel better. He paused: "These days, I always feel I wanted to say sorry as soon as I opened my mouth, but I didn’t know who to say it to, and it’s not appropriate to say it to you.”

Wen Ke also ate the orange, and after a while, he suddenly said softly, "But you love him, right? I said Fu Xiaoyu."

Xu Jiale's swallowing movement suddenly stopped.

This sentence feels like a world away.

I still remember that when Wen Ke just divorced Zhuo Yuan, she sat on the floor decadently, wondering whether she was qualified to accept Han Jiangque's love.

He was also like that at that time, and asked Wen Ke straightforwardly: "Do you still like him?"

The most straightforward question is like a scalpel, sharp and unavoidable.

"Wen Ke, I love him."

A rusty taste rose from his mouth.

Xu Jiale subconsciously covered his nose, thinking it was bleeding again, but it didn't.

If the phrase "love him" is not facing the most trusted friend, I would actually be ashamed to say it, because I know that I have lost my qualifications.

Xu Jiale's voice trembled, he had to go on, he had to go on, he couldn't stop at this sentence.

"These days, I've been thinking about some strange things."

He slowly said: "From childhood to adulthood, I didn't actually have a complete family, so at the beginning, when I saw other classmates with Alpha and Omega parents taking them to play, to class, to spring outings , I have always been very envious. So after the split, I started to fall in love many times.

"It's the feeling of being in love. After talking a lot, I feel like that-of course there are sweetness, happiness, and then quarrels and breakups. There is not much difference. But at least, I don't think I am so lonely anymore."

"I got married before I was 23. At that time, you all thought it was too early, right? But I didn't think so. To put it bluntly, I was quite confident at that time. I felt that I could handle love, and I also felt that I had met the right person. people."

Xu Jiale smiled self-deprecatingly: "Jin Chu, my ideal type has always been. He is innocent, weak, good at acting like a baby, and a very sweet Omega. He and I have hardly quarreled. What's more, he also wants to I want a family, just like me. Wen Ke, you know, I really want a family, I really want a family."

"I know."

Wen Ke said softly.

"I really thought I was in love with Jin Chu."

Xu Jiale said slowly: "Before I got married, I was very uneasy for a few days. My feelings for Jin Chu are like a pot of water that was boiled to the point of boiling but never boiled. At that temperature, 90 degrees , there was no boiling, it was always the difference of ten degrees. But when I got married step by step, I couldn't help thinking, does the ten degrees really exist? Who can prove that it exists? Maybe people don't love in the first place. To that extent, at least I won't."

"I'm done, Wen Ke."

The expression on Xu Jiale's face was ridiculed with a trace of sadness, and he murmured: "At this moment, in fact, in the bottom of my heart, I vaguely knew that I was going to die, but out of the longing for the family and the yearning for the future, I buried the slightest doubts. Then, my life changed just like that.”

"If at that time, I could persist for a while, as long as I gritted my teeth and persisted for a few more years, would everything be different? I can't help but think so. Sometimes I want to hate, but in the end, no one can hate, only To be able to hate myself—it was me who didn't stand up."

Xu Jiale raised his head, looked at Wen Ke and said softly: "But I didn't know at that time, I thought ninety degrees was enough. No one can tell me in advance that one day, I will actually meet someone who can make me feel better. People who reach [-]-"

When he said this, he gently closed his eyes.

He would always go back to that night, the night he met Murong Jingya, he was in such a bad mood.

On the balcony, Fu Xiaoyu hugged him forcefully and told him "I will always be with you".

He couldn't describe the trembling feeling all over his body, he circled Fu Xiaoyu almost in fear.

"Will you hug me a little longer?"

He couldn't describe the trembling feeling he felt when he asked that sentence.

It was the first hundred degrees that came.

When he was 30 years old, it was long overdue.

In this world, it seems that only love cannot be learned.

It doesn't matter how many books you read, how many movies and books you read, how many poems depicting love you understand.

Before it comes, no one can be sure that it really exists.

From that day on, every second he loved, he felt more panic.

The closer he is to true love, the closer he is to Fu Xiaoyu, the more clearly it will be confirmed——

He is guilty of original sin, for himself and for his children.

From the moment she chose to marry Jin Chu eight years ago, she was doomed to some kind of misfortune.

And all these vague fears and guilt finally completely crushed him in the early morning of the day when Fu Xiaoyu rushed to him from Vietnam.