邪门 的 爱情 出现 了

Xu Jiale didn't speak, Fu Jing stared at him for a few seconds, still didn't get a reply, until Fu Xiaoyu suddenly grabbed him, gritted his teeth and said, "Let's go home."

Fu Jing still wanted to struggle, but when he saw the expression on his son's face, he still silently obeyed.

On Fu Xiaoyu's face, there was a mixture of embarrassment and sadness.

Fu Jing also stopped talking, and when the two of them walked towards the parking lot together, Xu Jiale suddenly followed two steps forward, and Fu Xiaoyu couldn't help but turned her head and looked at him.

For a moment, in the night wind blowing over, Fu Xiaoyu really felt that Xu Jiale was about to say something.

That Alpha was unprecedentedly strange. He happened to be standing at the intersection of light and darkness at the hospital gate, with half of his face hidden in the shadows, making the expression on the lower half of his face as dull as a marionette. In a kind of silence.

Only a pair of long and narrow eyes stared blankly at Fu Xiaoyu behind the lens.

Because Xu Jiale's gaze was so intense that even though the gaze was short, it felt very long.

Fu Xiaoyu took a deep breath, and this time, she left without looking back.

Xu Jiale had been standing where he was, and people who had been coming and going for a long time looked at him with a strange look in their eyes.

He's been having a weird time these days.

Sometimes I feel as if I have calmed down. He is driving, seeing the children, dealing with things, and he is busy every day. Life is indeed a mess, but he still seems to be living anyway.

This calmness is accompanied by an intermittent and secret hysteria, like the occasional twitching in a straight line, which outsiders cannot detect at all.

But he noticed it himself, and this strange feeling made him vaguely afraid. He suppressed the hysteria in his heart countless times, closed three or four doors, and then survived like this.

A lot of pain is dull and long, coming from inside through one door after another, so when I feel it again, it seems to be barely bearable, so I think it will pass.

But Fu Jing's two words were like a heavy hammer coming out of nowhere, without any reason at all, it directly smashed the three or four floors of the door together.

Are you not responsible for him?Are you not afraid that he will be sad?

Are you not afraid that he will be sad?

These days, when he was tidying up Fu Xiaoyu's things, he recalled Fu Xiaoyu's countless moments, the way he looked at work, when he played, and when he was eating crabs, but he didn't dare to think about Fu Xiaoyu's look when they broke up. .

His memory turned on the mechanism of self-protection, and every memory vilely sifted away that day.

But at the moment when the heavy hammer hit, he remembered everything——

It was as clear as a 4K movie playing in my mind.

The fine hair on Fu Xiaoyu's body when he was naked, the embarrassment and stubbornness in Omega's eyes when he held the tail, the anger when Fu Xiaoyu punched him, the disappointment when he called him a coward, and the "then "Break up" with a red nose from almost crying.

On the day they broke up, he only remembered Fu Xiaoyu's anger and the disappointment in his eyes.

But it wasn't until this moment that he shook that memory out of his mind, thinking about it over and over again——

no.

Fu Xiaoyu's eyes were filled with sadness.

Xu Jiale, coward, you are afraid that he will be sad, so you would rather pretend that you don't know he is sad.

He was so despicable that this time, when he looked at Fu Xiaoyu, he couldn't even say "I'm sorry".

I'm sorry, it's too light, it's just a shirk.

The pain and guilt of being locked in three or four doors for several days rushed out like a tsunami, sweeping Xu Jiale's entire body.

Pain has never been so sharp, from the heart to the limbs, to every nail.

It hurt so much that he grew there like a tree with dead roots, in the night wind.

……

When Fu Xiaoyu drove Fu Jing home, she really felt embarrassed for a while.

No matter how sad he is, he will never say "you should be responsible to me" to Xu Jiale, this is too weak, too Omega.He can't do it anyway.

But at the same time as he was embarrassed, his heart was trembling all the time, the sadness he didn't want to face was also sadness, it was always there, always there.

After returning home, he didn't say a word, but helped Fu Jing to the guest bedroom, looked at Fu Jing's wrist carefully, and then whispered: "I'll get you a glass of water."

"Xiao Yu." Fu Jing grabbed him with the other hand.

"..." Fu Xiaoyu turned around in silence.

The two fell into a stalemate for a few seconds, and he finally sat down slowly on the edge of the bed.

"Today, yes, I was impulsive." Fu Jing whispered.

This sentence made Fu Xiaoyu stunned for a moment, he knew Fu Jing, Fu Jing was by no means a person who was easily subdued, but today it seemed a little different.

But Fu Jing was really guilty, and rushed out to trouble Xu Jiale in a moment of rage, but in the end he made such a big joke that even Fu Xiaoyu was disheartened after getting tired.

If it was in the past, he really wasn't very good at bowing his head, but after Fu Xiaoyu cut off relations with him once, although he was tense on the surface, he was actually afraid in his heart.

In any case, he was not as sure about this son as before, and he didn't dare to act too presumptuously.

"fine."

Although Fu Xiaoyu did feel embarrassed, her tone was a little stiff.Today's meeting with Xu Jiale was indeed not the scene he wanted to appear, more or less, a little angry.

"It's embarrassing for you."

Fu Jing said again, Fu Xiaoyu's attitude made him a little hurt, but he still didn't let go of Fu Xiaoyu's hand: "I didn't expect his house... It's like that, there are all bodyguards. Xiaoyu, I actually don't know what to do if I think about it I'm afraid, I'm not afraid of anything else, but I'm afraid of getting you into trouble."

Although he said this in a cryptic manner, the shivering in his eyes still made Fu Xiaoyu's nose sore instantly.

Compared with whether he could vent his anger, Fu Jing was obviously more afraid of Fu Xiaoyu's dark losses.

It is really embarrassing to bully the weak and fear the strong, but Fu Xiaoyu only feels sad.

Fu Jing is so commonplace and realistic. From childhood, he knew that Fu Jing often fought with people with a hot temper, but it was not when his body was soft.

When he couldn’t pay the rent, he was tough at first, and then he wiped his tears and complained to the landlord; for a while, he was excluded by his classmates and therefore didn’t want to go to school. Although Fu Jing scolded him harshly, when he went to the teacher for help, It is also very low profile.

His father had a natural instinct to survive and seek advantages and avoid disadvantages, but this instinct was revealed at this moment, but it only made him feel distressed.

Fu Jing has always had a very old-fashioned appearance, but maybe the distance between the two of them is too close at this time, and the wrinkles at the corners of his eyes are becoming more and more clear.

His father was old, but he couldn't do what he wanted to protect him, and he was worried like a child, which made him feel distressed.

"Dad, don't worry about this."

He said softly, the moment he spoke, his thoughts suddenly became extremely clear and his emotions calmed down.

It was the first time in days that he felt so calm.

He put his hand on the back of Fu Jing's hand. He didn't know how many years he had touched Fu Jing like this. At that moment, he felt a little strange and a little sad.

After hastily clapping twice, he moved his palm away again.

"Yes, the conditions in his family are quite good."

Fu Xiaoyu said seriously: "But there is nothing to worry about. If you still feel suffocated, you can send him a WeChat scolding him for as long as you want. It's okay, I promise I'm fine, don't take it to heart."

When he said this, he even wanted to laugh a little bit.

This is probably the closest thing he has said to a joke in the past few days.

But there is an element of earnestness to it.

On the one hand, he did know that Fu Jing's worries were unnecessary, but compared to Xu Jiale's matter, he was more concerned about not wanting Fu Jing to be aggrieved and sad anymore.

"Who cares to scold him." Fu Jing finally couldn't help but smiled very lightly.

"Yes." Fu Xiaoyu nodded, and said in a low voice, "Dad, leave him alone, and don't be aggrieved. I won't be sad for him anymore."

His tone and expression when he said these words carried an invisible calmness.

The previous fragility and decadence was because I seemed to be lying alone in the vast sea, unable to support myself.

But it won’t be like this now, even if it’s just a very incomplete and unsatisfactory family relationship, just a very ordinary and very imperfect father, he still supported him with a very weak strength——

He still has responsibilities on his body, he still has people he misses, and he still has his own life.

With this shred of faith holding him up, he will never collapse.

Fu Jing looked at Fu Xiaoyu, and suddenly felt a strange feeling. This seemed to be the first time that he got something close to a sense of security from his son.

He was a little dry mouthed, touched Fu Xiaoyu's face again, and said softly: "Xiaoyu..."

"You go to rest." Fu Xiaoyu was still not used to too many warm conversations, she stood up again, and said in a low voice, "I'm going to the company tomorrow, and I'll take a shower early and go to bed."

Before going to sleep, he realized that he had received several messages on WeChat, some of which were from Wen Huaixuan, talking about work planning.

Wen Huaixuan also came back from Vietnam, and wanted to make an appointment with him to finalize the cooperation between LIAM and his last love.

Fu Xiaoyu: I'm free for the next few days, you can arrange it, I'll prepare the documents here.

Wen Huaixuan: Good.By the way, you don't mind if I gossip about it?I saw that you deleted your Moments on WeChat and changed your profile picture, did you break up?

Fu Xiaoyu looked at the phone and was silent for a while, maybe his "typing" was displayed for too long, and the other side was a little uneasy, so he sent another sentence.

Wen Huaixuan: I'm sorry, it's a bit out of bounds, so pretend I didn't ask.

Fu Xiaoyu: We broke up.

There was no disturbance in his heart. After replying, he put the phone aside and closed his eyes calmly.

After breaking up, this seemed to be the first time that insomnia finally didn't bother him like a shadow.

The night when Fu Xiaoyu no longer suffered from insomnia, Xu Jiale didn't sleep all night.

He tossed and turned to the point where Xia An beside him couldn't stand him, and jumped into his cat's litter to sleep with a "meow".

Just opening his eyes until three o'clock couldn't bear it anymore, Xu Jiale found a squash court that was open all night, locked himself in a small room, and mechanically hit the ball against the wall over and over again. There was no response from the other man on the ball, only his battle against the deadpan wall.

He hit his arm almost to the point of weakness, then fell to the cold floor with a plop, and let out a low growl in pain.

The protection mechanism on his body failed, and time finally did not let him go for a minute or a second.