I heard that Dr. Cheng is not easy to follow.

Li Xiaoxiao didn't speak, and stared straight at the tip of his shoe.

Zhu Le continued to talk to himself, "The people outside are disgusting, they look like dogs, they look glamorous on the surface, but in fact, their hearts are eaten by bugs with countless holes, greedy, selfish, that is their essence , but I have to do something against my heart every day, to touch others and touch myself," Zhu Le looked at and fiddled with his fingers, "I haven't told anyone about this, it's quite boring, we are born as human beings, everyone understands each other Deepest thoughts, there's no questioning that, so I don't think I need to say it, and all of them know what kind of life I'm living."

I don't know when the snowflakes fell outside, and the sun was still shining brightly in the morning, and the sky was unpredictable.

People have misfortunes and blessings.

"When I first left here to work alone, I was a few years older than you, and I didn't eat a few years more salt than you, but I came out with a sinister perception, so the state was not as serious as yours. , "Zhu Le glanced at Li Xiaoxiao next to him, Li Xiaoxiao blinked his eyes and listened carefully, Zhu Le continued, "But the first company I worked for, the boss and the boss's wife are very nice and treat me very well, Always take care of me, just like that, I was flattened, went to the next few houses, did all the dirty work, got scolded if I didn’t do it well, and got scolded if I did it well, all kinds of nonsense Later, I got used to it, got used to enduring it, and got used to acquiescing to their bullying, so some people got worse, I remember it quite clearly," Zhu Le paused, and continued, "One night, a table was drunk The guests, all wearing suits, came to our small alley, as if they were visiting privately, as if their lofty souls were just wrapped in the shells of ordinary people. Before eating, they stood at the door and showed me pity, as if watching A homeless dog," Zhu Le said a lot, his lips were a little dry, and he licked his lips, "I will remember that look all my life, that was the first time I wanted to fight, and then they got drunk, and finally Restored the appearance of a dog, humiliated, looked down on, pitied, and even forced me to eat their leftovers with cigarette butts."

"It's really nothing. I've experienced enough, but the only thing I can't let go of is their eyes. It was the first time I fought, and it was very cool." Zhu Le looked at Li Xiaoxiao and hooked the corners of his mouth. , "You should know that feeling, right?"

Li Xiaoxiao finally had an expression and cried, "Brother Lele, they said I was an orphan, an unwanted child, a cripple, and I should die...Brother Lele, I am not Hit them on purpose, Brother Lele..."

Zhu Le was dumbfounded. He suddenly couldn't understand everyone in this world. He thought that children were the most innocent creatures in this world, but it turned out that the words "should die" were also spoken by children. .

It turns out that people are inherently evil, regardless of age.

Zhu Le stretched out his hand and hugged the crying Li Xiaoxiao into his arms, "No, it's not your fault, it's their fault, it's their parents' fault, we're not wrong, we're not wrong..." Zhu Le patted Looking at Li Xiaoxiao's back, he repeated the last sentence.

Li Xiaoxiao's lack of self-confidence, low self-esteem, sensitive personality, and social autism are the epitome of every orphanage child, including blessings.

Congratulations are also included.

On the day Li Xiaoxiao was picked up, Zhu Le seemed to be aware of everything that happened today. There are traces to follow. From Zhu Le's point of view, Li Xiaoxiao should have been like this. It will never be so easy to go out of.

Zhu Le has been alone in the society for so long, and finally after meeting Cheng Sen, he began to become flesh and blood, but on the day he watched Li Xiaoxiao be picked up, everything seemed to return to the original point.

Zhu Le loves her dearly, and can't let go of her past self.

Whether Zhu Le is hypocritical or sensitive and suspicious, Zhu Le doesn't want to refute anything, Zhu Le is too lazy to refute, mental illness is the same as physical pain, and both need to be treated.

But after such a long time, Zhu Le, the only person who feels sorry is Cheng Sen, Cheng Sen is so good, Zhu Le is reluctant to drag him into the water, and also reluctant to let go, let himself fall into the muddy water again, watching Cheng Sen gradually fade away. Far, Zhu Le can't do it.

Zhu Le held Li Xiaoxiao in his arms. The two were like drowning people in the vast sea. They supported each other to keep warm. They didn't know who was healing who, let alone when they would be rescued. They kept drifting, let alone when will float to shore.

Li Xiaoxiao gradually stopped crying, Zhu Le let her go first, looked at her red eyes from crying, and wiped the tears off the girl's face with her thumb, "It's not our fault," Zhu Le repeated , "Everyone in the world has their own selfishness, it's normal, it's not true that people are inherently evil, you will always find the good in this world," Zhu Le thought of Cheng Sen, "There will always be someone who overthrows you With the outlook on life established in this world for so many years, there are many bad people in the world, but there are also many kind people. We are just a drop in the ocean. We are not the only ones who need to be rescued in the vast sea, and those who drown in the sea should never be rescued. It's us, as long as we face the sun and have faith in our hearts, we will be saved one day."

Li Xiaoxiao is young, but surprisingly understood what Zhu Le said, and nodded heavily, "Brother Lele, are you sad now? Don't be sad, I understand." Li Xiaoxiao Xiaoxiao stretched out her hand to help Zhu Le wipe the tears on his face.

Zhu Le didn't know when she shed tears, and wiped her face with her hands indiscriminately, and smiled at Li Xiaoxiao, "It's okay, I just thought of something else."

For so many days, Zhu Le seemed to have fallen into a dry well, and there was no one around. Zhu Le seemed to be stepping on many bones trying to climb out of the well, but he didn't know that those bones were the source of his drag.

Zhu Le seems to have nothing to do with the word inferiority. He dares to take every step and pursue love bravely, but his inferiority complex has long been planted in his heart. The seeds will break through Zhu Le's heart and grow into a towering tree, running through Zhu Le's entire heart, the branches piercing Zhu Le's soul, and the leaves filling Zhu Le's body.

It is not known when the tree withered.

Li Xiaoxiao stayed in the compound for another two days, and said that she was going back to her adoptive parents. Her mother-in-law was overjoyed, and quickly called Li Yuancheng and Lu Xia. They came quickly, and Li Xiaoxiao Xiao Xiao took the initiative to go back and was caught off guard. Li Xiaoxiao and his husband and wife explained the reason of the matter, and there was a reason for what they did.

Even if they do have a flawed personality, it will not become a tool for them to destroy themselves, but will only become a stepping stone on their way to success.