I heard that Dr. Cheng is not easy to follow.

Now is definitely not the best time to ask Zhu Le what happened during this period. Cheng Sen couldn't help the panic in his heart and worry about Zhu Le, but he also understood that he had to wait.

Cheng Sen was exhausted when he got home. It was already early in the morning, but Cheng Sen didn't feel tired at all. Sitting, lying down, leaning on Cheng Sen, he couldn't help being irritable. If he stayed with depressed people for a long time, he would inevitably be affected. See Looking at the "good night" in the dialog box of the mobile phone and wishing happiness, my heart began to collapse again. There was no irritability, and all that was left was helplessness.

Cheng Sen sat in the study room—the place where Zhu Le usually practiced calligraphy. He picked up a book to read. All the books here are what Zhu Le wants to read. There are story books, romance books, and books related to photography. Cheng Sen I read all the books, and Zhu Le cherished these books very much. Every book was covered with a book cover, and even the markings were smooth. When Cheng Sen saw those markings, he would think that he was far away in the courtyard. Zhu Le, the distance between the two places was only [-] kilometers, but Cheng Sen felt that there seemed to be a gap between him and Zhu Le, and he couldn't step in if Zhu Le couldn't get out.

The red blood in Cheng Sen's eyes was visible to the naked eye, but he seemed to be waiting for something and refused to fall asleep. Cheng Sen put down the few books that Zhu Le had placed on the table, and unconsciously opened the drawer of the desk. Knowing that there is always a dictionary here, the dictionary I gave to Zhu Le is the original one of Zhu Le. Cheng Sen hasn't seen it for a long time. Cheng Sen doesn't know where Zhu Le put it. Today Cheng Sen actually saw it in the drawer.

Beside the new dictionary, there is nothing else in the drawer, only these two old and new dictionaries, lying quietly in the drawer.

Cheng Sen carefully took out the dilapidated dictionary, remembering that when he saw it for the first time, it was in Zhu Le's bag, and Zhu Le had been carrying all his things on his back before.

Cheng Sen put the dictionary on the table and slowly flipped through the pages. He saw two names on the first page——Zhu Le

—— Cheng Sen

The handwriting is not like the handwriting of Zhu Le now, it should have been written a long time ago, and the writing is also young and heavy.

There are not many pages in the dictionary, and Cheng Sen moves slowly, as if he wants to find out the secret of Zhu Le's time from this dictionary that has been with Zhu Le for a long time.

Cheng Sen put the dictionary back in the drawer, hesitated for a while, and then took the new dictionary in his hand again. The new dictionary didn't have any marks on it. Cheng Sen flipped through it for nothing, and was just about to close the book. At that moment, Cheng Sen turned to the page with something in it, and the thing fell out—it was a neatly torn piece of note paper.

Zhu Le folded it in two and stuck it in the book. Cheng Sen didn't want to pry into Zhu Le's privacy, so he stuffed the paper back into the book. The moment he closed the book, Cheng Sen bit his lip, but he was too worried about Zhu Le's privacy. Happy.

Cheng Sen took out the piece of paper again, ruthlessly, and finally opened it.

Cheng Sen regretted, regretted opening the paper, Cheng Sen's eyes were red.

What entered the scene was different from Cheng Sen's imagination.

March [-]

Cheng Sen, I'm sorry.

March [-]

Cheng Sen, I'm sorry.

March [-]

Cheng Sen, I'm sorry.

……

Until yesterday, every day was these five words, and Cheng Sen's tears fell on the paper.

During this time, Cheng Sen has always been by Zhu Le's side, so he knows how unhappy Zhu Le is and how extreme his emotions are.

But Zhu Le also understood Cheng Sen's hard work during this time. He didn't want to explain anything to Cheng Sen, so he could only write down his apology and guilt towards Cheng Sen on paper.

Cheng Sen wanted to stand up, but his legs became numb after sitting for a long time, and he fell to the ground. Cheng Sen just sat on the ground, holding the letter of apology from Zhu Le, holding the paper, and weeping for a few lines.

Those sleepless nights, tormenting days, Zhu Le's hesitation, Cheng Sen's hesitation, this piece of paper finally reached a certain tacit understanding between the two of them.

The two felt distressed for each other, but they were so upset that they choked up and couldn't speak.

Cheng Sen sat on the ground, holding the paper, his heartache and joy mixed together, he was saddened by what happened to Zhule, saddened by Zhule's sensitivity, saddened that he did not meet Zhule earlier, shared his pain, but In this paper, I understand Zhu Le's determination.

Among the two dictionaries, Zhu Le chose the new dictionary. He put his guilt towards Cheng Sen in the new dictionary. He chose a new life. He did not intend to return to the original muddy land. his redemption.

Early in the morning, Zhu Le washed his face with swollen eyes, and sent a message to Cheng Sen, "I'm fine, don't worry." He didn't mention anything about Li Xiaoxiao, and only told Cheng Sen that he was fine, but Zhu Le knew , Cheng Sen can understand.

When Cheng Sen received the message, he replied "Okay." Then he tidied himself hastily, went out, didn't sleep all night, Cheng Sen didn't drive anymore, the hospital was close, but it was too late for Cheng Sen, so he went out to call the hospital. After getting out of the car, I didn't eat breakfast.

Li Xiaoxiao's condition was not very good. The day Li Yuancheng and Lu Xia sent Li Xiaoxiao back, their eyes were red. They felt sorry for the child and couldn't bear her.

According to the description of the couple, when Li Xiaoxiao first arrived home, everything was normal, but within two days, the couple discussed sending their children to school. Li Xiaoxiao only knew the most basic things, so they discussed Then he sent Li Xiaoxiao to the first grade of elementary school. Unexpectedly, this was the beginning of the matter.

Li Xiaoxiao couldn't adapt to school life, refused to accept the teacher's discipline, fought with classmates, and even pushed a fifth-grade student into the pit under construction at the back of the school. The teacher finally called the parents. The couple couldn't believe that this was the What the well-behaved little girl did, I finally believed it under the unanimous words of the teacher and classmates.

When they got home, the husband and wife thought that the child they had just picked up was always sensitive, so it was better not to be too strict, and wanted to teach her little by little, but she was clamoring to go back to the compound, and the husband and wife could not help it. , had to send the child back.

Li Xiaoxiao's situation didn't get better when she returned to the compound, and she stopped talking. When other children saw her coming back, they all pulled her to play, but she shrank in the corner of the room as if she was frightened.

When Zhu Le just came back and walked into the house, she saw this scene at first glance, her chest was sore, she pursed her lips and tried to pull her, but she also avoided it.

In the end, Zhu Le drove all the children to other rooms, and even her mother-in-law refused to come in. Only Li Xiaoxiao and Zhu Le were left in the room. Zhu Le walked towards the little girl shrinking in the corner step by step. Every step was extremely difficult.

He can't guarantee that with his current state, he can comfort and guide another girl who has the same illness as him.

"Xiaoxiao, it's not good outside at all, is it?" Zhu Le sat next to Li Xiaoxiao, said the first sentence to Li Xiaoxiao, his voice trembling, and both hands clenched the corners of his clothes.