boy mature

In 2015, Liang Chi's child was born. Liang Chi named him Liang Sichao, and I naturally became the child's godfather.Yu Meng also married Zhang Ao this year.

Yu Meng got drunk at the wedding and yelled at me, telling me to be happy, saying that her first child would be given to me directly, lest my parents always worry about those crap about passing on the family line!

I watched with a smile as Zhang Ao carried her into the bridal chamber, and looked at her legs thumping in the air while turning her head, I couldn't help but my eyes were sore.

I was 25 years old this year, and I began to learn to slowly come out of the sadness of Hu Chao's departure.

People always grow up suddenly at a certain point.

In the past, I always liked to spread those pains into thousands of troops to attack myself. This year, I finally understand the inexplicable hypocrisy of people. We wantonly expand our own sadness and suffering. When we are young or lonely, Those emotions of self-pity and self-pity always make us self-righteous and feel that we are unique. It was not until this day that I realized that those emotions can make a boy mature into a man. Let yourself get goosebumps all over your body.

Two

In the Spring Festival of 2016, outside was the same as usual, and the fireworks were lively. I heard people cheering and shouting. My mother was busy in the living room, talking about asking my father to help him fill up some dishes in the pot. ... When I was looking for a novel I read before, I found Li Na's letter again. This time, I didn't avoid it. I sat on the quilt and gently buttoned the letter, which was a bit brittle open.

What I didn't expect was that the letter was written by Liang Chi, and they seemed to have known each other for a long time.

I looked at Liang Chi's neat font. At that moment, the sadness that I thought had been annihilated came back again. I curled up on the floor of the room and couldn't help crying silently.

Three

娜：

I have been pen pals with you for half a year.Thank you for listening to me these past six months.

Your health is better. Last time I saw you playing with Han Tang outside, your complexion looks much better.

I am writing this letter to you today because I am leaving soon. Forgive me for not being able to tell you about this personally. So far no one knows, and I don’t want anyone to know.

In fact, I have been a person who is not very confident since I was a child. This lack of self-confidence stems from the blood in my body that is different from other people. I am extremely sensitive and even be prepared for danger in times of peace.

I often think about some very dark things, such as one day, my parents suddenly left me, what would I do; another example, if one day, I have some incurable disease... These kind of ridiculous thoughts are always It will continue to develop with some compassionate stories, which makes me cautious.

Since I was a child, adults praised me for being very sensible.

I am really sensible, because no matter what I am facing, I am the silent party. People who have secrets love those who are silent.

In fact, such a character was originally due to my daring, I was afraid to communicate with strangers, and I was afraid to be too close to people, and later it became a habit.

Therefore, I have very few friends, including you, but mediocre.

You always say that we are very similar, a pair of twelve or thirteen-year-old boys and girls, maybe what we are alike is the sick body we share.

I told you before that when I was ten years old, I met a boy who was very special to me.

In fact, this boy is Han Tang.

I still remember the scene when we first met, I was standing bored at the entrance of an alley (you know, not many people want to play with me), and then, a snowball was thrown on my back, I turned my head and saw a boy about my age with a red face, he was smiling at me there, he was chubby and looked like a cute little angel, except of course his dirty clothes .

I didn't know why, so I squeezed a snowball on the spot and threw it at him.

Haha, I didn't throw it properly, I just hit him on the face, and he sat on the ground and started crying. At that moment, a kind of panic that I had never felt before filled my heart.

I didn't know what to do, so I walked up to him and kept looking at him. He actually stopped crying. I stretched out my hand to him to pull him up from the ground. I threw myself on the ground, and then we fought together.

In this way, I met Han Tang.

After that, I found out that this guy is just a crybaby who likes to make trouble but dare not face it, but I don't know why, every time I see tears in his big eyes, I am completely confused But I didn't know how to comfort him, I could only look at him, his pretty face blushing from crying, but I didn't expect that this move would be especially effective against his crying.

Sometimes when I see him stop crying, I can't help laughing, but I still try my best to hold back, I'm just so damn reserved.

Until some time ago, he confessed to me.

I was almost scared to death, but what followed was an indescribable joy, you know, the feeling that the secret hidden in my heart suddenly found its proper home, just like winning 500 Just as happy.

Forgive me for not being able to think of a good analogy.

What I want to tell you is that the confession was ruined by me. The timidity that I had been hiding since I was a child suddenly awakened at that moment. I became at a loss and even stuttered. I want to tell him that I He has been talking to you about him, but he only said your name when he opened his mouth. This guy misunderstood and thought I liked you.

Well, this may be the reason why he contacted you, but you must not alienate him because of this matter, he is a very sensitive child, and like me, very timid, just his timidity It's more blatant.

Therefore, this kind of him is always reckless, innocent and innocent.

I don't want to hurt him, and this time I want to leave suddenly, which makes me hesitate to tell him the feelings hidden in my heart.

After all, if you can't be with each other well, it's useless to say these things, and it will only increase the pain of the two of you.

I have told you so much, and I also hope that after I leave, you will help me take good care of him and study hard with him. I don't want him to be wasted in his studies.

After all, people like us will not have a good tomorrow without a strong ability.

Finally, I also wish you a happy heart, you must be healthy, and you will be admitted to a good high school.

Best friend: Liang Chi

At that moment, memories were swaggering and regrets were waving flags.