sweet kiss bitter summer

Liang Luo'an woke up from an uneasy sleep, blinked his eyes, and felt a deep soreness in the depths of his eyeballs.

The sky outside the window was pitch black, but the street lamp downstairs was on all night, casting a very dim light, which fell on the bed, within reach of Liang Luoan.

Liang Luo'an wanted to know what time it was, and the phone was missing, but he had no way to find it.

Because Tan Chen's arms were lying across his body, and his body was clinging to his back, hugging him so tightly that he couldn't move.

The black sky is a good curtain, Liang Luo'an was in a daze because he couldn't move, and quickly recalled what happened last night like a projection in his mind.

He remembered that Tan Chen drank a lot of wine and said a lot of strange things, and then they kissed.

Looking back now, Liang Luo'an felt that these things didn't seem to be very closely related, but everything still happened with some causal relationship.

Liang Luo'an thought, maybe it was because Tan Chen said strange things, which made him strange too, or maybe it was because Tan Chen drank too much alcohol, but he couldn't explain why he was the one who got drunk instead.

In short, there was a reason for the incident, so their kissing probably couldn't be regarded as a rash thing.

Liang Luo'an thought this way, gained a little confidence to justify himself, and then quietly waited for the dawn in some meaningless wild thoughts.

Perhaps because too much alcohol would paralyze the brain, Liang Luo'an felt that Tan Chen fell asleep for a long time again.

His breath rushed to Liang Luoan's neck, it was very hot and a little humid, which made Liang Luoan feel a little uncomfortable, after all, he hadn't slept with anyone like this for a long, long time.

In fact, it was fine when he fell asleep, but after waking up, Liang Luo'an couldn't get used to turning himself into a reasonable existence in Tan Chen's arms, so his body became a little stiff, and he felt gradually sore and unbearable.

He couldn't help moving his shoulders, the range of motion was obviously not very large, but the arms around his body suddenly and subconsciously tightened eagerly, and soon after, Tan Chen also woke up.

It seems that like Liang Luoan, Tan Chen spent a little time waking up and recalling, but he did not let go of the arm holding Liang Luoan, but gently clenched the palm attached to Liang Luoan's stomach up, symbolically reducing the area that touches his body.

Liang Luo'an took the opportunity to get out of Tan Chen's arms and moved to a farther position.

Because the comfortable body temperature around his body suddenly disappeared, he shivered from the cold, so he could only hug himself with his arms, and pitifully curled his body into a small ball under the quilt.

"Luan..." Tan Chen's voice was still hoarse.

"Tan Chen, nothing happened to us afterwards."

Liang Luo'an's voice was muffled, and he explained the facts coldly. They really just kissed.

"I know."

Tan Chen sounded a little lonely, "But... I frightened you, I'm still sorry."

Liang Luo'an knew the reason for Tan Chen's apology, and also knew that Tan Chen did not experience amnesia after drinking like in the TV series.

He couldn't say whether he should be lucky or unfortunate, but suddenly felt guilty, so he had no choice but to continue to turn his back to Tan Chen without speaking.

But there was a sudden shaking from the bed behind him, and a familiar temperature gradually became clear.

Liang Luo'an turned around a little nervously, and found that Tan Chen who was on the other side of the bed just now was very close to him.

"Does your lip still hurt?" Tan Chen looked down at him and asked sincerely.

Hearing this, Liang Luo'an licked his lips subconsciously, and found a slightly painful cut on the right side of the lower lip, which matched Tan Chen's sharp canine teeth very well.

As if a mistake had been exposed, Liang Luoan felt a little embarrassed by Tan Chen's question, so he pursed his lips, concealed it clumsily, and pretended not to know anything.

But Tan Chen said, "Let me see? If it's serious or painful, I'll go buy medicine and apply it."

Tan Chen seemed to feel very sorry, and even felt more concerned about any small wound on Liang Luoan's body than Liang Luoan's own nervousness.

He frowned slightly, and when he stretched out his hand to touch Liang Luoan's white lips from pursing, Liang Luoan suddenly sat up, facing him, but lowered his head to avoid his sight.

The golden red color of the sunrise faintly glowed in the sky, Liang Luoan's face became clear in the reflection, but his eyes were hidden under the eyelashes, Tan Chen looked at the shadow, feeling like time was stuck in the shadow. Illusion of night.

Liang Luo'an didn't know about Tan Chen's thoughts.

He opened his mouth, using the injured lips after kissing Tan Chen, hesitated, and said to Tan Chen very awkwardly: "Tan Chen, we haven't reconciled yet."

The early morning sun was not dazzling, but in order to be able to look directly at Liang Luo'an for a long time, Tan Chen's eyes started to turn red.

He withdrew his hand that was hanging in the air, landed on the bed next to his body, paused for a while, then nodded, and said softly: "I understand."

"Luan."

Tan Chen called his name again, and said to him: "If you feel embarrassed or unacceptable to what you said or did last night, you can temporarily pretend to forget it."

Tan Chen paused, and then said to Liang Luo'an in a tone that sounded like a pleading: "But can you not really forget it first?"

It seems that because Tan Chen said something very incomprehensible again, Liang Luo'an raised his head slowly, and looked at Tan Chen with a look mixed with bewilderment and disbelief.

Not only Liang Luo'an, but even Tan Chen who said these words felt unreasonable.

Tan Chen knew he was going crazy, but he was very, very sober now.

Perhaps since he said those words to Liang Luo'an last night, due to the catalysis of alcohol, his brain nerves produced many weird and chaotic impulses, so he failed to strictly abide by the principles of the world and maintain his rationality.

But after he became sober, he understood more clearly that alcohol was only the inducement, and the original sin was something else.

If he hadn't had those thoughts, didn't have any reconciliation or regret, or he could have said it more bluntly - if he hadn't been obsessed with Liang Luo'an in the past seven years, and his love was still unresolved.

He might have just let Liang Luoan go back to his room last night, instead of keeping him by his side with the strength of alcohol, and selfishly saying things to him that he shouldn't have said.

However, whether it should be done is one thing, and whether it should be done is another matter.

The matter has been frozen, and it is impossible for Tan Chen to act as if nothing happened.

If he had a heart for Liang Luo'an, he would not turn Luo'an's kiss into a ridiculous absurdity.

If, as he was previously accused of, he had only the wrong love by definition, he now puts himself in a position where he must be wrong.

Besides, mistakes are always relative.

Wrong love is not necessarily wrong, but it must be love.

As for the judgment, leave it to Liang Luo'an.

"Luan, I won't force you."

Tan Chen told Liang Luo'an, "Give me some time if you can, but everything is still up to you to decide."

Liang Luo'an still looked at Tan Chen, his eyes fluttered, as if he understood what Tan Chen was talking about, but at the same time he seemed to be ambiguous and didn't understand, so he didn't speak in the end.

But because Tan Chen has already made up his mind, he no longer struggles.

He knew that if this topic continued, Liang Luoan would definitely think too much and put himself under a lot of pressure, so he pretended to change the subject easily and coaxed him: "Okay, so many people were here last night, It’s noisy, did you not have a good meal? What would you like to have for breakfast today? Tell me, I’ll go buy it.”

Liang Luo'an listened, his thoughts were easily taken away by Tan Chen, after thinking for a while, he seemed to have no appetite, so he shook his head.

Tan Chen said helplessly: "How can this work, I still need to eat."

"Tan Chen, didn't you just say you wouldn't force me?" Liang Luo'an said in a low voice, looking at Tan Chen with a helpless expression, his voice sounded very confused and pitiful, "...are you lying to me?" "I didn't lie to you, it doesn't count..." Halfway through the eager explanation, Tan Chen was dumbfounded for a moment, looking at Liang Luo'an's innocent face, he showed a smile between helplessness and relief: "Luo'an, you I don’t even know how much I can bully people.”

Liang Luo'an just lowered his eyes and didn't react very much, but Tan Chen seemed to suddenly realize something, and became cautious again, even with an overcorrected cowardice, and asked Liang Luo'an very carefully: "You can bully me as you like. It's all good, but... can you stop hating me so much?" The author has something to say: Liang Luo'an - a principled, stupid kid.

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