sweet kiss bitter summer

Early the next morning, Tan Chen knocked on the door of Liang Luo'an's room.

He told Liang Luo'an in a gentle and calm tone as usual that he would set off after breakfast and go to work.

Perhaps because he was not fully awake, Liang Luoan stayed for an extra long time, then nodded dully.

It wasn't until getting into the car with Tan Chen that Liang Luo'an saw Tan Chen's expressionless side face, and then dully recalled that Tan Chen in the tea restaurant last night was not like this.

"What's the matter?" Tan Chen suddenly asked Liang Luo'an as if he felt his fixed gaze.

"No."

Liang Luo'an looked back resentfully, lowered his head, and stopped talking.

After returning to the room last night, Liang Luo'an couldn't sleep all night. He always felt that there were still things to be resolved, but when he saw Tan Chen today, Liang Luo'an realized that his unfinished business was probably in Tan Chen's subjective opinion. It's over.

In the next few days, they concentrated on their work, and Tan Chen was almost alone, and things went smoothly.

On the night of signing the contract, Party A offered to entertain Tan Chen and Liang Luo'an, but Liang Luo'an didn't think it was a good thing.

He doesn't know how to drink, and doesn't know how to be tactful, so he was as stupefied as a log at the drinking party, obediently bowed his head and only ate the food in front of him, as if it was just to fill his stomach.

On the contrary, Tan Chen looked at ease, pushing glasses and changing glasses, talking and laughing happily, as if he had long been used to such things.

During the banquet, someone used the strength of alcohol to force drink to Liang Luo'an, who was not strong in presence, Tan Chen also took the initiative to block it, and smiled nicely, saying, "Don't embarrass the child".

Probably because Liang Luo'an looked young and well-behaved, the person who forced the drink didn't make things difficult, and both sides took a step back, which didn't make the atmosphere too awkward.

Tan Chen stood up, quietly hid Liang Luoan in his shadow, and calmly drank an unknown number of glasses of strong spirits tonight.

Liang Luo'an looked at Tan Chen's back and thought to himself, Tan Chen still regarded him as a child, but under the catalysis of some unknown factors, Tan Chen, who was only one year older than him, no longer regarded himself that way.

The wine party finally ended in the middle of the night, and after seeing off the bosses of Party A, Tan Chen returned to the box, stood with his back against the wall, frowned in pain, and covered his eyes with his hands.

"Tan Chen?" Liang Luo'an saw that he didn't respond for a while, and asked nervously, "You, are you drunk?" Tan Chen rubbed his forehead, and said irrelevantly, "Go back to the hotel."

About half an hour later, they arrived at the hotel where they were staying.

Liang Luo'an felt that Tan Chen's condition seemed to be not good, so he took the initiative to send him to the door of the room, thinking that there should be no more accidents, so he planned to leave.

"Luan...wait."

Tan Chen's body was half leaning against the door, frowning and looking at Liang Luo'an who stopped when he heard the sound, and after a while, he lowered his head again, as if talking to himself, and said vaguely: "Forget it, let's go." , let's go."

He just stood there and didn't enter the room, looking very decadent, like the kind of person who got drunk late at night because of a broken relationship.

Liang Luo'an looked at him for a while, then finally turned back and asked him, "Tan Chen, where is your room card?" Tan Chen reached out and groped around for a while, and finally found it in his suit pocket, but he didn't use it to open the door, but Handing it to Liang Luo'an, it seemed that he only knew how to respond to his needs.

Liang Luo'an took the room card, but still wanted to open the door, Tan Chen's center of gravity suddenly became unstable because the door opened, Liang Luo'an subconsciously reached out to help him, and the two staggered into the room.

Liang Luo'an wanted to help Tan Chen to sit on the edge of the bed, but Tan Chen was like a mollusk soaked in alcohol at the moment, losing his own support, and following Liang Luo'an's movement away, he also slipped off the bed and fell to the seat onto the wool rug under the bed.

Perhaps because of drinking too much wine, Tan Chen's body was so hot that when Liang Luo'an broke free from his embrace, he immediately felt the chill in the autumn air clearly.

He didn't expect the drinking party to last so long, and the temperature dropped sharply at night, but he was only wearing a shirt and a thin coat.

Maybe he caught a cold on the road and was about to catch a cold. Now he felt his throat was dry and uncomfortable. After shivering, he couldn't help covering his mouth and coughing.

Liang Luo'an didn't care much about his minor illness, as long as it wasn't as fatal as a heart attack.

After coughing violently, he sat on the side exhaustedly, holding his chest and gasping for air.

But Tan Chen suddenly had a big reaction.

Due to drinking, his body movements were a little uncoordinated, but he stood up quickly, staggered to the suitcase, rummaged for something in it with his hands, and looked very anxious, still muttering There are words: "Medicine, where is the medicine..." Liang Luo'an was frightened by Tan Chen's sudden abnormality, and looked at Tan Chen cautiously, not daring to make a sound.

After a while, Tan Chen found a bag from the interlayer of the suitcase and opened it, as if he made a mistake in his busy schedule and didn't hold it firmly.

At the same time, Liang Luo'an heard the sound of scattered objects falling to the ground, only to find several bottles and boxes scattered around Tan Chen's feet.

All are drugs.

Liang Luo'an felt a strange palpitation.

Why did you bring so many medicines?Is Tan Chen sick?Thinking this way, Liang Luo'an saw Tan Chen kneeling on the ground picking up those medicines, holding them all in his hand, and then eagerly passed them to Liang Luo'an.

"Luan, does your heart hurt..." Tan Chen unscrewed the medicine bottle on his own, poured out two white pills in the palm of his hand, put them near Liang Luoan's mouth, and said carefully: "Don't be afraid, take the medicine, Just take your medicine and you'll be fine."

Liang Luo'an didn't open his mouth.

He looked into Tan Chen's scarlet eyes, and saw many Tan Chens from inside.

The Tan Chen who woke him up late when he was young, the Tan Chen who was kissing for the first time, the Tan Chen who got carried away when the love was strong, and the Tan Chen who broke up because he said he was tired.

All Tan Chen had the same expression when they handed the pill to his mouth.

After Tan Chen fed him the pills for the last time, Liang Luo'an's heart never felt so uncomfortable. In contrast, he felt that his condition seemed to have improved.

But when he saw Tan Chen's reaction again, he felt a conditioned reflex pain coming from his heart.

Liang Luo'an took the medicine bottle in Tan Chen's hand, and seeing the packaging, it was the kind he had been taking all along, but he no longer even carried it with him.

He put the life-saving medicine into a vitamin bottle and carried it with him, so he didn't need to bother others, and he also forgot himself in such a numb manner.

But Tan Chen why.

Why haven't you forgotten.

"Luan..." Tan Chen realized that Liang Luoan hadn't taken any medicine, so he called him by his name very lightly, as if he was afraid that he would be dispelled or smashed into pieces.

"Tan Chen, why are you like this? Why did you bring this medicine?" Liang Luo'an looked at Tan Chen and began to collapse meekly, "If you are afraid of trouble, then don't do troublesome things! Why now..." "Because of fear .”

Tan Chen leaned forward, resting his forehead on Liang Luo'an's knee, his voice hoarse, "Luan, you never, not..." Tan Chen spoke intermittently, before he could finish speaking, his body suddenly shook, tense Then he arched his back in pain, knelt on the ground, curled up, pressed his abdomen tightly with his hands, his joints turned blue and white due to the force, and the cold sweat gathered on his forehead sank into his frowning brows.

"Tan Chen, Tan Chen."

Liang Luo'an struggled out of the daze, and when he saw Tan Chen's appearance, he immediately realized that he drank too much wine tonight, and now he probably had a stomach problem.

He looked for medicine from the bottles and boxes that Tan Chen picked up, and only one bottle was Tan Chen's own stomach medicine.

After taking the medicine, Tan Chen's condition seemed to be better, he was still sitting on the wool carpet, leaning on the edge of the bed, staring at Liang Luo'an with some infatuation.

Liang Luo'an couldn't be sure whether Tan Chen was in a drunk state, because Tan Chen's eyes were clear enough to reflect his shadow, but his mouth kept saying some confusing words that Liang Luo'an hadn't heard before.

"I know I shouldn't come back, even if I come back, I shouldn't get close to you... But even in my dream, I wanted to hug you so much, now you are standing in front of me, I can't help it, I just dare to look at you look."

"Actually, I already regretted it on the train. I felt ridiculous. Why did I have to make things like this? Why did I choose to give up on you...Obviously you are the most important."

"Telling you that kind of thing makes you sad...Luan, I'm an asshole."

Tan Chen paused, "But the bastard misses you."

"Tan Chen...you are."

Liang Luo'an didn't feel better because of Tan Chen's self-deprecation. He felt sad, and couldn't help crying: "You said that about me, that I was troublesome, so you just threw me away!" "No, no Luo An, you are not troublesome."

Tan Chen said very eagerly that he wanted to hug Liang Luo'an in the past, but his hands and body were shaking, and in the end he just looked at Liang Luo'an very closely.

Liang Luo'an saw Tan Chen's tears streaming down, following the contours he had touched countless times and sinking into the shadows, he heard Tan Chen say again: "You are my heart and my life."

Tan Chen's heart, Tan Chen's life.

Even if Liang Luo'an is not smart, he still deeply understands that the heart and life are so important.

Once it is gone, people cannot live.

Tan Chen is now breathing hard in front of him, looking at him as if he is trying to survive.

Liang Luo'an couldn't help reaching out his hand, touching Tan Chen's eyes, and he gently grabbed his hand.

There is a familiar high temperature in the palm, so the autumn in the cold night untimely broke out into the midsummer.

Liang Luo'an stuck her nails into Tan Chen's palm, leaving a few deep marks, then hugged Tan Chen again, and bit heavily on his shoulder with her mouth open.

Tan Chen groaned because of the pain, then silently wrapped Liang Luo'an's cold fingertips with his palm.

"Tan Chen, you are really annoying."

Liang Luo'an raised his head, his eyes blurred by the hot liquid pouring out.

He impulsively said words of revenge to Tan Chen, but seeing Tan Chen's instantly defeated expression, he didn't get the pleasure that matched it.

On the contrary, he was afraid that Tan Chen would believe it.

So he used a more impulsive way to tell Tan Chen not to believe his disgust.

Liang Luo'an frowned, looked into Tan Chen's eyes, and kissed him.

The author has something to say: woo woo.

In fact, there are still things that have not been resolved, so let's take it slowly.