sweet kiss bitter summer

The sky in late summer and early autumn is always like this. The sun is still shining brightly in the morning, but soon the clouds cover, and it rains suddenly at noon.

Liang Luoan walked out of the hospital with the medicine and the examination report, and stopped on the edge of the dry and water-stained steps. The rainy scene was gloomy, and the world in front of him became moist in his eyes.

The rainy time is always vaguely similar, and Liang Luo'an sometimes feels a little deja vu because of this.

At some irrational moments just now, he couldn't help but quickly reviewed the past with Tan Chen in his mind, and then lamented from himself and others that the weather is sometimes as changeable as love.

"Luan."

The sound of the rain made the air noisy, but Liang Luo'an still clearly heard the regular sound of crutches and footsteps behind him, as well as the voice of Tan Chen approaching and calling his name.

After a moment of trance, Liang Luo'an picked up the phone and looked at the date and time, and then at the blurred boundary of the raindrops under his feet, and suddenly woke up like a dream.

"Going so fast."

Tan Chen walked on crutches, walked to Liang Luo'an very slowly, and asked in a good-tempered manner, "Is there something urgent? I'll ask the driver to take you."

"no need."

Liang Luo'an lowered his head and whispered, "I don't want to trouble you."

The gentle Tan Chen suddenly fell silent.

After several similar situations, Liang Luo'an vaguely noticed that Tan Chen seemed to be a little sensitive to the word "trouble", which was comparable to the unconditioned reflex of a needle tip pricking the skin leading to dodging behavior.

And when he said such words to Tan Chen, he didn't feel any pleasure of revenge. It was more like fighting against the pineapple in his mouth, corroding each other, and there would be pain in addition to the sour penetration.

The rain suddenly became heavier, and it was blown by the wind onto Liang Luoan's underwear, which felt a little cold and damp, which made people uncomfortable.

He stepped back, and his calf accidentally tripped over Tan Chen's crutch.

In fact, it was just a slight stagger, but Tan Chen seemed to be very nervous. He let go of the arm supporting the crutch, supported Liang Luoan's elbow on the other side, and withdrew a little force to the inside of his body, with an ambiguous feeling. But the awkward posture stabilized.

The metal crutch fell to the ground with a loud noise.

"sorry."

Tan Chen suddenly apologized to Liang Luo'an inexplicably, and let go of the palm that wrapped Liang Luo'an's elbow.

Liang Luo'an didn't speak, and was stunned for a while, before going to help Tan Chen up the crutches on the ground.

In order to avoid similar incidents from happening again, he moved cautiously to a place a little further away from Tan Chen.

Perhaps it was because Tan Chen's body temperature was too warm, and when he moved away suddenly, Liang Luo'an felt an unbearable chill similar to a withdrawal reaction.

But that's all right, he thought.

He has spent seven years getting rid of Tan Chen's body temperature, learning to endure the sudden cold rain in summer, and he can also spend the severe winter alone.

The two didn't look at each other and were speechless.

In this almost frozen atmosphere, Liang Luo'an didn't intend to wait for the rain to stop here, so he opened the online car-hailing software.

Probably due to the weather and bad road conditions, no one took the order for a long time.

Just when he was at his wit's end, a black Mercedes-Benz drove up and parked steadily at the bottom of the steps. A middle-aged man stepped out and held up a black umbrella.

"Luan, get in the car."

Tan Chen said, "The weather is not good to take a taxi, I will ask the driver to take you back."

Liang Luo'an looked at the middle-aged man holding an umbrella by the steps, and fell into a daze again, not even knowing when Tan Chen called the driver.

The driver held the umbrella over Liang Luoan's head very actively and enthusiastically, and escorted him into the car politely and naturally in a way that could not be refused.

Tan Chen was obviously still in the hospital, so he shouldn't be walking around casually, but he still got into the car and sat in the back seat next to Liang Luo'an.

The interior of the car is spacious and the temperature is comfortable. Tan Chen sat quietly at the side, so Liang Luo'an didn't feel cramped, but subconsciously avoided Tan Chen's sight, pretending to be attentive and busy watching the track of raindrops falling on the car window .

"Sir, please tell me the destination."

The driver reminded.

Liang Luo'an hesitated to report his home address.

Tan Chen smiled at the side, "It's pretty close."

Liang Luo'an let out an "um", and heard the dense and dull sound of rain and natural white noise, which kept the atmosphere in the car from being too awkward, so he didn't speak any more.

But Tan Chen didn't seem to think so.

After a while, he suddenly said, "It seems to be the same way from my home to your home and then to the company."

Two directions that are completely opposite, what kind of way is the way.

The driver in the front seat glanced at Tan Chen in the rearview mirror, hesitated to speak, and finally just concentrated on driving quietly.

Although I had the experience of staying at Tan Chen's house, it was only once after all, and Liang Luo'an was not very familiar with the vicinity of Tan Chen's house, and his sense of direction was not very good on weekdays, so he couldn't immediately notice it like an old horse who knew the way. There was something strange in Tan Chen's words, and he couldn't understand what Tan Chen wanted to express when he said this suddenly, so he could only politely respond.

Tan Chen then suggested: "How about, let me drive you for a while when you go to work.

It can also send you back after get off work at night. "

Tan Chen further explained his reasons, "Although public transportation is very convenient, it takes too long.

Not only will you save money, but you'll get an extra 15 minutes of sleep in the morning. "

I have to admit that knowing everything about Liang Luo'an seems to be Tan Chen's innate talent. After seven years, he still accurately proposed a condition that Liang Luo'an could hardly refuse.

But Liang Luo'an struggled for a long time, but still shook his head, and once again used the bad reason of "I don't want to cause you trouble", which hurts the enemy one thousand and self-damage eight hundred.

Even if some ideas have not been proven for a long time, they will still ferment in the hidden dark corners of the body and turn into subconscious concerns of every cell.

For seeing Tan Chen again, apart from the sadness and sourness associated with the memory, Liang Luo'an is essentially more uncomfortable.

I am not used to facing Tan Chen who no longer takes care of himself, and I am not used to facing Tan Chen who is still taking care of himself everywhere, especially when Tan Chen seems to be indifferent and naturally handles certain situations for him—please He ate, sent him home, helped him make data sheets, all kinds of things in the hospital just now, and showed overly thoughtful and considerate care in every contact.

Liang Luo'an really had lingering fears.

However, Tan Chen seemed to like to make trouble for him so much, as if he had never said those words, causing Liang Luoan to fall into vacillating self-doubt.

"You said no one would take you home."

Tan Chen's voice was very low and light, and he sounded a little cautious, "Can I be the one to take you home?" As if afraid that Liang Luo'an might misunderstand something, he hurriedly added, "I have no other intentions, just want to I will help you as much as I can."

Tan Chen is used to providing some kind and thoughtful help, but now it always makes Liang Luo'an feel a little painful.

"Tan Chen, don't act like this."

Liang Luoan said depressedly, "If you want to relax, don't do burdensome acts of kindness.

It doesn't matter if you go again like before, or you fire me, anyway, you are my boss now, and I will definitely not be able to disobey... In short, I don't want to make you feel tired because of causing trouble for you. "

Tan Chen opened his mouth, but did not speak.

The car was parked on the side of the road, Liang Luo'an opened the door in a hurry to escape, but was suddenly stopped by Tan Chen.

"Luan."

Tan Chen handed over the black umbrella, "...don't get caught in the rain."

Liang Luo'an lowered his head, trying not to look at the hand that handed the umbrella and its owner, just looking at the umbrella, and managed to maintain his sanity: "Thank you.

I'll return it to you when you go back to work. "

He got out of the car, opened the umbrella, stood on the side of the road, looked at the window in the back seat of the car, and politely watched Tan Chen's car leave.

The glass has an anti-peeping effect, and it looks pitch black from the outside, Liang Luoan's eyes are isolated on the surface.

Probably only at this time, Liang Luo'an would deceive himself, cast a futile and nothing-seeking gaze, let go of the meek and struggling daze.

Therefore, he also had no way of knowing that in the car, Tan Chen's current expression was looking at him with painful eyes.

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