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At two o'clock in the morning, Han Shen walked slowly through the hotel corridor with his head down, looking a little lost from his back, and finally gently pushed open the door of his and Yu Xingnan's room.

Han Shen didn't have the courage to turn on the chandelier in the living room. Taking advantage of the cold white moonlight projected from the floor-to-ceiling windows, he went straight to the bathroom and prepared to take a bath.It's a pity that it was inevitable, and there was only one set left on the bathroom sink? The toiletries still made his heart sting.

Yu Xingnan had already infiltrated Han Shen's life, leaving so hastily tonight, Han Shen's heart was half empty, no? But after the pain, Han Shen suddenly laughed at himself, wondering when he would change So hypocritical, he obviously chased people away? Why are you so lost on your own now?

After taking a hasty shower, Han Shen went to the bedroom in the dark.He didn't turn on the bedroom light either, and went to bed based on his memory. He wanted to force himself to fall asleep quickly, even if he had a nightmare, but he didn't succeed. About to burst.

Really helpless, Han Shen had no choice but to take out a box of cigarettes from the bedside table, trying to ease his mood, but when a cigarette was about to burn out, he suddenly remembered that it was bought by Yu Xingnan.

Han Shen's heart was full of mixed feelings, isn't it? It's a taste. He only smoked a cigarette and then didn't move. He closed his eyes and prepared to let himself go.

However, just a few minutes later, a hoarse roar suddenly came from the dark bedroom. It was Han Shen's helpless vent when he couldn't bear it!

I saw Han Shen huddled into a ball and kneeling on the bed? His hands were tightly clutching the sides of the pillow. His arms burst out with veins and veins due to too much force. Breathing, if you look carefully, you can still find that his whole body is trembling slightly, as if he is enduring huge? Pain.

It was this night that Han Shen realized that Yu Xingnan was a chronic and addictive poison to him. He knew it was harmful, but he still couldn't help touching it. When he really couldn't bear it and planned to quit, he realized that it had already become a poison. "Addiction, let him experience firsthand what is the pain of thousands of ants eating one's heart."

The next morning, Han Shen was awakened from his dream by a mobile phone ringing. He opened his eyes and had a splitting headache. He had no sleep last night until dawn. He slept very restlessly and made a lot of memories Not just the fragmentary dreams that came up.

Han Shen raised his hand and rubbed the center of his eyebrows, then touched the phone, narrowed his red and swollen eyes, and saw that it was Tang Xiaochao.Han Shen didn't think much about it, put it to his ear after connecting, and asked in a hoarse voice, "What's the matter."

Tang Xiaochao's clear voice soon came out from the receiver, "Brother, are you still sleeping?"

Han Shen heard a trace of undisguised worry from this voice. He frowned and said, "Did you just wake up? What's wrong?"

Tang Xiaochao, who was standing at the door of Han Shen's room, said quickly, "I just want to ask you if you want to have breakfast with Brother Anton and me."

Hearing this answer, Han Shen fell silent, looking down at the sunlight coming in through the gaps in the curtains, and asked in a low voice after a while, "You? Know that Yu Xingnan has left?"

Tang Xiaochao immediately said: "Well, Mr. Yu sent me a message just now, saying that he has something to leave for a while, let me take care of you."

Even though he was not in that mood, Han Shen still couldn't help laughing, thinking that Yu Xingnan entrusted him to Tang Xiaochao, Tang Xiaochao could take good care of himself? Wrong... But it can also be seen from this that that person only trusts Tang Xiaochao neap.

Han Shen rubbed his face, then sat up, and said to the phone microphone: "Okay, let's go together, I will go to your room in 10 minutes."

Han Shen didn't know what the room looked like last night because he didn't turn on the light. Now that it was dawn, he realized that nothing in the room had changed. After turning around, what was missing? Only Yu Xingnan's music scores and toiletries and clothes.

It was at this moment that Han Shen realized that Yu Xingnan's accompanying items were so pitiful that every time the large and small boxes were transported to the airport, they were actually prepared for him.

Thinking of this, Han Shen's heart trembled again. He shook his head and hurried to the bathroom to wash up. Don't he dare to recall any more.

Although it was difficult to adapt for a while, Han Shen didn't regret his decision. The two of them had to go through this experience. He needed time to adjust himself, and Yu Xingnan also needed time to change. Must be a lifetime.

The living atmosphere of An Dong and Tang Xiaochao is still so relaxed, with a touch of warmth and harmony, which gradually relaxes Han Shen's exhausted nerves, and tries his best to adapt to the life where Yu Xingnan is not there.

Because of Yu Xingnan's departure, Tang Xiaochao moved into Han Shen's room the next night. During this period, Anton helped organize things, but he showed no expression on his face and kept silent the whole time.

Han Shen didn't get along with Anton? It's been a day or two, and he can tell at a glance that Anton is reluctant?

Han Shen realized that Anton was interested in Tang Xiaochao a long time ago. If Tang Xiaochao hadn't experienced that, he would definitely try his best to match them up. After all, Anton is mature, stable, strong and very strong. It is easy to give people a sense of security, and there is no need to worry about leaving Tang Xiaochao to him.

It's a pity that the current Tang Xiaochao is not suitable for starting a relationship. Others may not notice it anymore, but Han Shen occasionally feels a bit of sluggishness and confusion in Tang Xiaochao's dark pupils, which is the same as a few months ago? They looked very similar when they were hospitalized.This shows that Tang Xiaochao still hasn't come out of the shadow at the beginning, so Han Shen can only pretend not to see Anton's thoughts.

So after that, Han Shen almost spent his leisure time with Tang Xiaochao.The two have been close friends since they were young, so they get along easily and comfortably, but in the end they don't know whether Han Shen is healing Tang Xiaochao or Tang Xiaochao is healing Han Shen.

Of course, Anton would also come here often, and kept hanging under Tang Xiaochao's nose. Han Shen didn't show anything deliberately about it, and treated him like a good brother.Because he sometimes thinks that Anton may be the opportunity for Tang Xiaochao to come out of the shadows, so now he just needs to wait and see what happens, neither obstruct nor match, everything will come naturally.

At the same time, as Han Shen requested at the beginning, Yu Xingnan left completely. Except for the time when he was entrusted to Tang Xiaochao to take care of him, he never appeared in his life again. There was no phone call or message. , just like the world evaporated, disappeared without a trace.

At first, Han Shen couldn't get used to it, and felt that his heart was mostly empty. Yu Xingnan's departure brought about earth-shaking changes in the life he had long been accustomed to. From eating and dressing to sleeping and traveling, without exception, everything became unsatisfactory. His whole world seemed to lose its color and become dry and boring. Step by step was the only countermeasure he could think of and implement at the moment.

But as time goes by, from England to Hungary, then from Hungary to Belgium, then Italy, Singapore, Russia, every time he passes by, Han Shen can find a little bit of his previous self. As time goes by, Han Shen feels that he Finally, he gradually got better, gradually able to sleep well, became more focused on the game, wandered in every city with his friends... and the only difference from the original him was that he no longer went to bars.

In late September, Russia.

This is Anton's homeland. Although the place where he is staying is not the city where his family is located, Anton still feels happy, so he invites Han Shen to go to the bar to play together this evening, but he is resolutely rejected.

It's six o'clock in the evening, and there are only two of them left in the gym. After Anton was rejected, he couldn't help asking half-jokingly, "Han, I found out that you haven't been to a bar for more than three months. Was it a promise when you parted with Mr. Beckmann?"

Han Shen has just finished exercising, so he wears very little. He has a black vest and light-colored mid-length pants. This clothes exposes some of his tattoos. There is a black tattoo on the left shoulder extending from the butterfly bone to the back of the neck, and the side of his right leg. Half of it exposed? Yu Xingnan's German name.Anyone who has seen Han Shen's body would know that he is covered by trousers? His left hipbone reaches to his thigh, and there is also a tattoo of the words "Yu Xingnan".

After hearing Anton's question, Han Shen handed the cigarette between his fingers to his lips and took a puff, then leaned against the window and squinted his eyes to spit out a cloud of white smoke rings, before he said leisurely: "No? It's with him. ?Promise, I just want to quit the bar."

"Oh? Why?" Anton was a little surprised. He just wanted to tease him, but he didn't expect it? That's the answer.Based on his understanding of Han Shen, if conditions permit, it is entirely possible for this person to spend 24 hours in the bar.For example, after the end of the season last year, Han Shen has been drowning in the bar, or is it his friend Fan Tian who came to look for him in person, and it is estimated that he will indulge for another ten days and a half months. However, this person immediately rejected him. The? Invitation, it is abnormal.

Han Shen smiled? Laughed?, and said lazily: "No? Why, I don't like going there."

"It's unbelievable." Anton sighed, "If someone said last year that you hated bars this year, I wouldn't? Would? Believe it."

Han Shen exhaled a puff of smoke, smiled and said: "I don't believe it." If you haven't met Yu Xingnan?

Did Anton see Han Shen? He was willing to talk more, and didn't ask any more questions. Instead, he raised his eyebrows and looked at the cigarette held between the other's fingers, and said, "No? I've been smoking too much recently, so I need to control it." .”

"No, it's not much different from before."

Anton looked at Han Shen, "Is it because I miss Mr. Beckmann?"

Han Shen was taken aback, smiled and shrugged, "Maybe, after all, it's been a long time since I saw you."

"You can go to Germany to meet when you are free." Anton suggested.

Han Shen paused, then stubbed out the cigarette and said casually, "Let's talk, he's busy with work."

Anton nodded, "Yes, I heard that he will create a new piano sonata this year, and the audience is looking forward to it."

Han Shen was taken aback when he heard the words, "This year?"

Anton was also taken aback, and asked back: "You? Don't? Know?"

Han Shen felt awkward for a moment. He and Yu Xingnan hadn't been in touch since the night they parted, and in order to avoid missing the bones, he was deliberately avoiding all information about Yu Xingnan, so it took more than three months. , he didn't know anything about that person's current situation.

However, in the eyes of friends, the two of them moved temporarily because of work reasons, so Han Shen could only smile and said: "How could I not know, before? I have heard a few paragraphs of it, just surprised, because I think Well, he may not be able to finish writing this year, after all, he spent a lot of time on me."

Anton? Suspecting him, he got up and stretched his muscles, and said with a little regret: "Since you are talking about writing? No? Finish, then you must wait until next year." After speaking, he changed the subject and asked again: "So Are you really? No? Going to the bar tonight?"

Han Shen smiled? Laughed?, walked over and patted Anton on the shoulder, and said deliberately: "I'm not going, but you? You can bring Xiaochao. How about it, how about? Shall I call him out of the hotel?"

An Dong's face froze, and while walking with Han Shen to the locker room, he said, "Forget it, he...is still young."

Han Shen couldn't help but patted Anton's sturdy shoulder and shouted: "Hey! I'm only one year older than Xiaochao, don't you have a conscience? Does it hurt? Besides, 22 years old is already an adult, okay?"

Han Shen knew that Anton was reluctant to take Tang Xiaochao to that place. He just wanted to tease him, but he really didn't expect the reason given by this man to be so lame.

The corner of Anton's lips hooked up, and then he punched Han Shen's hard abdominal muscles with his fist, raised an eyebrow and said, "You? This body can beat ten out of ten, can Tang do it?"

Han Shen understood it all at once, smiled and cursed: "The powerful? People can't get it? Do you feel pity, idiot."

At this time, the two had already entered the dressing room. Anton took the clothes from the closet. Hearing this, he was silent for a moment, then walked to Han Shen's side, and said without warning: "Han, come out of the shower and wear more clothes." Clothes, it’s best to wear a coat, remember to dry your hair, it’s cold outside, be careful of catching a cold.”

As soon as these words came out, Han Shen felt as if he had been struck by lightning, and almost jumped up, shaking his goosebumps and shouting loudly: "Hey! You? Can you be normal? It's so shocking all of a sudden!"

Seeing this, Anton shrugged his shoulders, and said with a faint smile: "If it were Tang, he would? Say, thank you, Brother Anton, and you too."

Han Shen: "..."

Unknowingly, most of the season has been completed. After the Russian Grand Prix, there are only five races left and the season is completely over.

Han Shen currently ranks first in total points, but the gap with the second place is not too big, and sometimes he is overtaken by him and dropped to second place, so the final result is still unknown, so he needs to be more concentrated in the future Let's work harder to stand on the podium of the annual championship!

The next two races are the Japanese Grand Prix and the United States Grand Prix. In these two races, Han Shen won the first and second respectively, and the gap with No.2 in the overall standings was still not far behind.

But as time goes on, the F1 season is coming to an end, and the racing atmosphere is gradually reaching a climax. There are only three stations left, namely the Mexican Grand Prix, the Brazilian Grand Prix and the final Abu Dhabi Grand Prix. .

Just after the US Grand Prix, Han Shen and his team came to Mexico to prepare for the penultimate race of this year to ensure everything was safe.

But on the first night of his arrival in Mexico, he unexpectedly received a text message from an unknown number, with only a short line on it:

Shen, do you still remember the agreement after becoming the champion?