Long time no see (GL)

Mingyan was stunned, she just felt that she was covered with softness, the warm feeling softened her heart.This feeling was as wonderful as a dream, but before she had time to savor it carefully, Cen Shuya left, and the light touch like a superficial touch caused ripples in her heart.

"You...you..." Ming Yan spoke incoherently, unable to say a single word he wanted to say.

"This is the answer, get it, little fool." Cen Shuya's cheeks were brightly red, like the rising sun, like the afterglow of the setting sun, so beautiful that it was alluring.

"This is my first kiss." Ming Yan pursed her lips and said shyly.

She fell in love with Yun Shu very early. Although she would play wildly with her friends, she never flirted with others, did not talk about feelings, and never fell in love.In her eyes, no one was better than Yun Shu, and her infatuation and dedication even moved her.

But who knew that the person she was madly in love with would be her own sister? !During those hopeless days, Mingyan lost the motivation to live, and once felt that life was difficult and the future was unpredictable, until Cen Shuya appeared.

She is like a touch of sweet spring, slowly flowing to the bottom of her heart, making her cold heart warm up bit by bit.When she became unable to extricate herself, she didn't know herself, but found that after Cen Shuya left, her world became dark again.

She knew that she couldn't do without this person.

"So it's the first kiss..." Cen Shuya frowned, with a slight smile on her face: "Since it's the first kiss, I'll just take responsibility."

"How can you be responsible, you are not the first kiss, it's not fair..."

"This..." Cen Shuya felt dizzy, "You don't want to think about those things that cause trouble for yourself, how about...I will take a bath with you as compensation for your unfairness. I have never bathed with anyone before."

"what?"

Before Mingyan could react, Cen Shuya came to unbutton her trousers.

"What, what??"

"What are you so nervous about? Can I still eat you? Don't you want to take off your prosthesis? I don't have a bathtub here, you can only take a shower."

"Yes, it's going to be dismantled, but..." Mingyan didn't want Cen Shuya to see her crippled body, the incision hadn't healed yet, and she felt disgusted when she saw it.

Cen Shuya knew what she was thinking, and said deliberately: "Hey, it seems that you despise me."

"I didn't? What do I dislike about you?" Ming Yan quickly answered.

"You probably don't like being looked at by others, and even I reject it, which proves that you classify me with others. In your world, I am no different. What is it if you don't like it?"

"Of course I didn't mean that, I just..." Mingyan clenched her hands together tightly, ashamed to explain, what's so good about a dilapidated body?

She wanted to hide herself. Facing Cen Shuya, she would only feel ashamed.

She lost not only half of her leg, but also her self-confidence.

The more she cared about this person, the more she cared about her own incompleteness.

Mingyan's clasped hands started to grab each other, a bad habit formed at some point, it would happen when nervous.The contradiction made her suffer, on the one hand she longed to have it, but on the other hand she was afraid to face it.

"I won't force you." Cen Shuya walked away after saying this, Mingyan thought that her resistance made her angry, and felt even more sad. The humble she began to feel that she shouldn't be greedy and didn't deserve to have Cen Shuya.

Cen Shuya walked into the tool room silently, found a folding ladder, and put it in the bathroom, so that she could hold it up or sit while taking a bath.

Her indifference would hurt Mingyan, Cen Shuya felt that she could not rush forward, Mingyan's self-confidence had to be regained slowly, and her inferiority complex had to be dispelled gradually.

She could see Mingyan's heart clearly.Because of this, she saw her heart clearly like a cloud and mist. She finally knew what she had been wondering about?

I also understand why the feeling and concern for Mingyan are different from Zhou Hai.

Some encounters may be later, but they will always come.

Some feelings, there is no epiphany, because the person is wrong.

At the moment when she lost control, she vaguely understood the feeling in her heart. When she kissed Mingyan, she felt a wonderful feeling that she had never had before. She had never felt that kind of heart-pounding feeling to any man.

This is the feeling and expectation of love.

But she has been confused for so many years, and almost stepped into the road of marriage agreed by convention.

It's not that Zhou Hai is not good enough, it's not that she is too rational and emotional, it's all because of not loving.

How can those superficial favors and appreciations be so unforgettable with this kind of feeling full of anticipation, full of joy and anger?

"Yan Yan." Cen Shuya returned to her side, held her up, and said, "I'll go upstairs to wash, you wash downstairs, you have to pay attention to safety, if you need anything and it's inconvenient for you, call me, do you know?"

"Are you not angry?"

Cen Shuya smiled and said, "Why should I be angry? I'm afraid you will be unhappy."

"I'm afraid my refusal will upset you."

"Okay, okay, if we continue to be afraid of each other like this, it will be dawn." Cen Shuya helped her into the bathroom, turned on the shower for her, and confessed: "Here is a bathrobe, there is a shower cap, and there is a shower cap in the cabinet." There is a disposable toothbrush, I take a shower very quickly, if you want anything, just call me and I will come down."

"Ok, I know."

"I'll go straight to the bedroom after I shower, and if you can, come up to bed after showering."

"Oh..."

Cen Shuya smiled and closed the door, but Mingyan's nose was sore. Looking at the climbing ladder at a suitable height, tears welled up in her eyes.

Such a good Cen Shuya, is she really going to back down?

Is she going to be swallowed by this inferiority complex?She caressed the lips that had been kissed, and her heart beat faster again. If she likes her so much, how could she miss it?

Mingyan took off her outer pants, looked at the brace next to her knees, feeling very sad.During these days, she had to dismantle the prosthetic every day, and finally practiced to accept this external object, but she still couldn't integrate with it.

Sometimes seeing this thing makes her very irritable, but she can't live without it.

If she didn't wear prosthetics, she would have to use crutches or a wheelchair to walk, but as long as she went out to meet people, she had to wear them.She is afraid that she will become a different kind in the eyes of others, she hates other people's attention, and is afraid of seeing other people's strange eyes.

She didn't know how to get over this psychological barrier.

Cen Shuya stood outside the door for a few minutes, only to leave when she heard the sound of climbing the ladder and mopping the floor. Letting Mingyan be independent is the best support for her.

From healthy to disabled, this process is painful and long. The best way is to make her feel that she is a normal person. It is not easy to balance companionship and independence.

Cen Shuya felt that this matter needed to be thought through carefully.

It is an uphill battle for Mingyan not to care about other people's eyes, and not to magnify her flaws casually.Cen Shuya is well prepared, two years if one year is not enough, and three years if two years are not enough.

She believes that she can, and also believes that the optimistic Mingyan can overcome difficulties.

She wants to be the light in Mingyan's world, and also wants Mingyan to be the most wonderful existence in her life.

Maybe it was because of getting used to it for a while, Mingyan didn't encounter any obstacles in taking a bath, and the height of the climbing ladder could support the other half of her body.

After taking a shower, she found that she hadn't changed clothes, and only had bathrobes, no pajamas.

You can't sleep in such a thick bathrobe, can you?

Fortunately, this bathrobe is long enough to cover the legs.

She supported the wall and exerted strength with her left leg. When she walked to the stairs, she found that the photo wall was covered by several white papers.

Do you not want yourself to see it?Mingyan's heart seemed to be pricked by something, it was touched, moved, and joyful.

Cen Shuya likes herself, right?Does she care about her own feelings?

That's why...

She was full of sorrow and joy, and Cen Shuya's affairs were meticulous, gathering all the tenderness in the world, making Mingyan sink into a swamp, sinking deeper and deeper until she completely sank.

Holding on to the railing, she climbed step by step.

The second floor is north-south-facing bedrooms, with a corridor-like aisle in the middle.The door of the north bedroom was closed, and the lights inside were dark and dim. It should be the room where Zhou Hai lived.

The south bedroom is brightly lit, and the floor-to-ceiling glass door of the bedroom is tightly blocked by curtains. For some reason, there seems to be a seductive magic power inside, which makes Mingyan's throat a little dry.

"Why don't you come in?" Cen Shu's soft voice came, Mingyan scratched her hot ears, and cautiously pushed the door in. Cen Shuya was wrapped in a bath towel, her hair was loose and fell on her collarbone .

Her demeanor was blurred, like a hibiscus emerging from water, exuding an unprecedented charm.

Mingyan felt as if she was being ignited, her whole body was burning, and she was so hot that she was sweating.

"Your bathrobe is too thick, do you have any pajamas?" She wiped her neck lightly, already sweating.

"I never wear pajamas." Cen Shuya said as he took off the bath towel, Mingyan's eyes widened, and in front of him was Cen Shuya's unobstructed view of spring, like uncarved jade. Vest line.

"What are you doing in a daze, have you never seen anyone sleeping?" Cen Shuya sat on the bed naturally, and tickled her fingers: "It's late, why don't you come to sleep?"

"Then, then, you really don't have pajamas?"

Cen Shuya smiled and shook her head.

It turned out that when she said that she had a special sleeping habit, she meant falling asleep, but Ming Yan had the nerve to take off her bathrobe directly, and then she would see the incision on her leg.

Seeing that she didn't move, Cen Shuya got up from the bed, she didn't hide herself, she faced Mingyan calmly and generously, Mingyan looked at her, felt the blood rushing to her mind, even her breath was on fire, scorching hot.

"Yanyan, I'm already very sleepy." Cen Shuya smiled and took Mingyan's hand, and pushed it lightly, Mingyan fell on her back in weightlessness, the corner of her clothes was accidentally lifted, exposing the surgical wound.

"Don't look!" Mingyan tried to cover it up, but Cen Shuya held her hand.

"Don't look at anything, you've seen / all of me, can't I even see your legs?"

"That's disgusting."

"Disgusting?" Cen Shuya stretched out his hand to caress the wound. The scars had already come off, because the wound was big and a little uneven. After a long time, it should gradually heal.

"Don't look at it." Mingyan turned her face away, feeling ashamed, as if her ugliest side had been stripped away.

Cen Shuya lay down on her side, turned her face, and asked seriously: "Do you like me?"

Mingyan nodded and replied firmly: "I like it."

"How much do you like it?"

"I like it, I like it very much."

"I can't see it." Cen Shuya pretended to be unhappy.

"it is true!"

"You like me but you don't accept me, which severely hits my self-confidence and makes me doubt how much you like me."

"I didn't refuse to accept you, I just..." Mingyan's tear glands collapsed, and she always wanted to cry.

"If you don't accept yourself, it means that you don't accept me and don't believe me. Can I not be your half leg, and can't make up for your missing heart?" Cen Shuya gently wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, "I I'm ready to be with you, but you don't seem to be ready."

"What did you say? You said... would you like to be with me?" Mingyan's eyes were full of unbelievable joy.

"Otherwise, do you think I will lose control casually, or will I kiss others at will?"

Cen Shuya's hair swept over Mingyan's face, scratching her heart like a feather, itching so much that she almost lost her mind.Mingyan took the initiative to approach her and said seriously: "I am a disabled person. This is my first love. I may be self-willed, playful, inconsiderate, and don't know how to cook. But I am young and have plenty of time to study. To grow, to work hard, to slowly change one's mentality, to use one's own capital to become an excellent entrepreneur..." Mingyan's eyes reflected Cen Shuya's doting and gentle gaze.

"Then, Yu Sheng, please give me some advice." Cen Shuya's smile broke the last line of defense in Mingyan's heart, and they hugged each other tightly, which made Cen Shuya feel that impulse for the first time.

She only felt that a wave was sweeping over, drowning her so-called rationality, and overturning her previous positioning and cognition of herself.

There's no such thing as indifference, it's just not enough love.

When love comes surging like a tide, Cen Shuya can't/can't/can't help herself into it. This kind of happiness has surpassed physiology and psychology, and is another sublimation of human expression of emotion. The most primitive needs of people are to bring each other closer.

She is like the wind, her face is like rain, and the blending of wind and rain is the best expression of love.Cen Shuya doesn't know much about intimacy between women, Mingyan seems to have rich theoretical knowledge but lacks practical experience.

Both of them hoped that the other would follow the rhythm and give up the initiative. Mingyan had half a leg inconvenient and was always a little powerless, but Cen Shuya encountered a bottleneck in life. This unprepared ceremony did not go smoothly at first.

But soon, the strong love led to harmony. Mingyan found the right place by virtue of the indescribable novels and movies she had read, while Cen Shuya applied what she had learned, and found the happiest way to make each other through exploration.

It was the first time she stayed up so late, Cen Shuya fell asleep exhausted, she held Mingyan in her arms, hoping to give her the greatest sense of security.

Mingyan did not fall asleep, the habit of staying up late and the unreal experience made her afraid that this was just a dream.

But Cen Shuyan's sleeping appearance seemed to be hypnotizing, her eyelids drooped several times, and finally she couldn't sleep anymore.

Thinking of the contrast between Cen Shuya's shy and out-of-control appearance, Mingyan laughed in her sleep.

In the early morning, a meter of sunlight broke through the window, and Mingyan woke up suddenly without touching anyone around her when she turned over.

"Shuya!" She sat up abruptly, looked around, and found that this was the same place as last night. She breathed a sigh of relief, luckily it was not a dream.

She picked up her phone and took a look. There was a missed video, it was Yun Shu.Look at the upper right corner of the screen, it's already ten o'clock? ! !

How deadly she was sleeping!

There is a set of clean sportswear prepared by the bedside chair, which should be for myself.Mingyan got up quickly, thinking of returning a video to Yun Shu quickly, otherwise she would be worried.

She was just about to get up when she realized that the prosthetic was also in the house.Mingyan's heart warmed up, surrounded by a deep sense of happiness.

Quickly tidied herself up and put her legs together, Ming Yan was finally able to walk normally.

She clicked on the dialog box and called back the video to Yun Shu. When she passed the stairs, she was surprised to find that all the photos were gone except for some nail holes on the wall.

when did she get upCleared up so quickly?

"Yanyan, are you okay?"

Just as she was in a daze, the video was connected, and Yun Shu's face appeared in the dialog box.

"Hey, sister, I'm fine, how about you?"

Yun Shu in the video seemed to be in poor spirits, but when she saw Mingyan, she smiled naturally: "Are you at Shuya's house?"

"How do you know?" When Mingyan turned around, the video captured the empty wall.

"Shuya's photo wall has been taken down?"

"How do you know??"

Yun Shu smiled, still as bright as the sun, her heart was like a mirror, and she understood everything.

"I don't know why I've been here. It seems that you have already walked into each other. I saw her wear your sportswear once. You didn't go back last night, did you?"

"Uh..." Mingyan scratched her head shyly, "Last night, Weiran took me to Rose, and met her by chance, I drank too much, and went crazy...then I fell, and then..."

Hearing the word Weiran, Yun Shu's smile froze for a moment, and the disappointment in his eyes flashed past.

But she didn't ask much, just smiled and said: "Shuya is the kind of person who will stick to it after making a decision. My sister is very happy. You chose each other. I feel relieved when I see you happy. I will tell Aunt Shen, Reassure her."

"Weiran, she..." Mingyan was about to say that Gu Weiran was not in good condition, but Yun Shu interrupted her: "Where is Shuya, let me say a few words to her."

"Oh, she's..."

"I'm here." Cen Shuya's voice came from the balcony, and Mingyan went downstairs only to find that she was watering the green plants and flowers on the balcony of the greenhouse. She smiled and waved to Mingyan, just like the first time they met, wearing a Sunshine brings light, filling the heart of Mingyan.

"Sister Yun Shu wants to talk to you." Ming Yan switched the camera to Cen Shuya.

"How is your body?"

"It's okay, it's conservative treatment at the moment. If you need to buy a house, for convenience, you can consider Mingde's Zichen Mansion, which is close to the university town. Of course, if you take our Xiaoyan to go, you should be able to buy the interior. Lowest price."

Cen Shuya squinted at Yun Shu, how could she know herself so well?

"Such a good resource, am I stupid if I don't use it?"

"It's good that you understand, those two big mountains will not be easy to move in the future."

"It's a long-term plan. The direction of my whole life has changed. You can't re-plan it. It will take a long time, but don't worry, I will let no one dare to let you down."

Why can't she understand sister Yun Shu's words?Mingyan didn't know what they were talking about?Does Shuya want to buy a house?What two big mountains?

"Okay, stop talking, you are all right."

"Bye-Bye."

"Wait, sister, wait." Mingyan hasn't said anything about Gu Weiran, at least she should have a sense of presence, but Yun Shu has already hung up the video.

Mingyan was very depressed, "Why doesn't she want to hear me mention Weiran? Does she not care at all?"

"Some people like to hide their feelings in the bottom of their hearts and don't want to touch them. They recollect the ups and downs by themselves. It is impossible for a person like Senior Sister Yun Shu to let you see what she thinks in her heart."

"Weiran is so pitiful, he looks like he has lost his soul."

"They are all bad, but they will all care about you. Now that you are well, they will be well too." Cen Shuya held a pot of daisies and put them on the flower stand with satisfaction, "There is porridge in the kitchen pot, you vomited so much last night This time, eat something light today."

"Are you not going to work today?"

"A few consultations today were in the afternoon, otherwise they wouldn't have gone out last night." Cen Shuya was rarely lazy, usually even if she didn't have an appointment, she would go to work on time.

Mingyan nodded, thinking of the conversation she had just had with Yun Shu, she asked curiously, "Are you planning to buy a house?" Xuan'an is full of her family's real estate, and whatever Cen Shuya wants, she can give one as a gift.

"Hmm, sell this set and change to a flat one."

"Why, I really like this place." Mingyan spent the happiest night here, and this is the place where they opened up their hearts and decided to be together, how could they be willing to sell it?

"Like it here? How did you dislike it yesterday? I don't want you to remember that I had an ex-boyfriend who lived with me, or something unpleasant." There is another most important reason, Cen Shuya didn't say it, it's just her It's just an excuse to change houses.

The stairs in the apartment will become an obstacle in life, she can't bear Ming Yan to go up and down the stairs so hard.

But Yun Shu understood, so she directly asked her about changing houses.

She knew that Cen Shuya was as meticulous as dust and habitually took care of other people's feelings, so she must have thought that this house was not suitable for Mingyan to live in.

And Cen Shuya also understood what she meant.

"I won't. Didn't I successfully eliminate that ex? Besides, you can clean up his things and keep only mine in the future. I will only remember our happy times, not him."

After putting away the flowers, Cen Shuya approached her and said with a smile, "Really?"

"real."

"Well, if this set is not for sale, I will buy another set, but you have to give me the lowest discount."

"I won't give it, I'll just give you a set, whatever you like, I'll order it for you right now."

Cen Shuya shook her head helplessly: "We're not filming idol dramas. If Miss Ming collects your wealth and wealth, you won't be afraid that your commoner girlfriend will feel inferior?"

"Ah? I don't mean that, I just... just want to give you everything I can, but I seem to have nothing but money and a house..." Mingyan suddenly felt that all she had was the most vulgar Things are not worthy of Cen Shuya's elegance and taste.

"I only want what I can, and I already have it, don't I?" There is light in Cen Shuya's eyes, and her bright face lights up her world. She likes the feeling that her eyes are only on one person, and she also likes that getting one person is like getting the whole world. world of contentment.

What Ming Yan said was sweeter than honey, she leaned against the door and squinted at her: "I once wondered, is this how you always coax patients?"

"It depends on the people and needs."

Mingyan squinted, she really knew how to coax others.

She hasn't been to Shuya's studio yet, and plans to visit the class today.

She wants to know everything about Cen Shuya, she is like a blank sheet of paper, everything she writes can be clearly displayed, but Cen Shuya is different, Mingyan knows too little about her talent, education, career and family.

If Cen Shuya is a book, Mingyan may need to read it for a lifetime.

The work pace of the psychological counseling room is not fast, and the working hours are set according to the counselors. Although Cen Shuya is the boss, she only regards herself as an ordinary counselor and will also receive counselors.

Most of the consultants here are college students, so the fee standard is low, and some people from the society introduced by acquaintances will come here admiringly.

There were two consultants in the afternoon, Cen Shuya didn't get off work until six o'clock, and Mingyan came to wait at five o'clock.She wanted to experience the life of picking up and dropping off her girlfriend to and from get off work, and also wanted to give Cen Shuya a surprise.

When Cen Shuya was doing consultations, there was a rule that no one could go in to disturb her, and even urgent matters would be postponed, and her phone was muted, so after Ming Yan went, she was directly arranged in the lounge.

Shuya's studio is small, with two advanced consulting rooms, three ordinary consulting rooms, one lounge, and two offices. In addition to Cen Shuya, there are four consultants in total, and there is an administrative receptionist and assistant, except for Cen Shuya It is an independent office, and others share one.

Mingyan waited patiently, the time passed minute by minute, and it was getting closer and closer to the time for Cen Shuya to get off work, she didn't feel that the wait was long, on the contrary, she felt very happy, as long as she thought of Cen Shuya coming in from the door, her heart would be elated.

However, unexpectedly, when the door of the lounge opened again, the assistant Qiqi brought in a man.

"Brother Hai, just wait here, Sister Shuya's consultation ends at six o'clock."

"Thank you, Kiki."

Mingyan raised her head, and Qiqi introduced to her: "Mingyan, this is Brother Hai, sister Shuya's..." She paused, and said, "Um, good friend."

Brother Hai...this is Zhou Hai.

That's great, the ex-boyfriend came straight to the door.

The author has something to say: No more updates, two chapters combined into one chapter, a big fat chapter for you

Senior sister is actually very warm, she is a rationalist, and she is good at capturing people's psychology. After touching the truth, what she pays will be very moving.

This ex-boyfriend is very infatuated and a nice person, but unfortunately he is not right.

This time when the rivals meet, they are extremely jealous, hhhh

How will senior sister handle this situation?