Long time no see (GL)

Ming Yan has a light drinking capacity and has a smudged face. Although she is in a haze of drunkenness, her head is very clear.

Cen Shuya lived in a duplex apartment on Wutong Avenue, Mingyan put one hand on her shoulder, and staggered into the house.

The sensor light comes on automatically the moment the door is opened.

The bright lights made Mingyan's consciousness clear again, she raised her head, looked around, and was stunned for a moment.The whole space has a kind of suddenness from a mirror. The gray floor, blue fabric sofa, several wooden tables, simple and stylish, the open kitchen makes the pattern clearer, and the retro wooden stairs will layer up and down. The whole space Literature and art are warm and full of freedom.

The house was spotless, as clean as a new house, Cen Shuya helped Ming Yan to the sofa and sat down, and went back to the door by herself, beeping several times, fiddling with the combination lock.

Mingyan drooped her heavy head, her thoughts were still wandering, did she come to Cen Shuya's house?Everything in front of her was in a trance. The decoration style of this house was really pleasing, and it was more comfortable than all the mansions she had lived in.

Some houses are really just houses, places to call home, very few.

This home exudes a warm atmosphere, like Cen Shuya hugging her, which is fascinating.

"Where did the honey go?" Cen Shuya rummaged through boxes and chests looking for honey, but because she didn't sum it up, she couldn't find it.

Mingyan had never lived in such a small apartment, and it was quite new when she saw it for the first time.The first floor is the living room, kitchen and floor-to-ceiling bookcases, and the second floor should be the bedroom. She felt dizzy and couldn't help standing up and looking around.

She walked to the cabinet full of books, and what caught her eyes was a group photo. In the photo was Cen Shuya and a man. Is this man her ex-boyfriend?

After being puzzled, Mingyan started to feel blocked, and wanted to divert her gaze, but when she reached the stairs, she found that there was a wall of pictures that was full of lethality on the wall that went up.

This is not a simple decoration, but a photo full of memories, carefully arranged, and the time and place are marked with artistic words next to each photo.

That was the place where they traveled, there were group photos, there were single photos, each of them was smiling happily.

What a happy couple, Mingyan smiled wryly, her heart was stung by these photos, why do you still keep these after breaking up?Is it because of concern and can't let go?

After thinking about it, her stomach began to feel uncomfortable again, and she went to the bathroom despite the discomfort.

This time, she found that there were men's towels in the bathroom, and even toothbrushes and cups were for couples.

At first she quite liked this place, but thinking that they might have lived together, Mingyan began to feel disgusted and sour about this place.

"Ouch~" She suppressed her voice, all she vomited was acid water.

She was indeed self-confident, Cen Shuya had such a deep relationship with her ex-boyfriend, how could she have a place in her heart?

Why did she chase it out?Bring shame on yourself?

Mingyan patted her head heavily, trying to wake herself up.

At this moment, Cen Shuya's voice came from the kitchen.

"Hey, Zhou Hai, are you still asleep?" She was on the phone, her tone still flat, "Where did you put the honey?"

"It's not expired, is it?"

"Well, okay, that's right, you don't have to come over to clean me up anymore, it's not appropriate, I changed the password of the door, that's it."

"There should be a boundary between friends, right? Good night."

With a few simple words, the content of the conversation can be guessed. Mingyan can hear every word clearly. She really wishes that she is fragmented at this moment and doesn't know anything when she wakes up.

She looked at her crippled leg and laughed dumbfoundedly.

Forget it, it's God's will. Maybe, she doesn't deserve love, and she doesn't deserve a woman like Cen Shuya.

Mingyan reluctantly returned to the living room while holding on to the table, chairs and walls.

"You vomited again?" Cen Shuya came to help her, but Ming Yan withdrew her hand, not letting her touch it.

Cen Shuya thought it was her pride, she spread her hands helplessly, and went to make honey again.

Mingyan remained silent, as if someone's heart had been gouged out, peeling off layer by layer, the pain was unbearable.

"Come on, drink this." Cen Shuya brought the honey water, but she didn't notice any abnormality in Ming Yan's mood.

"Don't drink."

"Honey water can soothe the hangover and protect the gastric mucosa. It hurts your stomach if you vomit like this."

"I don't drink what your ex-boyfriend prepared for you."

Cen Shuya raised her forehead, knowing that she had heard her call: "Don't be petty at this time, it's true that he bought the honey, then he also stayed in this house, so you came in too?"

These words simply added fuel to the flames, Mingyan took out her mobile phone and called the driver, "Xiaoguang, I'm at Chenguang Mansion on Wutong Avenue, come and pick me up."

"You?!" Cen Shuya didn't expect her to come for real.

"I didn't want to come, you brought me here, I don't want to come to the place where there are pictures of you and your ex-boyfriend hanging everywhere."

Cen Shuya suddenly realized that she had seen those photos from before.She was so confused, she brought Mingyan back on a whim, never thinking that the photo would hurt her.

She went to the bookcase and threw the photos into the drawer, and went to the stairs to take a look. The photo frames were all embedded in the wall, which was a bit difficult to handle, so let's take it easy tomorrow.

"These photos are like the lights on the roof and the green plants on the balcony. They are nothing to me. I just got used to them and didn't remember to deal with them." Cen Shuya explained.

"Is that so, towels and toothbrushes, things that live together, will be forgotten after breaking up?"

"Yes, I really forgot."

"Oh, ghosts believe you." Ming Yan didn't believe that someone would forget to deal with the things of their ex after breaking up, and kept them for a long time. Don't they think of them every time they go home and see them?

"Believe it or not, drink the honey water first, it will get cold later."

"Don't drink." Ming Yan resisted, Cen Shuya was helpless, but after thinking about it, she was angry with herself, in this case, she could only use some tricks.

She walked into the bathroom, took out the toothbrush, mouthwash cup and towel left by Zhou Hai, and threw them into the trash can in front of Ming Yan.

"Is that all right?"

Mingyan scratched her head and said nothing, as if she was still dissatisfied.

The thought of living together made her feel uncomfortable. Although she was already an ex-boyfriend, Zhou Hai was like a lei that would burst her heart.

With Cen Shuya's personality, he must like him very much to be willing to live together. Perhaps the two have already talked about marriage and their relationship is very deep, so it is difficult to really let go of separation, right?

She didn't mind that Cen Shuya had a love history, but she was afraid that if she loved a man deeply, she would lose her hope.

"Zhou Hai and I live together, but we don't sleep together." Cen Shuya thought it would be better to tell her clearly.

Mingyan raised her head suddenly, still with the expression that no one would believe you.

"Really, there are two bedrooms upstairs, one for each person. In fact, we are more like...well, shared roommates."

"Why?" Mingyan became interested, maybe there is a turning point?Maybe what she saw was appearance?

But Cen Shuya stopped abruptly, not intending to continue, but picked up the cup: "Want to know? Drink it."

"you..."

"If you are really disgusted to the point where you don't want to drink, that's okay. That's the end of our conversation today."

"I drink and I drink, that's fine, for your own sake." Mingyan's backbone could not last for a few seconds, but Cen Shuya successfully aroused her desire to find out, and she wanted to understand Cen Shuya's heart more than anyone else.

The mild honey water, sweet and delicious, warmed the entire stomach, Ming Yan was anxious to know what to do next, and drank it all in one gulp.

"Can you talk now?"

Cen Shuya didn't speak in a hurry, but went to wash the cup calmly, "Should you tell your driver not to come, I brought you back, there is no reason to let you go, or is it that you are very reluctant to come with me?" Alone?"

"Didn't I feel blocked when I saw the photos of you and me? Since these are all your previous memories, why should I stay here? I think I'm in the way."

"If you really think so, I won't be able to keep you, but I hope you don't leave. I don't like forcing others to make things difficult for you. You can decide for yourself."

Cen Shuya retreated and threw the question back, which made Mingyan reluctant to let go. If she missed today, it would be difficult for her to walk into Cen Shuya again.

She gritted her teeth and called to send the driver back.

Cen Shuya smiled in satisfaction, she was determined that Mingyan would not really leave, it was just to release her emotions and play with her temper.

"Can you speak now?"

"What do you want to hear? Where did you just say it? I forgot."

Mingyan pressed her brows, felt that the smell of alcohol had dissipated a lot, and regained consciousness, "Speaking of you all living together, why do you still sleep in separate rooms?"

"I have some special sleeping habits, it's not suitable for me to sleep with others, and I don't have this need. Zhou Hai respects me more and doesn't force me, so I have been living in separate beds for two years."

"Cohabitation has not happened for two years..." Mingyan was surprised, but couldn't help asking. She was very contradictory, she wanted to ask but was afraid of knowing the answer, but she still preferred to live a clearer life, "You won't be so Conservative?"

Cen Shuya poured two glasses of water, took a sip, and said, "I'm not conservative, and I'm not opposed to sex before marriage. On the contrary, I even think it's okay to try marriage. I didn't sleep with him. The reason is me, as I said just now, I don’t have this need, not only psychologically but also physically, maybe it’s... sexual frigidity?”

She herself was not sure, she only knew that when Zhou Hai made these requests, her first reaction was to refuse, not even willing to try.No desire/desire means no desire/desire, no need means no need, Cen Shuya is unwilling to force herself.

Mingyan secretly delighted, and then asked: "Then your ex-boyfriend too?"

"He was the first person I had a serious relationship with. The love in the future is not worth mentioning. As for the campus time, it is like playing house, talking about unrealistic things all day long, and giving some illusions to the future. Of course I said It's the other party, not me."

Unexpectedly, how many times has she been in love or is she still a virgin?Mingyan's cold heart was slowly warming up, and the germs of hope began to grow again.

She held the cup and rubbed it in her hands, and couldn't help muttering: "A man can't stand his girlfriend not letting him touch him. He has lived together for two years, and he can't even eat meat on his lips."

"He couldn't stand it, and he couldn't bear to force me, so we broke up."

"Tch, doesn't that mean that physiology is higher than psychology, so we broke up just because we can't get your body?"

"Not all, there are some other reasons." Cen Shuya sighed, "I also have a big problem. Zhou Hai is really kind to me. In order to find the feeling that he is needed, he takes care of the housework and cooking, as small as Water, electricity, coal, firewood, rice, oil, salt, soy sauce, vinegar and tea, big enough to take care of my parents, support me to open a studio, and do everything impeccably.”

"Then why do you..." Mingyan was puzzled, such a good man, he also had good memories, and he lived together for so long, the habit should be deeply rooted in his heart. In spite of any regrets and sadness, when she talked about the breakup meal at the hospital, she was very free and easy.

"Being together for four years and living together for two years, he needs me far more than I need him. To be precise, he feels that he is dispensable to me. Because I never quarrel with him, I don't lose my temper, and my mood doesn't fluctuate , He thinks I'm too rational and I don't have feelings. Every time I quarrel, I wait for him to calm down and reason and analyze the problem, but he thinks I'm an occupational disease. As time goes by, I really can't stand it."

The irony is that Zhou Hai regretted the breakup not long after breaking up, and would come over from time to time to clean her up, buy good food and snacks, and he successfully made Cen Shuya wonder if he couldn't take care of himself.

"Even if you majored in psychology, you are still a normal person. How can you have no emotions." Mingyan thought of what she meant by what she said outside the bar.Do you care about yourself?She didn't dare to over-interpret it, for fear of becoming her own fantasy.

"You're right, everyone has emotions, and I'm no exception." Cen Shuya sat next to Mingyan, tilted her head to look at her, and said with a smile, "Isn't it because of you that I lost control of my emotions today?"

Just that little subtle change is already abnormal.

Mingyan's face was blushing because of drinking, but when Cen Shuya asked her this question, her heart was disturbed, and she felt even more ashamed.

"Then, what does that represent?"

"What do you mean?" Cen Shuya leaned closer, and found that Mingyan's face was full of spring, and the blush spread to her ears and neck. She couldn't help but find it funny, and couldn't help reaching out to touch the root of her ear, and Mingyan's body trembled. , staring at her blankly.

"No, I don't know...you didn't tell me, what are you thinking..." She spoke tongue-tied, nervous and overwhelmed.

"I was thinking..." Cen Shuya caressed her face, and smiled softly: "I should have an answer, maybe it was because of the wrong person before, but now..."

"What's going on now?" No matter what, Ming Yan had to hear the answer before she could rest assured. She was not confident. If this person was Cen Shuya, she would have to hear a clear expression.

Cen Shuya's warm breath flowed by her ears, Mingyan rubbed her fingers in embarrassment, her breathing became disordered before she knew it.

"Now..." She didn't finish, but lifted Mingyan's chin and kissed her lightly.

The author has something to say: Mrs. Xiaoyan was really eaten to death by her senior sister, her two personalities are complementary

Sister: I used to be in love and talked about loneliness

Let's guess what is the special sleep habit of the senior sister, it will be revealed in the next chapter, it is easy to guess