Long time no see (GL)

Chasing Cen Shuya away with tears in his eyes, Mingyan squatted beside the trash can with his crutches, and picked up the crumpled business card.The crumpled piece of paper deformed Cen Shuya's name, and Mingyan flattened the four corners. Although it was not torn, the cracks were still there, just like her heart.

Why?Why is Cen Shuya a psychological counselor?

She used to wonder why Yun Shu found a stranger to accompany her. It turned out that everyone was worried about her mental state, but after all, it was because she was disabled.

Mingyan could calmly understand Yun Shu's intentions and the care of her family, but when it came to Cen Shuya, she couldn't be objective.

Cen Shuya is kind to herself, is it because of Yun Shu?

She takes care of herself in every detail, is it sympathy, not others?

But thinking about it carefully, how long have they known each other? It's just that she is too eager to touch the light in the dark, and she needs Cen Shuya's ray of light too much. Cen Shuya doesn't think about it at all for herself.

Mingyan stood up with difficulty, holding the business card in her hand, she and Cen Shuya probably will never see each other again, this business card should be the only thing in her mind.

My heart is so cold, I don't know how to pass this sleepless night.

Mingyan shrank into her own world with her business card in her pocket.

In the early spring, Mingyan is recovering and preparing to be discharged from the hospital, but it will take time to get used to the prosthetics provided by Ball Company.She has to practice repeatedly, and it is very difficult for her body to accept a foreign thing.

Mingyan resists physically and psychologically, and is not willing to wear artificial limbs.

Seeing this thing, the mood will be worse.

Not too many people were notified of Mingyan's discharge from the hospital. She doesn't like noise. The aunt of the Shen family and the relatives of the Ming family are very noisy. She wants to face these relatives and friends when she is in better condition.

Yun Shu held a bouquet of lilies and gave it to her, "Where are you going after you leave the hospital?"

Shen Hanyue replied: "I bought a house, I can live in it directly, I can't leave Xuan'an for the time being, and Yan Yan doesn't want to go back to City A either.

In the future, my grandma and grandfather will take care of her daily life. I also arranged for a rehabilitation doctor, life assistant and driver to be on call 24 hours a day. "

Yun Shu nodded, "That's fine, you can also concentrate..." She didn't have the heart to finish, Shen Hanyue's brows were clouded, and only when she faced Yun Xiwei could she see some smiles.

It was harder for her than anyone else. On the one hand, her lover's condition deteriorated, and on the other hand, her daughter was injured and became disabled.

Mingyan is holding a lily, the flower is just blooming, restrained and low-key, inside is a card with a sentence written on it: If your heart is sunny, why not be afraid of sadness

This is handwriting, as beautiful as a copybook. Mingyan has seen Yun Shu's handwriting before, and the style of writing is completely different. Is the flower shop's handwriting so beautiful?

"Sister, who wrote the words on this card?" Mingyan was expecting, she didn't even know what she was expecting.

"Whoever you expect to write in your heart will write it."

"I have nothing to look forward to." Ming Yan stopped talking and fell into a deep depression.

Shen Hanyue pulled Yun Shu aside, and asked softly, "What's the origin of that Cen Shuya?"

"What do you want to ask?"

"Didn't you see that Yan Yan was so desperate for her?"

"I'm not sure yet between them..."

"If Cen Shuya likes men or is willing to get married, then don't worry about it, cut it off as soon as possible, it's good for Yanyan."

Yun Shu nodded: "I understand that Shuya has never liked women, but sometimes the development of feelings cannot be controlled by humans. You also love women, so you should understand this feeling."

"If there is no love between the two, it is meaningless. Either get it or cut it off. I don't want Yanyan to bear the regret and pain I have experienced. She can fall in love with you without knowing the truth. Falling in love with another woman, if she loves again, I don't want her affection to be wasted."

Shen Hanyue has been trapped by obsession all her life. Only she knows how tormented she has been for such a long time.

"I think it's best to let nature take its course."

"It's so easy to let nature take its course. Neither you nor I end up like this today, do we?"

Yun Shu thought of Gu Weiran, but was speechless.

Shen Hanyue patted her on the shoulder, "Alright, right now, taking care of your body is the most important thing. Living well is better than anything else."

"Well, don't worry too much, Yanyan has grown up, don't always treat her like a child."

Shen Hanyue nodded, looking worriedly at Mingyan, she fiddled with the branches and leaves of the flowers, looking out of the window from time to time, wondering if she was looking forward to the sunshine, or she was reluctant to part with the memories in this ward.

The second elder of the Shen family loved his granddaughter so much that he specially asked Lincoln to pick him up.Mingyan went downstairs in a wheelchair, and the breath of spring came towards her, caught in the warm wind. She looked around, but she didn't see the person she wanted to see.

She said nothing that day, why did she still look forward to it?

It's just a passerby, how could Cen Shuya come?Besides, my sister may not tell her that she will be discharged from the hospital today.

As expected, making an appointment is a naive and unreliable thing, and she is naively holding on to hope, which is really ridiculous.

Mingyan smiled wryly, it's better to let go of her own thoughts. People with impure intentions don't need to worry about it.Just let those tenderness and light go away with the wind, and they will always be let go because of time.

"Yan Bao, come up quickly, grandma will help you."

"Grandpa is holding the wheelchair, please slow down, old woman, you have helped the child well."

"I know, I know."

"My little baby has lost weight, and grandma loves her so much."

Mingyan pursed her lips, "I'm not thin, I still have flesh." She still tried her best not to let her state affect others, her emotions would be contagious, and she hoped that she could still be the pistachio at home like before.

"You, stop teasing grandma, grandma..." Mother Shen felt even more distressed when she saw Ming Yan being so optimistic.

After Mingyan settled down, Father Shen looked at his daughter: "Xiao Yue, are you going back with us?"

"I want to accompany Xiwei." Shen Hanyue did not hide her sincerity.

Shen's mother looked at her tired-looking daughter, rubbed the corners of her eyes, and said, "Mom and Dad are old, so there is nothing to pray for, as long as you are all well, no matter what you do, Mom will not object."

"Thank you mom."

The two elders of the Shen family ran the mall in the early years, making the Shen family's country stable and stable. Now, sister Shen Hanyue is in charge. She has no intention of participating, and she is free to take dividends every year.

Shen's mother knew how much she was attached to Yun Xiwei, but she never revealed it.The safety of children and grandchildren is a blessing, and the elderly can see through and think about it.

How could they have thought that one day, a white-haired man would send a black-haired man, and lose this beloved daughter unexpectedly?

As soon as the car left, Shen Hanyue hurried back to the ward, she didn't want to waste a moment.

Yun Shu walked to the parking lot, where Cen Shuya's car was parked, and she was there the whole time, watching Ming Yan leave the hospital.

Seeing Yun Shu approaching, she opened the car window, "Thank you, senior."

"what do you think?"

"What do you think?"

"You know what I'm asking. If you plan to keep your face hidden, don't do things like sending flowers to future generations. If you want to continue to get along with her, you should know what it means? You are always needed, and occasionally You should feel the need." The meaning in Yun Shu's words was obvious, and she believed that Cen Shuya understood.

"I don't know yet, don't worry, I won't look for her until I figure it out." Cen Shuya sighed lightly, and looked at Yun Shu worriedly: "You have to take care of yourself."

"I'm fine, go get busy." Yun Shu's eyes were bloodshot, his sickly pale face was bloodless, and he was so thin that he could be blown down by a gust of wind.

Too many things were on her mind, and her whole body lost its brilliance.

Not long after Ming Yan was discharged from the hospital, Yun Xiwei's condition worsened. Someone from Ball Company wanted to take her back to Liuli Island for treatment. At the same time, Yun Shu also found out that she had inherited nasopharyngeal cancer. Fortunately, it was still in the early stage and there was a possibility of cure .

In order for Yun Shu to receive better treatment and to kill the disease at the early stage, Yun Xiwei promised Hill to go to Liuli Island, which meant that Shen Hanyue would also leave with her, and it might be a long time.

Mingyan has become the person she holds dearest.

These days, she has been running between the hospital and her home, trying to balance her child and her lover as much as possible.However, she did not do enough.

"Yanyan, do you blame your mother?"

Before leaving, Shen Hanyue accompanied Ming Yan to do rehabilitation, and couldn't help asking.

Ming Yan shook her head: "You worked so hard to wait for Aunt Xiwei, I understand." She leaned on Shen Hanyue's shoulder, mother and daughter are rarely so close, "Mom, I'm already this old, and you've lived half your life, don't You care too much about being a mother, Aunt Xiwei may need you more than I do."

Shen Hanyue was very happy that Mingyan would think so, and was also surprised at her transparency, the child had grown up, but she was still in her childhood.

"What about you, is there anyone in need?"

"Needs are two-way, just like liking. I not only need, but also want to be needed. Of course, I can't help it. Don't worry, I will go out to play when my legs are brighter. When I look back, I will have that look again." A lively young lady of the Ming family."

Does she want to be needed by Cen Shuya?Shen Hanyue realized that she could hardly see her face clearly, maybe she never really understood her daughter.

She was ashamed to express her guilt towards Mingyan, and in the end, only a sigh remained.

Mingyan did not fail, and cooperated with the rehabilitation doctor and practiced with the help of prosthetic limbs. The prosthetic limbs of Ball Company are very mature in all aspects. As long as they are used to wearing long trousers, it is not obvious that they are disabled.

Mingyan still can't use it freely, even if she walks with clothes on, she still limps. She hates this asymmetrical feeling.

She was not willing to face herself like this, nor did she want to admit defeat easily.Isn't it just missing half a leg?Isn't it prosthetics?She must conquer, and she must do something successful in this life, so she won't care so much about emotional gains and losses.

No matter how much sweat she sweated or how many times she fell, Mingyan never gave up.She always remembered Cen Shuya's exhortation and encouragement, she would think of it, miss it, and feel heartbroken.

After Yun Shu left, Gu Weiran stayed with Mingyan except for work. She saved Yun Shu's life, which was equivalent to saving Gu Weiran's world.

Yun Shu is not here, Gu Weiran is like an empty shell, Mingyan is not in a good mood despite her efforts to recover, Gu Weiran decides to take her to Rose to sit and let go of her emotions.

At nine o'clock in the evening, Shuya's psychological counseling room

"Sister Shuya, we are going to Rose today, do you want to come together?" Assistant Qiao Qiao knocked on the door of the office, "You have not been in a good mood recently, do you want to come together?"

"You should know that I'm not interested in bars." Cen Shuya lowered her head and continued to read.

"Recently, you're either reading books or studying cases. You don't go back after get off work. You've been broken in love for so long, and you haven't come out yet?"

"Who said I was broken in love?"

"You don't think about food and drink, and you devote yourself to work. If it's not a broken relationship, what is it?"

"Okay, I'll go, okay? In order to let me participate in your nightlife, you worked really hard."

Qiao Qiao snapped her fingers, "That's right, you have to combine work and rest. It's not worth it for your ex-boyfriend. Now women are independent and self-sufficient. Are you still worried about not having a good next family?"

"You're the one who talks too much." Cen Shuya smiled and took her coat, and followed Qiao Qiao out of the office.

These days, she is often in a daze and distracted. Although she is used to being alone, she always thinks of the days when she was with Mingyan in the hospital.

Mingyan thinks she is light, but she thinks Mingyan is the sunshine girl.Optimism and pessimism are written on the face, so sincere and pure.

Cen Shuya lives a healthy and regular life. She doesn't work overtime very late, and she doesn't have a night life. She goes to bed at [-] o'clock every night and wakes up at [-] o'clock in the morning. It has been like a day for several years.

She rarely goes to places like bars and KTV unless the studio is engaged in team building.I am willing to come out today, and I really want to adjust my state. If I go down like this, I will feel that life is hopeless.

"I don't know if Miss Hong is here today."

"How can there be such good luck, seeing her is like a lottery."

"Then why do my videos often show her?"

"Someone is squatting."

Along the way, several female colleagues were chattering about Liu Siyi, the owner of the Rose bar, and Cen Shuya looked out the car window with a lack of interest, not knowing what to think.

At 09:30, it was still early. As soon as he arrived at Rose, Qiao Qiao took a seat to take a good seat. If it was later, even the bar would be full.

"Sister Shuya, what do you drink?"

"Whatever, I'll go to the bathroom, you guys order first." Cen Shuya automatically filtered out Rose's music, decoration, and atmosphere, and she walked to the bathroom absent-mindedly, and heard the sound of vomiting.

What time is it?They're all drunk, this bar is really booming, Cen Shuya thought.

"I said how you come out like a wild horse, drinking too much."

This voice... Cen Shuya stepped in, "Wei Ran?"

"Sister?" Gu Weiran was very surprised, "Why did you come to a place like a bar?"

Cen Shuya didn't answer, her eyes fell on the sink.

Mingyan froze for a few seconds, then slowly raised her head, looking at Cen Shuya from the mirror.

"Yanyan..."

The author has something to say: Dong Shen is still alive in this timeline, and I was really sad when I wrote it, woo woo woo

Shen Dong is so nice