Long time no see (GL)

The sun is still so dazzling, and the shadows in front of the floor-to-ceiling glass windows are refracted thin and slender.

The amputated wound always tingles from time to time, and it reminds Mingyan that she has become a disabled person every moment.

Where is the future?Where is hope?She couldn't see that the seeds of inferiority were quietly implanted in her heart, she was always depressed, when no one was around, when Cen Shuya was not around, and when longing appeared.

I don't know if she is qualified to embrace beauty?

She opened her arms slightly, holding nothing in her arms.

No matter how warm the winter sun is, it is not as warm as the warmth of Cen Shuya's palm.

I heard that she went back to her hometown to visit her parents, and I don't know when she will come back.Ming Yan knew very well that it would be ridiculous to pin her hopes on others. She didn't even know what Cen Shuya thought of herself?

This anticipation is both frightening and exhilarating.

"The sun is so bright, do you want to go out for a walk?"

Mingyan heard the voice, pressed the wheelchair switch, and turned her head to face Yun Shu.

"Sister, you look very bad recently, have you suffered from insomnia again recently?"

The corner of Yun Shu's mouth raised weakly: "What's the matter? People spend most of their lives sleeping, and they will sleep forever after death. Insomnia is not a big deal."

Ever since the accident, Mingyan's words have decreased a lot. Even when she faced Yun Shu, she didn't know what to say. She was afraid that Yun Shu would blame herself, so she tried her best to keep herself in good shape, but Cen Shuya was not around, and she always felt that her heart was missing A hole, like this broken body.

She had known Cen Shuya too short, and knew almost nothing about her except that she and Yun Shu were in the same school.

She wanted to know more about Cen Shuya, but she made an appointment to wait for her to be discharged from the hospital, and she didn't want to ask in advance.

"That...sister..."

"Do you want to ask Shuya?" Yun Shu saw through her little thoughts.

"Are you the roundworm in my stomach?"

Yun Shu smiled: "I can tell, only Shuya can open your chatter box."

Seeing that Mingyan cared so much about Cen Shuya, Yun Shu had another worry, what if Yanyan fell in love with Shuya?As far as she knew, Cen Shuya's love history was basically all men, and she had never heard that she liked women. Even Zhou Hai, who had just broken up, had been dating for several years.

If you want to plunge into it headlong, the consequences will be unpredictable.

I don't know if I was right or wrong when I went to Cen Shuya.

"I just feel that I don't know her very well. For example, where is her hometown, what are her parents like, and... what does she like and what doesn't she like?" Ming Yan wanted to finish the question at once.

"Where do you ask me to answer? Her hometown is Ruhai City, her parents are both professors of Ruhai University, a real scholarly family, as for what she likes." Yun Shu said with a chin: "I like her. I have no impression of what I don't like, because she never expresses her preferences."

"Is that so..." It turned out that she was born so well. Ming Yan thought of Cen Shuya's previous breakup, and asked again: "Then, why did her boyfriend break up? Sister Shuya is so good."

"I've met Zhou Hai a few times. He's a nice guy. A typical Cancer man. He's very family-friendly and good at caring for others. I think the problem might be Shuya."

"Huh? Why?"

"Why, she analyzes people's behavior and psychology without saying a word. She understands all Zhou Hai's feelings, but Zhou Hai doesn't understand her, and she knows how much Zhou Hai likes her, so she rarely gives enthusiastic responses. Zhou Hai has always been neither cold nor cold, and Zhou Hai is clingy, so he probably won't be able to stand it as time goes by."

"A big man is still so sticky." Mingyan rolled her eyes, and said in a sour tone, "If you can't slap a slap, he wants to break up by himself, so don't ask for reunion at that time."

"Zhou Hai can really do this."

"cut."

The wheelchair stopped by the lake, and the shimmering water surface reflected the green plants all the year round, giving people an illusion of revival.Yun Shu squatted beside the wheelchair, and asked seriously, "Yanyan, you seem to have a good impression of Shuya."

"She's your good friend, I love Wujiwu." Mingyan hasn't noticed her heart is changing yet.

Yun Shu narrowed her eyes and said, "This is indeed an irrefutable reason." Just after finishing speaking, the phone rang, and it was Cen Shuya.

"Say Cao Cao Cao Cao is here." She lifted her phone, Mingyan saw the name of the caller, her heart skipped a beat, and she pursed her lips and snickered.

"Shuya." Yun Shu picked it up calmly.

"How is Yan Yan these days?"

"Not very good, a little closed, not like talking or laughing."

"How come? Wasn't it fine when I left?" In Cen Shuya's unobvious speed of speech, there was hidden worry about Ming Yan.

This was also Yun Shu's deliberate attempt. She wanted to know whether this concern was two-way, whether Shuya was more responsible for Yan Yan, or more sincere.

"There are many things at home, and she doesn't want to see others. She often stays alone. Except for talking to you, she doesn't want to see anyone else."

"I see. You are different from others. It would be better to spend more time with her. First, I'll hang up."

"Eh..."

Yun Shu still wanted to say something, but the phone had already hung up.

"Sister, why do you say that about me? How can I be so pessimistic?" Mingyan felt that she hid it well, even if she felt lost and depressed, she didn't show it, let alone being indifferent to her family, she just didn't want to see more people .

During this period of time, she wanted to be quiet even more. Only when she was quiet could she feel her true mood.

"Oh? Then it seems that I shouldn't say that on purpose so that Shuya can come back sooner."

"Ah? Yes, everything you say is right." Mingyan finally showed a long-lost smile. Xiangyang's smile can always move people. For Yun Shu, seeing her happy is better than anything else.

A community in Ruhai City

After hanging up the phone, Cen Shuya quickly packed the suitcase and pushed it out.

"You're leaving now?"

Wen Xiaoman, 56 years old, a professor of the Chinese Department of Ruhai University, has retired. He was preparing meals in the kitchen when he heard the sound of the suitcase and poked his head out, "Didn't you say you will go back tomorrow?"

"I have something to do temporarily. I have been back for four days. Mom, I really have to go."

Cen Mo'an, who was reading the newspaper in the living room, pushed his glasses and said, "Are you in love again?"

"What did you say? Oh, if I leave half a day early, it means I'm in love?"

"You have always been prudent in doing things, and you are rarely impatient. Look at you now. You don't take books from the balcony, you don't eat, and your scarves are not fastened. What's the big deal to leave before the meal?"

Cen Mo'an, 62 years old, is a re-appointed professor of the Law Department of Ruhai University. At that time, he was regarded as an "old woman".

"Don't analyze here. I told you that there is a friend's sister whose leg was amputated in an accident. She is in a very bad condition in the hospital. I will accompany her to visit."

"Then you have to have a meal before you leave. If you don't take a nap, what should you do if you get sleepy while driving?" Wen Xiaoman followed to the door with a spatula, knowing that she couldn't stay, so she had to repeatedly tell her: "Then you must eat Order something, or you will have hypoglycemia."

"Got it, Mom, I'm eating at the service area." Cen Shuya waved to Cen Mo'an before going out: "Father, goodbye, I'll come back to see you later."

Cen Mo'an shook the newspaper in his hand, hummed lightly, and didn't look up.It wasn't until the door was closed that he threw the newspaper aside and sighed softly, "My heart is never at home, and I don't know when it will be when I come back next time."

"Aren't you cool just now? Every time my daughter is around, she pretends to be indifferent, and sighs when she leaves."

"Then I can still show reluctance to my child? How shameful."

"You, you just want to save face and suffer, you deserve it!"

Cen Mo'an moved his mouth and did not speak. He walked to the balcony and watched Cen Shuya's car drive out of the community before looking away.

Ruhai is more than 300 kilometers away from Xuan'an, and it takes four hours to get there without traffic jams. Cen Shuya casually ate something at the expressway service area, and then rushed to Xuan'an without stopping.

I don't know why, but when she heard Yun Shu explain that Yan's condition was not good, she couldn't stay at home anymore.Cen Shuya is a very planning person, she likes to control the rhythm of things by herself, where to go, what to do, as long as the plan is made, it will not be broken easily.

But this time, she made an exception for Ming Yan.

It coincided with the peak return journey during the Spring Festival holiday, and Cen Shuya was stuck on the highway for three full hours. She was supposed to arrive at Xuan'an at five o'clock, but finally arrived at eight o'clock.

She didn't go home and drove directly to Mingde Hospital.

She always thought, maybe Mingyan is waiting for her, maybe she needs her very much.

She couldn't wait any longer. After parking the car, she hurried directly to the senior inpatient department.

This time I was too anxious to come back, so I didn't bring any presents for Mingyan.Anyway, it's the Spring Festival, so the child should be 24 after the new year, right?It was the best time, and she should have enjoyed the most wonderful life, but she lost half of her leg.

Fate really can play tricks on people, but even so, Mingyan is still so strong.

She could see Mingyan's forbearance, and also feel Mingyan's self-esteem and pain.

As a rich second generation, she really doesn't have the temper and airs of a young lady.

What kind of opening remarks should I use to surprise her this time?Cen Shuya was thinking about this all the time.

Will Mingyan be surprised to see her sudden return?

Cen Shuya was expecting her to see his reaction.

Her mood fluctuated with her footsteps, and she finally reached the door of the ward. She trimmed her hair first, maintained a good posture, and then knocked lightly on the door.

It was Shen Hanyue who opened the door.

"Mr. Shen."

"It's you?" Shen Hanyue's expression was very strange, she was embarrassed and somewhat helpless, she thought for a while, and then said: "Since you are back, tell her yourself."

"Huh? Did something happen?"

Shen Hanyue's face was exhausted and haggard, as if she didn't have the strength to answer, she just waved her hand to signal Cen Shuya to go in, but she left.

In the room, Mingyan was standing on the balcony on crutches, looking into the distance, her back was so lonely and helpless.

"Is the moonlight very warm tonight?" She tried to surprise Ming Yan with the familiar opening words.

But today's Mingyan didn't respond to her voice, which made all of Cen Shuya's expectations come to naught.

"Have you forgotten me since we haven't seen each other for a few days?" Cen Shuya walked towards her with a smile on her face.

"How could I forget you, it's because I can't forget..." Mingyan's voice was a little choked up, she turned her face, and Cen Shuya found a business card in her hand, the design was too familiar.

"Yanyan, you..." Cen Shuya immediately understood what was going on.

Mingyan lifted up her business card and read it: "Shuya Psychological Consultation Room..." She paused, as if she was trying to suppress her emotions: "Cen Shuya, the consultant, I'm so disrespectful. So you are a psychiatrist. Just your patient, and we are nothing more than a doctor-patient relationship."

"No, I'm not a psychiatrist."

"It's not a psychiatrist?" Ming Yan's eyes were already red when she spoke, and she kept swallowing in order to hold back her tears, not wanting to be so disappointing.

Cen Shuya had to calm herself down first.

"Calm down and listen to me."

"Okay, say it, I'll listen."

"It's true that I'm a psychological counselor, but you're not a counselor. I'm not a psychiatrist. I can't draw conclusions on you or prescribe medicine for you. How can we be considered a doctor-patient relationship?" Cen Shuya tried her best to explain, She had planned to take Mingyan to the studio after she was discharged from the hospital, confess her occupation, and be sure that Mingyan would not be misunderstood, but a business card disrupted all her plans.

"If you weren't a consultant, would Sister Yun call you here?"

Cen Shuya couldn't answer Mingyan's question. It was because of her profession that Yun Shu found her. Even though she didn't start from a professional perspective, how can she explain it clearly in a few words?

"I'm very lucky that I'm here. No matter what Senior Sister Yun Shu's original intention is, my relationship with you has nothing to do with my profession."

"Really? You put so much effort into making me happy, and you are so good at guiding people's emotions, isn't it because you are proficient in human psychology, huh...I'm so stupid." Mingyan put the business card back into Cen Shuya's hand, "Dare you?" How do you charge? My mother hasn't transferred the money to you yet, right? Do the math, your work is over."

"Yanyan?!" Cen Shuya looked at her in disbelief, "Do you think I'm trying to make money?"

"It doesn't matter what you plan, I want to settle it with you. Isn't psychological diagnosis and treatment charged by the hour or the number of times? Public is public, private is private, and you won't use it in the future. I don't have depression or mental illness, no I need you to unlock and guide."

"How can you think that, I really..."

"Really what? Really pity me? I lost my leg at such a young age, right? Or do you mean that you don't want to see Sister Yun's sadness and come to help her share? Then what am I? What am I with you? Cen Shuya? Me My legs are gone, I thought you were the light in my life, and it turned out that these are gifts from others!" Tears welled up in her eyes, Mingyan stared at Cen Shuya, her heart was wounded, and her whole body was in pain.

She is so stupid, if her mother hadn't accidentally dropped the business card, would she have been stupid for a long time?

Her words were like a dagger, piercing herself with blood, and deeply wounding Cen Shuya.

Cen Shuya tightly grasped the business card and threw it into the trash can. She looked at Mingyan and replied calmly: "Okay, as you wish. Everything in this world has a beginning and an end, and so does the fate between people, sorry , I won't bother you again."

She came back in a hurry, but what she got was such an ending, Cen Shuya shook her head helplessly, after all, she still thought highly of herself.

The author has something to say: The story started when the two of them were still in the hospital, and it will be written later why they broke up

There are two big mountains in my sister's house, it doesn't look easy to handle