Long time no see (GL)

Gu Weiran did know.

When she went to visit excitedly holding lilies and amulets, she heard all the conversations between Yun Shu and the others.

The brain gathered the pieces of information together, that is: Yun Shu is sick, and she needs to go to Liuli Island for treatment with Yun Xiwei

When Shen Hanyue came out, Gu Weiran had already hid in the public guard in the outer hall.

She was in disarray, paralyzed on the bathroom floor, her heart seemed to be pulled out and thrown into the abyss.The closed space, like being sucked out of oxygen, made her suffocate.

Yun Shu is sick?Is it familial nasopharyngeal carcinoma?Cancer... These two words made Gu Weiran terrified, she couldn't help but start to tremble, as if she was frightened before, it was just hands and feet, and she could barely break them off.

But this time, it was more serious.

She was lying on the ground, curled up into a ball because of the convulsions all over her body, her nerves seemed to be disturbed, and she was twitching around.Gu Weiran frowned in pain, her back was soaked with sweat, she looked sideways at the lilies on the ground, she was still elegant and clean, spotless, beautiful and distant, just like Yun Shu in her heart.

Gu Weiran's world began to fade away, the hand holding the lucky bag was sweating, she looked at the ceiling in despair, tears overflowed from the corners of her eyes, the pain in her body was nothing, but her heart was pulled away, like her soul was gone .

After a while, Gu Weiran's cramps got better.

Apart from accepting this cruel fact, she seemed to have no better choice.

Yun Shu kept it from herself, but she just wanted to reassure herself. If that was the case, why didn't she help her?

What is this pain compared to Yun Shu's struggle and hopelessness?

Ever since he was a child, has he caused Yun Shu little trouble?

It's just a pity that Gu Weiran has no position to follow Yun Shu, and there is no way to make such a request, she is not qualified.

After figuring it out, she tidied up her appearance in the bathroom, tried a few laughs, and then walked to the door of the ward as if nothing had happened.

She originally wanted to endure until the end, pretending that she didn't know anything, but after holding back all the way, she was like an over-inflated balloon, and if she didn't say anything, she would explode.

In the end, she chose the softest way, and said a few words of advice to Yun Shu, which was considered goodbye.

"Remember to take the amulet with you, or put it under your pillow. Even if you go abroad, my Buddha will bless you." She made another gesture of worshiping Buddha, trying to adjust the sad parting atmosphere.

"I will take it with me, thank you, Weiran." Yun Shu took care of her palm like a treasure, she looked at Gu Weiran, and said softly: "In the future, if you encounter problems at work, you should discuss with Su Qing more often. When encountering financial difficulties, Kali still has money to help you, if you encounter any troubles that cannot be solved, go to Miss Ling Er, she will help you."

This kind of confession seems to never come back.

Gu Weiran didn't want to hear it.

"When will you come back?" This is the answer she wants to know the most but dare not listen to, because she knows the result is unknown.

"I don't know, wait for her condition to stabilize, wait..." Wait for her to recover.

Yun Shu never thought about the date of her return. She didn't know where the rest of her life would be?Or maybe she will have to heal for many years and fight against the disease. The future is like a bottomless black hole, and she can't see the bumps and thorns ahead.

"Do you want to go back and take something with you?"

"want."

"Then let's go back, it's getting late." Gu Weiran looked at the sunset, wishing that today's sunset was the dawn of dawn, slowly rising with hope.

But in the end, the night ruthlessly defeated the light and extinguished the light of hope.

Gu Weiran reacted after being startled, but it didn't disappear, and the soreness in his hands and feet remained, perhaps it was because of his powerful thoughts that he persisted until the evening.

Yun Shu packed up some clothes, and took away the photo of Lin Yun and the ukulele by the bedside.

In the past few years, she has no fixed place and is used to wandering. She doesn't have many things wherever she goes, but she will definitely bring these two things with her.

Before leaving, Yun Shu reluctantly walked through each room, as if she wanted to see every corner into the bottom of her heart, unwilling to skip even a ray of dust.

"Are you still planning to buy this house?"

The money for the house has always been deposited with the buyer Haiyu, which is the spare fund left by Yun Shu to Gu Weiran.The risks and profits of running a company coexist, and only when all the roads are paved can Yun Shu rest assured.

Thinking about it now, those unintentional arrangements at the beginning are actually a kind of fulfillment for the present.

"I have renewed the rent back of this house. The buyer may be talking about it for investment. I plan to buy it back next year at a higher price." Gu Weiran still doesn't know that Yun Shu invited Haiyu to help buy the house.

"This house is the only legacy left to you by Teacher Gu and Teacher Lin. It has achieved your career. Even if it gets old and degenerates, it cannot be discarded."

"Why am I willing to lose it?" There are traces of Yun Shu's life in it, and Gu Weiran will rely on these remnants of breath to live through the years to come.

However, she felt her head getting heavier and heavier, and her consciousness was also a little confused. The alternating feeling of hot and cold made her feel like ice and fire.

She was afraid that Yun Shu would find out, so she kept leaning against the wall to talk.

"Weiran, I should go. You...take good care of yourself." Yun Shu walked to the door, this was her last order.

"You too." Gu Weiran's voice was weak, it sounded like he was depressed, but it was actually caused by a high fever, and the sequelae of fright seemed to get worse with age.

The two illnesses were all because of Yun Shu.

Six years ago, Yun Shu showed Gu Weiran a determined back. It seemed that she was determined to leave, but who knew the reluctance and concern in her heart?

Leaving again, Yun Shu's heart hurt more than anyone else.

Pain is always more unforgettable than happiness, and Yun Shu doesn't even have the courage to turn back.Before leaving, I always thought that I would come back, and I also thought about how to pay attention to Gu Weiran behind my back.

But this time, it's like farewell.

All right... she thought to herself.

Gu Weiran didn't see the moment Yun Shu turned around, and she shed tears quietly.

And she herself was tormented by the double pain of high fever and parting.After Yun Shu left, she walked towards the room, accidentally fell down, and hit her head on the corner of the table.

The intense pain woke her up a bit, and she felt that Yun Shu had left, and then left again.

She leaned on the legs of the table and barely supported herself. There seemed to be hot liquid flowing down her forehead, and she touched it with her hands. It was blood.Gu Weiran was very annoyed, Yun Shu just left, she was so embarrassed.

The balcony could barely see the door, Gu Weiran stumbled over it, the street lights in the community were already on, but there was no shadow of Yun Shu.

After waiting for a long time, there was no one.

Did she really leave? Gu Weiran knelt down on the ground and sobbed in despair.She withdrew her gaze just as Yun Shu came out of the building. She looked up at the lit balcony, but she didn't see Gu Weiran, and sighed in disappointment.

Gu Weiran didn't know that after closing the door, Yun Shu walked downstairs with difficulty, every step was heavy.

She stood at the door of the unit and took a long time to leave.

Missing the intersection of eyes, the two are like parallel lines, getting farther and farther away.

Gu Weiran was in a daze from the fever, and wanted to find medicine, but just when he stood up, he felt a tingling sensation in his calf, as if he was paralyzed, and could no longer move.

He couldn't feel any pain even though his head was bleeding, Gu Weiran became numb.

Survival instinct made her take out her phone and click on the first contact, which was Yun Shu's name.Looking at these two words, tears welled up in her eyes, and then she didn't know whose number she had dialed, and fainted in a daze.

During this sleep, I had a long dream.

She dreamed that in City A, Yun Shu took care of herself in every possible way, and she also dreamed that when she was a child, Yun Shu took her to the supermarket, to the playground, and to the movies.

Gu Weiran thinks more about herself, don't wake up, even if she deceives herself and others, as long as she can see Yun Shu, she doesn't care about the method.

However, dreams always wake up, and reality always comes.

When I woke up, it was already the next day.Gu Weiran's whole body was weak, and he couldn't remember what happened last night at all.There was a bandage on his head, and the wound still hurt a little.

She remembered that she bumped into the corner of the table last night, and then... nothing happened, like a broken drink.

The sound of pots and bowls came from the kitchen, as if someone was there.

Could it be Yun Shu?Does she go and come back?

Is it her?Yeah?

Gu Weiran excitedly ran over, and found that it was Su Qing, who opened his eyebrows and retracted them in disappointment.

"Susu..."

"Eh? Wake up?" Su Qing had just finished making the porridge, when Gu Weiran called last night, saying that she couldn't do it, then her voice disappeared, and she rushed back from the next city overnight in a hurry.

"Why are you here? Aren't you on a business trip?"

Su Qing glared at her angrily: "You sent SOS in such a hurry, can I not come here? You really scared me to death, I was cramping all the time last night, and my head was still bleeding. If it wasn't for the small wound, I would I called 120 directly, and I kept chanting Yun Shu's name, so I almost called her."

Gu Weiran asked nervously: "You didn't call, don't you bother her, she's been in a bad state recently, and she's not feeling well."

"No, no, I'm back, can you trouble Mr. Yun, you keep saying don't go, don't go, did she go?"

"Well, she is going to accompany her mother to Liuli Island for medical treatment. I don't know when she will come back, and she herself..." Gu Weiran couldn't say anything, but felt that his eyes were hot, and his tear glands seemed to be broken. Shu wanted to cry.

Su Qing filled a bowl of porridge and put it on the table, "Eat some."

"no appetite."

"Sister, please be content, Yun Shu didn't leave without saying goodbye, at least you still know where she is, don't you?" Su Qing felt the pain in her heart aroused, and became dejected.

Gu Weiran raised her eyes: "Is there no news from Teacher Lu?"

"No, according to Professor Yu, she should have gone out for treatment. In this world, people are suffering from mental torture and physical torture. It is not easy for anyone. We seem to have no choice but to live well. Jing Yan is the only one in my world. Light, after she left, I saw that the sky was dark."

The two fell in love with each other, Lu Jing left without saying goodbye, Su Qing frantically searched for it, and only later learned that she might have gone abroad to receive treatment for depression before giving up.

She doesn't like chasing and fighting fiercely, she just hopes that one day she can wait for her beloved to come back.

Gu Weiran took Su Qing's arm, leaned on her shoulder, and murmured: "Let's live together in the future, I don't know if I can last."

"It must be possible, we can wait for them to come back, no, anyway, I will never love others in my life, and you can't look at others more, a little thought is better than walking dead, besides, we are not strong enough, we still have to wait for them. Not being able to stand side by side with them is just the price of this growth, for you and me, it is really big."

"Yeah, it's really hard to get used to life without her..."

Su Qing sighed softly, "How did you survive when she left?"

"Rely on hatred." Gu Weiran said regretfully: "I only now know that the hatred at that time was used to dilute the pain of parting. Driving her away is the most regretful thing I have ever done in my life."

"Okay, okay, it's all over, and I'll get used to it gradually in the future. Waiting is also hope and hope. Eat porridge and eat porridge."

"Susu..." Gu Weiran can always be poked in the center by her, maybe it's due to the common experience, which makes them connect with each other.

Yun Shu will come back.

This became Gu Weiran's only belief in living.

She became a workaholic and devoted herself to her career.

It's just that she no longer misses any planes above her head. Sometimes, when she hears the sound of planes in the middle of a meeting, she will run to the rooftop to watch.

She always wondered if Yun Shu might be in a certain plane.

After a long time, some people can't tell whether the plane is coming back or leaving.

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