Long time no see (GL)

The unexpected pounce made Yun Shu staggered back a few steps and nearly fell, but she still instinctively supported Gu Weiran's legs and stabilized her body.

"Snake, snake, my god!" Gu Weiran felt goosebumps all over her body. She was afraid of this kind of fleshy creature since she was a child. It was more terrifying than seeing a ghost. The creepy feeling drove her crazy. .

Gu Weiran is 163 cm tall and weighs 90 cm, and Yun Shu is 169 kg and 99 catties. It is very difficult to hug Gu Weiran, but she is also being led away, and then becomes nervous, "Where is there a snake?"

In fact, she was also afraid, but Gu Weiran overreacted every time he saw a snake, covering up his fear.

When Lin Yun took the two of them to the zoo when they were young, Yun Shu would deliberately avoid the snake area, but Gu Weiran desperately wanted to challenge her courage, but ended up crying in fright and not daring to move in front of the snake cage.

When Yun Shu found her, she also rushed towards her like now, with exactly the same posture.

Poor Yun Shu had to brave the panic and take Gu Weiran away in front of the snake cage.

"In the back, that earthy color, I don't know if it's a cauliflower snake or a water snake." Gu Weiran closed his eyes tightly, buried his head in Yun Shu's neck, sniffed the faint fragrance of her body, and was not so scared anymore.

"There can't be snakes in this kind of development zone." Yun Shu's arms started to ache, and Gu Weiran seemed to be getting heavier when he held it on his body, like lumps of mud.

"I saw it move!"

"You come down first, I'll go and have a look." Yun Shu vaguely saw something long and thin, shaped like a snake, but it didn't move.

"No, no, what if the snake bites you with poison?"

"There are professional farmers and foresters here. There can't be poisonous snakes. You may be dazzled. Come down quickly, girl, you are a bit heavy..."

Yun Shu really wanted to throw Gu Weiran out, thinking that she was still as light as she was when she was a child?

"I'm heavy? I'm so thin and you say I'm heavy?"

"Do you think you are still at the same weight as ten years ago? If you don't come down again, I will only have..."

"Only how?"

Yun Shupi smiled bluntly, and let go of his hand directly, wanting Gu Weiran to slide down by himself.Unexpectedly, she was like an octopus, hugging her neck and hooking her waist, as steady as a loose one.

"Gu Weiran! You, here, me, get off, come on!" Yun Shu gave the order directly, Gu Weiran shook her head, shaking her head desperately, she would never go down.

Yun Shu shook her head helplessly. It seemed that the only way to do it was to take her out of the "danger zone". It was the same way before, holding her to the gate of the zoo before she dared to open her eyes.

Even at this age, he still has the same virtues as when he was a child.

Yun Shu's body is not as good as before, and she was out of breath within a few steps while holding Gu Weiran. Under the warm sun, she actually felt dizzy, like heatstroke, and hypoglycemia, and even had some difficulty breathing, and her ears were ringing. The ear-piercing sound of "buzzing, creaking" seems to be tinnitus.

The blue sky, white clouds, mountain streams, and beautiful waters are all blurred.

Her whole body was in a very bad state, and finally she lost her legs and fell to her knees.

The sense of weightlessness hit, Gu Weiran reacted instinctively, and directly came down to support Yun Shu, and looked up to find that her face was pale and she was bleeding from the nose.

"What's wrong with you? Why is your nosebleed again?!"

"It's okay, I might have rhinitis, just go to the hospital sometime." Yun Shu covered her nose, not daring to breathe hard, for fear of inhaling the bloody smell in her nose into her mouth.

Gu Weiran put the fear of snakes behind him, supported Yun Shu and said eagerly: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's my fault, you're not feeling well and I still jump on you?"

"No, no, it's okay, Weiran, relax, don't blame yourself." Yun Shu patted the back of her hand and comforted her: "You know that taking care of patients can't sleep well, it's just a little nosebleed, don't be nervous."

"How can I not be nervous? This is not the first time you have a nosebleed, no, we're going to the hospital now." Gu Weiran wanted to help Yunshu up, but she held her hand.

On such a warm day, Yun Shu's hands were cold.

Gu Weiran's eyes were hot, she gently rubbed her hands, and said distressedly: "Why are your hands so cold?"

"Don't go to the hospital, don't move, just trust me."

The walls of the hospital were cold and the atmosphere was oppressive. Yun Shu could smell the strong smell of medicine.Walking into Matilda Hospital is like going close to an iceberg, which is chilling and desperate. There are always life and death, and there are also disabilities and pains.

There may be countless days to stay in the hospital in the future, Yun Shu doesn't want to go in again.

For her, the hospital is a hell on earth.Teacher Lin was sent away there, and Teacher Gu was taken away, making my mother miserable, making my younger sister suffer physically and mentally, and was diagnosed with cancer.

Gu Weiran's arms were narrow but solid, and Yun Shu seemed to be stuck to his heart. The "bang, bang, bang" heartbeat, sometimes fast and sometimes slow, was probably the most beautiful melody in life.

Heartbeat is the most passionate thing in the world, the thing that people who are dying most yearn for, and the thing that cancer patients need most.

The breeze brushed her face, Yun Shu leaned against Gu Weiran for a long time, as if she had fallen asleep, until she felt cool hot liquid dripping on her forehead.

She thought it was raining, but when she opened her eyes, she realized that it was Gu Weiran's tears that she didn't have time to wipe away.

"When did you become a crybaby?" She remembered that Gu Weiran didn't cry much when she was a child, even when watching those touching movies and TV shows.

"It's your fault. My tears are almost shed for you." She wiped away her tears, feeling that she was really useless. She couldn't see Yun Shu suffering a little bit, and she also blamed herself for being so self-willed.

Crying is a silent and helpless expression. She hides her infatuation, longing, expectation, and distress for Yun Shu.

When many words cannot be said, the softness in the bottom of my heart will melt away and turn into water, that is tears.

Yun Shu smiled: "Then I would rather you be the one without tears."

"What's so good about being hard-hearted? Live by yourself, don't care about other people's feelings, and never empathize with others." Gu Weiran hated himself back then, hated the self who hated Yun Shu, the self who hated Yun Shu, and let Yun Shu go of myself.

"Little and unrestrained, it's not easy to live without worries, get up, it should be hypoglycemia just now, you don't have to worry about me." Yun relieved the discomfort, and helped Gu Weiran to stand up together, blood stains on his hands It has been dried, and the nose and mouth are still red, as dazzling as the blood-stained sunset.

Gu Weiran didn't answer Yun Shu's words, because she had said goodbye to Xiaosha a long time ago, and she had something in her heart.

"Go to the sales office and wash off the blood."

Seeing Gu Weiran's frown was tighter than Sichuan, Yun Shu couldn't help stretching out his blood-stained hand, and tapped her brow.

"Okay, it's just a little nosebleed, why does my face look like weeping?"

"Bah, bah, what's the matter of mourning, the mountain god, the earth, someone's mouth is open, don't take it seriously, just kidding." Gu Weiran folded his hands and bowed around, with a very funny look, dispelling the haze above their heads .

Yun Shu was immediately amused by her: "Aren't you an atheist?"

"I used to be, but now I am not. I believe in our Chinese Buddha now."

"What are you begging for?" Yun Shu couldn't believe it.

"Pray to the Buddha to bless you, and to the Buddha to let you not leave again."

Yun Shu's smile froze, and he covered half of his face with his hands covering his nose. Except for his deep eyes, he couldn't see his expression clearly.It's just that there was a chill in my heart, like being hit by a knife, bleeding, and hurting a lot.

The secluded valley, rustling bamboo leaves, and the garden like a sea of ​​flowers became embellished in the distance. Yun Shu walked to the sightseeing car silently, without responding to Gu Weiran's words.

You should tell her that you are leaving, and leave without saying goodbye. Injuries are like sharp knives, which can cut blood straight at the gate of life.

Gu Weiran's affection, Gu Weiran's love, Gu Weiran's infatuation, Yun Shu understood, she didn't dare to over-interpret this feeling, whenever she wanted to go deeper, Lin Yun's face would appear, just like at this moment, the person in the sky Yun seemed to turn into her face, as if saying: Yun Shu, you can't

Cancer is like a curse. When she desecrates the pure emotion between people, when she has the trust of her benefactor, give her a heavy punishment.

Yun Shu should be clear about her position. She used to be like a sister, but later she was a "little mother". What should she be now?Do you keep being like a sister like a mother?

She doesn't want to, so she would rather leave.

After washing off the blood stains, Yun Shu put on some makeup in the bathroom to make her sickly look more energetic.The doctor asked her to seek medical treatment as soon as possible, but it was only a few days late, and various uncomfortable symptoms began to appear.

It's time to go, if she doesn't go, she can't resist Gu Weiran, she will definitely show her flaws.

After coming out of the sales office, the sun has already moved towards the horizon, and the halo is softly spreading to the earth, making the Panshan Highway glow with rosy clouds.

Gu Weiran drove around the mountains at a speed of [-], the scenery passed by slowly, Yun Shu looked at the distance with a heavy heart.

If two people have been separated by thousands of mountains and rivers for many years, can they let go of their attachments?

Some people love for a lifetime, some people wait for decades.How many people will be like Yun Xiwei and Shen Hanyue, from the traditional era to the open era, from the youthful years to the twilight years.

I hope that Weiran is not Shen Hanyue, and that she can live a more relaxed life.

As for yourself, obey your orders.

The car stopped at the place where the photo was taken last time, Gu Weiran got out of the cab and yelled directly towards the valley.She didn't express anything, and the "ah" with the ending sound contained a thousand words.

Yun Shu flipped through the last group photo, the corners of his mouth slightly raised.

She walked up to Gu Weiran, switched her phone to selfie mode, and said with a smile, "Shall I take a picture?" She put her arms around Gu Weiran's waist and pressed the camera button.

An unprepared snapshot caught Gu Weiran's shy eyes in the mirror, her surprised and blushing little expression was extremely cute.

"It's better to take a snapshot. It always feels too stiff to pose for a photo." Yun Shu also wanted to keep some memories, something to think about, something to remember in the future.

Gu Weiran was not in the mood to pay attention to the photos, she looked at Yun Shu, and asked seriously: "It's getting dark, don't you have something to say to me?"

"what?"

What should she say, goodbye?Tell Gu Weiran that he is leaving here?But how to open this mouth?Yun Shu hadn't thought it through yet, but was just procrastinating, as if she could avoid it until the end.

Gu Weiran clenched his fists, and took out an exquisite blessing bag from his pocket, "This is the blessing of peace that I prayed for in Dongyuan Temple two days ago, take it with you, and bless you."

"Miran?"

"It's really time to ask for it. I didn't expect it to be such a coincidence. I hope you have a smooth journey, and I also hope that Aunt Xiwei's illness can be brought under control."

Yun Shu looked at her in astonishment, feeling a dull pain in his heart.

"I heard that the climate on Liuli Island is very unstable and the four seasons are not clear. Remember to bring more clothes and pay attention to weather changes. It is best to read the weather forecast every day and pay attention to the quality of sleep. If you want to come there, the medical treatment is very advanced. You go Do a physical examination, rest assured. I will not harass you often, but I will send you a message once a week to share the joy of life and the achievements of work. You can reply or not, but I hope you will squeak every month Just let me know you're okay, that's all."

Gu Weiran lowered her head and finished speaking in one breath, she put the lucky bag into Yun Shu's palm, it was still cold.

Sure enough, I couldn't warm her up, hey... She pursed her lips weakly, trying not to show herself wanting to cry.

The corners of Yun Shu's eyes were sour, and her throat seemed to be pressed by a huge stone, which was too heavy to swallow. It turned out that she heard it, and she knew that she had to go.

The author has something to say: a chapter of crying and laughing, good night...