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Lu Jinsen couldn't help laughing because of Xie Zhitang's question.

Seeing Lu Jinsen laughing at him, Xie Zhitang looked at him unhappy and said, "What are you laughing at! I'm just asking, it's fine if you don't say you like me, you still laugh at me."

Only then did Lu Jinsen restrain the smile on his face, raised his hand to rub the back of Xie Zhitang's hairy head, and said to Xie Zhitang: "I like... I never thought before that I would fall in love with someone like this in such a short period of time. "

Xie Zhitang responded, stared at Lu Jinsen intently, looked at Lu Jinsen and continued calmly: "I used to have unique ideas about 'love', thinking that love should be like this or that."

"However, 'What is achieved on paper is always shallow, but I know that this matter must be practiced'. I only realized that love cannot be imitated in advance when I really met love." Lu Jinsen looked down at Xie Zhitang slightly, his expression mixed A little tenderness, and the deep face softened a lot: "My lover... There was no one else before, and it will be you in the future."

Xie Zhitang felt like a piece of thin ice under the scorching sun, gradually melting under Lu Jinsen's sight.

He felt the temperature on his face, burning all the way up from his neck, Xie Zhitang suddenly lost his thoughts, and suddenly leaned forward to press in front of Lu Jinsen, and then stuck to his chest and offered his kiss almost reverently.

Lu Jinsen raised his hand to support Xie Zhitang's back, and indulged Xie Zhitang to peck his lips lightly, so that Xie Zhitang stuck out his tongue and licked between his lips, and then sucked Lu Jinsen's lower lip. Lu Jinsen pinched Xie Zhitang's back Neck distanced himself from him.

Xie Zhitang's whole body went limp when the back of his neck was pinched, but he wasn't afraid at all that an alpha would pinch his deadliest part in his palm, and raised his hand to hug Lu Jinsen's neck, sticking against him like a boneless one.

Lu Jinsen's eyes were dark, but he still controlled his and Xie Zhitang's behavior with this measure.Xie Zhitang is self-willed and willful, his love is hot and fearless, if Lu Jinsen does not control him, he may burn himself out at any time.

Not allowed to kiss, Xie Zhitang kissed Lu Jinsen's face many times to express his love, and then pulled a little distance away, but Lu Jinsen could still feel the heat from his mouth.

Xie Zhitang smiled at him softly and obediently, and then said: "I want it too, I want to like the old house, this car, and the place we are going to."

"I also like Amber the most, I like beef the most, I like the Science and Technology Museum, roses and Jiang Haichao the most." Xie Zhitang slyly bent his eyebrows and said to Lu Jinsen: "Of course, I like you the most."

Xie Zhitang didn't think there was anything wrong with his words.

He didn't like anything, Lu Jinsen used it.And he likes Lu Jinsen very much, so it doesn't matter if he likes those things with the help of his liking for Lu Jinsen.

Although amber, science and technology museums, and roses are all ordinary and meaningless things to Xie Zhitang, but because Lu Jinsen likes them, these things have meaning.

Xie Zhitang likes Lu Jinsen, so he can also like the world behind Lu Jinsen.Through Lu Jinsen, he looked at the world that he had been unable to see clearly.

It's like looking at the outside world through the colorful glazed tiles on the heights of the church. The colorful glazed tiles add different background colors to the world, and the world is also cut into red or blue color blocks.

He will like what Lu Jinsen likes and hate what Lu Jinsen dislikes, no matter what it is.

He will be Lu Jinsen's most loyal believer and Lu Jinsen's most suitable partner.

Xie Zhitang was like a docile lamb, sticking to Lu Jinsen's chest, but Lu Jinsen pinched the nape of his neck and pulled it away, and was even patted on the forehead by Lu Jinsen.

Xie Zhitang looked up at Lu Jinsen suspiciously, not understanding why Lu Jinsen pulled him away.

Lu Jinsen pinched Xie Zhitang's cheeks, squeezed out the flesh on Xie Zhitang's face, and then said to him: "Tangtang, you can't be lazy, and you can't cheat."

Xie Zhitang struggled to spit out the words while pinching his cheek, and still asked in puzzlement, "Why do you say that?"

Lu Jinsen then leaned closer and said to Xie Zhitang: "Because those are what I like, you have to find what you like. It's not because of me, it has to come from your heart."

"Understood?" Lu Jinsen asked Xie Zhitang close to him.

Xie Zhitang blinked, and suddenly broke free from Lu Jinsen's hand, and attacked Lu Jinsen who was close at hand.

Lu Jinsen was kissed violently by Xie Zhitang, he couldn't help stepping back a little and asked with a smile, "Tangtang, what are you thinking?"

Xie Zhitang also smiled at Lu Jinsen and said, "I don't know what you are thinking. What are you thinking?"

Everything Lu Jinsen did was done after careful consideration.Before Lu Jinsen was with him, he had already considered changing the doctor and medical environment for Xie Zhitang. Now that they are together, did Lu Jinsen also think a lot?

Lu Jinsen didn't say anything, he just patted Xie Zhitang's hair.

Because the car stopped.

Lu Jinsen unbuckled his seat belt and got out of the car, then opened the car door and said to Xie Zhitang, "Get out of the car."

The sun was shining outside the car, several degrees brighter than inside the car, but much colder than inside, Xie Zhitang could feel the cold air outside the car without moving.

Without much hesitation, he immediately followed Lu Jinsen out of the car and walked into the sun.

There is a pavilion for resting in front of you, where the sidewalk and the road meet.

Looking out, there are tall giant trees rising from the ground all around, and the trees on the mountain are not of the same species.At first, the trees on the mountain were of similar species, but the ancestors of the Lu family planted many trees, most of which survived, and the mountain became what it is today.

After getting out of the car, Xie Zhitang threw himself into Lu Jinsen's arms, and was caught firmly by Lu Jinsen, then raised his head and looked around, and then looked at the way up and down the mountain.

Lu Jinsen was already proficient in catching Xie Zhitang who was rushing towards him, like catching a sugar glider who was rushing towards him.

The top of the mountain is only half an hour away, so Lu Jinsen told Xie Zhitang that they would have to walk for about 45 minutes to get to the top of the mountain, and then they would play on the top of the mountain for a while and go down the mountain.

Xie Zhitang nodded, took Lu Jinsen's hand and walked up, Lu Jinsen turned his wrist and held Xie Zhitang's ten fingers together, and said as he walked, "We and the driver will meet again at the top of the mountain. Water and snacks are prepared in the car."

Xie Zhitang said "Yes." Without looking back, he just shook Lu Jinsen's hand.

Lu Jinsen didn't say anything else, he took Xie Zhitang's hand and walked up.

They quickly walked into the shade of the tree, walked all the way under the sunshine from the gaps in the leaves, and never let go of their hand.

Xie Zhitang's walking speed wasn't too fast, but he still broke out in a little sweat, and even smelled of roses on his body.

And Lu Jinsen still looked refreshed, only the fingers holding Xie Zhitang were wet with Xie Zhitang's sweat, a little sticky.

Xie Zhitang was a little worried when he was sweating, because Lu Jinsen would not want to hold hands with him when he was sweating, so he secretly looked at Lu Jinsen several times, but seeing that Lu Jinsen didn't intend to let go of his hand, he slowly felt relieved.

Lu Jinsen knew that Xie Zhitang lacked a sense of security, so he always kept this in mind, and used his every move to give Xie Zhitang enough sense of security.

This is not a difficult task for Lu Jinsen.

Lu Jinsen's liking is true, everything he does is out of his own will, even if Xie Zhitang doesn't need a sense of security, he will do the same.

Besides, Lu Jinsen is also very clear that Xie Zhitang repeatedly confirms his position in his heart and confirms that his liking has not changed, not because of suspicion or distrust.

Xie Zhitang would do this only because in Xie Zhitang's world view, liking is not a solid and stable thing, so he went from here to there, and worried that Lu Jinsen's liking was fragile and short-lived.

Lu Jinsen did not remind Xie Zhitang about this.

This is not a simple problem, Xie Zhitang can get rid of it if he speaks out, the root of this problem is buried deep in Xie Zhitang's heart.

Xie Zhitang has no experience in dealing with a long-term and stable relationship, so Xie Zhitang needs to learn slowly from the beginning, how to establish, how to maintain, and how to protect a long-term and stable relationship.

Lu Jinsen will stand by his side and walk with him.

Lu Jinsen said that they should "start dating with the goal of getting married" instead of "starting dating with the premise of getting married." This is the difference.

From falling in love to getting married is a process that requires the efforts of both parties.

Lu Jinsen looked at Xie Zhitang's hairy hair and thought, even he can't guarantee that he and Xie Zhitang will get married in the end, but if Lu Jinsen will enter the marriage hall with someone, he hopes that person is Xie Zhitang.

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-08-2223:57:30~2020-08-2323:59:26期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 3 bottles of green leaves;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!