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Xie Zhitang took a few glances at Lu Jinsen, and although his mind was racing, he didn't speak, and turned his attention back to the album.

When Xie Zhitang was studying painting, he also learned from Van Gogh.

Van Gogh was the pioneer of Expressionism, and his style deeply influenced the art of the twentieth century, especially Fauvism and German Expressionism.

Xie Zhitang's art teacher was full of praise and sorrow for Van Gogh.

They lamented his short life, praised his artistic attainments, and even expressed high appreciation for Van Gogh's illness.

The young Xie Zhitang did not understand why his teacher would help the disease that claimed the life of Van Gogh, who was only 37 years old when he shot himself in a wheat field.

The teacher picked up Xie Zhitang's brush to modify the light and shadow for him, and said to him while modifying: "It is Van Gogh's illness that created his talent, aesthetics, and artistic attainments. We say that Van Gogh's schizophrenia destroyed Van Gogh. , but it is hard to say that schizophrenia did not make Van Gogh."

What the teacher likes is not 'Van Gogh', but 'Van Gogh with superb artistic attainments'.

If Van Gogh had never picked up a paintbrush, he would not be remembered, and his life and suffering would certainly be unknown.

Xie Zhitang looked at Van Gogh's album for a while, and suddenly asked Lu Jinsen gently: "Brother, have you heard the story of Van Gogh's right ear?"

Everyone probably knows this story, and Lu Jinsen naturally knows it too.

So Lu Jinsen said: "It is said that Van Gogh fell in love with a woman and cut off his right ear in order to woo her, but the man thought he was a lunatic and did not agree to his courtship."

Xie Zhitang nodded, pointed to the white gauze covering Van Gogh's right ear on the self-portrait of Van Gogh and said, "Look, he drew it."

Lu Jinsen glanced at Van Gogh's self-portrait and said "hmm".

Xie Zhitang gently touched the place where the ear should be under the gauze on Van Gogh's self-portrait, and said: "I don't think he regrets it... If the head does not roll to the feet of the one you love, it will be a heavy burden on your shoulders.*"

Hearing this, Lu Jinsen took a serious look at Xie Zhitang, but Xie Zhitang didn't look at him, and looked at the painting in his hand seriously.

Xie Zhitang didn't say anything shocking after that, Lu Jinsen took Xie Zhitang's hand to accompany him to look at the paintings, and Xie Zhitang closed the album after reading the paintings, wanting to put the album back on the shelf.

But Lu Jinsen pushed the cart in front of Xie Zhitang with one hand and said, "Buy it if you like it."

Xie Zhitang smiled slowly and lightly, and asked him, "If you like it, buy it for me?"

Lu Jinsen nodded seriously and looked at Xie Zhitang, and said softly, "I'll buy it for you if you like it."

Xie Zhitang got an affirmative answer, but he didn't feel very happy, as if he saw petrels soaring above the sea under the heavy and low-pressure rain clouds and lightning before the storm came.

"I don't like it." Xie Zhitang said, "Let's go."

Lu Jinsen said: "Okay." He pulled Xie Zhitang inside.

There is no one in the supermarket, so it looks very empty, the shelves are full of goods, and at a glance, they are full of snacks, but there is not even a shopping guide.

Xie Zhitang became interested when he saw the snacks, and took Lu Jinsen's hand to drill into the snack area.

The situation this time was just the opposite of what Lu Jinsen brought Xie Zhitang to the supermarket for the first time.

Lu Jinsen took Xie Zhitang to the supermarket for the first time. The supermarket was crowded with people. Lu Jinsen took Xie Zhitang around the whole time.

Today, there are only the two of them in the huge supermarket. Looking up, there are all white tiles and shelves, which are dazzlingly bright under the light.Xie Zhitang dragged Lu Jinsen into the shelves, harvested a lot of snacks along the way, and the cart gradually filled up.

Such a posture of holding hands with one hand and holding snacks in the other is actually not very convenient, but Xie Zhitang did not intend to let go, and Lu Jinsen did not let go of Xie Zhitang's hand.

He only asked him after the cart was full: "Tangtang, this cart is full, do you want to change to another cart?"

In fact, Xie Zhitang himself didn't know why he had to choose so many snacks, he wanted to take everything he saw, and soon the whole cart was filled.

But the full shopping cart didn't make Xie Zhitang feel better, he still felt empty, empty and lonely.

It was obvious that Lu Jinsen was very close to him, and they were still holding hands, with a distinct touch, but Xie Zhitang couldn't help but think of Lu Jinsen when he thought about tomorrow and the future.

Xie Zhitang nodded slowly, walked back to Lu Jinsen, looked up at him and asked, "What time is it?"

Lu Jinsen didn't answer, but asked him, "Where's your watch?"

Xie Zhitang belatedly remembered that he also had a watch, but Xie Zhitang raised his hand and saw that the watch was gone.

Xie Zhitang innocently raised his bare wrist to show Lu Jinsen, and said, "It seems that... I accidentally lost it this afternoon."

The words were even more tactful, Lu Jinsen and Xie Zhitang knew that if they lost their watch this afternoon, it could only be Xie Zhitang

When tearing down the house.

Lu Jinsen didn't say anything, and let go of Xie Zhitang's hand.

Xie Zhitang was startled, subconsciously wanted to keep him, but was restrained by his rationality.

Lu Jinsen is definitely not angry because he demolished the house.If you want to be angry, you should be angry with him long ago, and you don't have to wait until now to settle accounts with him.

Xie Zhitang told himself to be patient, Lu Jinsen's behavior naturally had his own reasons, and he should not act rashly.

So Xie Zhitang stood stiffly on the spot and watched Lu Jinsen raised his hand to undo the hidden buckle on the watch, took off the watch, and shook the watch in front of Xie Zhitang.

Lu Jinsen said, "Stretch out your hand."

Xie Zhitang relaxed his tense nerves and immediately stretched out his hand quickly, as if he was afraid that Lu Jinsen would take it back if he was too slow, he put the watch on his wrist through the watch.

Lu Jinsen looked down at Xie Zhitang with a very gentle expression, Xie Zhitang lifted his wrist up, looked at Lu Jinsen flatteringly, and wanted Lu Jinsen to fasten his watch strap.

Lu Jinsen did not refuse, and lowered his head to put on Xie Zhitang's watch.

The watch that was fit and compliant in Lu Jinsen's hand was naturally a bit bigger on Xie Zhitang's wrist, so Lu Jinsen measured the gap between Xie Zhitang's wrist and the watch, and said: "I will send you a suitable one tomorrow, don't lose it again. "

Xie Zhitang shook his head and refused, saying, "I won't lose this."

Lu Jinsen asked, "Don't you want a new one?"

Xie Zhitang hesitated for a while, then shook his head, stared at the watch on his wrist and said, "I just want this."

Lu Jinsen asked Xie Zhitang: "What time is it?"

Xie Zhitang pursed his lips and smiled, and said, "Eight twenty-three."

Lu Jinsen said "Yes", and Xie Zhitang continued to look down at his watch.

The watch is not old, but it is not new either.

It is one of the watches that Lu Jinsen most often wears. The watch is last year's style.Metal strap, silver dial.Xie Zhitang carefully looked at Lu Jinsen's watch on his wrist for a while.

The metal strap still carries Lu Jinsen's temperature, which is warm and sticks to his wrist.There is a small scratch on the edge of the dial, which is not obvious, and it should be scratched when it hit something.

Watches are very common, unmistakable and unremarkable styles.But Xie Zhitang carefully observed the watch like looking at some alien.

Lu Jinsen waited patiently for a few minutes. Seeing that Xie Zhitang hadn't recovered, he stretched out his hand and pulled Xie Zhitang's wrist off, took Xie Zhitang's hand again and said, "I will have more time to look at it in the future. Now let's go to the supermarket."

Xie Zhitang came back to his senses, smiled at Lu Jinsen and said, "Okay."

Although he said yes, Lu Jinsen could feel Xie Zhitang's absent-mindedness.

Xie Zhitang's attention was no longer focused on the snacks, he always moved his wrist suddenly as he walked, but innocently winked at Lu Jinsen when Lu Jinsen looked over.Or uncontrollably looking at their overlapping hands, and then looking quickly over the baggy watch.

Lu Jinsen naturally knew that Xie Zhitang wanted to raise his hand to look at his watch, but the hand that Xie Zhitang was wearing was holding Lu Jinsen's hand. If Xie Zhitang wanted to raise it, he had to lift it with Lu Jinsen's hand.

Or let go of the hand that held hands with Lu Jinsen.

Xie Zhitang was caught in a dilemma, so he had no choice but to restrain himself from raising his hand, and speed up the movement of throwing snacks into the shopping cart with one hand.

Lu Jinsen didn't understand why Xie Zhitang cared so much about the watch on his wrist.

This watch is not expensive, and it is not limited. Lu Jinsen thinks that the watch itself has nothing to attract Xie Zhitang.

But at the same time, he also suspected that if he hadn't been holding Xie Zhitang's hand, Xie Zhitang would definitely raise his wrist and look at his watch seriously.

Lu Jinsen felt strange, but he didn't say anything, and let Xie Zhitang quickly end his trip to the supermarket.Each of them pushed a cart full of snacks to the cashier, and then Lu Jinsen left the address for the staff to help them deliver the snacks to the hotel.

Xie Zhitang obediently followed Lu Jinsen into the car, sat in the back seat and looked at his watch.

Seeing that Xie Zhitang was looking halfway, Lu Jinsen couldn't help asking him, "What are you looking at?"

Xie Zhitang glanced at Lu Jinsen from under the brim of his hat and said, "You smell on the watch."

Lu Jinsen has worn the watch one after another for at least a few months, so it will naturally smell of Lu Jinsen.But Xie Zhitang seemed a little strange when he said that.

Lu Jinsen thought for a while and said, "You can change to a watch you like."

Xie Zhitang shook his head, and didn't speak any more until the hotel.

When they arrived at the hotel, Lu Jinsen showed Xie Zhitang a look at the suits in his closet.

These suits were Xie Zhitang-sized suits that Uncle Zhang sent to Lu Jinsen last time.

Unlike Lu Jinsen's mature and stable suits, most of the suits in Xie Zhitang's wardrobe are lively in color and fashionable in style, and most of the matching accessories are bright and bright.

Xie Zhitang was taken aback when he saw the suit, and Lu Jinsen said, "Your suit was made before, because you don't usually wear a suit, so it wasn't put in your room."

Xie Zhitang looked back at Lu Jinsen when he heard the words, and was about to speak, when he heard Lu Jinsen continue: "I happened to tidy up the closet today, so I brought your suit out as well. See if you like it. You can tell me what you like and what you don't like. Me, I told Uncle Zhang to avoid it when he gives you a suit next time."

Xie Zhitang paused and asked, "Next time?"

"Yeah." Lu Jinsen nodded and said, "Uncle Zhang gave me four suits a year, and I'll give you one too."

Xie Zhitang's expression suddenly became a little strange.

Lu Jinsen thought for a while and said: "Your skeleton is not finalized, and you may still grow up. Go to Uncle Zhang to measure your size once every six months."

Xie Zhitang's expression changed for a while, and finally he whispered: "Don't bother."

The author has something to say: *The previous sentence "If the head does not roll to the footsteps of the one you love, it is a burden on your shoulders" comes from "Rose and Wine"

感谢在2020-07-2923:59:41~2020-07-3021:30:31期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw mines: olympa1;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: Y.D1 bottle;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!