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Xie Zhitang stayed there for a while, allowing Lu Jinsen to wipe his tears, without blinking, just staring at the front in a daze, only his chest was still rising and falling slightly.

Lu Jinsen just wiped away the tears on Xie Zhitang's face, threw the tissue into the trash can, turned around and saw that Xie Zhitang's face was full of tears again.

Lu Jinsen glanced at Xie Zhitang and was thinking about countermeasures. The nurse came over with a hot towel, greeted Lu Jinsen and wiped Xie Zhitang's face with a hot towel. Apply to eyes.

The professional nurse knew how to take care of patients better than Lu Jinsen, and wiped Xie Zhitang's chin and hairline with a towel.

Seeing that the nanny was taking care of Xie Zhitang, Lu Jinsen went back to his room and took off his coat first. After changing into casual clothes, he went out and sat on the sofa to look at Xie Zhitang.

Like a delicate but lifeless doll, although his eyes are open, Lu Jinsen feels that Xie Zhitang is still sleeping.

Lu Jinsen was waiting for his soul to wake up.

The nurse put away the hot towel and sat next to Xie Zhitang again, looking at him.

The nanny came out of Xie Zhitang's room, took the new terminal and squatted in front of Xie Zhitang, and whispered to Xie Zhitang, "Tangtang, the software in the terminal has been downloaded for you, and the contacts have been backed up. Just now your mother said it was received." The bill has been paid, and I will see you tomorrow afternoon."

The omega's gentle voice never stopped. Lu Jinsen listened for a while, pointed to the balcony to the nurse, and then walked to the balcony, wanting to ask him something.

The nurse has always been very shy towards Lu Jinsen, and followed him into the balcony step by step, looking at Lu Jinsen with his hands behind his back.

Lu Jinsen only asked, "What happened to Tangtang?"

The nurse has been by Xie Zhitang's side for so many years, but it's hard to say why Xie Zhitang will fall ill.

There seemed to be no sign or warning, it just happened suddenly.

The nurse thought for a while and said to Lu Jinsen, "Tangtang lost control on the way back, but he immediately asked me to contact a psychologist."

Lu Jinsen nodded.

The nurse continued: "I thought it was a good sign - this is the first time Tangtang has contacted the psychiatrist in recent years. After the psychiatrist came, they chatted for a long time, but I didn't expect the psychiatrist just Not long after leaving, Tangtang is like this."

Lu Jinsen immediately wanted to ask the psychiatrist what the conversation between Xie Zhitang and Xie Zhitang had had such a big impact.But the psychiatrist didn't contact him, which meant that the psychiatrist didn't think he needed to know about it.

This is Xie Zhitang's privacy, and Lu Jinsen should respect it.

Lu Jinsen pondered for a while but couldn't think of any good solution, so he nodded and re-entered the living room with the nurse.

The three of them sat on the sofa and stared at Xie Zhitang for a while, Lu Jinsen looked down at his watch and said, "You guys go to eat first."

The nanny and the nurse glanced at each other, and then at Xie Zhitang. The nurse stood up, pulled the nanny up and said to Lu Jinsen, "Mr. Lu, please take care of Tangtang. We'll be back in half an hour."

Lu Jinsen nodded: "Go early and come back early."

After the nanny and nurse left, Lu Jinsen sat across from him to make tea. The second tea tasted just right, so Lu Jinsen poured a cup for Xie Zhitang and put it in front of him without saying anything.

After a few minutes, the tea was almost cold, Xie Zhitang rolled his eyes and focused on the teacup.

It's an ordinary pressing cup, the whole body is white, nothing special.

Xie Zhitang took a few glances, stretched out his hand slowly, hooked the cup into his palm, raised his head slightly and drank the half-cold tea slowly, put the cup back on the table, and pushed in Lu Jinsen's direction again.

Lu Jinsen didn't speak either, and raised his hand to refill Xie Zhitang's cup of tea.

Xie Zhitang pulled the cup back after a few seconds, drank it in small sips, and put the cup back.

Lu Jinsen asked Xie Zhitang: "Are you hungry?"

Xie Zhitang slowly raised his head and glanced at Lu Jinsen, tears fell down again.

Although he didn't understand what he said wrong, Lu Jinsen immediately took out a piece of paper and handed it to Xie Zhitang. Xie Zhitang didn't pick it up, so Lu Jinsen wiped it for him himself.

Xie Zhitang put his wristband on Lu Jinsen's waist, slowly buried his face in Lu Jinsen's lower abdomen, and rubbed against Lu Jinsen's T-shirt, Lu Jinsen slowly noticed that Xie Zhitang's crying was wet on his lower abdomen.

Lu Jinsen sighed slowly, and wanted to push Xie Zhitang away, but Xie Zhitang hugged him tightly. Lu Jinsen didn't dare to refuse forcefully, so he touched Xie Zhitang's chin, then touched the side of his face and asked him: "If you don't want to eat lunch, why not?" If you don’t eat, why cry?”

Xie Zhitang put his face still on Lu Jinsen's lower abdomen and shook his head, Lu Jinsen put his hand under Xie Zhitang's armpit and lifted him up in the posture of holding a child.

Xie Zhitang immediately let go of the hands around Lu Jinsen's waist, then quickly embraced Lu Jinsen's neck, buried his face in Lu Jinsen's neck, twisted his legs around Lu Jinsen's waist, and wrapped his whole body around him.

Lu Jinsen supported Xie Zhitang's

Hip, asked him softly: "What's the matter?"

Xie Zhitang still shook his head, and after a while, he maintained the posture of burying his face in Lu Jinsen's neck, and asked Lu Jinsen with a weeping voice: "Why am I... like this? I don't want to... like this."

This question cannot be answered, why do wolves eat meat?Why do sheep eat grass?

Why do some people "go to the public without disasters and illnesses", and some people "the house leaks and it rains all night"?

Lu Jinsen didn't know how to respond to him, so he patted him on the back. After thinking for a while, he found a topic and asked, "Then do you still want to drink tea?"

Xie Zhitang shook his head.

"Did you eat the cake you bought when you came back?" Lu Jinsen asked again.

Xie Zhitang nodded.

Lu Jinsen asked, "What do you want to do now?"

Xie Zhitang didn't speak or move.

After two seconds of silence, Lu Jinsen put one hand under his hip, took out the terminal with the other hand, and was about to contact Xie Zhitang's psychiatrist to ask him how to take care of Xie Zhitang, when Xie Zhitang spoke softly.

"I want you."

Lu Jinsen didn't speak, stood there for a while, turned off the terminal with one hand, then walked into the room with Xie Zhitang in his arms.

Lu Jinsen's room is well lit, and the decoration is still as cold as before, making it look empty and cold.

But Xie Zhitang relaxed a lot as soon as he entered the room.

He could smell Lu Jinsen's pheromone in the room.

The rest of Lu Jinsen's home isn't entirely devoid of his pheromone scent.But the apartment is not small, and the ventilation is good. Even if there is some Lu Jinsen's pheromone, it will fade to inaudible after a while.

But Lu Jinsen's room was different.

This is completely private and only belongs to Lu Jinsen's territory.

So here, even if Lu Jinsen doesn't like to release his pheromone smell, he won't let it out like he did outside.

Lu Jinsen carried Xie Zhitang to the bed, lifted the quilt halfway, and put Xie Zhitang down again.

But Xie Zhitang refused to let go of the hand holding Lu Jinsen's neck, so Lu Jinsen had to reach out and pull his pillow into Xie Zhitang's arms, coaxing: "Tangtang, let go, hold this."

Lu Jinsen was almost talking with Xie Zhitang's face. Lu Jinsen could see the tears in Xie Zhitang's eyes clearly, and Xie Zhitang could also feel the air brought by Lu Jinsen's words.

Xie Zhitang looked at Lu Jinsen's eyebrows without blinking, looked at his fine eyelashes and blue irises, I don't know how long it took, Xie Zhitang suddenly lowered his eyes, slowly let go of his hands, turned over and hugged the pillow, sandwiched between his legs .

Lu Jinsen covered him with the quilt, only his hairy head was exposed.

He couldn't see Lu Jinsen from this angle, so Xie Zhitang turned around and looked at Lu Jinsen from under his messy hair.

Lu Jinsen's room, Lu Jinsen's bed, Xie Zhitang wrapped in Lu Jinsen's blanket, this concept emerged in the hearts of the two of them.

Lu Jinsen also looked down at Xie Zhitang, put all the broken hair on his face behind his ears, then raised his hand to cover Xie Zhitang's eyes and said, "If you don't want to have lunch, just sleep for a while."

Xie Zhitang nodded in the palm of Lu Jinsen's hand, but as if worried that Lu Jinsen would sneak away, he quietly pulled Lu Jinsen's other hand into the bed and pulled it, not moving.

Lu Jinsen could feel Xie Zhitang's eyelashes flicking slightly in the palm of his hand, the range became smaller and smaller, and then disappeared.

Xie Zhitang lay quietly on the bed, obedient and pitiful.

Like being cursed by a witch, Sleeping Beauty, whose fingers were pierced by a spinning wheel into a coma, is waiting for the arrival of the prince, and only needs a kiss of true love to break the curse and wake up again.

But Xie Zhitang is not Sleeping Beauty, Lu Jinsen is not a prince, and bipolar disorder is not a witch's curse that cannot be lifted with a kiss of true love.

Lu Jinsen's two hands had different functions. Although Xie Zhitang didn't move, Lu Jinsen suspected that Xie Zhitang was not asleep, so he didn't dare to move his hands away. He could only wait patiently and cast his gaze out of the window.

Today's weather is not good, but Lu Jinsen's house has a good view, he can see the sky with some shades and some shades of sunshine, and see the bright or dark urban areas.

Lu Jinsen looked at the sky and thought, he shouldn't be dazed by Xie Zhitang's tears, so he carried Xie Zhitang into the house.

Xie Zhitang is too good at thinking about people's bottom line, pretending to be good and selling miserably, making his bottom line drop again and again.

But Xie Zhitang tilted his head again and rubbed against Lu Jinsen's palm, Lu Jinsen thought again, forget it.

He is not a doctor, so he is helpless against Xie Zhitang's illness.

But he knew that Xie Zhitang was suffering, so he could make Xie Zhitang feel better, let Xie Zhitang feel better.

Lu Jinsen sat for a long time, there was really nothing to do, and he was already thinking about establishing an overseas branch, so the nanny and nurse gently greeted Lu Jinsen outside the door.

After thinking for a while, Lu Jinsen withdrew his hand, got up and went outside the door, bowed his head and said softly to them: "Tangtang is sleeping, you should pay more attention to when he wakes up. When he wakes up, ask him if he has eaten."

The nanny nodded repeatedly, and Lu Jinsen walked out the door to let the nanny take care of Xie Zhitang.

As soon as Lu Jinsen entered the kitchen, he heard a few message prompts. He took out the terminal and saw that it was a message from Li Zhe.

Judging from the prompt, it is quite long, hundreds of words, like a small composition.

Lu Jinsen poured himself a glass of water, opened the terminal and began to browse.

The author has something to say: The comments haven't been so active for a long time.

Then I... ask for a nutrient solution?

It's almost the end of the month, so don't throw away the leftover nutrient solution, and don't give it to children to play with. Instead, replace it with a stainless steel washbasin?

.感谢在2020-07-2122:09:17~2020-07-2223:39:49期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: wait for an update every day;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 30 bottles of Lilian; 1 bottle of Y.D;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!