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Li Zhe didn't seem to be aware of the pressure, he took the terminal and entered his account number to send a message, then he saved the account number in his name, wrote the assistant to the president of Lu Group as a note, and then handed the terminal back.

Xie Zhitang pulled the terminal in and looked down, the window immediately stretched out, and the driver started the car and drove out of the parking lot.

Li Zhe blinked as he looked at the receding rear of the car, the smile on his face gradually disappeared, and he turned back to the Lu's Building.

Lu Jinsen didn't like sweets, so Li Zhe picked out pastries that didn't taste too sweet for him. He also specially made a cup of coffee in the tea room and brought it to Lu Jinsen.

He has been Lu Jinsen's assistant for several years and knows Lu Jinsen's habits like the back of his hand.

If Lu Jinsen was only given some snacks, Lu Jinsen usually wouldn't eat them.But if a cup of coffee is brought in by the way, Lu Jinsen will have a little coffee with it.

Lu Jinsen was on vacation yesterday, even if Li Zhe shared his work, it is inevitable that some more will be shared until today.

Lu Jinsen only raised his head when Li Zhe knocked on the door and saw that Li Zhe came in with something, he knew that it was Li Zhe who brought him some snacks. He nodded and let Li Zhe put it on the table, and continued to work hard.

Li Zhe put down his things and wanted to leave quietly, when Lu Jinsen asked without raising his head, "You and Xie Zhitang don't seem to be having a good time?"

In fact, Lu Jinsen was just cheating him.

Lu Jinsen has known Li Zhe's ability for so many years. There are all kinds of old foxes in the mall, and Li Zhe won't be able to handle even Xie Zhitang.

Li Zhe paused, then stood back at Lu Jinsen's desk, looked down at the freshly brewed coffee, and said after a moment of silence: "I think you should find someone who can take care of you, not someone who needs your care. "

"What mess?" Lu Jinsen didn't expect Li Zhe to give him such an answer, put down his pen and rubbed his temples and emphasized: "It's my job to take care of him, I signed the contract."

Li Zhe said: "It's different, you should find someone who can take good care of you."

Another care.

Lu Jinsen couldn't help but think of Xie Zhitang's meticulous care last night, and immediately turned dark.

Lu Jinsen looked up at Li Zhe with his temples propped up and said, "I'm an adult alpha, and I don't need anyone to take care of me."

Li Zhe refused to speak.

Lu Jinsen frowned and looked at Li Zhe for a while, but Li Zhe had nothing to do with him if he didn't speak, so he waved him out.

It took Li Zhe two seconds to turn around, and he heard Lu Jinsen's voice behind him: "He is sick, if he offends you, let him go."

Li Zhe didn't respond until he raised his hand to touch the doorknob: "I see."

After Li Zhe went out, Lu Jinsen took out a box of cigarettes from the drawer, was about to knock out a cigarette, and put it back. He dug out a box of cigars from the drawer, and took out a small ashtray.

This cigar is a traditional cigar. Lu Jinsen used a double-edged cigar cutter to cut off about a quarter of the top of the cigar, and then knocked it on the ashtray, intending to knock the ash on the surface of the cigar. The fire lights the cigar.

Lu Jinsen has no addiction to cigarettes, but occasionally he would have a cigarette when he was thinking about something, and use nicotine to help him think.

Lu Jinsen just felt a little strange.

Obviously they got along quite well when they met at afternoon tea, why did they meet so quickly this time.

Unable to understand this, Lu Jinsen thought about why Li Zhe felt that he was an alpha who needed someone to take care of him, but of course he couldn't figure it out.

What Lu Jinsen couldn't figure out, Xie Zhitang thought through.

Xie Zhitang leaned on the seat and hugged the five-inch cake on his lap, and replayed what Li Zhe said in the cake shop in his mind.

Li Zhe said that Lu Jinsen rejected his desire to repay, "I don't need you to give me back for helping you. Maybe you think I spent a lot of money for you, but that money is just a drop in the bucket to me, not worth mentioning." .”

Xie Zhitang knew very well that Li Zhe was not talking about Li Zhe himself, but Xie Zhitang through himself.

Li Zhe wanted Xie Zhitang to know: Xie Zhitang felt that Lu Jinsen was kind to him, but in Lu Jinsen's eyes this was a small matter.

Li Zhe said that as long as there are outstanding talents in a certain point, Lu Jinsen will not hesitate to subsidize them.

In fact, he was telling Xie Zhitang that Lu Jinsen chose to help you because you are such a "talent" in Lu Jinsen's eyes.

Like other talents that Lu Jinsen has helped, there is nothing special.

Among these talents, only Li Zhe spent more than ten years standing behind Lu Jinsen.

Li Zhe looked at Xie Zhitang as if saying, you are no exception.

Xie Zhitang actually didn't hate Li Zhe, most of his aggressive provocations at the beginning were just to test Li Zhe.But Xie Zhitang was a little curious about Li Zhe's thoughts, and such a spirit of dedication made him feel novel.

If Xie Zhitang gave up his thoughts on Lu Jinsen after hearing this, that would be exactly what Li Zhe wanted.

If Xie Zhitang hadn't given up, it would be easy to fall into Li Zhe's trap and compare with Li Zhe the effort he could put in for Lu Jinsen.

The ultimate beneficiary is Lu Jinsen.

Xie Zhitang leaned his head on the armchair, and stared out of the window in a daze.

Xie Zhitang knew very well that Li Zhe and him did not have a competitive relationship, so it didn't matter that Li Zhe liked Lu Jinsen.

But Xie Zhitang is not such a dedicated personality, he likes Lu Jinsen, and he wants to get it.

Li Zhe wants the sun to last forever in the sky, but he wants to pull the sun down, he wants the sun to fall into his arms, even if the price is death.

Xie Zhitang stared at the shadows of trees passing by outside the window, and when the car drove onto the overpass, he suddenly lowered the window and threw the small terminal in his hand into the sea.

The nanny who was sitting with Xie Zhitang in the back seat was taken aback, and quickly leaned on Xie Zhitang, pressed the cake box on Xie Zhitang's lap and asked Xie Zhitang in panic: "Tangtang, what did you throw out?"

The nurse on the co-pilot also immediately turned down and stared at Xie Zhitang. The driver didn't move, but immediately raised his hand and locked the car door.

Compared to the nervousness of other people in the car, Xie Zhitang leaned on his back very relaxedly, and said softly: "I'm sorry to scare you, I just threw the terminal into the sea."

No one in the car spoke, even the sound of breathing was inaudible, Xie Zhitang closed his eyes and said calmly: "Please contact a psychiatrist for me."

After a few seconds, the nurse responded immediately: "Okay, I'll contact you now." Then he asked Xie Zhitang: "Tangtang, how do you feel now? Do you need hot water?"

Xie Zhitang closed his eyes and shook his head, without speaking.

The car became quiet again, but no one was really calm, and they almost sent Xie Zhitang home with fear.

Xie Zhitang did not hide in the room again, and almost restrained himself from sitting on the sofa. The nanny brought a blanket for Xie Zhitang and poured a cup of hot water, while the nurse accompanied him and sat on the sofa waiting for the psychiatrist to arrive.

Xie Zhitang sighed, and asked the nanny to help him buy a terminal, and waited for Changyun's arrival.

He knew it was wrong to throw objects from high altitudes, it was wrong to throw things out of car windows, and it was wrong to do such dangerous things in the car.But he just couldn't restrain himself, he just wanted to, couldn't help but do it.

Xie Zhitang closed his eyes and covered his head with a blanket, waiting for the psychiatrist to arrive.

Because of the early contact, the psychiatrist arrived quickly, within ten minutes.Xie Zhitang pulled off the blanket, stared at the psychiatrist with clear eyes, took the blanket and went to the balcony with her.

This is not the first time Xie Zhitang lost control.

The degree of loss of control varies, but this time it is considered a small one.

Losing control is just a generalization, emotions suddenly took control of Xie Zhitang's brain.Just like those people in the story of cultivating immortals who went mad and committed suicide or killed people, Xie Zhitang had a cloudy emotion stuck in his heart, hanging in his heart.

Either vent inward, or vent outward.

When he went to the beach with Lu Jinsen, Xie Zhitang chose to self-harm and restrain himself.But this time, Xie Zhitang vented out by throwing the terminal.

Xie Zhitang has always been aware of his problem, and he also knows that he should not hide his illness from the doctor, but he doesn't want to talk about it, he just doesn't want to talk about it.

But when Xie Zhitang thought of Lu Jinsen, he suddenly became worried.

He didn't want to lose control anymore, he didn't want to hurt Lu Jinsen, he didn't want to cast a shadow on Lu Jinsen, and he didn't want Lu Jinsen to be afraid of him.

Xie Zhitang closed his eyes, opened them slowly, took in the gentle and calm face of the psychiatrist, and started from the beginning with a slight sigh.

Lu Jinsen finished all the work 2 minutes before leaving get off work today. He took the terminal coat and wanted to leave. Li Zhe knocked on the door with a document in his arms.

Lu Jinsen put on his coat and stood at the desk, looking at Li Zhe who was holding the documents.

Before Lu Jinsen could speak, Li Zhe immediately looked up at the mechanical clock on the wall. It was time to get off work.

Leaving at the right time is a habit that Lu Jinsen has developed recently to accompany Xie Zhitang. Seeing Lu Jinsen frowning slightly, Li Zhe immediately said sweetly: "Boss, go home, and leave the rest to me."

Only then did Lu Jinsen frowned, walked towards the elevator, waved to Li Zhe, and said, "Don't worry, let's get off work together, put the documents on my desk, and I'll come back in the afternoon to do it in time."

Li Zhe looked at the document and then at Lu Jinsen, and followed Lu Jinsen obediently.

Lu Jinsen sat in the back seat and buckled up his seat belt when he heard the driver lock the door with a click.

The driver never had this habit. Lu Jinsen frowned and looked at Li Zhe. Li Zhe pretended to be casual and asked, "Hey, why did you lock the door suddenly today? It surprised me."

The driver also turned pale, turned around and first told Lu Jinsen about sending Xie Zhitang this morning, and said to Lu Jinsen with a bitter face: "Mr. Lu, Master Xie really scared me. At first I thought he was just throwing something, but then I think he's going to jump off the car soon."

Lu Jinsen frowned, and briefly comforted the driver, then knocked on the handrail and stopped talking.

Li Zhe glanced at Lu Jinsen from the rearview mirror, but said nothing.

Lu Jinsen waited until he entered the house, still frowning. Seeing Xie Zhitang lying on the sofa wrapped in a blanket, with his head buried in the blanket, he was even more distressed.

Sleeping like this is prone to lack of oxygen. Lu Jinsen walked in and gently pulled the blanket off Xie Zhitang's head, only to find that Xie Zhitang was not asleep.

Xie Zhitang leaned on the sofa, his eyes were empty and his face was full of tears.

Lu Jinsen froze for a moment, took a few pieces of paper from the coffee table, pressed it on Xie Zhitang's face, wiped his eyes, and asked him, "Why is Tangtang crying?"