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Lu Jinsen immediately asked, "When was the last time I saw Xie Zhitang?"

The nanny said nervously: "When the chef came, Tangtang was still drawing. Tangtang doesn't like being disturbed by others while drawing..."

Lu Jinsen turned on the monitor on the terminal's porch, adjusted to the chef's entrance, and fast-forwarded at sixteen times the speed.

However, the monitoring has not shown that anyone has entered or exited.

Xie Zhitang was still inside the house.

Lu Jinsen turned off the surveillance camera and frowned, thinking, Xie Zhitang is still in the house, where is he hiding?

After all, Lu Jinsen was still worried about the observation skills of the nanny and the nurse, so he went to the studio by himself.

There are several plaster statues in Xie Zhitang's studio, some standing and others lying down. Xie Zhitang draped brightly colored cloth on the plaster statues, half-covering the important parts.

The studio is well lit, the table by the wall is used for painting Chinese paintings, and the oil paints are all placed on the balcony.

Lu Jinsen only took a glance, and wanted to leave without seeing Xie Zhitang's figure, but his eyes were attracted by the big box placed in the corner.

Such a large box was delivered by the delivery staff of the supermarket last time.

Xie Zhitang liked it, so he stayed.

Lu Jinsen suddenly had an idea, walked into the studio lightly and moved the box, there was something inside.

Normal people would not look for someone in a box, but Lu Jinsen had seen Xie Zhitang get into the box with his own eyes, so he opened the box tentatively.

Lu Jinsen thought while dismantling: what happened today?April Fool's Day?So everyone is so weird?

As expected, Xie Zhitang was in the box, curled up and fell asleep, wearing the nightgown from the morning, and the cardboard box was filled with the faint smell of Lu Jinsen's pheromone.

Lu Jinsen was silent for a while, wondering if he should wake him up.

Xie Zhitang slept deeply, his expression was soothing, his breathing was steady, only his chest rose and fell slightly.

Lu Jinsen knew that Xie Zhitang had a sleep disorder and relied on medicine to fall asleep every night. It should be difficult for him to have such a good sleep.

While Lu Jinsen was still hesitating, the nanny immediately pushed open the door curtain and walked in, bluffing, "Mr. Lu! Find Tangtang..."

Xie Zhitang was awakened immediately and almost jumped out of the box in fright. If Xie Zhitang was a cat, all the cats on his body would have exploded by now.

Seeing Xie Zhitang suddenly sitting up from the cardboard box, the nanny looked over in horror, and knew that she had woken Xie Zhitang up in fright, so she immediately covered her mouth and whispered, "I'm sorry Tangtang, why are you here? Did I scare you?" it's your turn?"

Xie Zhitang sorted out his emotions, and his heartbeat slowly calmed down. He took a deep breath and said to the nanny, "Let me stay by myself for a while?"

The nanny nodded, and immediately turned to look for the nurse, wanting to tell her that Mr. Lu had found Tangtang.

Xie Zhitang told the nanny that he wanted to be alone, Lu Jinsen stood up from the box, and before he could move forward, Xie Zhitang turned around and looked up to him pitifully, "She scared me. "

Lu Jinsen reached out and rubbed the back of his head, and said, "Then get up, don't sleep, get up and have lunch."

Xie Zhitang nodded, sat in the box for a while before getting up, and followed Lu Jinsen out of the studio step by step.

While washing his hands, Lu Jinsen thought, why is the nanny hired by Xie's family so poor?

Xie Zhitang's nanny and nurse had always avoided him, and he didn't take the initiative to get in touch with them, so he didn't know them well.

But when the two of them looked at Xie Zhitang, they could look down on Xie Zhitang, and Lu Jinsen didn't think this was the professionalism that should be in caring for patients.

Xie's family is not short of money, and naturally they are not short of contacts, so finding a few skilled and dedicated nannies for Xie Zhitang is nothing at all.

Xie Zhitang squeezed a ball of foam beside him and rubbed it, and Lu Jinsen asked, "Why didn't your parents find you an experienced nanny?"

Xie Zhitang seemed to know what he wanted to ask, and said with a smile: "Because when my mother recruited them, I refused to talk. My mother thinks that recruiting young omega to accompany me can make me more cheerful, and it can be done without too much generation gap." There are more topics."

Xie Zhitang thought for a while and continued: "You want me to see what a normal omega looks like, right? I hope I can learn from them."

Lu Jinsen looked down at Xie Zhitang and understood.

It wasn't that Xie's family wanted to recruit such young and inexperienced nanny and care workers, it was Xie Zhitang who wanted to recruit such nanny and care workers who would not pose any threat to him.

Like a therapist.

Xie Zhitang's psychiatrists in the first few years were all top doctors, but Xie Zhitang changed frequently.

And Chang Yun is just an ordinary young psychologist, neither in terms of professionalism nor experience can compare with the professors Xie Zhitang first saw.But she is Xie Zhitang's longest psychiatrist.

The reason why Xie Zhitang chose her was not because she was good, but precisely because she was not good.

Lu Jinsen didn't say anything. After finishing his meal quietly, he sat in the living room and made tea.

It was the chrysanthemum wolfberry tea brought by Xie Zhitang. Lu Jinsen brewed a cup for himself and Xie Zhitang.

Xie Zhitang ate a lot for lunch, and drank another

With a warm cup of tea, he leaned on the sofa and rubbed his stomach repeatedly.

Xie Zhitang's psychiatrist did not contact Lu Jinsen, and Lu Jinsen was not sure if Xie Zhitang's sleep in the cardboard box was because of his conversation with the psychiatrist in the morning.

Xie Zhitang didn't like psychiatrists, so Lu Jinsen could tell.He didn't know the content of the conversation between the psychiatrist and Xie Zhitang, and he didn't know how Xie Zhitang was feeling now.

Compared to these, the fact that Xie Zhitang might meet outsiders in his pheromone-flavored nightdress is not too important.

Lu Jinsen accompanied Xie Zhitang to drink the tea slowly, but still asked him: "Why did you get into the box?"

Xie Zhitang leaned on the sofa and tilted his head lazily, blinked and said slowly: "I want to go in... a smaller place."

When Xie Zhitang shrank into the box, he was wearing a nightdress with Lu Jinsen's pheromone smell, and felt that the box was full of Lu Jinsen's smell, like a small world.

Although Lu Jinsen's pheromone has strong side effects, Xie Zhitang has been taking medicine all year round, so those side effects have no effect on Xie Zhitang, only some calming and relaxing effects.

In addition, Lu Jinsen's pheromone is not as aggressive as other alphas, it is very gentle.

Xie Zhitang originally wanted to stay in the box for a while, but smelled Lu Jinsen's pheromone and fell asleep unknowingly.

Lu Jinsen actually couldn't understand why Xie Zhitang wanted to hide in the box. He guessed that it was probably to escape reality, and maybe there was something else, but he couldn't think of it.

So he just said: "Be careful. Sleeping in a cardboard box like today is prone to lack of oxygen."

Xie Zhitang closed his eyes and nodded, looking perfunctory, wondering if he listened.

Lu Jinsen is not angry, he is thinking... Xie Zhitang.

Xie Zhitang has been living in the apartment for almost a month, and the situation has not improved.

Even if Mother Xie hoped that Tangtang would continue to receive treatment because of her desire to survive because of her ao connection and her dependence on Alpha, the situation was not as ideal as imagined.

Xie's mother said that he was the best choice, but he knew that the compatibility between him and Xie Zhitang had only just broken through 90.00%, and Xie Zhitang must have an alpha who was more compatible than him.

It's one thing for the Xie family to choose him, but it's another for Xie Zhitang not to be connected because of ao, or to have a desire to survive because of his dependence on him.

Maybe it's because the degree of compatibility is not high enough, Lu Jinsen thought.

As far as Lu Jinsen himself is concerned, he knows more than ten high-quality omegas with a matching degree of 95 or higher.Calculated according to this data, there must be only a lot more alphas who have a high degree of compatibility with Xie Zhitang.

Maybe he should suggest Xie's family to stop the loss in time, and find a high-fit alpha for Xie Zhitang again.

And for Xie Zhitang's sake, he can be the party who breached the contract and give up all the remuneration.

Lu Jinsen's rationality told him that this was the right way.He loved Xie Zhitang very much, and couldn't bear to watch him suffer from illness and finally die, so he wanted to find a new way out for him.

Although Xie's family swears that he is Xie Zhitang's best solution, but whether he is the best solution or not, you have to try it to know.

And everything in the past month has proved that he is not.

Lu Jinsen looked at Xie Zhitang.

Xie Zhitang leaned on the sofa and raised his legs up.He was wearing thick socks but no long johns, so he lay down with his calves exposed, his eyes raised and his head raised, relaxed and casual.

Lu Jinsen could see Xie Zhitang's trust.

Xie Zhitang is sensitive and suspicious by nature, so these trusts are hard to come by.

When Lu Jinsen went to Xie Zhitang's room for the first time to give him a temporary mark, he saw Xie Zhitang's slender and sharp pencil sharpener in the open pencil case on the bedside table.

It was the knife he used to open the snack box in front of Lu Jinsen.

Xie Zhitang put the sketchbook on the table, but put the pencil case on the bedside table, and opened it with such a big stab, not careful to be discovered by him.Or, Xie Zhitang just hoped that he would find out.

It is defense and threat.

It wasn't until Lu Jinsen took out the inhibitor that Xie Zhitang's expression changed.

Sure enough, when Lu Jinsen came for the second time, Xie Zhitang did not put the pencil case on the bedside table.

Xie Zhitang's trust in Lu Jinsen can be said to be earned by Lu Jinsen bit by bit.

If it were someone else, another alpha, would he be able to do what Lu Jinsen did?

Lu Jinsen is not narcissistic, and he never feels that he is irreplaceable, but he deeply doubts this.

Can other alphas gain Xie Zhitang's trust?

Or, can Xie Zhitang's desire to survive be aroused only by the high degree of compatibility?

Lu Jinsen frowned in thought.

Xie Zhitang seemed to be walking a tightrope on a cliff. Maybe Lu Jinsen couldn't be his parachute very well, but he couldn't trust Xie Zhitang to others.

Even if it means returning Xie Zhitang to his parents.

Lu Jinsen knew that Xie Zhitang was very smart, such a smart and self-destructive patient was very dangerous.

Xie Zhitang can largely influence Xie's father and mother's judgment.They dote on Xie Zhitang and feel guilty, so they are easy to control.

They trusted Xie Zhitang too much.

Xie Zhitang has shown super high IQ and independent expression since he was a child, so his parents have become accustomed to Xie Zhitang making decisions for himself.

But they ignored the important element that Xie Zhitang was already sick.The patient's words cannot be counted. They don't understand such a simple truth.

As long as Xie Zhitang shows resistance to the experienced nurses, and then shows closeness to the young nurses, Xie's mother will be self-righteous and think that using young nurses will help Xie Zhitang's condition improve.

Lu Jinsen refused to domesticate Xie Zhitang, but he had indeed begun to think about Xie Zhitang. These are two completely different concepts.

Lu Jinsen didn't want to protect Xie Zhitang because Xie Zhitang was his property. Lu Jinsen planned for Xie Zhitang's future just because Xie Zhitang was Xie Zhitang.

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-06-2623:12:20~2020-06-2913:15:16期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: Clay1;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 1 Qizhu;

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 20 bottles of Clay; 6 bottles of memory; 5 bottles of GPIO, Zhongji; really difficult 1 bottle;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!