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Xie Zhitang lay on the bed for a long time, not only did not fall asleep, but his nerves were tense all the time.

His body and soul seem to have reached an ingenious balance, like the heavy snow in winter can cover up all the dirt and pretend to be holy, and Xie Zhitang also wants to use this false calm to pretend nothing happened.

But Rose didn't care about Xie Zhitang's thoughts, she scented the fragrance unscrupulously, and slowly filled the room.

Although this fragrance is light, it constantly impacts Xie Zhitang's fragile balance, like a hundred elephants dancing on Xie Zhitang's nerves.

The scale tilted slowly, Xie Zhitang first bent his index finger, as if breaking some seal, and rolled off the bed from the side of the quilt.

Fortunately, there is a carpet on the floor, and the bed is not high, even if you fall off the bed, it doesn't hurt.Xie Zhitang slowly adjusted his breathing, got up from the ground, and almost floated into the bathroom with his eyes closed.

Xie Zhitang turned on the waterproof function of the bathtub, stripped himself off, walked into the bathtub slowly, and lay down in the water.The bathtub has a constant temperature, so you don't have to worry about catching cold.Xie Zhitang stretched his body comfortably and gradually relaxed.

Xie Zhitang closed his eyes and sang softly: "Dora Bella is that phoenix."

"Feidi Liji is the phoenix."

"Neither of them, there has never been any Phoenix, and there will never be any."

Although Xie Zhitang's singing voice was soft, it was accurate.

He learned three different tones very delicately, and the articulation, severity, ups and downs, and pauses are almost exactly the same as the opera singers tonight.

Xie Zhitang splashed water on his face, combed all the half-length hair behind his head with wet fingers, then stood up from the bathtub, and walked out without drying the water droplets that rolled down his body.

The lights in the room were not turned on, but the moonlight shined through the window like a flower on the desk, and the glowing light covered Rose.

Xie Zhitang reached out and wiped the rose petals, and the water droplets on his arm immediately rolled down and dripped on the petals.

This rose was supposed to be bright red, but when there was no light around it, it appeared dark, like the color of dried blood.

This is what Lu Jinsen put here.

This thought made Xie Zhitang restrain the desire to knock over the wine glass, Xie Zhitang picked up the rose and took a deep sniff, the rose scent came to his nostrils, but Xie Zhitang threw the rose back into the wine glass as if disappointed.

There is no taste of Lu Jinsen.

Xie Zhitang frowned, took two steps back, opened his arms and threw himself onto the bed hard.The quilt immediately soaked up the water droplets on Xie Zhitang's body, leaving mottled marks wet.

He's really calmed down now.

The medicine failed again.

Xie Zhitang started taking medicine at the age of 14, and it has been seven years since then.

At first he was full of hope, thinking that the drug treatment would bring him a peaceful life.But before he felt calm, the side effects of the medicine made him toss to death.

Chest tightness, palpitations, headache, nausea, and unspeakable discomfort all over.

It seems to pull the pain of the soul into the body to share the pressure of the soul.

Xie Zhitang also couldn't tell which one would make him feel better, but later his body got used to the properties of the medicine, and the side effects gradually subsided, so he didn't care.

Xie Zhitang was still actively working hard at that time.

Even when Xie Zhitang's illness was leaked and the internal situation of Xie's family became dark, he only turned passive into active, launching many charity activities with the theme of bipolar disorder, and even jointly launched a special public welfare fund for mentally ill patients with the Red Cross, Haitang Public Welfare fund.

But the treatment time is too long.Like a devil in a bottle, the long wait made the devil full of malice, and the long drug treatment also made Xie Zhitang tired.

Especially when he found that the drug treatment was not working.

Xie Zhitang didn't know if it was meaningful for him to persist like this, but he repeated it every day, embarrassed and painful.

The next day Lu Jinsen got up half an hour early to go for a run in the gym. His hair was wet with sweat and his white T-shirt was soaked.

Lu Jinsen turned on the ventilation function of the gym as usual, and after opening the door, he unexpectedly found Xie Zhitang leaning against the door.

Xie Zhitang wore a white cotton nightdress, folded his arms and asked Lu Jinsen with a cold face: "Have you framed my painting? Why didn't you use it to stamp me?"

Lu Jinsen first took a few serious glances at Xie Zhitang. Although Xie Zhitang had a cold face, his angry appearance seemed lively.

Lu Jinsen didn't tease him, he took a step outside and closed the door of the gym, and said with a smile, "It's framed, and it's stored in the study. It's time to stamp it, little painter."

Only then was Xie Zhitang satisfied, his expression softened, and he raised his face and said proudly: "You gave your mother so many paintings, most of them are not as good as mine."

Lu Jinsen then said politely: "I will send you a painting later."

Xie Zhitang nodded, and said: "What do you want, tell me, and I will draw it for you."

Lu Jinsen felt that Xie Zhitang's serious appearance was cute, so he asked him, "Did you draw it for me?"

Xie Zhitang looked at Lu Jinsen in confusion, and Lu Jinsen continued, "Since it is a painting for my mother, it should be considered as a painting for him."

Xie Zhitang opened his mouth and said, "Exaggerated words."

Lu Jinsen chuckled twice and said, "The cake is in the refrigerator, remember to eat it."

Xie Zhitang nodded, and Lu Jinsen said, "Your psychiatrist will come later."

Xie Zhitang frowned slightly, his bored expression flashed past, took a deep breath before nodding again.

Lu Jinsen patted Xie Zhitang's hair, and said in a comforting tone: "The snacks I bought last night are still piled up in the entrance, have you seen that?"

Xie Zhitang almost forgot that he bought snacks yesterday, and looked at Lu Jinsen and shook his head.

Lu Jinsen put his hand on Xie Zhitang's shoulder and said, "Go and unpack your snacks."

Xie Zhitang didn't move, still looked up at Lu Jinsen and asked him, "Can I give you a hug today?"

Lu Jinsen had no choice but to open his arms and let Xie Zhitang rush into his arms, holding him tightly.

Lu Jinsen was still not used to being hugged so intimately by Xie Zhitang, after hugging for a while he said, "Okay. I'm going to go out now."

Xie Zhitang's pheromone smell has always been weak, but now it is overwhelmed by Lu Jinsen's pheromone smell, and he can hardly smell it.

Xie Zhitang wore Lu Jinsen's pheromone scent and slowly let go of the hand that was around Lu Jinsen's waist. Sweat penetrated Lu Jinsen's drenched T-shirt and stained Xie Zhitang's nightdress, especially the chest area, which was wet .

Lu Jinsen glanced down at Xie Zhitang's chest and said, "I'll change my clothes later."

Xie Zhitang answered vaguely, turned around and walked towards the room without hesitation.

Lu Jinsen ran for an extra half an hour today, and he was so refreshed that he finished all the work in the morning, and he was still in the mood to stand in front of the window and relax and smoke a cigarette.

Lu Jinsen has no addiction to cigarettes, and his attitude towards smoking is like a spice in life, and he only smokes one when he is free.

Lu Jinsen had only smoked half of a cigarette when Li Zhe knocked on the door and came in, presenting the drafted contract to Lu Jinsen for review.

With a cigarette in his mouth, Lu Jinsen flipped through the contracts, and only looked at a few of the more important contracts, which were the lowest price that Lu Jinsen could negotiate.

Li Zhe looked at Lu Jinsen with his hands behind his back, his head held high, as if he was asking for credit.

Lu Jinsen extinguished his cigarette on the ashtray fixed on the window, boasting: "Good job."

Li Zhe smiled and was about to leave when Lu Jinsen stopped him again.

"You can hold the new product launch event at the end of this month." Lu Jinsen thought for a while and said, "I'll give you a promotion next month."

Li Zhe was taken aback when he heard the words, and asked, "You quit?"

"Huh?" Lu Jinsen frowned and said, "Where did you come to the conclusion?"

Li Zhe asked again: "Are you terminally ill?"

Lu Jinsen still frowned and looked at Li Zhe.

Li Zhe: "Oh—I think I'm old."

Lu Jinsen threw the contract into Li Zhe's arms and asked him, "The salary of the vice president is twice as high as yours now. What's not satisfactory?"

Holding the contract, Li Zhe asked Lu Jinsen: "After I leave, will you hire an assistant or a secretary?"

"You are promoted, not resigned. What kind of assistant should I recruit?" Lu Jinsen turned back to his desk and put away all the contract reports on the desk.

Li Zhe followed Lu Jinsen step by step to the desk, and said in a drawn-out voice, "Secretary—"

Li Zhe's tone was so weird that Lu Jinsen couldn't help but raised his head and laughed and scolded, "You're still here with me when you get promoted? Are you serious?"

Li Zhe slapped the contract on the table, and asked aggressively, "Isn't what I do the vice president's job?"

Lu Jinsen wondered: "What's going on? Are you not happy about rectifying your name?"

Li Zhe glared at Lu Jinsen and stopped talking.

After Lu Jinsen packed up his things, took his terminal and was about to leave, Li Zhe asked bitterly, "Why aren't you married yet?"

Lu Jinsen stuffed the terminal into his pocket, put on his coat and casually replied, "Are you in a daze? Who am I going to marry?"

"With anyone." Li Zhe helped Lu Jinsen press the elevator, followed behind him and said, "Hurry up to get married, hurry up to have a baby, I want to be a godfather."

Lu Jinsen looked back frequently along the way in a strange way, and asked Li Zhe when he got in the car: "Are you... sick today? Have you had a physical examination this year?"

Li Zhe leaned on the co-pilot, thought a lot, and finally just said in a low voice: "I can rest assured that I will be promoted when you get married."

Lu Jinsen was even more surprised, and asked him: "Aren't you a beta? Where did so much maternal love come from? You don't want to be a vice president. You want to be the president?"

Li Zhe was silent again, so Lu Jinsen had no choice but to follow suit and entered the elevator in a daze.

When he got out of the elevator, he didn't see Xie Zhitang, Lu Jinsen suddenly felt that something was wrong, but he walked in without thinking, and bumped into Xie Zhitang's nanny and nurse in the living room, Lu Jinsen loosened his tie and asked them to remind Xie Zhitang that it was time to eat, He went into the bedroom and changed into a suit.

When Lu Jinsen changed into casual home clothes and came out of the bedroom, the nanny and nurse were anxiously looking for Xie Zhitang.

Seeing Lu Jinsen coming out of the bedroom, the nanny stepped forward anxiously and said, "Mr. Lu! Tangtang seems to have disappeared!"

Lu Jinsen was taken aback for a moment, and asked, "What do you mean it seems to have disappeared?"

The nurse was about to cry too, and said, "He was still there just now, but why did he disappear in a blink of an eye. I've checked every room, but he's not there, where can Tangtang go!"

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-06-2318:23:43~2020-06-2623:12:20期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 7 bamboos; 1 rice dumpling;

Thanks to the little angels of irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Qingwu, Xia Tian does not go out; 5 bottles of Wujun; 3 bottles of Michaelis; 2 bottles of ADELINEYOUNG;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!