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When Lu Jinsen saw Xie Zhitang running towards the opposite side of the road, he was shocked.

The traffic safety problem is still extremely high, and even kindergarten children should know not to cross the road at will.Xie Zhitang rushed up without even looking at the road, which was extremely dangerous.

Lu Jinsen frowned fiercely, but he didn't drive after him.

He didn't know why Xie Zhitang ran, but there was heavy traffic on the road, and Lu Jinsen didn't dare to drive after him, so he parked the car in front of the opera house and got out of the car by himself.

Xie Zhitang seemed to know Lu Jinsen's movements very well. As soon as Lu Jinsen got out of the car, Xie Zhitang immediately turned around and shook his hand at him.Then he stretched out his hand and put it under his jaw, pointed at himself with the other finger, and then pointed forward.

Lu Jinsen stood in front of the car, watching Xie Zhitang run forward without looking back after finishing this series of actions.

Lu Jinsen had never learned sign language, but Xie Zhitang's gestures were simple. He could probably guess that Xie Zhitang meant to tell him not to chase him. Xie Zhitang should go ahead and wait for Xie Zhitang for a while.

Lu Jinsen suspected that Xie Zhitang's condition was unstable, and he didn't want to provoke him, fearing that he would be distracted by avoiding himself and get into a car accident, so he stood in front of the car as Xie Zhitang said, and watched Xie Zhitang stride forward.

Cars came and went on the road, but Xie Zhitang had no intention of hiding and rushed forward.Many cars were frightened by Xie Zhitang to the brakes, Xie Zhitang didn't stop until he plunged into the bright red.

When Xie Zhitang looked at this patch of roses, he only thought it was red.

This piece of red floating on the white wall is even more dazzling, but this dazzling is only produced by the contrast with the background.

The world in Xie Zhitang's eyes today is gray.Like lowering the color saturation of the whole world by 80.00%, and then lowering the contrast by 50.00%.

Only Lu Jinsen's eyes were still so bright and dazzling blue, everything else in the world was dim.

So when he saw the rose, he just looked away flatly.

But when he was waiting for Lu Jinsen, he saw Lu Jinsen coming slowly in a red supercar, like a fire, or a pool of blood, which burned Xie Zhitang's heart a little.

Xie Zhitang immediately thought of Rose.

They are the same red, the same dazzling.

So Xie Zhitang ran to the opposite side of the road without stopping at all, he had only one thought in his mind.

Xie Zhitang ran to the flower shop and said excitedly, "I want a rose."

The clerk was stunned for a moment, then quickly responded and asked politely: "Okay, what kind of rose do you want?"

Xie Zhitang thought for a while, turned around and went into the pile of flowers, picked out the best bright red rose in full bloom, and said, "This one will be fine." Then he handed the flower to the clerk and asked her to cut off the rose's thorns.

Only then did Xie Zhitang realize that he had neither a terminal nor cash.

Xie Zhitang paused, then asked: "Excuse me, do you know me?"

The clerk was earnestly cutting off the thorns of the rose. Hearing this, he nodded vigorously and said excitedly, "Xie Zhitang! I like you very much!"

Xie Zhitang then thought, this is easy to handle.

"I didn't bring the terminal and cash with me at night." Xie Zhitang showed a perfect smile and said, "Since you know me, can I borrow your terminal to log in to my account to pay?"

The clerk nodded frantically again, but then shook his head and said, "I'll give you this rose."

Xie Zhitang was taken aback for a moment, and showed a very soft smile, with the dimples on his face looming.Xie Zhitang said: "No, I want roses to give away."

There is a lot of meaning in these words, the clerk was almost stunned, and after a few seconds he said: "Then, then you can sign for me as a purchase fee?"

Xie Zhitang took the rose, thought for a while and took off the diamond cufflinks on the cuffs with one hand, put them on the cash register, and said, "It's a diamond, about 1.3 carats. If you don't like it, you can take it to auction."

The clerk was stunned and was about to postpone, when Xie Zhitang ran away as quickly as he had come.

Lu Jinsen watched Xie Zhitang safely run into a flower shop, heaved a sigh of relief, and patiently stood across the street waiting for Xie Zhitang.After a while, I saw Xie Zhitang running out of the flower shop again, and ran across the road to Lu Jinsen again.

Lu Jinsen's heart was full of fire, and he always kept the psychiatrist's teachings in mind and suppressed it.For a while, I even wanted to ask Xie's father and Xie's mother how they raised their children, and why they didn't even care about their own safety.

Even if you cross the road, why don't you even look at the car?How is this different from crossing the road with your eyes closed?

Just as he was thinking, Xie Zhitang ran closer, panting slightly, with bright eyes, and handed a rose in his hand to Lu Jinsen.

Lu Jinsen endured it before asking, "What do you mean?"

Xie Zhitang blinked and said, "A rose is a rose is a rose.*"

Lu Jinsen frowned and took the flowers.

Only then did Xie Zhitang think, no.

Where is there someone who chases someone and gives them a flower?He should send a bouquet.

Xie Zhitang stared blankly at Lu Jinsen again, looking down at the flowers, and suddenly remembered the

Talented opera.

Friends argued with the officers that their fiancée must be faithful to him.

"Women's loyalty is like the phoenix in Arabian legends. Everyone says it exists, but where? No one knows where it is."

"Dolabella is the phoenix."

"Feidi Liji is the phoenix."

"Neither of them, there has never been a phoenix, and there will never be one in the future, and the same is true of women's loyalty."*

Xie Zhitang looked at Lu Jinsen's cold eyes and thought, are you that Phoenix?

The noble friend in Xie Zhitang's mind sang again:

"I just want to know whether your sweetheart has the same flesh and blood as us, cannibalize the world like us, and wear the same clothes and hats as us. In a word, are they ordinary women or holy goddesses?"*

Holy goddess?Xie Zhitang applied this description to Lu Jinsen, and immediately laughed.

Lu Jinsen stuffed the flower back into Xie Zhitang's hand, and said in a deep voice, "Don't stand still, get in the car, let's go home."

Xie Zhitang said yes, still looking very happy, while Lu Jinsen was not paying attention, he inserted the rose diagonally into Lu Jinsen's suit pocket, and quickly got into the car.

Lu Jinsen pinched the stem and pulled the rose out of his pocket, hesitated for a while before throwing it away, took the flower into the car, and put it in the storage compartment.

Xie Zhitang sat down, his eyes still bright and he wanted to talk to Lu Jinsen, but he stopped after saying the word 'I'.

Xie Zhitang only exchanged a glance with Lu Jinsen before he sensed that Lu Jinsen was angry.

The cold expression on Lu Jinsen's face was obviously the same as before, but Xie Zhitang could feel that Lu Jinsen was angry.

It wasn't the kind of simple anger that came out of Uncle Zhang's suit shop and showed him on purpose to let him know what he had done wrong.

Xie Zhitang's brisk mood disappeared in an instant, his smile froze on his face, and then slowly disappeared.

Xie Zhitang could see the irritable anger buried deep in Lu Jinsen's eyes, like a broken string of beads, Xie Zhitang could no longer suppress the voice in his head, and immediately surged up like a wild horse.

Like mountains and rivers howling, also like a hundred ghosts crying at night.They roared in Xie Zhitang's mind, as if they were protesting or comforting.

Xie Zhitang's brain automatically decomposes these sounds, like decomposing audio, the sound of running water is the sound of running water, the sound of wind is the sound of wind, crying is the sound of crying, roaring is the roaring.

Xie Zhitang was already struggling to deal with these sounds, like an old-fashioned computer that was full of memory, unable to run other programs, he froze in place, motionless,

Lu Jinsen closed his eyes for a while and waited for the anger to subside before opening them again. Seeing that Xie Zhitang was still sitting in a daze, he moved closer to help him fasten his seat belt.

Unexpectedly, Xie Zhitang dodged back suddenly, and looked at Lu Jinsen almost in panic.

Lu Jinsen paused, and leaned forward to help Xie Zhitang fasten his seat belt before stepping back into the driver's seat.

The anger that Lu Jinsen had just subsided was aroused by Xie Zhitang's hiding.

Lu Jinsen put on the seat belt first, then turned his head slightly to look at Xie Zhitang who was holding the seat belt tightly with both hands, and said: "What are you hiding, now you know you are afraid?"

Xie Zhitang looked at Lu Jinsen fearfully and innocently, apparently not knowing what Lu Jinsen was talking about.

Lu Jinsen first set the route and destination, and then took out the terminal to check the unread messages.He intentionally turned off Xie Zhitang for a while, and then turned around and asked him after his mood calmed down: "Did you know that the number of traffic deaths accounted for 5.00% of the total number of deaths in the country?"

Xie Zhitang immediately understood, lowered his eyes and stopped talking.

Lu Jinsen asked again: "Do you know how many traffic deaths are caused by not obeying traffic rules every day?"

Xie Zhitang still didn't speak, and pinched the tiger's mouth of his left hand with his right hand.

In Xie Zhitang's mind, Lu Jinsen's voice and the noise in his head reflected each other, and the noise fluctuated with the intensity of Lu Jinsen's words.

The two voices were mixed together, Xie Zhitang had to be very serious and focused in order to distinguish Lu Jinsen's voice and recognize what Lu Jinsen was saying.

Lu Jinsen added: "Three-year-olds know not to cross the road. Didn't your parents teach you?"

"No." Xie Zhitang gritted his teeth and answered him.

"Didn't your tutor tell you about the truth that a gentleman should not stand under a dangerous wall?"

"No." Xie Zhitang replied again: "Which car doesn't have an error correction system now? What kind of dangerous wall is this?"

Lu Jinsen became even more angry when he heard this, and said in a deep voice, "How old are you? Is the error correction system set up to ensure your safety when crossing the road? Do I have to find a rope to tie you down next time I go out?"

Xie Zhitang immediately raised his head in resentment and almost screamed, "Don't attack me! Don't attack me! Don't attack me! Don't attack me!"

After Xie Zhitang yelled, tears fell immediately, and he curled up and buried his face in his palm, sobbing.

After Lu Jinsen finished speaking, he also felt that he had made a slip of the tongue, and immediately shut up and leaned back on his seat.

Lu Jinsen seldom gets angry like this, and even if he does, he won't get angry at others like this.

It was really because of holding back and holding back this breath, and being burned up by Xie Zhitang's few words, that he spoke to Xie Zhitang so unceremoniously.

Why did Xie Zhitang rush forward without caring about the traffic on the road?

Is Xie Zhitang trusting the car error correction system?

No.

In the final analysis, Xie Zhitang didn't care about his own life, so he didn't worry about accidents.

Lu Jinsen always remembered that the reason why Xie Zhitang was sitting next to him now was because he chose to end his life more than a month ago.

The car became quiet, only Xie Zhitang's sobs could be heard vaguely.

The author has something to say: *1 "A rose is a rose is a rose" said by Eco.

*2*3 are the lyrics of the opera "The Heart of a Woman" quoted.