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Xie Zhitang stood hesitantly among the densely packed dried fish.He knew that he was a picky eater, so he chose carefully.

Lu Jinsen stood beside Xie Zhitang to help him choose, thought for a while and reminded Xie Zhitang: "No. 15 goes to sea, you can bring some snacks."

Xie Zhitang seemed to remember it now, and asked as if he had been looking forward to it for a long time: "How many days are left?"

"Four days." Lu Jinsen put a can of dried fish into the trolley and said, "We will get on the boat early in the morning and drive to a distant place to fish. We will come back when it gets dark."

Xie Zhitang asked again: "Can we meet dolphins?"

Lu Jinsen thought about it seriously, and replied, "Probably not."

Xie Zhitang nodded, and shifted his gaze from Lu Jinsen's face to the dried fish. He only glanced at the dazzling array of dried fish, then pushed the cart forward, and said as he walked, "What should I do if I don't know how to fish?" ?”

Lu Jinsen said: "Fishing is not difficult, I can teach you."

Xie Zhitang turned his head around, and Lu Jinsen continued: "It doesn't matter if you don't know how to learn, you can watch us fish with Mr. Xu."

"President Xu..." Xie Zhitang turned back again, threw a pack of cuttlefish into the cart, and asked casually, "Who is it?"

"It's Jiang Haichao's lover." Lu Jinsen said.

"Love?" Xie Zhitang was taken aback.

The word lover is rarely used between lovers.More solemn than a lover, more sweet than a partner.Even between husband and wife, this word is rarely used.

'Love' person, as the name suggests, is the person I love.

Such a heavy word, few people will use it lightly to introduce couples.

So Xie Zhitang felt strange.

Lu Jinsen explained to him: "Couples or lovers are very light words. Modern times always emphasize freedom and openness, so many young people fall in love or get married easily. Maybe it is because of the pressure of life, or because they feel lonely. The reasons are all sorts of weird.”

Xie Zhitang stared at Lu Jinsen intently, as if looking at an antique that had just been unearthed.

"But I think love or marriage is the core of love." Lu Jinsen said: "You can't fall in love on the spur of the moment, when you are lonely, or when you are overwhelmed by hormones. Love must have long-term and stable love."

Xie Zhitang didn't expect Lu Jinsen to be so idealistic, and couldn't help but retort: ​​"But in today's society, there are very few partners who love for love."

"Yes." Lu Jinsen didn't deny it, he said, "But less doesn't mean it's wrong, and more doesn't mean it's right."

Speaking of this, Lu Jinsen paused and continued: "Your parents and my parents are examples."

Xie Zhitang stopped talking, and slowly pushed the cart through the supermarket.

He knew that Lu Jinsen was serious about relationships, but he didn't expect Lu Jinsen to be so serious, so serious that he was almost conservative.

Since Lu Jinsen took over Lu's Group, the new products developed are extremely novel and can set off a trend. It stands to reason that Lu Jinsen should also be at the forefront of the trend.

Xie Zhitang frowned and thought in a place where Lu Jinsen couldn't see, who are you greedy for, Lu Jinsen?

Thinking again: Isn't the Lu family mainly focusing on cutting-edge technology and emerging industries? Why is Lu Jinsen as old as a person from the last century?

The more Xie Zhitang thought about it, the more he couldn't figure it out, so he had to put all these problems behind him and only carefully choose snacks.

Lu Jinsen also stopped talking, and quietly helped Xie Zhitang push the cart.

While Xie Zhitang was picking sugar, Lu Jinsen received a call from Jiang Haichao.

"Mr. Lu, you are very busy. Did you forget to go to sea with NO.15?"

"I can't forget it." Lu Jinsen said, "Don't forget that there are two people here."

"Young master of the Xie family," Jiang Haichao said with a smile, "I haven't met him yet. Do you get along well?"

"Very good." Lu Jinsen responded to him, seeing Xie Zhitang staring back at him, he took the terminal away and said softly to Xie Zhitang: "It's Jiang Haichao. You pick it yourself."

Then he pushed Xie Zhitang lightly on the shoulder, let Xie Zhitang go forward, and said: "I will follow you behind."

Xie Zhitang gave Lu Jinsen a sideways glance, and pushed the cart away without saying anything.

Only then did Lu Jinsen continue to tell Jiang Haichao, "You are much more obedient than you were when you were young."

Jiang Haichao said unconvinced: "Isn't it normal for an alpha to have a little skin?"

"You also know your own skin?" Lu Jinsen teased, "It's all because Mr. Xu is used to you."

"He is my date, who is he not used to me?" Jiang Haichao said confidently.

Lu Jinsen laughed twice, and Jiang Haichao continued, "I have something serious to see you."

Lu Jinsen asked, "What's the matter?"

"Tonight at 07:30, the opera house will stage Mozart's "Women's Heart"." Jiang Haichao said, "Let me introduce you and Xu Chu formally."

"President Xu and I have known each other for nearly ten years, and we still need a formal introduction?"

"Yes, the identities are different now." Jiang Haichao added: "You can bring the young master of the Xie family with you. We just want to go to sea together. Let's get to know each other first."

Lu Jinsen thought for a while and said, "I'll ask him, and I'll give you an answer later."

"Okay, then I'll hang up." Jiang Haichao said, "Remember to bring a greeting gift! See you tonight!" Then he quickly hung up the communication.

Lu Jinsen has known Jiang Haichao since he was a child, and has always regarded him as his younger brother. Jiang Haichao is closer to him than to his own brother.Now that Jiang Haichao has a lover, Lu Jinsen has the feeling that a domesticated cabbage has been picked up by a pig.

No, this situation should be that the domestic pigs stole the cabbages from other families?Lu Jinsen shook his head, and began to think about what kind of meeting gift he would give.

Lu Jinsen said to let Xie Zhitang choose by himself, Xie Zhitang was not polite, he chose a lot of snacks he wanted, specially picked the expensive ones, and finally asked Lu Jinsen to pay the bill.

After paying the bill, Lu Jinsen still asked the staff of the mall to deliver the goods to his door, and he took Xie Zhitang into the indoor pedestrian street.

Xie Zhitang followed Lu Jinsen for a while and asked, "What do you want to buy?"

Lu Jinsen put his hands on Xie Zhitang's back and led him forward, saying, "I'll take you to buy cakes."

The words of Xie Zhitang's refusal circled around his mouth a few times but he still didn't say it, so he just followed him forward sullenly.

While looking at the map on the terminal to find a cake shop, Lu Jinsen asked Xie Zhitang: "Jiang Haichao has booked a ticket for the Opera House tonight, do you want to go see it?"

Xie Zhitang turned his head to look at Lu Jinsen, seeing that his eyes were all on the terminal, and asked, "Are you going?"

After navigating the cake shop, Lu Jinsen looked up at Xie Zhitang and said, "I'll go."

Xie Zhitang nodded in agreement and said, "Then I'll go too."

Lu Jinsen raised his mouth and rubbed the back of his head, and said, "07:30, Mozart's "The Heart of a Woman", have you seen it?"

"No." Xie Zhitang shook his head, "I know it. The light comedy created by Mozart in his later period is a model, and it is known as the most perfectly balanced Mozart's works. But I haven't seen it."

"I know a lot." Lu Jinsen said while leading Xie Zhitang: "It is said that your IQ is 177?"

"Well, I tested it when I was very young." Xie Zhitang put his hand in his pocket and said, "Do you want to test it?"

"I don't want to." Lu Jinsen asked, "What is the world of a genius like?"

Xie Zhitang thought for a while before saying: "I don't know."

While talking, Lu Jinsen brought Xie Zhitang into a cake shop with the highest overall rating, and the sweet and greasy cake aroma hit his face as soon as he entered.

The decoration of the cake shop is in a cute cartoon style, with pink and blue intertwined floor tiles, mint green walls, and off-white seats. Judging from the number of people queuing up in the shop, this shop is very popular with omega of.

Lu Jinsen and Xie Zhitang were at the end of the line. The store staff and customers were all omegas, and only Lu Jinsen was an alpha who stood out from the crowd like a crowd.

He is tall, with sword-like eyebrows and star-eyed eyes, with a deep outline, and his azure blue eyes are as clear and wide as the sea, which is very attractive to other people, especially omega.

What's more, he changed his suit jacket into a black windbreaker today. Although it is still cold and cool, it is not as inaccessible as before.

Not to mention peeking, Xie Zhitang even heard other omegas talking about Lu Jinsen.

Xie Zhitang seldom went to noisy places and met strangers after dropping out of school.He didn't want to communicate with the outside world, Xie's father and mother thought he was suffering from social phobia, and separated him from outsiders without his proactive request.

Only Lu Jinsen would lead him into the crowd without hesitation.

Xie Zhitang sighed softly, took Lu Jinsen's arm, put half of his body on Lu Jinsen's body, and asked helplessly, "Why do you look so good-looking?"

Xie Zhitang heard the gasp of the omega around him, and leaned closer to Lu Jinsen more intimately.

Lu Jinsen naturally guessed Xie Zhitang's plan, and let Xie Zhitang act as a demon without moving a muscle, and replied: "Naturally."

Xie Zhitang continued to pretend: "But everyone is only looking at you, isn't it good-looking? Lu Jinsen! I'm so angry."

Lu Jinsen couldn't stand Xie Zhitang's scene, so he simply said, "Because I'm prettier than you."

This time it was Xie Zhitang's turn to lose the show, and turned to look at Lu Jinsen.

The other omega in the store didn't know whether they heard Lu Jinsen's name, or were shocked by the fierce remarks, and they also looked at the two of them directly.

Lu Jinsen calmly accepted the attention of the whole store, and looked at the menu without changing his face.

Xie Zhitang quickly accepted this setting, and said happily: "Yes, if you weren't so good-looking, I wouldn't have betrayed your brother and risked the disgrace of the world to stay with my uncle."

"Huh?" Lu Jinsen shifted his gaze to Xie Zhitang.The others followed suit and turned to Xie Zhitang.

Xie Zhitang continued to add drama, put one hand on his lower abdomen and said: "After I divorce your brother, will you really marry me? You have to swear to the twins in my belly that you will always love me until you The last second of life."

As soon as these words came out, not to mention the omega queuing up to peek at them, even the omega who had bought the cake didn't leave, wanting to finish the big show.

"?" Lu Jinsen raised his hand and patted Xie Zhitang's forehead, and said coldly, "Speak human."

"Okay." Xie Zhitang touched his forehead, then touched his flat belly and said in surprise: "Brother wants to eat durian millefeuille, and younger sister wants to eat Opera Cake, okay, Dad?"

Lu Jinsen, who was forced to be the father of unknown twins at a young age: "...OK."

Lu Jinsen bought Durian Melaleuca and Opera for Xie Zhitang under the strange eyes of the shop assistant, and led Xie Zhitang out of the cake shop under the eyes of everyone.

Xie Zhitang still didn't let go of his hand on Lu Jinsen's arm when he left the cake shop, and even quietly put his hand into Lu Jinsen's pocket, sticking it on Lu Jinsen's side waist.

Lu Jinsen put his hand in the center of Xie Zhitang's butterfly bone, which was half covered by Xie Zhitang's hat, and led him to the elevator, asking, "Is this the world of geniuses?"

Xie Zhitang shook his head and smiled, "This is Xie Zhitang's world."

Lu Jinsen replied: "Your world is wonderful."

Xie Zhitang looked up at Lu Jinsen for a while, and then said: "What I said is true, you are really good-looking."

"En." Lu Jinsen raised his hand holding the cake and pressed the down button of the elevator, then looked down at Xie Zhitang and said flatly, "Thank you, I know."

Xie Zhitang stared at Lu Jinsen for a while, then lowered his head and stopped talking.

Both of them wore casual clothes today, which did not meet the formal dress requirements of the opera house.Lu Jinsen proposed to go to a suit shop to pick out one, and let the tailor modify it a little bit so that he can wear it.

Xie Zhitang naturally agreed, sitting on the co-pilot with the cake box in his arms, resting his head on the window glass, propped his face to watch the scenery passing by quickly outside the window.

Under the viaduct is the blue sea, the water and the sky are the same color.Obviously yesterday was still covered with dark clouds, but today there are no clouds in the sky, the sky is as bright and clear as the sea, flowing lazily.

Xie Zhitang always thought of Lu Jinsen's eyes when he saw blue.Holding the cake, he stared out the window expressionlessly, thinking, if Lu Jinsen really fell in love with his sister-in-law, would he bravely pursue her?

Xie Zhitang didn't think so.

Lu Jinsen will give up this relationship.Lu Jinsen is the type of person whose reason is greater than emotion. If Lu Jinsen judges that this relationship should not exist, then this relationship will not exist.

Xie Zhitang thought, maybe Lu Jinsen can't control liking, but he can control his behavior.Even if Lu Jinsen likes someone again, as long as Lu Jinsen feels that this is wrong, he will firmly say No.

When you turn down the viaduct, you will be greeted by row upon row of tall buildings.Only a little jumping green is hidden in the reinforced concrete, showing the arrival of spring.

Why did you think about this?Xie Zhitang frowned when he heard that, and then heard the voice ask, do you really like Lu Jinsen?

wrong.

Xie Zhitang took another breath, closed his eyes and asked cautiously: ... Do I ... like Lu Jinsen?

After a long silence, Xie Zhitang didn't hear the answer, and even the noise in his mind disappeared. For the first time, Xie Zhitang felt that the world was so quiet.

Slowly, Xie Zhitang felt the beating of the heart in his chest from the emptiness, his atrium contracted and expanded, and his ventricle moved accordingly.

Xie Zhitang felt that his blood entered the right atrium through the upper and lower veins, and then entered the aorta from the top of the left ventricle, and circulated in his body.

Xie Zhitang couldn't help asking: Why do you think I like Lu Jinsen?It really bothered me to go into 'pregnancy mode' without authorization like this.

The only answer was the sound of his heart beating.

Xie Zhitang closed his eyes, emptied his mind, and slowly counted his heartbeats.When he counted to the 820th one, the car stopped.

The suit shop is not far away. This shop was founded and operated by the butler of the Lu family after he retired, and Lu Jinsen often frequents it.

The lights in the store are fully turned on, and the models in the store are all wearing basic styles, but they fit well and look elegant.

Hearing the voice, the old man came out of the clothes room, and when he saw Lu Jinsen, he smiled and said, "Why are you here, young master, I was thinking of sending you the new spring style."

"Uncle Zhang," Lu Jinsen turned to reveal Xie Zhitang behind him, and said, "I'm here today because of him."

Uncle Zhang looked at Lu Jinsen in surprise, and then looked at Xie Zhitang when Lu Jinsen nodded his head, and asked, "Which family's young master is this?"

Xie Zhitang took a step forward and introduced himself: "Xie Jia, Xie Zhitang."

Uncle Zhang smiled, led them inside, and said, "So it's the young master of the Xie family, time flies so fast."

When he got to the inner room, he asked again: "Is the young master in a hurry to get a suit?"

Lu Jinsen sat on the sofa and said to Uncle Zhang, "Before seven o'clock in the evening." Then he looked at Xie Zhitang, motioning Xie Zhitang to stand in front of the mirror, and said, "Let Uncle Zhang measure your size."

Xie Zhitang obediently stood in front of the mirror.

There was a mirror on one wall in the inner room, Xie Zhitang saw himself through the mirror, Uncle Zhang standing beside him holding a ruler, Lu Jinsen sitting on the sofa looking at the mirror, and the fitting room opposite the mirror.

Xie Zhitang spread his arms and raised his chin slightly and said, "Please trouble Uncle Zhang."

Uncle Zhang smiled kindly and said, "No trouble, no trouble, young master's friends are all distinguished guests."

Xie Zhitang smiled politely, stopped talking, and let Uncle Zhang's measuring tape draw on his body.

Lu Jinsen looked at Xie Zhitang through the mirror, and he suddenly felt that Xie Zhitang's eyes were deep.

Lu Jinsen has never quite understood Xie Zhitang's thinking.

Although he knows that the thoughts of bipolar patients are unimaginable to normal people, he still occasionally imitates Xie Zhitang with ordinary people's thinking, so that he can better understand that Xie Zhitang cannot be calculated.

Xie Zhitang's logical lines are strange and jumpy, which ordinary people can't understand.

Xie Zhitang has been painting Chinese paintings during this time, all of which are red plums.He will put the red plums he thinks carefully in the cabinet first, and then throw away a little every day.

Lu Jinsen was puzzled, so he asked him why he threw away the paintings in the cabinet since they were good ones.

Xie Zhitang's answer was: because I don't remember which painting it is.

Lu Jinsen was even more surprised, he didn't understand the logic of this.

It wasn't until last night before going to bed that Lu Jinsen thought about it again that he suddenly understood.

What Xie Zhitang meant was that although the painting was good, it was not good enough to impress Xie Zhitang.In this case, this painting is not a good painting.

Lu Jinsen thought about it seriously and found it quite reasonable.

Xie Zhitang stared at Lu Jinsen through the mirror with a blank expression on his face.

No one knew, he just felt that Lu Jinsen's posture was easy to hug, and because of this inexplicable thought, he got angry with himself and sulked.

The relationship between them was not enough to support him to get close to Lu Jinsen unscrupulously.

The author has something to say: This chapter is five thousand.

The extra two thousand is the addition of shallow water bombs.

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Because of the need to save the manuscript, the next update will be postponed until the next update.The daily update will probably start next Thursday.

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