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Xie Zhitang in the room was not sulking as Xie's father and mother thought.

Xie Zhitang sat on the bed, blankly in a daze.He wasn't angry, he just found it ridiculous, and pretending to be angry was just to show such emotions in front of his parents.

'Pregnancy status', how absurd yet taken for granted, his body and soul were never in sync.

Do you like Lu Jinsen?Xie Zhitang thought.

He quickly overturned it, and said to himself: "No, no. You are greedy for him."

As if he had found a reason to convince himself, Xie Zhitang breathed a sigh of relief, and murmured: "It's hard to be greedy for him, you might as well like Lu Jinsen."

"Like someone" is a brand new field for Xie Zhitang, but "like" and "love" are no strangers to Xie Zhitang.

Through art or words——When Xie Zhitang was very young, he saw a painting in an art exhibition.

It was a painting called "Fetal Movement", in which a pregnant omega caressed her belly.

Xie Zhitang will never forget the expression of Omega in the painting - that kind of tenderness mixed with surprise, that kind of pure and selfless love.

This shocked the young Xie Zhitang, even now Xie Zhitang is still shocked when he recalls the feeling at that time.

Xie Zhitang's parents are also a good example.They have been together for more than 20 years, and their love remains the same.

Even after being together for more than 20 years, I still can't control the gentle smile on my face when I think of each other.

Although Xie Zhitang still doesn't understand what love is, he always has a vague feeling that love should be a very soft thing.

This kind of softness is hard for Xie Zhitang to experience.Xie Zhitang's emotions were too polarized, and the emotions he felt became stronger.

However, it is very energy-consuming to be overjoyed and angry. He is always jumping between boiling point and freezing point, with ups and downs.

Xie Zhitang thought again in a daze: Do you like him because he warms milk for you?

Every time Xie Zhitang thinks of Lu Jinsen in a suit and leather shoes warming milk for himself in the kitchen, he always feels very gentle.Like soaking in hot spring water, the warm and comfortable hot water wrapped him softly.

But Xie Zhitang didn't dare to recall the scene that day frequently, he even restrained himself from recalling.

He was afraid that when he remembered this scene again, he would no longer feel warm, and he was afraid that this magic was time-limited.

So he doesn't remember, so that he can pretend to be eternal.

It was only when Lu Jinsen came to knock on the door that Xie Zhitang calmed down and followed Lu Jinsen into the restaurant.

Xie Zhitang consciously controlled his appetite, even though the table was full of his favorite dishes, he restrained himself from eating half a bowl and refused to eat it, pushing the bowl off the table.

Lu Jinsen looked at Xie Zhitang's remaining half bowl of rice, frowned, but didn't say anything, and left the table after eating.

Xie Zhitang was sitting on the coffee table holding his wide-mouthed glass and blowing air. Lu Jinsen made himself a cup of chrysanthemum and wolfberry tea, looked at the steam rising from the cup and said, "Snacks are almost gone, let's go to the supermarket to buy some."

The snacks that Lu Jinsen bought were all in large packages, which took up a lot of space. Although it looked like a lot, there were actually not many packages. After being dismantled by Lu Jinsen for more than ten days in a row, the TV cabinet was empty.

Xie Zhitang lazily raised his eyelids and glanced at Lu Jinsen, then hung down and said, "I won't go."

Lu Jinsen asked, "Why don't you go?"

Xie Zhitang sighed, put the cup on the tea table and straightened up and said, "Because I'm fat. My mother said I was fat."

Lu Jinsen thought, so you only eat half a bowl of rice?But he didn't say anything, he just looked at Xie Zhitang seriously for a while, Xie Zhitang didn't move and let him watch with his eyes down.

When Lu Jinsen saw Xie Zhitang's photo, he felt that Xie Zhitang was thin and thin.Then when I saw Xie Zhitang in the ward, I felt that he was so weak that only his eyes were still bright.

Now Xie Zhitang can't be considered fat, just a little bit longer, more like the teenage Xie Zhitang who gave a speech in the video Lu Jinsen saw, his chin is slightly rounder, and the jaw line can still be seen.

Xie Zhitang's current state is still thin in Lu Jinsen's eyes, but Xie Zhitang was too thin before, so it seems that this little bit of fat is particularly obvious.

Lu Jinsen didn't think about the "pregnancy status" at all, but thought that Xie Zhitang should be fatter, so he said: "This is not gaining weight."

"Huh?" Xie Zhitang raised his spirits and looked at Lu Jinsen strangely.

"You just grew up." Lu Jinsen seriously fooled him: "You are only 21, and it is time to grow your body. You seem to have grown a little taller."

"Have I... grown taller?" Xie Zhitang opened his half-closed eyes, and asked in surprise, "You can only grow at the age of 21? Actually, I wanted to grow to 1.8 meters, but I thought I couldn't grow."

"It can grow." Lu Jinsen coaxed him seriously, "I was not tall when I was your age, and I grew up later."

Xie Zhitang felt that Lu Jinsen was joking, but Lu Jinsen

Jinsen looked very serious again, making it difficult for him to tell the truth from the fake, so he could only watch Lu Jinsen lost in thought.

Lu Jinsen continued: "Because growing the body requires nutrition, so I eat a lot. When I grew ten centimeters in half a year, I could eat three bowls of rice in one meal, and I also ate a lot of snacks."

Xie Zhitang was even more surprised.

"Drink more milk to supplement calcium, and you can grow taller." Lu Jinsen added details: "I used to drink milk every day, almost to the extent that I drank it like water."

Xie Zhitang almost believed it, and asked him: "Really?"

"Really." Lu Jinsen said, "Some omegas grow to 1.8 meters. Eat more and exercise more."

Lu Jinsen said without changing his expression, "Are you almost running out of milk? Let's go out tonight to make up for it."

Xie Zhitang guessed the reason why Lu Jinsen said that without thinking carefully.

But looking at Lu Jinsen's deep blue pupils, he couldn't help but agree to Lu Jinsen's going out.

Xie Zhitang turned around with a smile, frowned where Lu Jinsen couldn't see, and asked secretly: You don't really like Lu Jinsen, do you?

Xie Zhitang didn't think it through, but he quickly changed into a blue sweater and black trousers and walked towards the entrance with a gray coat.

Lu Jinsen changed his suit jacket into a black windbreaker, and his hair was not combed back as meticulously as in the daytime. He looked more like a cold-blooded brother than a domineering president.

Seeing Xie Zhitang approaching, Lu Jinsen pressed the down button of the elevator and said, "I'll take you to the supermarket by car. Is there any car you want to take today?"

Xie Zhitang obediently followed behind Lu Jinsen, stared at the hem of the windbreaker that was swinging as Lu Jinsen walked, thought for a while and asked, "Would it be good to drive that red car?"

Naturally, Lu Jinsen agreed and took Xie Zhitang to the garage.

This time, Lu Jinsen directly switched to the automatic mode, and stepped on the speeding line to the supermarket soon.

It was the supermarket that Xie Zhitang brought him to on the first day. Xie Zhitang strode over in a familiar stride. Lu Jinsen followed behind him and swept him a small cart for him to push.

Looking at the trolley, Xie Zhitang remembered the envious eyes of the children around him when he came to the supermarket last time, and himself next to Lu Jinsen who was pushing the trolley.

Unexpectedly, their position was completely opposite the second time they came.

Today was a working day, and there were not many people in the supermarket. Xie Zhitang pushed the trolley towards the snack area, and Lu Jinsen followed behind him slowly.

Xie Zhitang didn't eat snacks much before, and he didn't study which snacks were delicious and which ones were not.

But according to the experience he has gained from the snacks he has eaten in the past few days, even for the most common potato chips, different businesses make great differences.Xie Zhitang picked out a pack of potato chips of all kinds of strange flavors and put them in the shopping cart.

When Xie Zhitang first got the cucumber-flavored potato chips, he was full of doubts. Cucumber and potato chips seemed to be two incompatible things. This combination was too weird.

But Lu Jinsen tasted a piece and said: "The taste is a bit strange, but the overall feeling is not bad."

Xie Zhitang thought about it for a long time, but he couldn't understand what cucumber-flavored potato chips should taste like.

With this in mind, Xie Zhitang ate a slice and found that the taste was really strange, but it was also really good, so he became interested in trying various flavors of potato chips.

Lu Jinsen watched Xie Zhitang pick up two packs of potato chips and hesitated for a while, as if he was wondering which flavor was better, and finally put both packs in the car, feeling a sense of impermanence in the world.

Lu Jinsen thought: Xie Zhitang, who can choose snacks by himself, is much cuter than half a month ago, Xie Zhitang, who had empty eyes and smiled at his age with milk.

What Lu Jinsen said about growing [-] centimeters in half a year and eating three bowls of rice per meal is all nonsense. He has always lived a healthy life and his height has been growing steadily. There is no sudden increase in height.

What he said was exaggerated, and he didn't expect Xie Zhitang to believe it.

Lu Jinsen was just conveying a message to Xie Zhitang - he wanted Xie Zhitang to maintain his weight, and he liked Xie Zhitang's current appearance.

In the end, Xie Zhitang agreed, both within Lu Jinsen's reason and beyond Lu Jinsen's expectations.

Lu Jinsen suddenly felt a joyful sense of satisfaction, which probably came from the fact that he raised Xie Zhitang well.

Analysis by Lu Jinsen.

Just like half a year after Jiang Haichao picked up the kitten, one day he suddenly compared the first photo of the kitten with the current photo.

Six months ago, it was a weak, pitiful, nervous and scared kitten, and half a year later it became a big cat with smooth fur, wide heart and fat body.

Although it is Jiang Haichao's cat, Lu Jinsen will occasionally give him food and water, so he is also proud when he sees the photo.

Lu Jinsen has no intention of domesticating Xie Zhitang, but this sense of satisfaction comes from the alpha's nature.

Looking at Xie Zhitang's back, Lu Jinsen suddenly found that his current thoughts were very different from those when he was preparing to pick up Xie Zhitang half a month ago.

At that time, Lu Jinsen read many cases of bipolar disorder and imagined all the worst things, so he felt that Xie Zhitang was not difficult to bear.

Yes, bear with it.

But now he doesn't feel that taking care of Xie Zhitang is something to endure.He will be happy because of Xie Zhitang's good changes, but troubled by Xie Zhitang's bad changes.

Lu Jinsen suddenly and keenly noticed, like a premonition, that Xie Zhitang to him might no longer be like what he and Li Zhe said——

He could no longer take it for granted and say swearingly: Xie Zhitang was just a patient to him.

The author has something to say: I made up the status of pregnancy preparation.

Not fake pregnancy not fake pregnancy not fake pregnancy.

（这一章是加更，接下来还是隔日更。）感谢在2020-06-0918:00:00~2020-06-1014:36:39期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the shallow water bomb: 1 moon in the sunset in the west mountain;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 Qizhu;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 1 rice dumplings;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!