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Pheromones have always been directly linked to 'sex'.

Praising a person with good pheromones is tantamount to praising him for being "sex attractive"; and praising a person for having strong pheromones is tantamount to praising him for having strong "sexual ability".

Lu Jinsen walked down the stone silently, even though Xie Zhitang stepped on the stone, he was not as tall as Lu Jinsen, and still raised his face slightly to look at Lu Jinsen.

Xie Zhitang made a weeping expression, and said pitifully with trembling voice: "I... really, don't smell good at all?"

Lu Jinsen knew that Xie Zhitang was acting, but after thinking about it, he followed Xie Zhitang's wishes and said tactfully, "Rose is very fragrant."

Xie Zhitang immediately beamed with joy, jumped from the rock to Lu Jinsen's side and said, "I think so too."

Xie Zhitang jumped up and down excitedly again, blinked his clear and bright phoenix eyes, bit the stick of the lollipop hard and asked, "Can I go to a farther place?"

Lu Jinsen frowned and thought for a while, then nodded and agreed, "Yes, but within my line of sight."

"Okay!" Xie Zhitang replied, bent down and picked up the small bucket and ran forward.

Lu Jinsen kept his eyes on Xie Zhitang's back, seeing Xie Zhitang kept running forward, he removed the left hand that was behind his back just now, put the cigarette into his mouth, lowered his head and lit it slightly.

Although Lu Jinsen is not a professional psychiatrist, he has learned a lot about bipolar disorder.

The psychiatrist described bipolar disorder to him in the simplest language. The doctor said: "When the patient is happy and lively, there is a high probability of a manic episode; when the patient is sad and silent, there is a high probability of a depression episode."

After hearing this, Lu Jinsen asked, "Can't he have normal emotional ups and downs?"

The psychiatrist said: "It is because the emotional ups and downs exceed the normal range that we call it a disease. But if you stick to the treatment, you can control the patient's emotions within the normal range."

Lu Jinsen continued to ask: "Did his emotions cause the attack or did the attack cause him to have emotions?"

The psychiatrist simply said: "Physiology determines psychology."

Lu Jinsen understood.

From then on, Lu Jinsen felt more compassion for Xie Zhitang.

He knew that the effect of drug treatment on Xie Zhitang's condition was not ideal, so, was Xie Zhitang ever happy from the bottom of his heart after his illness?Or is it simply a manifestation of heightened mood due to a manic episode?

like now.

Xie Zhitang looked much more lively today than the previous few days, especially at night, Xie Zhitang's face was full of joy.

But Lu Jinsen didn't know whether Xie Zhitang was just plain happy or had a manic episode.

Xie Zhitang walked away, and for safety's sake, Lu Jinsen followed behind him not too far away.

Lu Jinsen took a deep breath of the cigarette, and slowly exhaled smoke rings after passing through his lungs. The smoke lingered and blurred his complicated expression, only his eyes were still clear and blue.

And Xie Zhitang is trying his best to keep his walking posture normal.

Xie Zhitang controlled every muscle in his body.His body forgot how to walk, and he could only calculate in his mind the staggered legs and the arcs of arms swinging between walks, so that he wouldn't use the same hands and feet, or trip himself.

He had fought the disease for many years and knew very well that he had an attack.

The treatment dose of lithium carbonate is close to the poisoning dose, so he has been paying attention to the intake of lithium carbonate, but under long-term treatment, the dose of lithium carbonate is still increasing time after time.

Xie Zhitang's blood was boiling and roaring.He wants to tear himself apart, or tear the world apart.

He felt his soul swell and swell until his body couldn't hold it anymore.

But the soul can't find a way out when it runs rampant in the body. The volume remains the same, but the density of the soul is constantly increasing, so the pressure is also constantly increasing.

Such increasing pressure seemed to be pressing on Xie Zhitang's heart like a huge mountain, but Xie Zhitang felt that his body was getting lighter and lighter, as if he was about to float in the air uncontrollably.

There is such a big contrast between the soul and the body, Xie Zhitang is like a robot that has been given two contradictory instructions of 'go left' and 'go right' at the same time, and is about to fall into a state of death.

Xie Zhitang stopped slowly and froze in place.

After a few seconds, Xie Zhitang violently raised the bucket in his hand, and slammed it down on the beach.

The sand was soft, and a small pit was made by the small bucket. The shells in the bucket were scattered all over the ground, but the small bucket was intact.

Xie Zhitang spat out the stick in his mouth, raised his arm, rolled up a small sleeve and bit it.

Seeing that Xie Zhitang dropped the barrel, Lu Jinsen caught up with Xie Zhitang in three steps and two steps.Seeing that Xie Zhitang was biting his arm, he quickly squeezed Xie Zhitang's cheek with one hand to force him to open his mouth, while pulling Xie Zhitang's arm out.

Xie Zhitang seemed to feel no pain at all, and he smacked extremely hard.Even though Lu Jinsen reacted quickly, Xie Zhitang bit his arm bleeding.

Lu Jinsen frowned and reprimanded coldly: "Who told you that you can harm yourself?"

Xie Zhitang stared at Lu Jinsen viciously, but Lu Jinsen did not let go, Xie Zhitang's teeth could not be closed, so he wrinkled his nose and lips, showing his teeth in an aggressive posture.

Lu Jinsen wasn't afraid of Xie Zhitang's threat at all, and he paused every word: "At any time, your own safety must be the first priority, you know?"

But Xie Zhitang couldn't listen at this time.

Obviously he has tried his best to stay away from Lu Jinsen, why did Lu Jinsen appear so quickly?Why can't he be left alone?

The beach in Xie Zhitang's eyes changed.He is like a traveler who has lost his way in the desert, surrounded by long yellow sand, under which there are dense bones buried.Xie Zhitang's reason confronted his senses, and he kept telling him: it's fake.It's all fake.

Xie Zhitang clenched his fists, trying to control himself not to hurt Lu Jinsen.

Lu Jinsen sighed, loosened his grip on Xie Zhitang's cheek, and released his pheromone.

The strong pheromone wrapped Xie Zhitang in an instant, and the sandalwood already had a calming and relaxing effect. Xie Zhitang's expression relaxed a little, but he rushed towards Lu Jinsen in the next second.

Xie Zhitang twisted his legs tightly around Lu Jinsen's waist, put his arms around Lu Jinsen's neck, pressed his whole body against Lu Jinsen, and rubbed the tip of his nose against Lu Jinsen's pheromone-emitting side neck.

In his eyes, Lu Jinsen is no longer Lu Jinsen, but a pear full of juice, as long as he bites it hard, he can drink it sweetly.

Xie Zhitang opened his mouth and bit fiercely on the collar of Lu Jinsen's shirt.

Lu Jinsen loosened his defensive hand on the back of Xie Zhitang's neck, turned to support Xie Zhitang's buttocks, and patted Xie Zhitang's back with comfort.

Xie Zhitang hugged Lu Jinsen tightly, buried his face in Lu Jinsen's neck, and gritted his teeth with the collar of Lu Jinsen's shirt.

"Hey, hold on tight, let's go home." Lu Jinsen said.

Lu Jinsen squatted down with Xie Zhitang in his arms, straightened the small bucket that Xie Zhitang threw on the beach, picked up the shells scattered around and the lollipop sticks covered with teeth marks back into the bucket, and put the half of the lollipop that he had just thrown on the beach The cigarettes were also thrown into the bucket, and Xie Zhitang was supported by one hand, while the other hand carried the bucket to the car.

Although Xie Zhitang was wearing fluffy clothes, his body was slender and not heavy, so it was easy for Lu Jinsen to hug him.

Lu Jinsen opened the car door and sat on the back seat, connected the car's autopilot system with a terminal, and set the destination in front of the elevator in the community.

The Lexus immediately started and turned onto the road.

Lu Jinsen hugged Xie Zhitang and patted Xie Zhitang's back, coaxing softly: "Relax, don't be nervous."

Xie Zhitang lay motionless in Lu Jinsen's arms, the sound of the engine overwhelmed the sound of Xie Zhitang grinding the cloth finely.Xie Zhitang heard his own heartbeat, and then heard Lu Jinsen patting him on the back.

The roar of the engine accompanied by the two sounds of light, one heavy, like three planets whose trajectories interact but avoid collision due to the cycle, rotated and entangled in Xie Zhitang's mind, like a small galaxy.

Also like thousands of years, the moon revolves around the earth, and the earth revolves around the sun